The feeling of powerlessness enveloped her again, as if she didn't even have the strength to stand.

Instead of eavesdropping, she turned off the lights and lay back on her bed. Let yourself calm down, since you have already chosen which path you want to take, you should not be swayed by Lu Zhengshen's little trick.

Even if she did what he said, in the end, he would still not let her and the child go.

Their lives will be lived in never-ending darkness.

……

Outside the door, Cen Jinghuai was still kneeling on the ground, facing Sheng Jiren with the most sincere attitude.

He said: "It is said that Brother Sheng appreciates people who value love and righteousness, and will never involve innocent women, children and children, and I hope that Brother Sheng will let her go for the sake of warmth and innocence." ”

Sheng Jiren smoked slowly, his eyes became dark, and his body was covered with a layer of depression, as if he saw his former self, and the helplessness when he was pinched by someone's weakness.

It's just that he is more miserable, no matter how humble he pleads, the other party still brutally kills his woman.

In this circle, you can't have feelings, that's the biggest fetters and constraints.

"Do you know why it's you who kneel here and beg me now, not your brother?"

He lowered his eyes and didn't speak.

Sheng Jiren said: "It was your feelings that affected you, but fortunately, you met a very brave woman." She would rather choose death than follow Lu Zhengshen's instructions and become a stumbling block to you. The premise is that you said those things and hurt her. ”

Cen Jinghuai was not particularly surprised by this, he seemed to be able to anticipate her thoughts. He knew that she was good, but because she was too good, he couldn't be involved anymore.

She and the child will have a new life, a new life, but he doesn't.

He smiled and said, "She's a nice woman, I know." So as long as she's good, I can do anything. ”

He looked up, his expression soft.

Sheng Jiren looked at him for a moment, raised his chin, "Get up." ”

Cen Jinghuai didn't move, "One life for another." ”

"Get up. He only repeated these two words.

He had agreed, and he had passed his test. If he is really a person who will do whatever it takes for the sake of profit and ends, and is willing to give up everything, he may not be willing to help him.

Cen Jinghuai got up, "Thank you, Brother Sheng." ”

"Do you want to give you a little more time together before I send her away?"

He shook his head, "No. ”

"You can think clearly, she has a grudge against you in her heart, and if you figure it out in the future, go back to her, and people won't necessarily pay attention to you. ”

He still shook his head, unequivocally determined.

"Alright, then you come in with me. ”

Afterwards, the two went into the study.

Sheng Jiren sat down and threw a cigarette to him, "How are you going to deal with Lu Zhengshen?"

"Instead. ”

They have the same faces, and instead of them, they don't know it, and no one can notice it except their own family. Just like before, when he replaced him as Lu Zhengshen. Easily, he could replace everything he had now.

"If there is only one Lu Zhengshen in this world, then I am Lu Zhengshen. ”

Half an hour later, Cen Jinghuai came out of the study.

He looked sideways at the room where Lin Nuan was, he paused for a moment, then turned to leave.

……

Lin Nuan lay on the bed and never fell asleep, in her mind, Cen Jinghuai knelt down repeatedly, and her heart seemed to be pressed against a stone, and she couldn't breathe.

After some time, she heard a movement in the doorway, and then a beam of light poured in through the crack in the door, and she closed her eyes in time.

Sheng Jiren walked to the side of the bed and turned on the lamp, Lin Nuan was facing away from this side, most of his face was covered in the quilt, and only a pair of eyes were exposed. He sat directly on the edge of the bed, leaned against the back of the bed, and said, "You see?"

Lin Nuan didn't move, pretending to be asleep.

Seeing that she was motionless, Sheng Jiren turned sideways, looked at her, and his tone was a little lower, "Get up." ”

She continued to pretend to be asleep, unmoved.

Unless he does it, she'll pretend to be woken up.

But Sheng Jiren didn't do this, he just was silent for a long time, and then began to slowly tell his own business, about his poor wife.

"Young and vigorous, I thought that with my ability, as long as I was strong enough, no one would dare to touch my people. Whoever dares to move must always weigh his own ability. But I was wrong, in this circle, if you are not the biggest, the most ruthless and the fiercest, others will not dare to touch you. If you do a lot of bad things, there will always be retribution, and if you are careful, it will be over. As long as you have someone you care about the most, then she is their target. ”

"So she bore the brunt of it. He hadn't turned it over for a long time, it was a very painful memory, and he didn't dare to recall it at all. He still vividly remembers that her head was kicked like a ball by so many people, and they were laughing, laughing so happily.

