Chapter 125: A long-cherished wish is hard to find

"Mother?" In front of her, Meng Siru and Gu Yingyue called her in surprise, "How can you say that?"

Pan Lanfang turned a blind eye and walked back to Huai'an: "Second young master, Huai'an...... Son, you heard it, the doctor said, it's just a possibility, not a must, I promise you, I will take care of her every inch in the future, and I will never let her have an accident, let's keep the child, okay?"

Huai'an looked at her and shook his head without thinking: "No." ”

There was undeniable firmness and seriousness in his tone.

Pan Lanfang was stunned for a moment, and suddenly became annoyed: "You feel sorry for Siqing, and I feel sorry too, but ...... Siqing is the person on the tip of your heart, isn't your biological child, he is still your blood and blood, do you think that if you want to protect your wife, but kill your own child, is it great?"

"It doesn't matter to me whether it's great or not, I follow my heart, in short, no. ”

"You...... Do you really want me to hang myself?" Pan Lanfang cried again, crying for a while, and found that it was useless, and her tone softened, "I didn't say that I had to give birth to her, this is not ...... There's still a glimmer of life, can't we wait and see, do you have to decide now?"

When the doctor heard this, he couldn't help but say, "Let me make it clear to you first, at this time, the child is still young, and he is not very conscious when he takes it out, and when he is older, he will not talk about the mother's suffering, and the child will be very painful." ”

Pan Lanfang's face turned white, and she couldn't stop shaking.

Seeing her sad face, the doctor was a little compassionate, and then said, "I think, do you want to ask the pregnant woman her own opinion?"

"Is she awake?" Meng Siru asked hurriedly.

"Not yet, it should be soon, I'll go in and take a look......"

"Wait a minute. But someone stopped her.

She looked back at Huai'an: "Anything else?"

"Please, the child doesn't stay, you don't have to go in and ask her, I'm in charge. ”

The doctor stood still and asked solemnly, "Are you sure, sir?"

"Sure!" replied solemnly.

"Okay, then please come with me to sign an agreement......"

"Wait a while!" Before she finished speaking, she saw a girl walking up, she took Huai'an's arm and asked eagerly, "Second uncle, don't you really ask your aunt's opinion, didn't you swear that you listened to her, what if your aunt disagrees with you?" The girl said repeatedly, it was Huan'er.

"Don't ask her, I decide. After Huai'an answered, he thought of something, and asked in surprise: "Are you eavesdropping on us?"

"I didn't eavesdrop, you stood in front of my room that day and talked, and you didn't avoid it, I listened openly. ”

"You ......" Although he should have flattened this girl, he was not in the mood at all at this time, so he could only snort and return his gaze to the doctor, "I will sign with you, please lead the way." ”

Watching them move forward, Pan Lanfang hurried to chase after her, but was helplessly pulled by Siru and Yingyue, she cried fiercely for a while, and finally pulled over.

There was a sudden silence.

Siqing was in a drowsy state, feeling that her body was light and fluttering, as if she was about to fly several times, and there was a hazy cry in her ears, which made her anxious, but it seemed to have the strength to pull her back, so that she could step on the ground and be safe.

Later, when the crying was gone, she floated up again, and floated very high, and I saw that there were also people crying here, but there was no sound, just a tearful face.

Men don't flick when they have tears, why do they cry?

She wanted to reach out to caress his face, but suddenly her body fell heavily and fell to the ground again.

Then, she opened her eyes and looked at the white coat in front of her.

The doctor's movements were a little sluggish: "You're awake, that's just right, I'll say hello to you too, kid, we're going to take it off for you, drink this medicine first." ”

She turned her head stiffly: "Take it off?"

"Well, or you're in danger. ”

"That's it...... Must be removed?"

The doctor looked at her: "Do you want to stay?"

She half-propped herself up and nodded solemnly: "What did my husband say, did he ask to take it off, can you tell him that I don't agree, or, can you invite him in to see me?"

The doctor pressed her back to the bed, remembering the moist eyes of the person when she signed just now, she sighed slightly, shook her head and said: "In the eyes of our doctors, there is no problem of protecting the big and the small, and the unborn child is not recognized as life...... Drink the medicine!"

He was discharged from the hospital seven days later.

The sun outside is dazzling.

Huai'an put an umbrella on Siqing's body, and then hugged it hard, regardless of what the people on both sides of the street thought.

Siqing lay in his arms, silent for a while, and finally said softly: "I'm sorry." ”

Huai'an's footsteps paused, and hugged her tighter: "You have suffered like this, and you have to say sorry to me, where do you let me go?"

"I ......," she whispered, "what I want to say...... There's one thing I haven't told ......."

"It's okay, you don't have to say what you don't want to say. ”

She said no more, for she knew, and he already knew.

It's useless to say sorry, but fortunately, there is still hope in the future, and there will always be another thing to lose.

She fell asleep in his arms, and when she arrived at Meng's house, she woke up in a trance.

Siru Huan'er and Gu Yingyue came out to greet her, but they didn't see Pan Lanfang, Huan'er said that she had been kneeling in the ancestral hall for the past seven days, saying that she wanted to spend time for her grandson who was not born.

