"Say it again!" startled me when my dad suddenly slammed his glass on the table when he heard me say that.

My mom also glared at me and asked me what was wrong?

Ning Meixuan pulled me and nodded at me.

I whispered to her, do you agree?

Delay the time first, and we'll talk about that later!" Ning Meixuan said to me with her head down.

I thought about it, as long as I dragged it and didn't wear it, in case I annoyed my parents now, it would really be worth the loss.

So I hurriedly looked at my dad with a smile and said, "Dad, why are you so angry, I'm joking with you." ”

"Huh, you dare to and see if I don't break your legs!" my dad glared at me with a frown.

I wiped the sweat from my forehead and hurriedly poured my dad a drink.

Finally, the atmosphere was not so awkward, and my mother pulled Ning Meixuan for a while to ask long and short questions, and then asked about the family.

When my mother knew that Ning Meixuan's parents had passed away, I was furious when I looked at it with worried eyes, and I hugged and hugged for a while, and I trembled when I saw it.

I finally finished the meal, and it was already completely dark, so I hurriedly ran back to my room.

And my mother and Ning Meixuan are still chatting endlessly.

I stood in the room on the second floor, looking out the window, it was pitch black in the distance, only a few stars were twinkling in the sky, so I couldn't see anything at all, a few poplar trees on the side of the road were blown from side to side by the wind, but there was no sound, the night was so silent.

I lit another cigarette and looked out the window, the road was blocked by big poplars, and it was only pitch black, and I couldn't see anyone passing by for a long time.

It was as if I had stepped into a no-man's land, and this kind of land was so comfortable and peaceful, that my heart seemed to be a little quieter.

I was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, but I couldn't help but think of He Yulu in my mind.

I took out my phone and saw that there were two more text messages on my phone, both of which were sent by He Yulu.

The first text message was sent back to me by He Yulu yesterday, saying that I should pay attention to my body and let me go back early.

The other said, "Yun Zhe, I miss you so much, when will you come back?"

I hurriedly texted back, "I miss you too, I'll be back in two days." ”

After a while, He Yulu replied, "I'll wait for you." ”

I looked at the text message and didn't reply. I smiled, maybe it's happiness.

I closed my eyes, thinking about He Yulu's appearance and her smile, but I found that she rarely smiled, and all that flashed in my mind was her frowning voice.

I don't know how I will face He Yulu after I go back.

I opened my eyes and looked at the text message, Hao Zhou's text message yesterday has not been replied to me, I didn't care.

The following text message lying there quietly, I was lying on the bed, holding the mobile phone with both hands, quietly grabbing the mobile phone, looking at the text message sent to me by Chen Ya. I think of the past few years, every day I always spend in the days of looking forward to Chen Ya, the beauty of the past, but now it seems so short.

And now I'm in pain, and every day is so long.

Every day feels like a century for me.

I remembered what was written in that song again

"The melody shakes the phantom of the past, memories are the fireworks in life, the joy when we used to hold hands, but the reflection of your indifference to me now, the experience we can't go back still tears my heart ruthlessly, so lost"

Memories are the most beautiful thing in life.

The more beautiful the memories are, the more painful my heart is now.

Those beautiful and happy memories of me and Chen Ya have turned into knives at this moment, and now the more indifferent Chen Ya is to me, the sharper the knife will be.

I grabbed my phone and silently left tears.

I felt like someone was sitting next to me.

I turned my head to see that it was Ning Meixuan, and she didn't speak.

I didn't speak, I quickly wiped my tears, and lay quietly, I haven't been lying so quietly for a long time, I have less worry, and my heart is always less worried.

"Give!" Ning Meixuan said to me suddenly.

"What?" I scrambled to my feet and saw Ning Meixuan holding a red envelope in her hand. I asked her, "What is this?"

"Your mother has to give it to me, so I'll give it back to you. Ning Meixuan said.

"Money?" I opened it and looked at it, and there was a large amount of money in it, which was probably quite a lot. After thinking about it, I returned it to Ning Meixuan: "Give it." ”

"What are you doing for me?" Ning Meixuan asked me.

"You can take what my mother gave you, let my mother know that you gave it to me again, you have to eat me!" Such a little money should be given to Ning Meixuan.

"I really can't want..."Ning Meixuan said with her head down.

"Here you go, you can take it!" I said angrily.

