"Autumn:

I'm sorry I already left you when you read this letter, I beg your pardon, I did another desertion..Fastest update visit: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ .

Your love is so heavy that I can't breathe. I am a little grass in the wind, the temple never belongs to me, it belongs to me and belongs to the wilderness.

In life, the most regrettable thing is this, I am in the best age, but not the best self, but I met the best you.

I also want to laugh like a 'flower', and I want to cry heartily. There are thousands of people in this world, and I have nothing to rely on except you to be good to me.

I also want to accompany you to the end of the world, and I also want to be able to live with you to live the prosperity of the world. But we are not destined to be shocked, and all the splendor I give is false.

You are the person I want to dig out my heart and lungs, there are some words, I know in my heart, I will be sad when I say it, I will be sad, but I don't want you to be sad with me.

I know that if I leave you, I will never meet the person who broke my heart again in this life, and I will never look forward to it again. We just thought of it as a dream, and breaking up was the best finale.

Forget me, quit drugs, I'm in hell, I just ask you to be in heaven. From now on, I look at the brightest star of the night, which is the best way to look up to you.

I'm sorry, I love you......

Xiao Nian"

A prosperous end, a barren, a life of absurdity.

Qin Sihao drove Lin Feng's car, Lin Feng drove Xia Qiu's car, in the service area, Lin Feng finished reading Xiao Nian's letter to Xia Qiu, and after a long time, Xia Qiu didn't get in the car, Lin Feng was a little worried. He got out of the car, walked to Qin Sihao's side and said to him: "I think something is wrong, it's been more than ten minutes, and the ball hasn't come back yet, let's go find him." ”

Qin Sihao realized that Lin Feng should be worried that Xia Qiu was taking drugs, and that packet of powder had been thrown away by Lin Feng before leaving, could it be that he still had drugs on him? Qin Sihao said: "No." ”

"No one can say for sure, let's go and find out, I see something is wrong when he gets out of the car. After Lin Feng finished speaking, he strode towards the public toilet in the service area. Qin Sihao followed behind and soon arrived at the public toilet.

There were not many people, Qin Sihao and Lin Feng opened one 'door' after another, and the one who locked it also asked, and in the end, no one answered for a long time in the corner.

"Ball, come out!" Lin Feng shouted.

The 'door' opened, Xia Qiu 'rubbed' his nose, walked out from the inside with his head down, went to the sink to wash his face, looked at his decrepit face in the mirror, and smiled desperately.

Walking out of the bathroom, Lin Feng hugged Xia Qiu's shoulders and whispered, "Qiu'er, you don't want to be good, where is that thing, take it out quickly." ”

"Threw it away, washed it away. Xia Qiu said, "Do you think I'm taking drugs in it?"

Lin Feng said, "Don't you?"

Xia Qiu Muran smiled: "I was going to go in and take drugs, I struggled for ten minutes, but I still collapsed, and now I am gone." ”

Back in the car, Qin Sihao had already left the service area, and Lin Feng started the car and followed. Xia Qiu lay in the back and didn't speak for a long time.

"Qiu'er, are you asleep?" Lin Feng accosted.

Xia Qiu sighed heavily, and asked himself: "Crazy, you say, should I be nailed to the pillar of shame in this life?

"Alas......" Lin Feng sighed and said, "You don't see that throughout the ages, sages or ants have their own pain, and we are used to burying the pain in our hearts. I remember the day before my grandfather died, I was in the hospital and I was the only one. That night, my grandfather, who had been confused for a long time, suddenly had a clear mind and chatted with me for a few hours, and I was also happy. At that time, I liked to play the red 'color' Warriors, and after my grandfather fell asleep, my heart itched so I went to an Internet café to surf the Internet all night. ”

Lin Feng saw Xia Qiu sit up from the rearview mirror, and then said, "The next morning, I went back to the ward, and my grandfather had passed away. For many years, I always felt that my grandfather died because of me, and I mistakenly thought that if I had been with him that night, he would not have left. After many years, I understand everything, but it is still a pain in my heart. I don't want to tell anyone that today is the first time I'm sharing it with you. ”

Xia Qiu didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, he lay down again, silent. The road was quiet, Lin Feng didn't want to bother him anymore, sadness was only temporary, slowly, all the wounds could heal.

After a few hours, arrive at the funeral home. There were dense cars parked at the 'gate' of the funeral home, most of which came to mourn Xia Shan. Xia Qiu sat in the car and refused to get out of the car.

"Ball, get off. Lin Feng called him for the third time.

"I, I'm ......" Xia Qiu clenched his fists, his lips moving. He didn't want to see this scene, and he had no face to face his dead father.

Because of himself, his father took a 'sex' life, which was like killing someone. His father died suddenly at such a time, although it was not up to him to decide, but it put the heaviest shackles on Xia Qiu.

From now on, how dare Xia Qiu be 'sex' again!

Xia Qiu was supported by Lin Feng, staggering into the mourning hall, surrounded by many people, and everyone's eyes fell on Xia Qiu's body. The air was dull, and the dullness was even more severe, so severe that it killed with one blow.

Xia Shan lay calmly in the glass coffin, the body makeup artist put on makeup for him, Xia Shan's face was the same as before his death, but his eyes were closed and he would never open them again.

