XXIII. Mental derailment

Qin Sihao sat on the sofa in the office and closed his eyes to recuperate, he felt that he was groggy at the end of the day. After a long time, he opened his eyes, grabbed the kettle and filled the cup in front of him. The water is not hot, and in the transparent glass, the tea leaves have been soaked many times. He took a sip from his cup, as light and tasteless as his marriage.

He lit a cigarette. He needs a cup of tea and a cigarette to be able to read a hearty, free and easy hearty recollection of a relationship without suffering, without sorrow, without heartbreak, or love.

At this moment, Qin Sihao had forgotten his wife who was thousands of miles away, but he was thinking about Ye Xiaoqian, who was 1,300 miles away, and he seemed to have forgotten that he was already the father of two children.

Ye Xiaoqian's affair with him completely turned him into a captive of feelings, he did not and was unwilling to resist, but obediently raised his hands and surrendered. What is ambiguity? Don't take the initiative, don't refuse, don't take responsibility. Ye Xiaoqian is exactly like this to him, if he is leaving, if he is not, the more so, the more deeply he provokes his heart burning under the spring breeze of wildfire.

Qin Sihao was very upset. When his wife called in the afternoon, he hung up without hearing a word or two. On the contrary, when Ye Xiaoqian called, they chatted for a long time like lovers, and on the phone, he vomited bitterness and said all kinds of bad things about Zhou Ziwei.

Why didn't you find out that Zhou Ziwei had so many shortcomings before! Qin Sihao thought of his wife, and he was even more upset. Zhou Ziwei left his parents' house today, leaving Doudou behind, and took Qianqian to his parents' house. Before leaving, he was angry with Qin Sihao's mother, just because when Doudou and Qianqian were playing, Qianqian took a broom and hit Doudou's head.

Why don't you know how to understand the feelings of the elderly, the mother just said a fair word, although Qianqian is young, but she still needs to be educated, she has to understand some truth, the mother just said a few words of Qianqian, but they are all their own grandchildren, which old man doesn't hurt.

Qin Sihao didn't bother to think about it anymore, and looked at his watch, the watch hand was already pointing to 5:30 in the afternoon. He picked up his mobile phone and made a call to Lin Feng.

"Crazy, I'll invite you to dinner in the evening, just the two of us, I have some words in my heart that are uncomfortable, don't vomit and be unhappy......"

It was getting dark, Qin Sihao raised his watch and looked at the time, it was already half past six. Qin Sihao made an appointment with Lin Feng at the food stall at the entrance of the community at seven o'clock in the evening, and now the time is just right. Qin Sihao turned off the computer and left the company.

……

Qin Sihao sat at the table, waiting for Lin Feng. When Lin Feng walked to his side, he still looked like he was not giving up.

"What's wrong buddy, looking at you like this, it looks like the rhythm of a broken love. Lin Feng saw Qin Sihao listless, and muttered in his heart.

Qin Sihao didn't answer, he called the waiter to order the food, lit a cigarette and said, "It's nothing, I'm just a little panicked in my heart." Qin Sihao opened a bottle of beer, poured a glass, and drank it all.

"Wine is a poison that pierces the intestines, love is a steel knife that scrapes bones, and the poor monk pinched his fingers, and the donor must be trapped by love. Say, say, let the poor monk guide you through the maze. ”

Qin Sihao sighed a few times, turned his heart sideways, and then said, "I think I'm finished, I'm in love, and I like a classmate from my university." ”

"Wait a minute, let me figure it out. Lin Feng snapped his fingers with concern, "You are in love, you said that you like your classmates in college, and now there are two questions, first, do you like it, or do you like it? This is very important." Second, whether the classmate you are talking about is a male or female classmate? ”

"Well, funny, don't, I'm serious, not kidding. Qin Sihao was not in the mood to make such a joke, his face was serious and haggard.

"Okay, okay, let's talk about it. Lin Feng put away his hippie smile.

