Life purpose
Hearing this, Yuan Li didn't show anything, but was still trying to move out under the bed.
Only this time, seeing that the fairy Yunyun had woken up, he no longer cowered, but gently pushed away the quilt and the fairy Yunyun on his body......
sat up directly from the bed, and then, moved down from the bed, stood on the ground, and the whole dynamic, in one go.
Seeing this, the fairy concubine immediately spoke again: "What are you doing!
It's said that you're very weak now, and you shouldn't do more!"
As she spoke, she even took the initiative to sit up and hand her hand out, intending to pull back Yuan Li, who was still standing by the bed.
It was also at this time that Yuan Li spoke coldly without looking back again: "Don't come near me!"
At the same time as he said this, a chilling chill suddenly burst out from his body.
Although there was no dazzling brilliance, and there was no clearly visible form, the immortal Yu Yun and Yuan Li who were present all felt this strangeness.
Immediately, I saw that the fairy Yunyun was slightly surprised and said, "Look! This is it!"
This passage was not taken into Yuan Li's ears, and at this moment, he was just silently feeling...... An undercurrent surging from within oneself.
"Is this the world as the monk perceives it?"
He thought to himself so secretly in his heart.
However, he had not been able to enjoy the refreshing sensation for long before his eyes went black again and he collapsed to the ground.
At the last moment when he completely lost consciousness, only the call of the immortal concubine was forcibly poured into his world......
When he was put back on the bed, he regained some consciousness again, but what caught his eye was still the fairy Yunyun sitting on the edge of the bed, showing a worried face.
The difference is that now...... It's dawn.
The two people on the field, at this moment, have also put on their respective clothes.
On the other side, seeing him as if he was about to wake up, the fairy Yunyun immediately stood up from the stool next to the bed.
Then, he whispered to him: "Yuan Li, Yuan Li!"
Don't pass out again!"
In fact, she didn't need to say that at all, because even if she did pass out, it would not be an uncommon event.
What's more, the situation has only been gradually developing in a good direction now.
Soon, I saw that Yuan Li's eyes had regained their previous sharpness and clarity.
After that, he sat up on the bed by himself.
Seeing this situation, the immortal Yun, who was originally sad, immediately relaxed a lot.
After that, I saw her pick up a bowl of porridge on the bedside table, and approached Yuan Li to feed him.
Yuan Li was also well aware of his weakness, but he didn't want to eat in such a posture, so he immediately said, "I'll come by myself." ”
As he spoke, he raised his hands and wanted to take the porridge in front of him, but at this moment, the fairy concubine suddenly took it back.
At the same time, I also saw her slightly displeased and said: "Don't move!
Forgot why I was lying in bed again this time?
Besides, why do you have to come by yourself, do you dislike me?"
Seeing this, Yuan Li put down his hands, and at the same time, said coldly: "Then I won't eat it first." ”
Then I saw him lie down again with his eyes closed.
Seeing this situation, the immortal Yun's heart quickly softened, and she just spoke in an unwilling tone: "Okay, okay, come by yourself, I won't fight with you." ”
Hearing this, Yuan Licai on the bed opened his eyes again and sat up on the bed again.
It was at the same time that he did this, that Immortal Yunyun handed him the soup porridge in his hand.
Yuan Li took it over, and ate it by himself, Xian Yuyun watched silently from the side, and for a while, the two were speechless.
When the porcelain bowl in Yuan Li's hand was at the bottom, he saw the fairy Yunyun beside the bed and said, "I'll go and serve you another bowl." ”
As she spoke, she stretched out her hands and motioned for Yuan Li to return them to her.
Yuan Li did so, and at the same time as he did this, he said coldly: "I don't want to eat, don't bring it again." ”
Hearing this, Xian Yuyun was not happy, and immediately said with a little displeasure: "Why?
Or do you want something else?"
Yuan Li: "I just don't want to eat anything, don't think about it, don't bring it again." ”
Although his tone was still as cold as ever, the immortal concubine still tasted a hint of impatience in it.
Xian Yuyun: "Then you say, why don't you want to eat, if you can, as long as I can do it, I am willing to try to do it." ”
Yuan Li: "What I'm thinking, I don't know, anyway, you just do what I say, okay?"
