Chen Xueyi accepted the phone and felt that this matter was a little tricky.

After thinking about it, he immediately called Zhao Yingdi and made this matter clear to him honestly.

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment and said, "This matter is not something that he can do if he says he can't do it. ”

"But if he could die at any moment, it wouldn't be good for us. ”

"When a soldier goes to war, will he regress because of death?"

Of course not, Chen Xueyi was silent.

Zhao Yingdi said: "I can take a step back and help him arrange his wife and children, and I can't agree to anything else." Not anyone can get to where he is now, so crucial, I don't want to fall short. ”

At the end of the words, Zhao Yingdi added, "If he wants his children to grow up safely." ”

Chen Xueyi frowned slightly, and his words sounded threatening.

"Uncle Zhao. ”

"People, sometimes they just have to be pushed, if you don't push it, you will never know how much potential you have. Well, it's late, you get off early. ”

"Good. ”

Hanging up the phone, Chen Xueyi didn't feel good in his heart, but there seemed to be no other way.

The next day, he sent a message to Cen Jinghuai, beautifying what Zhao Yingdi said.

But no matter how it is beautified, it makes no difference.

The core is still the same meaning.

After Cen Jinghuai read it, he deleted it directly.

He stopped what he was doing and looked up at Lin Nuan, who was working hard to learn and do business, she worked hard every day and made progress every day. It's just that it's not so easy to change careers, she's a doctor who saves lives, and now she always deals with money, which is really difficult for her.

Of course, it is useless to say anything now, he can only be better to her, so as to live up to her dedication to him, as well as the various injuries he has brought her.

Lin Nuan suddenly seemed to feel something, suddenly raised his head, looked over, just met his gaze, and then smiled, he must have a problem.

She thought to herself.

She finished laughing, lowered her head and continued to do things.

She has now begun to get started with some small things, it doesn't hurt, even if she does something wrong, it doesn't matter, Cen Jinghuai can remedy it, of course, even if she loses a little, it doesn't matter.

Cen Jinghuai didn't retract his gaze, he still looked at her intently, he fortunately put down the work in his hand, walked over, and stood beside her for a while, Lin Nuan ignored him, still concentrating on his work.

He bent down and put his face in front of the computer, "So serious?"

"What are you doing?" she had to stop.

"Get your attention, if this continues, I'm going to consider confiscating your position. ”

"Huh?"

"You gave up being a doctor and came to me just to be with me, but I see that you are really devoted to your work now, and you have left me behind. ”

He feigned anger.

Lin Nuan leaned back, clasped his arms with both hands, and looked at him with a smile, "Then what should I do?

"I think that's okay. He nodded earnestly, and thought it was a good idea, he straightened up and opened his hand, "Come, hang on me." ”

"Go away. Lin Nuan pushed him away, holding back a smile, ignoring him.

One last glance at him, and then I focused on the computer again.

Cen Jinghuai didn't quarrel with her anymore, just took a chair over, sat beside her, and watched her work seriously.

But as soon as he sat like this, where could Lin Nuan still focus, and after ten minutes, she put down her work and turned around, "Are you so idle? I remember that you should have several documents to read and deal with." ”

"I don't want to do it. He didn't care, "Do you want to go shopping?"

"You don't want to go shopping now, do you?"

"It seems that you don't really want to. ”

Lin Nuan sighed, "You're going to strike?"

"There is this idea. ”

"Cen Jinghuai, are you sure you're okay?"

"What's the matter? I'm the boss, and I'm not qualified to keep up with my wife?"

Lin Nuan held his cheeks with both hands, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "This really doesn't seem like something you can say." ”

"And what do you think of me?"

"You should be the kind of dedicating personality with great love in your heart, that is, the kind of country that is responsible for the rise and fall of the country. When and where, their own interests are put second. Therefore, at the moment, you should consolidate your strength, where there will be leisure and elegance, and you will be gentle with your wife, even if you are seriously ill, you have to push it back. ”

"Wow, you said I was great. ”

"How great you are, you are simply a prosperous white lotus. ”

She said this half seriously and half jokingly.

