The reason why he doesn't touch his children these days is because he is afraid of being soft-hearted, afraid of losing his mind, and not being able to make the right choice. He made Qiao Yan desperate, not just to cut off his thoughts.

But in the end, he still did things emotionally.

Especially when he came back from work at night, he passed by the door of the mother and baby store and let the driver stop the car uncontrollably.

He didn't know if Qiao Yan was pregnant with Si Xiuyan or Si Qiaoqiao, so he asked people to pack all the clothes and other supplies for the baby girl and the baby boy.

This little kid's clothes are so beautiful.

The clothes that Si Shaofei gave his daughter were what he imagined Qiao Yan to look like when he was a child, and they were picked one by one, mostly cute pink.

At this moment, the man was gently stroking his clothes, and in his imagination, the daughter who was dressed as a little princess was already calling him daddy sweetly.

It's probably that the night always feels unreal to the point of being unreal.

He has always been restrained, but tonight he didn't know how to fall into the devil, and even bought a crib together.

He also called the other garden and instructed him to clean up a sunny room on the second floor, and he wanted to put the supplies for his daughter in it first, and in the future, the layout and decoration of the room would be slowly designed.

But the illusion of the night is always fragile, it can hide people's true desires in the dark, but it cannot see the light.

Out of the mother and baby store, as soon as the cold wind of early winter blew away, Si Shaofei suddenly woke up.

After that, he didn't touch the things he had just picked out again, but coldly ordered them to be put into the packed room and locked.

Distraught, the man went to the hospital again.

"Mr. Si. ”

With the bodyguard at the door of the ward respectfully addressing Si Shaofei, Qiao Yan subconsciously moved to the side against the wall.

Then, with his back to Si Shaofei.

Si Shaofei watched Qiao Yan do this with his own eyes, but although he still exuded a compelling cold aura this time, indicating that he was not in a happy mood, he did not force Qiao Yan to scold him again after all.

He just picked up the fairy tale book next to Qiao Yan's pillow, and then started reading it from the place last time.

"Once upon a time ......"

The man spoke in a low voice, for some reason, he was always a little inexplicably scared tonight, and always felt that something particularly important was going to leave him completely.

This uncomfortable feeling of emptiness made him a little more anxious.

Si Shaofei originally only wanted to read one article according to the usual practice, but in order to stay here a little longer, he read it for an hour.

During this period, the two did not communicate at all.

Qiao Yan didn't say a word to him either.

When the man got up to leave, Qiao Yan on the hospital bed had already fallen asleep with his eyes closed.

Such a quiet person made Si Shaofei couldn't help but lean down and gently kiss his cold forehead, as well as his reddened eyes and pale lips.

It would be nice if this little thing had always been as well-behaved as it is now.

When Si Shaofei left, he was still a little unsatisfied, but perhaps because he was afraid of waking Qiao Yan up again, he was still reluctant to make any big moves after all.

It's just that before leaving, his gaze swept over Qiao Yan's lower abdomen intentionally or unintentionally.

But his hand hung above for a long time, and finally it didn't fall.

He couldn't make that choice.

After hearing the man leave softly, Qiao Yan immediately opened his empty eyes.

Then, as if soulless, she reached out and groped, groped for the tissue next to the bed, and wiped all the places where the man had just touched her, especially her lips, which she kept wiping desperately, with so much force that she almost rubbed off a layer of skin.

It didn't take long for her to stop mechanically, touch the fairy tale book next to the bed, and then tear the pages apart.

There will be no room between the two of them like this ruined book.

At the same time, Si Shaofei's temples always jumped suddenly, and the uneasiness in his heart was infinitely magnified and became more and more serious.

He suddenly remembered what Qiao Yan said, if the child is lost, she will not be able to live.

He also remembered that Qiao Yan had always been currying favor with him in the past few days, asking him to keep the child's begging scenes.

His mind was in turmoil, very messy.

Even the scenes of children playing in the past few days appeared in front of him one by one at this time, and the soft and glutinous little balls made people's hearts infinitely soft.

If he really has a child with a tail, chasing after him and calling dad with a milky voice, it must be very good.

Many times, once the seed of an idea is planted, it grows like crazy.

to the point where his sanity is inhibited.