"Really, you're so nice, Mu!" Ning Meixuan said, taking advantage of my inattention, lying on my cheek and kissing me, and then immediately stood up again.

I covered my face and sighed to myself, Ning Meixuan is so beautiful, she is a good person, and she is very cute, but I don't have any feelings for her, I feel that in my heart, I only have He Yulu, and I can't let go of others.

Maybe fate is like this, I can't force it, maybe if I do it again, I won't like Ning Meixuan, I don't know.

Ning Meixuan stood up, walked to the table and poured a cup of tea, didn't drink it, just held it.

Suddenly, as if she had discovered something, she picked up a DV and looked at it.

I just remembered that it was an album by one of my favorite artists.

Ning Meixuan took the album and asked me, "Do you listen to his songs too?"

"Oh, have you heard his songs?" I sat up.

"Well, I heard it, he's also my favorite singer. Ning Meixuan nodded, and then asked me, "Can I listen?"

"Yes, I'll put it for you. I walked over to help Ning Meixuan put the album into the DV player, and then, a melodious sad song sounded, I sat on the bed, and said: "The song he sings is very sad and good, but he is not very famous." ”

It is precisely because his songs are so profound that others can't understand them and feel too sad, so he is not so famous. "Ning Meixuan also sat next to me.

The song is called "Sense of Presence".

Listening to the music, I seemed to understand something, yes, the song is very sad, no one wants to live a normal life, but cry because of a song.

Only people who are also sad can feel this way.

But there are so few confidants, so there are not many people who like it.

Neither of us spoke, quietly listening to the song, listening to the sadness.

******

"You are my only sustenance,

But you have forgotten what you were like,

I can't see the confusion on my face,

Tired of the loneliness of my mouth,

I'm wondering if the person you care about is me,

I'm going to wander alone,

But it's not strong enough.

Wandering time,

The illusion you give,

Tell me, it's what love looks like in the first place. ”

******

The text is too sad, so I silently recite these few sentences.

I can only feel the sadness on the surface, and my eyes are sour.

Ning Meixuan squinted her eyes, looking like she was enjoying herself, as if she was very happy.

I asked her suspiciously, "Don't you feel sad when you listen to the song?"

"No, how could it be? Only people who don't understand will say that. Ning Meixuan said.

"Why?" I wondered.

"Because he sings a love song, and it's a couple's duet, oh, it's about love. Ning Meixuan explained.

"I don't understand," I shook my head, indicating that I didn't understand.

The woman is saying that the man is the only thing she can rely on in her life, and the man keeps saying that she is tired of him saying that he is lonely because the man thinks that the woman does not care about him, while the woman only knows that he is lonely. Love is like this, do you understand?" Ning Meixuan said to me.

"I still don't understand, I don't have a lot of brains lately, so you hurry up and explain it. I asked impatiently.

"Because it was this little couple who were suspicious of each other, and finally reconciled as before, and the relationship became deeper, so I was happy for them. Ning Meixuan said happily.

"Mutual suspicion, I know when I hear you say this, but the relationship is as good as ever, deeper, how to say?" I asked Ning Meixuan.

"Look at what I said at the end, those meandering past times are just illusions, which shows that both people know each other's emotions, and there is no longer a gap between the two!

"Wow! So you know how to sing so well! It turns out that I've been just listening to songs all along!" I looked at Ning Meixuan and said.

"The most important thing depends on your mood, if you are in a good mood, you listen to this song, he can cultivate your sentiments, if you are heartbroken, listening to this song will only make you more sad. Ning Meixuan gushed endlessly: "Just like I usually like to read books, I like to read those books with sad words, it is precisely because of those books that stimulate my emotions that I will cherish my current life even more, emotion, friendship, family affection, love, and all ...... together."

The song is just finished.

I was fascinated by what I heard.

Ning Meixuan also said that the mentality of this song, just like our current mentality, our current behavior, including pretending to be a couple, is all striving for that persistence, and this purpose determines our mentality.

I listened to Ning Meixuan's praise and curiosity, I had never heard anyone say such things to me, I felt that all this was so profound, I suddenly felt that my mouth was suddenly opened, and my mood was much more relaxed.

I talked to Ning Meixuan for a long time before I fell asleep, maybe it was a psychological effect, I forgot those troubles. That night, even though I slept late, I slept soundly.