Qin Sihao was choked by Zhou Ziwei's words and didn't know what to say, Zhou Ziwei paused, and then said: "It's nothing, I'll hang up..Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ . ”

Qin Sihao said: "Okay, it's nothing, hang up, goodbye." ”

Zhou Ziwei hung up the phone and went home, and for a while, Zhou Ziwei could no longer tell what marriage was. In Cheng Jiahui's marriage, maybe all she wants to keep is a shell, maybe she really loves Lu Jianye, so she doesn't want Lu Jianye to have regrets, but her thinking is obviously wrong. Maybe she herself feels that because she has no children, she is the weak person in marriage.

The weak in the marriage, in order to maintain the marriage, will often choose to give up their dignity. Or at the expense of one's own dignity to maintain the stability and survival of the marriage. In a marriage, if you can't even talk about self-esteem, and you no longer live for yourself in the world, you will naturally lose the original meaning of marriage.

At the same time, Zhou Ziwei envied Cheng Jiahui, although Cheng Jiahui was not confident, but Lu Jianye, whom Zhou Ziwei knew, clearly loved Cheng Jiahui. Those long-term happiness must be plain, plain as water, and thin water flows for a long time. But Cheng Jiahui is in the midst of happiness and does not know happiness, obviously has a happy marriage, but he dies here, which is really ridiculous.

Zhou Ziwei had a casual dinner on the side of the street, returned home, and lay lonely on the 'bed'. In those dozen square meters of share house, there is no air conditioning, no friends, only bleakness. She wrapped herself tightly in the quilt and curled up into a ball.

The phone rang, and it was Lu Jianye calling. Zhou Ziwei suddenly felt bored, could it be that Cheng Jiahui came to her today, was it Lu Jianye and Cheng Jiahui who joined forces to complicit? Ridiculous, really ridiculous!

Zhou Ziwei wanted to hang up the phone at the moment, but a kind of magic drove her to finally connect the call from Lu Jianye.

"Manager Lu, what's the matter?" Zhou Ziwei felt that from now on, she would keep a distance from Lu Jianye and be an ordinary subordinate relationship, so she first made a change in her title and no longer called him "Lao Lu".

"Today, your wife went to look for you?" Lu Jianye asked.

Zhou Ziwei said coldly: "Yes, Mrs. Lu has looked for me, don't you know?"

Lu Jianye said: "I don't know, after she came home, she said something insincere to me, first tell you sorry, please don't blame her, alas, she also has a hard time." ”

Zhou Ziwei sneered and said, "What do these things between your husband and wife have to do with me." Also, Manager Lu, it is necessary for me to state to you that I have said anything outside of work before, and I will not count, please don't take it to heart. It's just the most ordinary relationship between our superiors and subordinates, and we only talk about work in the future, okay?"

Lu Jianye seemed to have something unspeakable, but in the end he couldn't help but say it, he sighed and said, "Okay, no problem!"

Zhou Ziwei hung up the phone, and received a message from Qin Sihao on his mobile phone. Zhou Ziwei lay on the 'bed', opened it and finished reading, hesitated for a moment, quickly put on his clothes, and walked out of the room.

Qin Sihao said in the message: "Wei Wei, dear, please allow me to call you dear one last time!"

Looking back on the past so many years, I have not been able to give you happiness, and I have brought you a failed marriage, and I am sorry again!

It's too late, it's because I don't love you enough, I don't love you enough, I don't tolerate you enough, I finally lost you.

This time, I didn't lie to you, the doctor said that I had a duodenal tumor, I'm afraid this time I'm really not far from death.

When I die, the child will be 'handed over' to you. The real estate certificate is your name, this does not need to be changed, the company is registered in your name, and there is no need to change it, although the car is not valuable, but it can be driven again this year, and it is also left to you. Bank cards have always been your birthday. That's all I can leave you, goodbye. ”

Zhou Ziwei knocked on the 'door' of Qin Sihao's house, and Qin's mother opened the 'door', her eyes were red. After she whispered, "Weiwei, you're here," she couldn't stop crying. Zhou Ziwei thought it was fake, but when she saw the sad Qin's mother, Zhou Ziwei knew that all this was true.

"What about Qin Sihao?"

"In the room. ”

Zhou Ziwei walked to the 'door' of the bedroom, opened the 'door' and walked into the bedroom, and saw Qin Sihao lying on the 'bed' with his eyes closed, with a look of despair.

Zhou Ziwei sat on the edge of the 'bed' and asked, "Are you sick?"

Qin Sihao turned his head, and the moment he saw Zhou Ziwei, he was a little happy, and his heart was a lot more steady, but he frowned again and sighed: "Well, sick, terminally ill." This time, I'm afraid I can't go back, you see, the doctor's verdict has come down. Qin Sihao said, reaching out and handing the medical record book and examination results at the head of the 'bed' to Zhou Ziwei's hand.

