Chapter 83: Invisible Darkness
In everyone's memory, there is always such a painful past that was blocked, separated by a door that is closed forever, and hot tears will fall every time I look back.
Yan Rong stood in front of the window, her eyes followed Yan Zheng's figure, her solemn face stretched little by little, her younger brother was finally no longer like six years ago, he would only blindly dodge in front of the camera, and he had experienced the last turmoil, and now, his shoulders can really carry a thousand pounds.
After the "Li Xiao case", the police released some details of the investigation, which can be regarded as clarification, this time the reporter did not grasp the murder conspiracy theory again, and focused on the emotional relationship between the psychiatrist and the patient.
Unlike the specially held press conference, Yan Zheng deliberately appeared, firstly, in order to break all kinds of public opinion about his personal private life, and secondly, as the person in charge of the upcoming departure, to maintain Heal's reputation in the industry.
The security personnel took control of the scene, and the reporter began to ask questions.
"How long have you been a psychiatrist, and have you ever worked in any other jobs before that?"
Then another reporter asked: "Personal qualifications show that you have been a surgeon for nearly five years, what is the reason why you have experienced such a large span to become a psychiatrist?"
Yan Zheng responded positively: "At that time, a seriously injured patient was sent to the hospital for first aid, and the operation was performed by me, but the patient was not rescued, and the family thought it was a medical accident and reported it to the police." β
"Is this medical malpractice?"
"It's not. β
The categorical answer drew a whisper from the reporter.
He paused and added: "After calling the police, the hospital applied to the medical association for an accident grade appraisal, and the family also agreed to conduct an autopsy on the body, and the final autopsy report proved that it was not a medical accident." β
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Inside the big pharmacy.
"If it's not a medical malpractice, why do you want to change careers?"
Jiang Xingzhou's face became heavier and heavier, and his voice was very low: "Yan Zheng's father is a doctor without borders, and the area they help has been bombed by air raids, and his father ...... Tragically killed......"
When the body was transported back to China, Yan Zheng happened to be undergoing that operation. As a result, the injured were not recovered, and he was not able to see his father's remains. Because MSF has to stay abroad all the year round, the relationship between Yan Zheng and his father has not been very harmonious, and just before his father's departure, the father and son had a big quarrel, and this matter has always been in his heart like a knife. β
The results of the autopsy came out, although the responsibility for the operation was not on him, but he was very depressed at that time, and he closed himself off for nearly half a month, never showing a state of collapse. β
Later, he gradually cheered up, and his first decision was to change careers to become a psychiatrist, and he was finally on the right track after preparing for a long time. β
Fang Miao didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, her vision became blurred, and tears rolled down unconsciously.
Even though their relationship is so close now, he still doesn't say a word about these past events, but she doesn't blame it, but is full of unbearable feelings.
I thought that he had been guarding him with joy, but in fact, he came to her with his broken heart, and he was a person living in the shadows like her.
The reporter in front of the clinic was still asking: "Even if you have repeatedly said that you have not had feelings for Li Xiao that exceed the doctor's feelings for the patient, but Li Xiao has a relationship with you for men and women, does this mean that you have inadvertently had suggestive words or actions during the treatment process?"
"This journalist friend, I think you still don't know the inner world of psychopaths" Yan Zheng smiled politely: "In the process of psychological counseling and treatment, there is a psychological phenomenon called 'empathy', and there are four types of empathy, two of which are the most likely to appear, that is, to regard the counselor as one's parents or the sexual object of longing. β
"In such a special period, the patient's psychology is often very fragile, and once she gets some kind of comfort or satisfaction from someone, then this emotion will form. As a psychiatrist, it is a basic professional creed to regulate one's words and deeds, and to avoid the possibility of affecting or further developing the doctor-patient consultation relationship. β
"As for your 'unintentional' suggestive verbal actions, it is not only indiscreet to the patient, but also an insult to me personally and to the profession I am engaged in!"
The moment the words fell, all the reporters were silent, and only the intermittent shutter sound remained.
Whatever the purpose of the interview, there is nothing to refute his most professional explanation at this moment, and he is defending his dignity and conviction with the firmest of integrity.
He is such a man, who seems to be gentle as jade and easy to get along with, but he has a handsome and arrogant side, even if he has a tepid attitude, he can hurt people invisibly, like a sword hidden in the inner sheath.
After a long silence, another reporter asked: "So what is the relationship between the female lawyer who is rumored to have a split personality and you?"
Yan Zheng's eyes deepened, and after a while, he said calmly: "She is my fiancΓ©e." β
"How did you know each other, and did you know she had a split personality before you confirmed the relationship?"
Other reporters were in an uproar.
Yan Zheng's hands clenched into fists for a moment, restraining his emotions.
The reporter asked again: "Or if you know that she has a split personality and still associate with her, is this a violation of the professional ethics you just mentioned?"
One question pushes the atmosphere to a high - the climax.
The reporter in the back followed up with a question, speculating almost maliciously: "You have feelings for a psychopath, and there is nothing to explain or clarify based on this?"
"No!" Yan Zheng suddenly spoke, his eyes revealing coldness: "I have never regarded her as my patient, and there are no formal terms of agreement between us. β
Fang Miao got out of the car not far away, and as soon as her feet landed, she heard his words, and her memory went back to a long time ago, when she asked him if he needed to sign a treatment agreement, when he stared at her for a few seconds, and finally said no.
Now he suddenly had an epiphany, it turned out that his love for her came so early and quietly took root.
There are still reporters who find out the ambiguity in his words and ask questions, and every word is attacking professionalism.