At this point, although Xian Yuyun was still full of dissatisfaction and suspicion, she had to be defeated under Yuan Li's conservative offensive.
Immediately afterward, I saw her silently walking out with the empty bowl in her hand.
After she walked out like this, only Yuan Li was left alone in the room, and it was at this time that she ......
He also gained a long-lost quiet space and a peaceful and clear state of mind.
At this time, he realized that he just wanted a chance to be alone, but also an opportunity to meditate alone.
However, the good times did not last long, and soon, the fairy concubine Yun returned to this private room again.
This time, Yuan Li spoke: "Can you go out for a while? I found that I just wanted to be alone." ”
Hearing this, Xian Yuyun immediately replied affirmatively: "No! The person who brought you in said, it is best to guard you in case of accidents."
Especially when you suddenly fainted last night, they made me scold.
And ......"
At this, she paused.
Then, the even more pitiful whispered: "I'm really worried about you......"
Hearing this, Yuan Li was silent......
It was also after this that I saw that the fairy Yunyun sat on the edge of the bed by herself, blinking her eyes, as if staring at Yuan Li's face with interest.
After staying like this for a long time, Yuan Licai said coldly: "Then you just stay here, as long as you don't speak." ”
Hearing this, Xian Yuyun just said "um" faintly, and then the scene fell into silence again.
"I ...... I'm impotent. ”
I don't know how long it was silent in this seemingly boundless silence, in short, Yuan Li, who was lying on the bed, suddenly spoke like this.
Seeing that he suddenly spit out such a sentence silently, the fairy concubine seemed to be a little stunned, and immediately asked resignedly: "Is this ......
What do you mean?"
"Is it literal, or do you not understand the meaning of the word?"
This time, Yuan Li answered very neatly.
After this, the immortal concubine was silent.
After a long time, she spoke again: "When is it, and ......
Is this exactly what you are talking about?"
Yuan Li: "This is something that I only discovered recently, and there is no causal relationship with what I want to reconcile with you." ”
Xian Yuyun: "Then, what should I eat to make up for it?"
A worried look appeared on her face again.
Yuan Li: "It's not a physical disease, it's a psychological heart disease, and it can't be made up for by eating something."
And, because it makes me a little farther away from the inferior me I used to be, I think it's good to be the way I am now. ”
Xian Yuyun: "Is it because of the woman in red?"
Hearing this, Yuan Li did not answer immediately, but was silent for a while, and then said lightly: "Maybe......"
Xian Yuyun: "So......
What would you do if she showed up again?"
Yuan Li: "Use her blood to pay tribute to the souls of most of the Yuan family." ”
Xian Yuyun: "And then?"
Hearing this, Yuan Li couldn't answer, because he really hadn't thought about what he should do in the future.
Seeing this, the immortal concubine continued to persuade: "Then what?
Is this all you have to do in your life?
If your goal in life is only for such a woman, then you might as well continue to be the same as before all these changes.
What do you think?"
At this point, Yuan Li was silent again.
This time, Xian Yuyun stretched out his hand, held his left hand tightly, and while driving away some cold currents for him, he said softly: "In this world......
There are many things that are really worth spending your life chasing and enjoying, don't ...... your whole life It's all on one person.
Got it?"
At the end of speaking, Xian Yuyun also put his left hand on his face.
It was also when she did this that a very melancholy smile appeared on her face.
Looking at her like this, although Yuan Li's heart was turbulent, on the surface, there was still no fluctuation in the slightest.
Soon, I saw him take his left hand back, and at the same time, said coldly: "As early as two months ago......
I had an order: I wanted to give subsidies and indemnities to all the families who had been violated by me, but the fact is that all the money in the past two months has been eaten by someone.
You know that, you know?"
Seeing him say this, the fairy Yunyun subconsciously thought about it, and then, her face turned positive, and she replied lightly: "You originally asked me to be responsible for sending that money, but ......
On the very day you gave the order, your second uncle came directly to me to ask for this errand.
I also reported the incident to you on that day, but at that time you said that it was okay and could be handed over to him, and now it is ......."
Eventually, she gradually stopped what she was saying.
It was also after she finished saying this that Yuan Li seemed to be talking to herself and whispered: "So......
This must be what my so-called second uncle did......"
As he said this, some strange colors flashed in his pupils for the first time.