He is a real white lotus, not a derogatory, the phrase "out of the mud and not stained" is really appropriate for him.

Cen Jinghuai couldn't cry or laugh, "No matter how you hear it, you feel like you're scolding me." ”

"Wronged, I'm a serious compliment. But why do you think I'm scolding you?"

"Everyone knows that the current title of White Lotus is not a serious and good thing. ”

Lin Nuan laughed, "It turns out that you don't know anything." ”

He reached out and pinched her, "You're really a fool to me." ”

Lin Nuan covered her mouth and smiled, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, she was very good-looking.

He likes to see her smile, it's really beautiful.

He looked at her and smiled for a while, leaned over, one hand on the back of her chair, and the other, propped up on her side, his lips touching the back of her hand, "It seems that I am going to be a black lotus today." ”

He took her hand down, "Let's go open the room." ”

"Tsk. She said, "No, I've been loving my job lately." ”

Cen Jinghuai directly turned off the host of the computer and pulled her up, "Let's go, I'm off work." ”

"What. ”

He didn't want her to resist, dragged her out of the office, said to the assistant, and left.

Today all arrangements have been set back.

The two were in the exclusive elevator, Lin Nuan was standing at the back, looking at him, looking at his side face, smiling on his face, but he didn't feel happy in his heart.

There must be something wrong with him.

After getting out of the elevator, they walked towards the side door, where Zhou Dan's car was already parked.

The two got in the car, and there was no destination, so Zhou Dan drove the car and dangled on the road.

"Where are you going?" asked Lin Nuan.

"What do you want to do?"

"I don't know, I don't know what I want to do when I ask like that. ”

"Then think first, don't rush. He patted the back of her hand, as if thinking of something, "Didn't you say last time that you wanted to pay homage to your grandmother? ”

"You're crazy, it's going to take at least three days to go back and forth. ”

"What's wrong? You're busy?"

She looked at him, and after a while, she chuckled, "I'm fine, but I think you're fine." Do you have something to hide from me?"

"No, I just suddenly feel that if you give up everything to accompany me, I should also do something for you and do something meaningful with you, so that when you talk to the children about me in the future, you can always have endless words, right?"

She smiled silently and looked at him intently.

Cen Jinghuai was a little uncomfortable by her, and reached out to cover her eyes, "You're going to eat me." ”

She sighed inwardly, pulled his hand down, and then rested her head on his shoulder, saying no more.

"My hometown is a little too far away, let's not go, let's go to worship the Buddha, go to Yanshan, I heard that it is very effective, and now in the past, we can go back and forth in a day, okay?"

"Okay, it's time to worship the Buddha and cultivate your heart. ”

She told Zhou Dan that before getting on the highway, she went to the supermarket first, and she bought something to eat and some necessities. When everything was ready, they hit the road.

After the car drove onto the highway, Lin Nuan squinted for a while.

Cen Jinghuai asked her to lie down sideways, with her head resting on her lap.

The speed of the car was steady, and the sunlight sprinkled on the body through the glass window, and slowly drowsy insects were born.

At noon, the car happened to pass by the rest station, and Zhou Dan drove in, and as soon as he stopped the car, Lin Nuan woke up.

But Cen Jinghuai hadn't woken up yet, she stepped into the car lightly.

Zhou Dan went to the toilet first, she stood by the car, and when Zhou Dan came back, she saw that Cen Jinghuai hadn't woken up yet, and asked, "What has he been doing lately?"