That laughter still appears in his dreams to this day.

It's so tragic, it's so tragic that it hurts when I think about it now, so tragic that even if he dismantles those people and retaliates back in the same way, he still can't relieve his hatred.

Hatred drowns out reason, and it also drowns out humanity. Because of the loss of his beloved, he hated this society and hated everything.

He became more ruthless, resolute, and merciless.

It just so happened that at this time he met a person who led him to a real point of no return. Of course, he doesn't regret it, never regrets it.

Until, Sheng Jia had another accident and almost died. Sheng Jia took his last breath and asked him to be a good person.

People in their forties, at that moment, cried like a child.

At that moment, he wanted to change his ways.

If he had followed the right path in the beginning, there would not have been so many things, and no one would have to die.

However, there was no turning back.

His eyes were slightly red, and his breath was a little unstable.

At this time, Lin Nuan had already opened his eyes and was looking at him.

When he looked down, he could see her clean eyes, which were most like hers. He smiled slowly and reached out to touch her cheek, "I'll protect you, I have to do a good thing for Jiajia." ”

Lin Nuan was silent, not knowing what to say, as if nothing he said could comfort his already broken heart.

Sure enough, to stand in his position, only he knows how much he sacrificed and how much pain he suffered during the period.

She said: "People are precious in turning back, there is a saying that is not said, turning back is to become a Buddha on the shore." ”

He laughed, "Thank you for becoming a Buddha on the ground." ”

But he knew that he would not be able to turn back.

……

After Sheng Jiren's strict arrangement of the layout, the time was set for a week, and Lin Nuan was sent away.

Everything is still calm.

In order not to make Lu Zheng suspicious, Lin Nuan deliberately approached Cen Jinghuai in the past few days.

He is still Sheng Jia's bodyguard, sending her to and from school every day, occasionally eating with her at noon, and there seems to be nothing else to do except for the first time.

Most of the time, just sit here and don't do anything.

On this day, Lin Nuan got up early, and when he went downstairs, he saw Cen Jinghuai standing under the window of the living room.

He seemed to come so early every day.

Sheng Jia usually doesn't get up until six o'clock, he arrives at about half past five, it's winter, and the sky hasn't fully lit up yet.

The maid was a little surprised to see her, "Miss Lin?"

In the early morning, the big room was very quiet, and the voice of the servant reached Cen Jinghuai's ears at once, he moved slightly, did not turn his head, as if he didn't hear it, he still stood there straight, did not move.

Lin Nuan glanced at him and said with a smile: "Yes, the breakfast is not good?"

"Not yet, why don't you go to the living room and wait a while, and it will be fine soon. ”

"That's fine. ”

After saying that, she did as the servant said, and went to the living room and sat down.

The position where she was sitting happened to be facing Cen Jinghuai, and she could see him as long as she raised her eyes casually.

There was silence again, except for the slightest movement in the kitchen.

After a while, the maid brought warm water to Lin Nuan, she thanked her, and when the maid returned to the kitchen, Lin Nuan said, "Can't sit on the sofa?"

There is no one else here, so this is naturally for Cen Jinghuai.

He ignored her, only looked at her with a cold look in his eyes, and then turned and walked away, going somewhere else.

Lin Nuan smiled, pretending to be true.

"I'll take Jiajia to school with you in a moment. ”

He paused.

Lin Nuan continued: "I'm sure Jiajia will be willing. ”

"Whatever you want. He coldly dropped the sentence and went outside.

She smiled to herself, biting her lower lip, and felt a little like crying.

After a while, the maid came to ask her to have breakfast, and halfway through her meal, she heard Jiajia's hurried footsteps, and she was in bed today.

Ran to the living room and saw Lin Nuan, she was a little surprised, "Sister, why did you get up so early?"

"I'm going to send you to school today, but I didn't go to school, I want to go and see. ”

"Yes, yes. She nodded repeatedly, and then hurried to finish her breakfast, and the two of them went out together.

Cen Jinghuai was standing at the door, just finished smoking his Nth cigarette.

He pressed it out, and Yu Guang glanced at Lin Nuan, with a stinky face, and pulled the car door.

Sheng Jia pushed Lin Nuan into the back seat, ran into the co-pilot in front of him, and said, "I want to sit in the front today." ”

Cen Jinghuai was about to pull her, Sheng Jia glared and pointed to his hand, "If you dare to use force, I'll tell my brother." ”

He stopped, "Sit back." ”

"Hurry up, grind and chirp, I'm going to be late!"