Meng Siru silently pulled her daughter behind her and scolded in a low voice: "How did I give birth to you with a broken mouth, don't say a word." ”

Huan'er rolled her eyes, and didn't stop talking: "Although I think it's a little abnormal for my grandmother to look forward to her child, it's normal for her to feel sad now, second aunt, this matter...... You're at fault, aren't you?"

The last miscarriage had to be concealed, leaving the root of the disease, so that the child disappeared for no reason.

Unspoken secrets, once revealed, are a curse.

Her heart tightened, she thought of something at a loss, and nodded sadly: "I am at fault." ”

"Your mistake is too big, it's surprising that my grandmother didn't look for death anymore, and you can't ...... it in the future."

"Huan'er!" Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Huai'an's sharp voice, "Talky!"

Huan'er caught a glimpse of his fierce expression for the first time, and couldn't help but be shocked, and then looked left and right, and saw that the people around her were all warned, her eyes rolled, and then she understood something, and quickly covered her mouth.

Several people were silent for a while, and after a while, they dispersed.

Half a month later.

Pan Lanfang finally came out of the ancestral hall, her spirit was slightly better, although the knot in her heart was still unsolved, but she had to go on with her life.

She hadn't walked far before she suddenly saw the two of them talking and laughing in parallel, she rubbed her eyes, and immediately cheered up: "Siru, what are you doing?"

Meng Siru was startled, and looked at the person who was getting closer and closer: "Mother, are you out?"

"Hmm. Pan Lanfang glanced to her side and raised her vigilance, "This ...... Why are you looking for Siru?"

"How could the eldest brother of the Xiang family come to me?" Si Ru asked inexplicably, "He came to see the fourth sister." ”

"Come and see why Siqing wants you to lead the way, are you familiar with each other?"

"There are negotiations on work at the porcelain art club. Xiang Fu answered for her, and looked forward after speaking, "How is my sister, can I go and see her?"

"Go, go, in the backyard, Huai'an must be with her. Pan Lanfang sent a small servant to guide him and pulled Siru aside.

Xiang Fu left with the little guy, and the two of them should have dispersed in place, but Pan Lanfang glanced at the back, and an incredible thought popped up in her mind, she was shocked by this thought at first, but after thinking about it, the more she felt that it fits, and after a while, the thought was deep and leafy, and she even thought about the four generations in the same hall in her mind.

She looked at Siru expectantly: "You have a lot of dealings with this little brother of the Xiang family, how are others?"

"That's good. After Siru replied, he reacted, "Mother, what are your ideas?"

"I think he's very honest and reliable, the two of you meet every day in the porcelain art club, it's a little good, you're at your age, it's not good to pick again, I think he's also very polite to you, by the way, isn't he the one who died of his wife, I shouldn't mind if you marry twice, or how about I help you match?"

Meng Siru was a little confused by her unexpected thought, she didn't respond directly, only lowered her head and said, "Why are you still thinking about me, I ...... worked with the fourth sister in the porcelain art club, and I didn't eat the ...... at home in vain."

Before she finished speaking, she was beaten on the shoulder, and Pan Lanfang said: "You have no conscience, you are my own daughter, am I afraid that you will spend money, you find another one, won't you have a companion when you are old in the future, and besides, Siqing can't ...... Anyway, Huai'an will not marry a concubine, I know this very well, who can count on it now, only you, if you have another son, I will also be blind. ”

Speaking of which, it's because of the child, Si Ru thought angrily: "My family can get married, what other children do I have?"

But no matter the child, finding someone to accompany him, no, it is accompanied by this person, but it arouses soft ripples in the heart, and when you think about it, it is actually not bad.

She blushed slightly, but she couldn't muster up the courage: "We don't see anyone who looks down in the society, if we don't say it, we will have no face in the future, or ...... Forget it. ”

"How can you say that you can't say it?" Pan Lanfang raised her head, "That Xiang Fu is not a rich and noble person, he is like that, I am still matching you for the sake of him and Siqing are relatives, why, are you still worried that he looks down on you?"

Si Ru frowned, these words were plainly unpleasant.

Since people are useless in your heart, why bother to match?

Is it just to prolong the heirs and "rush to the doctor", or is she actually looking down on her daughter in her heart, so she doesn't mind matching her with someone she doesn't like?

Meng Siru's heart seemed to be poured with a basin of ice water, and the warmth that had just risen was suddenly extinguished, she didn't want to say anything more, and turned around with a cold face.

As soon as I looked up, I saw Xiang Fu in front of me.

There are also Huai'an, Siqing, and Gu Yingyue are all there, Gu Yingyue was originally watching Siqing in the backyard, and at this moment, several people came out together to send Xiangfu.

Judging by their expressions, Fang Cai's words should have been at least half heard.

She broke out in a slight cold sweat, planning how to explain, and at this time she saw Huan'er also coming over.

She and Huan'er live in the front yard, every time someone wants to go back, they must pass through here, so they can lead to float over and naturally go from here, and after Xiang float left, she and Pan Lanfang stood in the courtyard and talked, the yard is not big, if Huan'er wants to listen, everything can be heard.

Huan'er really listened to it all, and she didn't say a word from beginning to end.

She strode over, took a step in front of Meng Siru, and said loudly to Pan Lanfang: "Grandmother, are you going to introduce my mother to crooked melons and cracked dates again?"

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