Zhou Dan glanced at him, "I know, and you know it too." ”

"There must be something I don't know. ”

"Probably not. He looked clear of his conscience, "Are you hungry?" ”

"Hmm. She nodded, "Go ahead, I'll watch him here." ”

Zhou Dan walked away two steps, and then returned to her and said, "Although I admire you, I still want to say that it doesn't make sense for you to follow him like this." If something really happens, you can only drag him back. In this world, there is no such thing as the best of both worlds, you can't have both fish and bear's paws, there are always trade-offs. You say, right? Actually, if you really support him, it's the same everywhere. ”

With that, he walked away.

Lin Nuan sat back in the car, and after a while, Cen Jinghuai opened his eyes in time.

"Where?"

"When I first arrived at the rest stop, it was still an hour. Zhou Dan went to buy food, do you want to go over and have a look?"

"It's okay, just move your muscles. ”

Subsequently, the two got off the bus, there was a restaurant at the service station, and Zhou Dan was thinking about what to order, and it happened that they came over, so he didn't have to bother.

Cen Jinghuai ordered a few vegetarian dishes, since he went to worship the Buddha, then he should eat vegetarian, which seemed to be sincere.

After the meal, the three of them rested for a while before they hit the road.

For this hour, Lin Nuan didn't sleep, dragging Cen Jinghuai to chat, chatting casually, thinking of what to say.

They rarely have such a time, and they should cherish it.

The road was filled with laughter.

When I arrived at Yanshan, it was two o'clock in the afternoon, the car stopped at the foot of the mountain, bought a ticket, and climbed up by myself.

The trail is a bit rough and quite high.

The three of them went up steadily, walking and stopping, and all the Bodhisattva temples they encountered along the way were worshipped, and there were many of them. In the donation box in front of every Bodhisattva, Lin Nuan would throw a little money into it, and then make a wish sincerely.

Gods and Buddhas are the inner dependence, and when they are at the end of the road, this is the best sustenance.

Lin Nuan was too religious, and along the way, she worshipped all the big and small.

Before she came, she had prepared a lot of cash, and she was ready.

"I didn't think you believed it, but now it seems that you really have a set. ”

Lin Nuan's expression was a little serious, and he said, "I believe, I have always believed." ”

"What's wrong? ”

"Worship the Buddha, of course, be serious, don't talk nonsense. ”

But he smiled silently, and said no more.

The three of them went all the way up, and when they reached the top of the mountain, the sun had already set, and the afterglow of the setting sun was particularly dazzling.

Lin Nuan finished worshipping the last one and knelt on the futon for a long time before getting up.

There is a fast meal in the temple, because there are many tourists all year round, so there is also a place to stay behind the temple.

Some older old ladies who believe in Buddhism will stay here for two or three days, listening to the lectures and teachings of the host in the temple.

It's still very interesting.

It's not the peak season, and the temple is still quite empty.

After looking at the time, the three of them planned to stay here for the night tonight.

Lin Nuan and Cen Jinghuai slept separately, and the wings were next to each other.

Before dinner, the three of them rested in their rooms.

Cen Jinghuai sat alone at the table, the teacup turning between his fingers, and after a while, he got up and went out, wandering around the temple alone.

The environment here is very good, and the air is filled with a faint scent of sandalwood, which is refreshing.

The incense here is very vigorous, and the old monk who unsigned the sign is full of people, holding the signature in his hand, wanting the old monk to say a few words.

Lin Nuan didn't ask for a signature, he didn't ask why, and he didn't ask either.

Maybe a little scary.

He walked over and stopped for a while, the old monk spoke in a crepe, and what he said was the same as if he didn't say anything.

He sat down on the chair next to him, and after nearly an hour, the old monk was a little free, took the jar next to him and took a sip of water.

Yu Guang glanced over and smiled, "The donor doesn't ask for a sign?"

He shook his head.

"Don't believe this?"

"Believe, don't believe what you're doing here. ”

"Then why don't you ask for one, it's all here. ”

Cen Jinghuai sat upright, "You must have been here for many years, and you are a little clever in looking at people, I want to ask you, look at me, is the future promising?"

