35. Xiao Ran
As soon as the morning exercise bell rang on Monday, Chen Leilei was reflexively sleepy again, lying on the table and snoring and falling asleep.
In his dream, Chen Leilei met a door, and as soon as he opened it, the garden was full of spring! But as soon as he wanted to enter this door, he suddenly felt that the back of his neck was grabbed by someone, and he tried his best to drill in, but he still couldn't move.
Who dares to ruin my good deeds and pull me by the neck?
Chen Leilei was extremely excited in his dream, looked back angrily, and woke up, sure enough, someone was pulling him by the collar.
"Get up, Lao Feng is here to arrest someone. A short girlish voice sounded in his ear, and it was crisp, but the tone was deliberately low.
Hearing this voice, Chen Leilei's heart was shocked: "Xiao Ran!"
The person who called him was Xiao Ran, the girl who deprived him of his virginity before he was reborn, the flower of their grade.
Xiao Ran's name as the flower of the grade is not protected by her school flower sister, she definitely deserves this name, although she is not as beautiful and elegant as Wu Di's appearance, but she has a temperament that shocks all young people, simply put, she has a decadent beauty.
Chen Leilei has always felt that Xiao Ran looks very much like Hong Kong beauty Li Jiaxin. Although he is not mixed-race, Xiao Ran has a unique charm of Meiyue mixed-race.
Hearing Xiao Ran's reminder, Chen Leilei quickly jumped up, turned around, and just happened to take a face with her.
At school, Xiao Ran was restrained: wearing a skinny black shirt emblazoned with crimson hyacinths, skinny dark blue jeans with holes, black sneakers, and, of course, the black-and-white baseball cap she wore most of the time.
Her black hair slid from under her hat down behind her ears to her shoulders, her eyes still had a faint indifference, her eyebrows were still thin and light, her lips were still so light, and her left ear was still wearing the purple crystal. Chen Leilei knew the origin of the crystal, which was the last gift given to her by Xiao Ran's father.
Xiao Ran during the day is not the real Xiao Ran, only Xiao Ran at night is the real Xiao Ran. Because she is the lead singer of a female underground band, the band's name is Destroyer, abbreviated as DD, Xiao Ran's name in the band is Sound of Destruction - Bi Fang.
Although he is a high jumper on the track and field team, Xiao Ran is not very tall, let alone strong. Her legs are very thin and slender, Chen Leilei has never understood, how can such a girl jump over such a high bar......?
Chen Leilei and Xiao Ran met when they represented the district together in junior high school to participate in the Guangdong Provincial Track and Field Competition, Xiao Ran at that time was completely different from now, Xiao Ran was still a cheerful girl with all-round development of morality, intellect and body, not only good sports, but also a master piano.
Later, after the death of his father and the remarriage of his mother, Xiao Ran's personality changed completely, and he could not be said to have become cynical, but at least he became silent.
After going to high school, Xiao Ran began to live independently, and since then he has also had a decadent temperament. She and the band's drummer rented a house outside, and it was there that Chen Leilei ended his debut.
If you want to ask Chen Leilei why he walked with Xiao Ran, this has to start with billiards.
The punk beauty Xiao Ran has set a standard for the men who pursue her: if you want to catch her, you must beat her with billiards.
Zhao Lei has practiced billiards for a long time, but no matter how he practiced, he couldn't beat Xiao Ran, so he never caught up with Xiao Ran.
And Chen Leilei's ball skills are better than Xiao Ran's? Absolutely not. Xiao Ran is the first shot in the billiards city near them, although Chen Leilei also played well, but he is not at the same level as Xiao Ran. But he can win Xiao Ran, why? Chen Leilei thought afterwards that there was only one possibility for him to win Xiao Ran, and that was that Xiao Ran deliberately lost to him.
In fact, the relationship between Xiao Ran and Chen Leilei has always been very good since they went to high school, not only because Chen Leilei is a witness to Xiao Ran's changes and knows her very well, but also because they are too smelly! In high school, the two always skipped training together to play billiards and video games, and they always played guitar together, rock together, and even, often talked about life together.
Especially after Xie Tingting went abroad, Xiao Ran and Chen Leilei's exchanges became very frequent. It is no exaggeration to say that when Xiao Ran and other boys and girls were in high school, he didn't say much with Chen Leilei alone. This is why Xiao Ran lost to Chen Leilei when playing billiards. It wasn't until he had a relationship with Xiao Ran that Chen Leilei realized this.
At that time, he found out that Xiao Ran, a cool and boundless girl, would also like others, and he still liked him......
In fact, Chen Leilei also liked Xiao Ran a lot at that time, but neither of them pierced the layer of window paper. Chen Leilei didn't know why Xiao Ran didn't poke it, but he didn't poke it because he felt that after poking this layer of paper, everything would disappear......
Xiao Ran likes British rock very much, and after graduating from high school, he went to the United Kingdom to study music, and when he left, it was a machine sent by Chen Leilei, and Chen Leilei hoped that she could stay, but Xiao Ran finally left.
After that, Chen Leilei had no news of her.
Over the years, even if it has become a mobile battery, Chen Leilei still thinks of Xiao Ran from time to time, because Xiao Ran is so special, she is not like most girls, you can't forget her if you like her; Xiao Ran is the kind of girl who likes you, and you will never forget her.
