"Is that person the reason why you are the way you are?" asked Liu Xuan.

"What?"

"I don't believe you were that person in the first place. Even though your co-workers hit you hard, I don't think you're the kind of person who cares about them in particular. You should be the kind of person who only cares about what you love, and there are few people who value it, but you will be very attentive. ”

"Did I say don't just guess about me. You are not me, and you are not someone who understands me. You're just a headhunter, not a psychiatrist, don't always try to cure me, I'm not sick. ”

"Of course I know this, otherwise I wouldn't have let you lead you by the nose. I know these things are nothing, you just want to test my patience, then test. I'm also a quick temper, if I hadn't guessed what you thought, you think I'm just angry?"

"I'm not a storyteller. It's all children here, and I think it's good to be with them, and a simple life will suit more people. ”

"But I'm a storyteller. I never knew you would like children, and if your face is so badly injured that you don't dare to face others outside, aren't you worried that you will scare them?"

"Do you see I've had close encounters? I know that, I think they're the only pure creatures in the world. It's just that I don't dare to help those ordinary children because they will ask me a lot of questions, such as why I always wear a mask. ”

"That's why you're close to these kids who have disabilities? You want to help them, but the able-bodied kids ask questions that you can't hide. On the contrary, because of their own problems, these children will be observant and will not pay much attention to them. ”

"Sort of. If you observe me for a while, you will see that the coffee I buy at the coffee shop is not a regular cup of coffee, I will mix something and call it a specialty coffee. That's why I frequent the same store, not because I'm used to it, but because the store is willing to do it. ”

"Specialty coffee? Interesting, it seems to be a long story. If you're willing to tell me, I'm willing to listen. Anyway, you've taken a leave of absence today, so it shouldn't be fine. ”

Liu Xuan didn't know if this would be a good opportunity, but he felt that with the children here, maybe Fan Jin would feel very relaxed mentally, which was a better situation.

He doesn't need to deliberately create anything, the other party will say whatever comes to mind. It seems that he has passed the other party's test, and although he has been a fool for a day, he feels that it is still worth it. And Fan Jin didn't let himself do anything strange, which was nothing in comparison.

Liu Xuan looked around, then patted Fan Jin's shoulder and pointed to the other party. There were a few seats diagonally in front of them, and there was no one there, but you could see the children's movements.

So the two of them walked over and sat down. Then Liu Xuan directly took a cup of shake tea, he saw Fan Jin glaring at him, and waved his hand, "After all, I bought it, you can't say that I can't drink a cup." As for only taking one drink, because I know it's not convenient for you to drink it while wearing a mask, and you shouldn't be very interested. ”

Fan Jin shook his head and didn't care about the other party, "Before, I meant that when I wasn't disfigured, I had a good friend. The two of us are good brothers, the kind that grew up together. And we both have the same hobbies, we both like to do physics experiments, and we can often argue for a long time about a result. ”

"I didn't expect you to be a top student in physics? It seems that I really underestimated you, it turns out that you can really have a lot of things, so should I be glad that you didn't test me with any physics questions?"

"Originally, we both majored in physics and minored in finance. At that time, the ideal was to do experiments for the rest of my life and stay in the laboratory for the rest of my life. The two of us came to this city when we were interns, and we both wanted to go to the imperial capital to break through, but unfortunately we missed the opportunity and had to choose here. ”

"Looks like you have a lot of good memories in this city, or you wouldn't have stayed here. ”

"When we first arrived, a lot of the streets weren't what they are now. His favorite coffee is specialty coffee, and I like to drink shake tea. Of course, it wasn't the same store at that time, but it tasted similar. It's been a bit long, a lot of things have changed, and it's hard to find the exact same. ”

"What happened in the end? Why is your favorite flavor now his favorite coffee, and shake tea, I don't think you really have the idea of taking a sip. ”

Now Liu Xuan kind of understands why the other party has to let himself choose one to buy a drink, which is so troublesome. Even though it's not hand-poured, there are obviously plenty of options that will be a little quicker to do.

Mainly because shake tea was his favorite and gathered a lot of good memories. And he can't get these memories back, so he can only commemorate them through these.

Memories of the past can only remain in the past, just like Fan Jin said, although the taste is similar, the name is different, and it is just similar and not exactly the same.

Many things have long been wrong, and no matter how rich you are, you can't change anything. Sometimes people are really fragile and there is no other way than to accept it.

Liu Xuan took a sip of shake tea, and then looked at Fan Jin. He didn't know what the other party was thinking when he looked at the children drinking the shaking tea now, whether he thought of them at that time.