The old monk looked at it a few times, "It should be the dragon and phoenix among people, but the shackles are too heavy, if you break through one day, you will soar into the sky, and no one can stop you." ”

Cen Jinghuai smiled and was noncommittal.

"Young man, you are a nobleman. ”

"Yes. ”

"No matter what happens, you always have to believe in yourself, don't give up easily, stick to it, and you will definitely reap the rewards. ”

The old monk stroked his beard and giggled, "You are a natural nobleman." ”

Cen Jinghuai felt that this was very pleasant, but he didn't fully believe it.

The old monk didn't say anything more, and after a while, he took his notebook and teacup, and was ready to leave work.

It just so happened that Lin Nuan also came out to look for him.

"Why did you come out alone? Still sitting here, being a door god. ”

He smiled and said, "If you stay in the room, just come out and take a look, the environment here is good, and the air is good." ”

"That's nature. Let's eat, I told the little master here, I bought a table, you can go over and eat at any time. ”

"Good. ”

He got up, and the two of them went to the dining hall together.

There are a lot of people eating here, Lin Nuan and they sat in a cornered position, the dishes are all the same, there is nothing special.

During the meal, Lin Nuan didn't speak, and when she finished eating, she began to get down to business.

"Now under the nose of the Buddha, you should always tell me the truth, right?"

She wiped her mouth, then folded the tissue, set it aside, and looked up at him.

"Shouldn't we say that we ignore mundane things here?"

"It's okay in the cafeteria. ”

He smiled and ate a bamboo shoot, "This matter is far more complicated than we imagined, once it goes deeper, it will be difficult to exit." ”

"Well, do you still wish I could leave?"

"Yes. Warm, do you want to live the days after I die?"

Lin Nuan said: "Let's watch the sunrise together, when I came out just now, I heard someone say that the sunrise here is very beautiful." ”

This sudden change of topic caught Cen Jinghuai a little off guard, and he smiled instead, "Okay, I was just about to tell you this." ”

"yes, we're starting to get smarter, aren't we?"

She smiled, looking unaffected, and said, "At that time, we didn't need to call in the future to know what the other person was thinking?"

"Maybe. ”

Lin Nuan smiled and looked out, "Let's go out for a walk." ”

Then, the two of them went out of the hall and the temple, and the scenery on the top of the mountain was unique, and the mountains were small at a glance.

The two of them found a place to sit down, and the sun was only a small arc, and she squinted her eyes and said, "It's so beautiful." ”

"Not as good as one-ten-thousandth of yours. ”

"Why did you suddenly have a love affair again?"

"Sigh, look at the mountains and rivers, see the prosperity of the world, it's better to keep looking at you. ”

"I'll get tired of watching it. ”

"No, it won't. ”

"That's right. ”

After all, if you can't walk whiteheaded, you won't get tired of watching it.

The two sat until it was completely dark, and Zhou Dan went to rent a tent, set them up and walked away.

The mountains are high, and the stars seem to be very close to you, as if you can touch the sky with your hand.

The weather has been good in recent days, and the sky is full of stars, which is not beautiful. Especially like those scenes in cartoons, she stretched out her hand and said, "I can watch such a starry sky all night without sleeping." ”

As a result, five or six hours later, she slapped her face and leaned on Cen Jinghuai's body, without raising her eyelids.

They are not the only ones waiting for the sunrise here, but there are also several other young couples. A few couples had already entered the tent, and the night was quiet, and some beautiful whispers could always be heard, which could not be heard clearly, but they knew that they were very intimate.

He hugged the warmth and began to reminisce.

The older I get, the more I like to reminisce, always looking back, over and over again, and never getting tired of it.

Even if it's something very humiliating, it's still worth remembering, it's good to be young.

Lin Nuan was in a dream, she suddenly reached out and hugged him very tightly, her face was very serious, and she pinched him hard with both hands, it really hurt.

He bowed his head and kissed her on the brow, "I'm here." ”

She didn't react, and the strength in her hand didn't diminish.