At first sight, you can feel a kind of indifference to life, but when you have more contact, you will feel a very positive thing from her, which is a kind of love for life, a yearning for beautiful things, and a very strong love. That kind of extreme contradiction can only be deeply experienced by those who have been deeply in contact with her.
And for a pervert, she has everything you need. She can give everything to you without any burden. She is like a gust of wind, a wind with a style, a wind with a style, she can nourish you, and she can also be attached to you, but at the same time, she will also let you know clearly that she will never belong to you.
Chen Leilei's later pickled girls were more or less affected by Xiao Ran, and his "ten thousand flowers have been in the bush, and the leaves do not stick to the body" was also the prototype formed at that time......
Facing Xiao Ran again, Chen Leilei had some mixed feelings.
"Go to the rooftop?" Seeing Chen Leilei's hair, Xiao Ran pointed above with his right index finger. She wears a red thread sleeve that looks like a finger guard on her right index finger, and from the outside, she looks like she has a ring wrapped around the thread. But those who know know that there is not one ring inside, but two rings, two very earthy golden rings like the one in the Lord of the Rings, and those who know her better, such as Chen Leilei, know that those two rings are the wedding rings that Chang Lan's parents once brought.
The summer sun is warm enough even for the first shower.
The rooftop is the closest place to the sun in Huaqiao Middle School, and every time Xiao Ran comes up, he likes to choose a place facing the sun, raise his head, and let the sunlight shine on his face along the brim of his hat.
Chen Leilei doesn't know if this night girl likes the feeling of sunshine on her face, but when the sun shines on her face, she is really beautiful, amazingly beautiful.
Xiao Ran took out a silver cigarette case, which contained slender ladies smuggled from Russia, took out one and handed it to Chen Leilei, asking him if he wanted it with his eyes.
Chen Leilei smiled and said, "Your strength is too small, I'll smoke my local cigarettes." As he spoke, he took out a cloth bag from his pocket, and the cloth bag contained tobacco leaves, which were nothing special, just ordinary cigarettes that were broken and poured out.
Chen Leilei picked up a piece of paper and began to roll his own cigarettes, looking like he was at home, but this was not loading garlic, although there was a large amount of garlic. The biggest reason for his cigarettes is habit.
Xiao Ran looked at Chen Leilei's dirty appearance and smiled faintly, took out a black Harley commemorative zippo from his pocket, scratched his pants, lit a cigarette and smoked silently.
After smoking half a cigarette, Xiao Ran spoke: "Have you heard about the Midi Music Festival?" β
"What's wrong?"
"The venue will be moved back to the Midi School from Haidian Park, and the holding time will be postponed indefinitely. β
Hearing Xiao Ran say this, Chen Leilei sighed and said: "In the future, it will go further and further, and Chinese rock is dead." β
Xiao Ran said meaningfully after a while: "Without the soil for survival, China will not be able to shake it out at all." β
"Hehe, so you want to go to England?"
"How do you know I want to go to the UK?" Xiao Ran didn't have curiosity on his face, just looked at the distance and asked casually.
"Don't you like Oasis?"
Hearing this, Xiao Ran turned his face, and a trace of curiosity finally appeared on his face: "How do you know that I like Oasis?"
These are all known after Chen Leilei and Xiao Ran are very close, DD band takes a heavy metal and punk mixed garage style (Grunge), is a non-mainstream alternative rock, because their leader, the drummer "Eye of Destruction" Mandala, greatly admires Nirvana (Nirvana), so they DD takes the Nirvana route.
People who don't know Xiao Ran think that her favorite style is punk, and she likes themes of anger and death, but in fact, what she really likes is British rock, especially music like Oasis with a bit of beatles and obvious romantic lyricism.
At first, when Xiao Ran talked to Chen Leilei, Chen Leilei didn't believe that this punk girl would like romantic music, and it wasn't until the last moment when he sent Xiao Ran on the plane that he completely understood Xiao Ran.
At that time, he took Xiao Ran's hand, and although he didn't say that he didn't want her to go, his eyes were begging Xiao Ran to stay.
Xiao Ran could feel it, so he raised his right index finger and said to Chen Leilei: "The love I want is the love that even death can't take away, you can't give me ......"
That sentence shocked Chen Leilei!
After speaking, Xiao Ran kissed Chen Leilei deeply, and said in Chen Leilei's ear in a gentle voice that Chen Leilei will never forget: "I really love you." After saying that, he left without looking back.
At that time, Chen Leilei looked at Xiao Ran's distant back, completely stupid! Xiao Ran's back disappeared for a long time, and he was still flustered in place.
Before, he only knew that he loved Xiao Ran's body. But at that moment, he was confused: did he love Xiao Ran's body, or did he love her person?
Facing Xiao Ran's rare curious expression, Chen Leilei smiled, he stared at Xiao Ran's eyes and said in a very affirmative tone: "Because you are a romantic girl with a decadent appearance." β
Xiao Ran was not surprised, as if Chen Leilei should have known this, she smiled, didn't speak again, ran out of cigarettes, threw the cigarette fart on the ground and stepped on it and said, "Come to Kaige (bar) when you have time, we have a few new songs." β
"Someone else's, or yours?"
"There are other people's and there are mandalas written by others. There's one song I asked them to hear. β
"Oasis's?
"Hmm. β
"The one?"
βγliveforeverγγ Xiao Ran said the name of the song as he got up and walked towards the rooftop door.
Chen Leilei didn't go with her, because something deep in his heart exploded.
Back, see back again......