I didn't think much about why I did it, I didn't know what I wanted to do, I just had a throbbing feeling inside me, and I did it.

I walked towards He Yulu's house without purpose but full of hope.

I don't know if He Yulu is at home, where she has been since the last time we met, I can't even contact her, I know I don't have any reason for her to care about me, I just want to go and see.

Sometimes, my future can still be predicted, I waited for a while outside the Hongyuan community where He Yulu's house is located, and sure enough, I didn't see He Yulu.

If you weren't so hopeful, you wouldn't be so disappointed.

Although there are very few things in the world that can make a person so crazy to desire, there are always unsatisfactory existences.

And when I'm bored, I can't help but think about it.

Diagonally opposite the Hongyuan community is the Xianglin community, although I only lived for two days, I can't help but miss me in my spare time, but there are also some complex emotions that I have.

I realized that I didn't care about what happened to this house after we left, Ning Meixuan and I have already left, and Hu Jing should also move out, so will Hu Jing return to her original home and live with the thief's father.

Maybe it's not that I don't want to think about it, I rule out other possibilities, and the last thing I want to see is the truth.

When I left the Hongyuan community, I was faintly worried about Hu Jing.

I always felt that I couldn't feel at ease, so I unconsciously took out the phone and called Hu Jing.

The phone was connected, and although I was worried about Hu Jing's current situation, I knew that I couldn't be too abrupt and too direct, so I just asked her tactfully what she was doing now.

Whenever Hu Jing talked to me, she always replied to me with a ridiculous tone, what's wrong?

Although I always felt that Hu Jing's words were wrong, I still didn't think too much, I just thought that this was her character, maybe in my heart, Hu Jing is such a kind of person, I just smiled so meaninglessly, avoided this topic and asked, where do you live now?

Hu Jing grinned, you just called me to ask this?

I can't help but feel that Hu Jing is a person with a keen sense of touch, I think Hu Jing is a little deliberate, I answered what I didn't ask, I just asked casually.

Hu Jingmei's laughter burst out, haha, I know. Seeing that you care about me so much, I will invite you to dinner in the evening, and see you in the old place in the evening!

I couldn't react a little, I didn't know what Hu Jing meant, I didn't know why Hu Jing invited me to dinner, and I also wondered what Hu Jing meant.

Okay, let's not talk about it, I'm quite busy here, hang up. Hu Jing hurriedly finished speaking and hung up the phone.

I was still very depressed when I hung up the phone, but my mind was thinking about the old place that Hu Jing said? Could it be Brother Long?

If anyone says this to me and says that I will see you in the old place, I will think of Brother Long.

Because there is no second place in the world that I know that can be called an old place, and no one even mentions this "old place" so deliberately to me?

So much so that I'm still a little flattered and flustered now.

Before I could ask Hu Jing why she invited me to dinner, or where she lived now, her phone screen had dimmed.

I suddenly felt that this world was wonderful, and I didn't know what the relationship between me and Hu Jing was relying on to maintain.

Is it because of old classmates? The feeling of being young and ignorant may have been consumed by the past five years! So what is it?

I still can't figure it out, I just hope that I will grow up a little, grow up a little more, grow up a little more, and grow up a little more, maybe, naturally, I will know, but when will I grow up completely???

I suddenly felt small, even lonely.

None of my former friends, classmates, and relatives seemed to worry about me, and no one would worry about me. It seems that nothing can be done except smile at first sight after a long absence.

I'm still immersed in the illusion of it all.

Suddenly, my phone rang again, I thought it was Hu Jing calling, so I quickly picked up the phone, but saw that the phone number displayed on the screen was that of my cousin Zhang Yan.

I don't know why Zhang Yan called me at this time, but I had a very bad premonition in my heart, could something happen. The rapid ringing of the phone did not allow me to think too much, so I quickly picked up the phone.

"What's wrong?" I asked, confused, as I answered the phone.

"Brother, come and pick me up!" Yanzi's tone was a little discouraged.

"What?!!?

"I ...... I'm at the train station......" Yanzi whispered.