"It was our favourite drink and the most memorable part of the city. Because at that time, as a poor student, these were relatively expensive, and they were not often able to afford to drink. We do experiments together, work hard together to make some achievements, and then we can go to the imperial capital to develop after graduation. ”

"The wishes are all very grand, and after that, have you go? Just graduated and went to the imperial capital, in fact, you still have the courage. ”

"No, it didn't take time. There was a game that we weren't going to play in. But then I heard that the tournament was sponsored, and if you win, you can get a prize. We felt that it was what we were good at, and it was just a matter of time, so we agreed. ”

"Is there something wrong with the experiment?" Liu Xuan guessed.

"Yes, but I don't know what went wrong now. We've tested it more than once, and I'm sure it's just a small experiment. Although it was a bit new at the time, it was nothing abroad at all. I don't know why it suddenly exploded later, a small explosion. ”

"That's when your face was blown up? Looking at some of the scars around you, it really looks like a fire. And what about him, your good friend. ”

"Died in the fire. I don't know why it turned out like that, I was jumped away by something, a little distance, so even though the burn was bad, I survived. But he was burned to death, and it was hard for me to accept it. ”

"Didn't you investigate afterwards? Maybe something went wrong, or maybe someone did something about it?"

"What you said is just speculation, and there is no evidence, who will let me investigate. At the time, I had severe burns myself, and I was in the studio where I was interning, and they asked me to pay compensation, so I couldn't take care of myself. For a long time, my vocal cords didn't recover. ”

"It does sound a bit bumpy, but if you don't find someone to be responsible for this matter, you, as experimenters, will naturally have this responsibility on your head. Didn't you want to go back, and the school didn't help you?"

"Yes, but the loss is too serious, and there are dead people, how much can the school do? My parents have had a bad relationship since they were young, and when I had an accident, I didn't know that they had already divorced and didn't know where they had gone. I don't have any relatives in this world, even my best brother is dead. ”

"What about after that?" Listening to the tone, Liu Xuan felt that maybe Fan Jin had been stimulated a little since then. After all, the explosion turned itself into a monster, and the people closest to him died.

"When I go back to school, I have some graduation to deal with. At that time, my face was not healed, but there were already some rumors at the school that my mistake killed my brother. Even rumors that my parents died in other places were killed by me. ”

"No, did the students start to be so vicious at that time? This is school violence, right? They don't understand the situation at all, they just hear the slightest stir and start making up nonsense, so some people believe it, it's stupid. ”

"Do you know who was the first to say I had an abrasive temper?"

"Is it your good brother? in your quarrel experiment?"

"Ha, you guessed it right at once. Not once in our experiments did we not argue, and almost every time we had to argue. But we were all serious about experimenting, and once I had a new proposal, but he thought we already had a good plan, so he rejected me. ”

"And then that's that classic comment?"

"I said he was not innovative and not a qualified scholar. If you want to engage in this profession for a long time in the future, it is impossible to focus on only one point. The laboratory is used to constantly try and innovate in order to discover more things and valuable information. In the end, we got into a fight, and he gave me one of those reviews and ran out. ”

"Isn't it? Why did you quarrel like a little girl and run out? Then you must have chased him out and coaxed him, right?"

"Don't describe it as strange, we're just good friends, especially good ones. I hesitated for a moment and chased him out, but I didn't find him at all, and then I went back to the lab, and in the evening he came back on his own. ”

Liu Xuan felt that the relationship between these two people was really indescribable, and it was a little ambiguous to say that they were intimate. It's said that the relationship is ambiguous, but both of them are very upright.

Do an experiment and make so many strange emotions, that is, the relationship is good, but it shouldn't be incomprehensible to outsiders. At least Liu Xuan couldn't understand it, he always felt that none of this was enough.

Liu Xuan even suspected that most of the personalities of the two people were running in with each other, and they seemed to be different, but they were still highly unified in terms of experiments, otherwise they would not have such good results.

"That's why you gave up physics because of the accident that year, and you ended up choosing finance as a minor. Because you have your good brother in mind, you are angry and strong, and you have used all your love for physics in finance, and you have the current level of professionalism?"

"You're really fond of guessing. Pretty much, no matter who it is, I can't think it is because something happened that didn't happen. The experiment can be said to have become a shadow of my psyche, and I have never been able to let go, even if I have found a psychiatrist and tried hard. ”

Hearing this, Liu Xuan completely understood. Fan Jin made a deal with himself, he knew that maybe the other party still couldn't let go of his knot, but he was willing to join the Golden Moon Group. Otherwise, they wouldn't have told themselves these stories, only their memories.