Lin Nuan sat steadily, didn't plan to move, and didn't participate in lobbying, just waiting for him to get into the car.

In the end, Cen Jinghuai called the driver down, and he drove it himself.

Sheng Jia's reaction was faster than him, and he immediately switched places with Lin Nuan.

There's no way, if you keep tossing like this, you're really going to be late. Cen Jinghuai didn't make another move, started the car and left.

Lin Nuan didn't communicate with him, chatting with Sheng Jia all the way, talking about her studies, and talking about her interesting things in school.

Soon, it was time to get to school.

Sheng Jia's school is located in the suburbs, a large open space in front of the school gate, many parents are personally pick-up, the car stopped at the school gate, Sheng Jia said goodbye to them, got off the car, and entered the school.

The car didn't stop long, turned the car, and was ready to go back.

Lin Nuan said: "Sheng Jia said to eat together at noon just now, where are we going now?"

Cen Jinghuai didn't speak, treating her as if she were air.

"Otherwise, go to the warm house, Mu Tong lives in their house now, and the police haven't found Mu Xiaoan yet. ”

"Send you back. ”

"Let's go to the cosy home. If he doesn't listen to her, then she doesn't need to listen to him, "If you don't want to go, just drop me down in front and I'll go by myself." ”

He glanced sideways at her.

Lin Nuan had been looking at him all the time, so he only had to move his gaze a little to meet her gaze.

His brows frowned imperceptibly, "So early, Lin Wenwen shouldn't have gotten up yet." ”

"Get up, she's living a good life now, even if she doesn't get up, I'll call now, and when we get there, she'll get up. ”

"You ask Brother Sheng if you want to go. ”

"Don't ask, he promised. She continued: "He doted on me so much, of course I was what I said. ”

The word pampering is uncomfortable.

Cen Jinghuai thought about it for a while, and finally took her over.

Thinking about her character, even if she doesn't take her, she herself has to pass. It is better for him to watch over by himself, so as not to cause trouble before leaving.

Lin Nuan called in advance, but Cen Jinghuai didn't go up, "I'll wait here." ”

"It's not that you don't know. She stood in front of him, "Let's go." ”

"Don't go. ”

He shows no mercy.

Lin Nuan didn't bother with him, thought about it, and went up by himself.

When he arrived at the door, Lin Wenwen had already opened the door and waited.

Seeing her come out of the elevator, he immediately ran out of the door to greet her, "Why did you think of coming here today?

She shook her head, "It's okay, I'll stop by to see you, and Mu Tong." How is she?"

"It's okay, but I feel bad when I think about my mother. But I accompany me all the time, and Fang Yu plays with her, which can always dilute a little. ”

"She's up?"

"Having breakfast. ”

The two of them said as they walked inside.

Mu Tong was very happy to see her and asked, "Sister, where is your boyfriend?"

"Downstairs, I'll take you down to see him after you've finished your breakfast. ”

Lin Wenwen asked, "Cen Jinghuai?"

She nodded.

"Huh, no face?"

Lin Nuan smiled and was noncommittal.

When Mu Tong ate, she took the little girl downstairs, and Lin Wenwen followed.

At this time, Cen Jinghuai sat in the car and smoked, and when he turned his head, he saw a few of them coming over.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like you're here to teach him a lesson.

He coughed, took the last puff of his cigarette, extinguished the cigarette butt, and got out of the car.

Mu Tong saw that he was still shy, and waved his hand, "Brother, hello." ”

"Hello. He gave a shallow smile.

Lin Wenwen coughed, put on a straight face, and snorted.

Cen Jinghuai ignored her.

Lin Wenwen said: "Don't pay attention to this villain, let's go shopping in the community." She went over, pulled Mu Tong over, and hooked Lin Nuan with her other hand to go up.

Cen Jinghuai didn't stop him, but said, "Play for a while." ”

Without waiting for Lin Wenwen to scold, Lin Wenwen smiled and said, "If you don't worry, just follow." ”

He didn't speak, and naturally he didn't follow.

Lin Wenwen kept looking at her, and after walking for a while, she felt that Lin Nuan was a little absent-minded, and that heart didn't know where it had gone.

She coughed and asked, "What do you miss him?"

Lin Nuan was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Yes." She stopped, sighed slightly, and turned to look at her, "I'm leaving." ”