The dish was served quickly. Qin Sihao took a bite of the dish and said slowly: "I have a college classmate, a beauty at the school flower level back then, when I first went to college, I liked her, but at that time I was very inferior and didn't dare to confess, some time ago, the two of us had contact, through this period of communication, I think she should be interesting to me." ”

"You regret that you didn't sleep with her back then, right, and now you're starting to think about it and sigh happily. ”

"I always feel that it is a pity to miss her in this life. I'm thinking about her no matter what I'm doing these days, and I feel like I'm sick with lovesickness. ”

"This is very understandable, looking at your soulless appearance, and through what you say, I tell you as a person who has come over that you have successfully derailed your spirit. ”

Qin Sihao put down his chopsticks, helped the glasses on the bridge of his nose, stretched his neck to look at Lin Feng on the opposite side and said, "Mental derailment!

"Come, let's take a closer look at the symptoms. I'll ask you a question now, and you'll answer it. ”

"Good!"

"After you and your college classmates were in cahoots, did you feel extremely empty?"

"What a mess! It's a bit empty. ”

"Do you always find excuses not to go home?"

"During the few days when Wei Wei was at home, I didn't bother to go back, and I stayed in the company until dark every day. ”

"Have you compared Zhou Ziwei with your college classmates in your heart, thinking that your wife is not good anywhere, and your college classmates are fragrant when they!"

"Disgusting! But it seems to be true. ”

"It's a stranger to my wife, I have nothing to say, I keep talking about the topic with your female classmates, if I guessed correctly, go home and vibrate the phone, always run to the bathroom if you have nothing to do, and don't let go of the phone, maybe the phone has a password, right. ”

"Crazy, you're a god!" Qin Sihao gave a thumbs up, "You're right, I'm like this now." You're not eavesdropping on me. ”

"It's not me God, it's me who, like you, has passed through this stage. Therefore, in view of the above, the poor monk has concluded that the benefactor's spirit is derailed!"

"Then how can it be cured? Qin Sihao began to hang his head again.

"Two methods, a quick knife to cut the mess, a quick sword to cut the love silk, completely cut off the thought, cut off the things in your crotch, one hundred. But this is obviously something you don't want to do, even if you do, your Zhou Ziwei probably won't approve it. There is another way, which is to push her and get on her, and then you will have broken dreams. ”

When Qin Sihao heard Lin Feng say the first half of the words, he felt that Lin Feng was bored and joking again, but when he heard the last few words, his eyes began to shine again.

"We are just a pure relationship, she is a goddess-like existence in my heart, she is so out of the mud but not stained, clear ripples but not demons, I think, but anyone who has a little impure thought about her is to defile her, that is, it is extremely vicious, and the sin is extremely evil. ”

"Wake up buddy, in your thirties, you're still pretending to be a primary school student.Ba is innocent.,The woman you're talking about.,But whatever you describe.,It won't disturb your life.,Maybe only you think she's a goddess.,But,There's a saying that goes on.,Behind every goddess,There's a man who fucks her and wants to vomit.。 If you don't believe it, just bet. Lin Feng's face was full of confidence, "Also, you and my brother have known each other for so many years, who has a clear understanding of how many hairs and what size, what are you pretending to be high with Lao Tzu here, you dare to say out loud that you don't want to her! Since you want to, then be brave and do it vigorously, don't hesitate, after you do it, you will completely understand." ”

"How?" Qin Sihao finally began to be honest.

"Grass! if you bring her here, I'll teach you by hand, you can do what you do with your wife!"

"Oh, I mean, it's too far away, at least 1,300 miles, it's hard to start!"

"By car, by plane, by high-speed train, by bus, you can go anywhere, right, do you fly and climb. People say that a pregnancy is stupid for three years, when did you become such a mother-in-law and mother as a man, you have been stupid for three years. Lin Feng said angrily.

Qin Sihao slapped the table, with a sly smile on his face, "Then the problem is, I'm going to drive and drive your Mercedes-Benz S400L luxury car to meet my dear goddess!"