Zhou Ziwei took it, and after reading it, he laughed: "Isn't this still undiagnosed, look at what it scares you." ”

"The doctors told me to go to a big hospital in Shanghai for an examination as soon as possible, which is the difference from a diagnosis. Qin Sihao was not so optimistic, he felt very distressed when he thought of his two children and a mother in his family, and if he died, he was afraid that there would be no one to take care of him, "Wei Wei, if I really have something long and two short, you take care of the two children, and I will give you all the family property, can you give my mother a little money to live on?"

In the face of such a little man, who is on the verge of death, and still takes care of his children and mother, Zhou Ziwei is neither angry nor laughing, but after thinking about it, Qin Sihao has always been such a man. Although he doesn't have much talent, he has always been very good to his family. Thinking about it, Zhou Ziwei was a little distressed.

It is said that a husband and wife are a hundred days a day, and Zhou Ziwei and Qin Sihao are husband and wife for seven years in the end. In the past seven years, their previous relationship has changed from love to family affection with blood thicker than water. People often complain about the misfortunes of marriage, in fact, they are making a fatal mistake, love has always been the highest pursuit of husband and wife in marriage, but many people always feel that they are the fish, and the other party is water.

Zhou Ziwei looked back at her marriage with Qin Sihao, which is actually exactly the case. She treats herself as a fish, and Qin Sihao is her waters. One day, when she swam from Qin Sihao's waters to the shallows, she found that she was still dependent on him.

"Wei Wei, you followed me, you really didn't let you enjoy it, I am sorry for you in this life. From the very beginning, I promised you to treat you well, although you are often willful and domineering, but isn't this what I knew you at the beginning, I am not satisfied because as time goes by, I slowly have more understanding of marriage, and I always feel that other people's marriages must be happy. Actually, I was wrong. ”

Zhou Ziwei didn't answer, she listened to Qin Sihao's babbling words, and her heart felt sour. Thinking about it over the years, Qin Sihao's kindness to her has not left too far, like a trickle, nourishing her. However, it is this long-flowing love that has turned them into a pool of stagnant water that is not 'waved'.

Zhou Ziwei said: "Don't think about it so much, tomorrow, I'll accompany you to Shanghai for an inspection." ”

Qin Sihao closed his mouth, and a warm current flowed to every corner of his heart, only to feel that his body was warm, and his stomach pain was reduced a lot, so he just nodded obediently.

Qin Sihao was like a child, falling asleep under Zhou Ziwei's comfort. Zhou Ziwei left the bedroom and went to the hall. The two children had already slept, leaving Qin's mother sitting alone on the sofa, and when she saw Zhou Ziwei coming over, she said weakly: "Weiwei, come over and chat with your mother." ”

Zhou Ziwei looked at Qin's mother, this stubborn 'woman' suddenly seemed to have aged several years, and her face was full of exhaustion. Zhou Ziwei sat beside her, shouted "Mom", and waited for Qin's mother to speak first.

Mother Qin said: "Wei Wei, our family is sorry for you, I shouldn't resent you in my heart." ”

"Don't talk about that, it's all in the past. Zhou Ziwei said in a deep voice.

"If Hao Hao can turn evil into good fortune, can you start over with him, just like at the beginning, you still start from love. Speaking of which, on the ancestral grave of our Qin family, we will not allow the names of other 'females'. "Qin's mother is a more traditional 'woman', for decades, she has put all her thoughts on the Qin family, working silently, her feelings for this family have long been deep in the bone marrow, and she is even more 'selfish' love and pain for her son. loves the house and Wu, she actually feels very sorry for Zhou Ziwei.

"Let me think about it, okay. Zhou Ziwei replied in a low voice.

Qin Mu said: "Okay, Wei Wei, I don't force you, and I shouldn't embarrass you." Mom promises you that in Mom's heart, you will always be Mom's good daughter-in-law'. ”

When Zhou Ziwei returned to the rental house to sleep, she repeatedly thought about what had happened recently, and closed her eyes weakly. If they can start over with Qin Sihao, can they really go back to the beginning? Once the cracks in the marriage occur, no matter how clear and exquisite the surface treatment is, it will always be a broken 'flower' bottle.

I just thought about falling asleep, and in a blink of an eye it was the early morning of the next day. Zhou Ziwei got up early to 'get up' and arrived at Qin Sihao's house. Qin's mother had already woken up and boiled porridge for Qin Sihao. Before the two children got out of bed, Zhou Ziwei dressed them separately. The two children were very happy to see their mother, who did not know that when their father was sick, the suffering of the family would come. Zhou Ziwei couldn't bear to deprive them of their happiness. A day of happiness is a day, there is only one childhood in this life.

After Qin Sihao got out of bed, he held his stomach, reluctantly drank a bowl of millet porridge, and prepared to leave for Shanghai. Qin Sihao took the car key and put it down again, he said: "Let's stop driving, my stomach hurts, take a taxi or take the high-speed train." ”

Zhou Ziwei said: "Don't you still have me, I also have a driver's license." With that, she pulled out her driver's license book from her bag.