Yan Zheng was not in a hurry: "This is my personal emotional problem, no matter what point I start, I don't need to explain it to you." I'm just sorry for my fiancΓ©e. His gaze wandered in a certain direction, and when he met him, his eyes showed warmth, so light that it was not easy to detect.
"Because my profession has caused us to be criticized, even if I can choose to turn a deaf ear, but from a man's point of view, my duty is to give the best to my woman, so from today, I will officially resign from the position of head of Heal and never work in the counseling industry again. β
The reporters below were silent, some with sneering expressions.
Fang Miao stood in front of the car and quietly faced him, unconsciously wetting his eyes.
There is a voice in my heart saying: Actually, you don't have to be sorry at all, our world is so sunny, but only when you are around, I really feel how happy I am. I'm so grateful, grateful for your coming!
The questions that should have been asked were all asked, and no more exciting topics were raised, and the reporters began to leave one after another.
In order to avoid causing a sensation, Fang Miao went home first, and Yan Zheng went back one after another after dealing with the follow-up matters.
Recently, Fang Miao has been living in Yan Zheng's house, and it seems that since the relationship was confirmed, no matter whose house it is, it is home.
She learned a few dishes from the Internet, and after the previous sneaky experiments, she is now very proficient in making them, and she will not be short of any ingredients to put in them.
When Yan Zheng entered the door, he smelled a smell of fried meat, he hurriedly changed his shoes to look, and when he saw the busy back in the kitchen, his heart gradually settled down.
It's really that the public opinion of the outside world has been too oppressive in the past two days, so he will think that Yin Lai is back again.
Fang Miao took out an aluminum basin from under the cupboard, and as soon as she straightened her waist, she was hugged directly from behind, she was full of excitement, and soon felt a sinking on her shoulders.
Yan Zheng put his chin on her shoulder, leaned into her ear and whispered, "When will you cook?"
Fang Miao's whole body stiffened, and it took a while to find his voice: "You can learn when you have time." β
"It turned out that I wanted to be a good wife and mother. β
He lowered his voice and exhaled hot air in her ear as if teasingly.
Fang Miao's ears were numb in an instant, and she resisted with reason: "That...... There are still dishes to be made, so you can go outside and wait first. β
Unexpectedly, Yan Zheng not only didn't let go of her, but turned her over directly to face him in the next second, bowed his head and kissed her without saying a word, and hugged her backwards.
To say that his sense of direction is also excellent, not only did he not delay things, but he was able to come to the sofa smoothly, and finally fell down, and the posture became Fang Miao's whole person attached to him.
He let go of her, his eyes ambiguous: "Actually, it's more direct than you reward me with cooking, and I like it better." β
He chuckled twice, and when he saw Fang Miao's eyes looking directly at him, his eyes were full of confused tenderness, and he couldn't help but bow his head again and attach her lips.
After lunch, Fang Miao received a call from Li Xin.
"Miao Miao, I've watched the news, what it said... Is it true?"
Fang Miao lay on the bed and closed her eyes to recuperate, "um".
Li Xin was silent for a few seconds: "Did the Bar Association say what to do with it?"
"Still waiting for the notification. Fang Miao pinched her eyebrows and opened her eyes, "Don't talk about me, what about you, aren't you going to get married, why are you still on a business trip for so long." β
"Where did you hear this?" Li Xin smiled: "If you mean me and Han Junchi, then you may not know that he is going abroad." β
"Going abroad?"
"Well, go ask him yourself. I called just to ask about your situation, and I was relieved to hear that you were not affected at all. β
Ending the call, Fang Miao was still in a daze, she really hadn't paid attention to the work of the law firm during this time, she was really in love!
When Yan Zheng came out refreshing after taking a shower, Fang Miao was lying on the bed, her knee-length skirt rolled up, and her slender and white legs were exposed.
"Hmm......" A hot air surrounded her, Fang Miao instinctively came back to her senses, and Yan Zheng was pressing her bare-chested, smiling proudly.
She tried to reach out and push him away, but he grabbed her wrist and buckled it to the head of the bed.
Fang Miao puffed out her face: "Hey, you've been a little bit of an inch lately, be careful that I send you a lawyer's letter!"
Yan Zheng raised his eyebrows, kissed her on the lips defiantly, and quickly raised his head: "I just want to sleep with you." β
With that, he turned over and came behind her, and his arm turned sideways to take Fang Miao into his arms.
Sure enough, then she heard his steady breathing, Fang Miao moved to change his position, but the strength of his arm did not relax for a moment, so she simply kept her back against his chest and fell asleep.
They slept for a long time, and when they both woke up, it was nearly dark.
Yan Zheng changed his clothes and went downstairs to cook, Fang Miao was still a little drowsy under the quilt, until the mobile phone in front of the bed vibrate.
"Is it Miss Fang?" came a male voice.
Fang Miao took the phone away from her ear slightly, made sure that the caller ID was Meng Chaoge, and asked, "I am, may I ask ...... you are?"
"Oh, I found a fainted young lady on the roof of the building, the last call was made to you, would you come over now?"
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The address is in the business building where Huihe is located, there are no lighting facilities on the roof, Fang Miao turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone, and looked around, but he didn't see a figure at all.
Dyed with strange colors in the darkness, Fang Miao looked around vigilantly, and then dialed Meng Chaoge's number, and two seconds later, the bell rang very close to her.
She twisted her eyebrows and turned slowly, a gray shadow in the dim overlapped with hers, and when she caught it at a glance, followed by a tingling sensation in her chest, the red blood spread rapidly, she reflexively grabbed the hand holding the knife, and raised her eyes to look at the man's face.