Cen Jinghuai could only endure it, and his cheek was pressed against her forehead, "When I meet you, I am willing to suffer whatever you want." Once again, my choice will not change. Live well, if you are happy, I can be happy, and if you are well, I can be really well. ”

Lin Nuan closed his eyes, tears fell from the gap, and the hand holding him tightened a little.

"I begged the Bodhisattva today, I begged him to give us another life in the next life, and I also told him to let him arrange for us to be a pair of childhood sweethearts, do you say okay? ”

"I'll wait for you. ”

On the bridge of Naihe, wait patiently.

All night, Cen Jinghuai didn't close her eyes, and Lin Nuan didn't wake up until more than three o'clock in Lingcheng, her eyes were full of red bloodshots, and she looked like she hadn't slept all night.

She yawned, and there was silence all around, "You haven't slept all this time?"

"Can't sleep. ”

She looked at the sky, "We can lie down a little longer, let's go lie down in the tent for a while." People can't disobey old age, ten years younger, there is no problem at all to stay up all night, and now it is not good. ”

Zhou Dan gave them a very thick pad, so it was not awkward to lie down.

The mountain wind was blowing, Lin Nuan looked at him sideways and said, "I'm here with you." ”

He turned his head to meet her gaze.

Her eyes were shining, shining, with a smile in her eyes, and her whole person was soft.

He took her hand and tightened it.

She said, "I want to stay here for a few days, and I won't go back with you." When I'm not around, you still have to eat as I did when I was there, rest early, take care of your body, and go for a check-up when you have the chance. You're your age, you're sure you can take care of yourself, right?"

He nodded, "Of course." ”

She smiled and didn't say anything more.

I don't know how long it took, the sky was full of fish, and the color of the sky became very beautiful.

Lin Nuan watched intently, the moment the sun poked its head out, an inexplicable excitement surged up in her heart, she stood up, the sunrise symbolized hope, he slowly rose, dispelled the darkness, and illuminated the earth.

Warm tears fell.

But she was still happy.

She turned her head, held Cen Jinghuai's face, and then kissed it without hesitation.

At this moment, she didn't care about anything, she didn't care about anyone around her, she just wanted to kiss him, that's all.

She has no scruples like this, and he naturally won't twist.

At noon, Cen Jinghuai and Zhou Dan left, but Lin Nuan did not follow.

She didn't send it either, she stayed in the room and slept by herself, because she didn't sleep well all night and made up for sleep during the day.

When she lay down, she took a sleeping pill, and only then did she realize that it had no effect at all.

Long after they were gone, she still didn't feel sleepy.

Finally, she gave up sleeping, got up and went into the temple, knelt before the Bodhisattva, and pleaded sincerely.

Every day since, she has been here to kneel and pray, and to help the little monks in the temple clean up.

She became a guest here, and slowly, she became acquainted with the old monk here, and the old monk exempted her from the accommodation fee, so that she had more to do, sometimes she had to go to some temples below to clean up, and the mountain road had to be cleaned every few days.

She works hard, everything she does is to accumulate virtue and kindness for Cen Jinghuai.

Although she lives in the mountains, she still has some contact with Lin Wenwen, and she doesn't ask much else, as long as she knows that he is still there.

Since then, she has been living here, accompanied by the ancient Buddha of the green lantern.

Cen Jinghuai did not deliberately erase Lin Nuan's traces, nor did she use death, she is not an unspeakable secret in Yanshan.

But after he went back, after a period of time, he began to have close contacts with Shi Wenyue.

News comes out frequently, all kinds of speculations, endlessly, and the rumors are very mysterious.

For this reason, Lin Wenwen tore his face with him, and the Fang family and the Lu family's well water did not violate the river water, and they also put an end to all cooperation.

In this way, the people who were afraid of Lin Wenwen before relaxed their vigilance.

Everything is gradual, step by step.