"The train station?H city train station?What are you doing??," I was a little confused, so my voice was a little louder.

Yanzi on the phone suddenly cried: "Now that I'm homeless, Brother Tetsuko won't take me in?"

"Ahh Why are you crying? Are you alone? Don't cry yet, are you here now?" I was anxious for a while, and I was in a very bad state when I heard the tone. I'm afraid that something will happen to Yanzi, and the best thing is to stabilize her first. And Yanzi's words made me feel that something must be wrong.

"Well, I'm ...... at the train station," Yanko said expectantly, "I'm out of the station, outside the bar yesterday......"

"Stay still, I'll be over right away!"

I shouted and hung up.

As soon as I hung up the phone, I immediately crossed the busy street and rushed to the direction of the train station.

These remnants of family affection are worth my madness.

Those unfriendly words, all ignored.

However, things are worrying me more and more, and my cousin Zhang Yan is crying on the phone, and I know that things may have reached the level of incandestinescence.

I thought that after yesterday, even difficult things would be solved in the face of love, but I vaguely felt that I was wrong.

I didn't think about what I was going to do, how to face all this, and I was already rushing into that whirlpool.

Maybe I just want to regain that little bit of self-confidence, want to prove the value of my existence, and don't want my wounded heart to be frustrated again and again, but there are some things that really can't be changed.

It's already the summer solstice, and although it's not scorching, when I arrived at the train station, I was already sweating profusely.

It's noon, in the train station, in addition to the ubiquitous stalls and vendors, all that's left is a group of mysterious people running around on the train in the city, long after the Spring Festival has passed, there is still no shortage of people here who are tired of running, even if I stand here every day and stop and watch, I guess I don't know how many people will leave and how many will stay.

And what makes me feel that this city is still so familiar, maybe there are only a variety of shops on the side of the road, and small stalls and vendors.

Familiar doesn't actually belong to it, maybe it's memory.

Everyone, remembering a past, must have some reason.

I lamented these memories, but instead, I saw a melancholy Yanzi with a suitcase and a blue denim bag on her back in front of a store outside the train station.

The people in front of me hurried by, and I felt Yanzi's gaze.

Even when watching TV, I have seen more than I can remember how many times I have seen other people's separation and reunion, and I have also imagined that one day, I will be in the vast sea of people, quietly looking at a person, it will be a magical feeling. But I never thought that it would be to see a girl crying, and it was not love!

I realized that I really don't know how to pretend at all, and sometimes, I can't pretend to be happy at all.

I also suddenly felt like crying, I felt so vulnerable.

I've been standing like this for a long time, and now is not the time for me to be short and long, I looked around, and a pair of unfamiliar faces appeared one after another, and quietly left, but there was no face I expected, or Yanzi's expectations.

When I retracted my gaze from all around and returned to Yanzi, I saw that Yanzi had fallen to the ground with a stumble, and a big man in the distance had rushed away.

I saw Yanzi frowning and biting her lip, as if it hurt from a fall, I couldn't help but shout Yanzi's name, and then ran towards Yanzi.

Squeezing through the crowd, I pulled Yanzi up, I pinched myself, grinned, pretended to smile, and asked Yanzi if it hurt from the fall.

Yanzi waved her hand at me and smiled brightly at me.

When I saw Yanzi smiling, I suddenly wanted to cry, she was obviously very sad, so sad that she was heartbroken, but she smiled at me like that.

When I used to watch TV, I saw those fake smiles and felt that TV was fake, but in fact, I realized that I didn't understand it, and if I hadn't experienced and felt it, I would never be able to read those stories.

But it wasn't that I was hurting, it was that I could read it all, but I couldn't say it, I couldn't even mention it, because of the smile.

All I said was, let's go.

I said it by biting my lip.

Yanzi nodded, she was laughing.

But when I was about to leave, I remembered that I was also a homeless person, how could I take Yanzi in?

Taxis flew by one after another, but I didn't dare to stop them, but turned around and walked towards a restaurant with Yanzi. Because it gives me plenty of time to think about what I'm going to do.