Xia Qiu knelt in front of the tempered glass coffin, held his breath, gritted his teeth and looked at his father, not moving.

Xia Shan sat up, a kind smile on his face. For Xia Qiu, I have never seen my father smile so kindly in my life. Xia Shan said, "Son, you're back. ”

"Uh-huh, uh-huh......"

"Son, son, what do you think of me using my death to show you the way?"

"Uh-huh, uh-huh......"

"Son, son, son, I'm just a son like you, you can come back, dad is happy!"

"Uh-huh, uh-huh......"

"Son, son, son, son......"

……

"Dad" Xia Qiu's tears were surging and his voice was hoarse, a long cry was sad, and Tang Tang was silent, lying on the ground for a long time.

"Dad" Xia Qiu slammed his head on the corner of the coffin, his forehead was bleeding, and his heart was like a knife.

Lin Feng grabbed Xia Qiu and said, "Ball, ball, mourn." ”

The person next to him hurriedly took out a tissue and handed it to Lin Feng's hand, and Lin Feng covered the tissue on Xia Qiu's forehead.

Xia Qiu trembled, her lips were purple, her face was red, and her eyes were blazing.

"Xia Qiu, don't do this. Lin Feng patted Xia Qiu's back to comfort.

"Ahh

Xia Qiu let out a long howl, and tears rolled down.

The Buddha said that all the suffering in the world is because of attachment!

The dead are liberated, and the living are tormented, and it hurts more than murder!

The night was quiet, Xia Qiu sat in the car, looked up, there were no stars, no moon, and no light in the sky. There was no hustle and bustle in front of the mourning hall, there was no sound of the motor of the car outside, he was silently 'smoking' a cigarette, and Lin Feng was sitting beside him. On this day, Lin Feng accompanied him silently like this.

"Crazy, thank you!" Xia Qiu threw the cigarette butt out of the car window, closed the window, and the corners of his mouth were 'exposed'.

"Go in, your family is still waiting for you. Lin Feng said.

"Well, you should go back early, thank you for your hard work!"

"Hmm. Lin Feng nodded, and was about to open the car 'door'.

"Maniac. Xia Qiu shouted, "What about the letter that Xiao Nian wrote?"

Lin Feng picked up the envelope from the back seat of the car and handed it to Xia Qiu. Xia Qiu lit the lighter, lit the letter, opened the window, stretched out his hand outside the window, and after almost all of it burned into ashes and scattered in the wind, Xia Qiu threw it away, closed the car window and said: "Crazy, the past me has been burned by me." ”

"Good!"

"Well, it's good!" Xia Qiu stretched out his fist and slammed it with Lin Feng's fist, "You're okay too!"

After Lin Feng left, Xia Qiu returned to the mourning hall, and there were only Luo Xiuzhi, Yu Manli and Xia Yu in the mourning hall.

Xia Qiu knelt down in front of Luo Xiuzhi and said, "Mom, I'm sorry for you." ”

Luo Xiuzhi's eyes were red and swollen, she reached out to help Xia Qiu up, looked at the wound on Xia Qiu's forehead, and said, "Your father's illness is not because of you, don't blame yourself too much." The dead are gone, and the living still have to live. Sons and daughters are long, heroes are short of breath, men should not indulge in pain, but hold the future in their own hands, you must remember that you are the son of Xia Shan, not a bad seed!"

Xia Qiu nodded and said, "I understand!"

"Poison, quit!"

"No problem!"

"Your father is gone, how many people are eyeing and coveting our family's property, and today in the mourning hall, several shareholders have begun to discuss. So, you have to prop up the inheritance left by your father!"

Xia Qiu's face showed a resolute look, he gritted his teeth and said, "No problem!"

……

Soon, Xia Shan was solemnly buried, and the heroic man came to an end.

This 'spring' festival, Xia Qiu's family is quite bleak, Lin Feng is also very sad, and Qin Sihao's family is not much better.

Qin's mother always felt that there was something wrong between Qin Sihao and Zhou Ziwei, but she didn't know what the problem was. In the past, Qin Sihao and Zhou Ziwei would have some friction, but now, there seems to be a tacit understanding between the two, they respect each other like guests, but they seem to have become strangers.

On the eighth day of the first lunar month, Qin Sihao resumed work, and Zhou Ziwei also had to go out. In the morning, when the weather improved, Qin's mother said to Zhou Ziwei: "I'll take out the clothes in your closet and dry them today." ”

Zhou Ziwei smiled while putting on high heels and said, "Okay, thank you, Mom." ”

Zhou Ziwei walked out of the 'door' and walked aimlessly on the road. The company didn't start work until the sixteenth of the first month, but she didn't want to stay at home, she wanted to come out alone to breathe, and by the way, she looked at the rental information of the intermediary company, but the intermediary company didn't have any, so she didn't see anything. She wanted to move out early, although she was reluctant to give up on her son', she knew that this day was going to come after all, and now she was under the same roof with Qin Sihao, and it was extremely inconvenient to sleep in the same 'bed'.

After a long day, Zhou Ziwei didn't go home until dark. She opened the 'door' and saw Qin's mother sitting on the sofa, with two children surrounding her, and Qin's mother was crying profusely.