Speaking of which, this long-time business man usually thinks about the gains and losses and consequences rationally, but about this matter, he suddenly wanted to ignore the willfulness once.

Leave this child, stay......

Si Shaofei has always had a voice in his heart that is so bewildering in his ears.

Although the consequence may be that Si Nian's life will be in danger, it is only possible that if he aborts this child, then this child will definitely die without any luck.

But as long as he spends more money, a lot of money, he can always develop a better special medicine to save Si Nian's life.

The man who figured out these joints finally relaxed his frowning brow.

He persuaded himself and finally found the most satisfactory solution to the problem, and then, he immediately called his subordinates in the country and ordered, "As soon as possible, bring the special medicine to the eldest lady and bring it back to China." ”

A major matter on my mind has finally been resolved.

The man who was in a better mood ordered someone to open the door of the baby room he had prepared for his future daughter, and gently stroked everything in it before he went to sleep satisfied.

Si Qiaoqiao, the word 'Qiao' is a homonym for Qiao Yan's 'Qiao'.

It's so good, his baby daughter is called Si Qiaoqiao......

When he woke up the next day, Si Shaofei was extremely refreshed, today happened to be his birthday, and he happened to tell her the good news when he went to the hospital to see the little thing after work.

He left the child with her, and she could always smile at him.

Si Shaofei thought about it, and remembered the scene when Qiao Yan stood on tiptoe and raised his head and smiled at him that day, which couldn't help but make him specially instructed the secretary next to him to buy a few strings of sugar gourds.

When he was going to go to the hospital, he brought it to Qiao Yan.

It's just that he didn't wait for normal work before he was called by the hospital in horror.

When Si Shaofei went crazy and rushed over, Qiao Yan was lying in the cold operating room for first aid.

A door once again separated the two from life and death.

"Mr. Si, Miss Qiao is bleeding caused by taking a very heavy dose of Chinese medicine that can cause miscarriage......"

"What?!!" Si Shaofei only heard the words 'miscarriage' and made his cold eyes shrink suddenly, and the dormant anger in it instantly overflowed, and he almost immediately went to pull the doctor's collar: "Bastard, who gave her food, when did I allow her to eat this kind of thing!"

"Division, Division. The doctor cautiously explained, not daring to provoke this man on the verge of anger" According to the camera in our hospital, it is suspected that a nurse took advantage of her position to bring this medicine to Miss Qiao, and the nurse could not be contacted before the incident. ”

In fact, what the hospital said was also a comprehensive guess, after all, Qiao Yan lived in a senior ward, and for the privacy of patients, there were no cameras installed in it, only in the corridor.

However, the hospital's speculation is in line with the facts, after all, no normal person can resist the temptation of millions.

The nurse is now holding the necklace and has long since run away.

Si Shaofei didn't know why Qiao Yan did this, he just trembled with anger, and trembled with fear.

But now is not the time to worry about this, now the man is anxiously waiting outside the operating room, the child can't be saved, he just hopes that Qiao Yan is safe.

But having said that, half an hour later, when the operating room door opened and the doctor told him that the child was not saved, the man's heart still hurt as if he had been stabbed, and a very deep sadness permeated his limbs, as if he had been suffocated before the drowning man died.

Si Shaofei slowed down for a long time before accepting this fact.

He had a good news today, but before he could open his mouth, the good news turned into bad news, and his whole person was instantly sent from heaven to cold hell.

The child is gone.

His children are still gone.

He still didn't wait, and his family called him dad in a milky voice.

He still couldn't see that his family was dressed as a little princess.

At this moment, Si Shaofei's scarlet eyes were cold and terrifying, and the whole person was like a trapped fighting beast, and the pain he had nowhere to vent was almost clenching his fists to bleed.

The man didn't know how long he had been standing outside in despair before he entered Qiao Yan's hospital room.

Qiao Yan had already woken up.

In fact, she never passed out or slept throughout the procedure, and she kept herself awake.

Since she started taking the medicine, her stomach has been in sharp pain, and she can clearly feel the child slowly turning from her body into a pool of blood.

During the operation, she refused to be anesthetic, and she wanted to perceive the process little by little.

She is a sinner who killed her own child with her own hands, a painless miscarriage, how can she feel the pain of the child, she wants to send the baby on the last journey in her own sober state.