Yuan Lili picked up Lin Yuhan from school and immediately drove to the hospital. The 'girl' had a fever, her body temperature was almost forty degrees, she didn't even care, what kind of qualified mother she was. Lin Yuhan was lying in the back seat, her face was 'flushed' and her eyes were closed, and it was very uncomfortable to close her eyes, and Yuan Lili blamed herself all the way to the hospital.

After hanging up the emergency department, the doctor prescribed 'medicine', and after the nurse gave Lin Yuhan a fever-reducing injection, she was busy until more than one o'clock in the afternoon before the infusion was counted. Lin Yuhan leaned back on the seat panting for air, Yuan Lili stroked her forehead, and said distressedly: "Hanhan, I'm sorry, it's all my mother's carelessness." ”

Yuan Lily is not a careless person, on the contrary, she is very careful, once, the slightest movement of the 'girl', she can detect some clues, usually take care of the 'girl' is also very meticulous, but just this morning, suddenly became in a trance. Yuan Lili was worried that Lin Yuhan would not cause bronchiectasis because of fever, she looked at the 'girl' with a blank face, holding the mobile phone in her hand, and hesitated whether to call Lin Feng. In the end, she still sent a message to Lin Feng: Hanhan has a fever, and we are in the hospital.

……

At the reunion party, there were five or six hundred people crowded into the venue, and there were high mooncake gift boxes piled up on one side of the venue.

After the speeches of the leaders, the outstanding policy achievers delivered their experience and award speeches. When it was Gao Caiyun's turn to play, although the company venue was very dark, Gao Caiyun had to wear sunglasses on stage because of an eye injury. The majestic and high-spirited just stepped up a step, "plopped" and fell on the table, the audience laughed mostly, Zhou Ziwei suddenly felt that Gao Caiyun was very pitiful, just not far from Gao Caiyun, and quickly stepped forward to help Gao Caiyun up. Gao Caiyun whispered the word "thank you", obviously crying. She lifted her glasses, walked to the stage, took out the manuscript paper, and began her speech.

Unlike others on stage, when Gao Caiyun gave a speech, there was a stirring in the audience. Several older 'women' came to Zhou Ziwei's side.

"How do you know Gao Caiyun, do you know what she's like?" said a 'woman'.

Zhou Ziwei shook his head, smiled simply, and did not answer. Since arriving at the insurance company, she has learned to be cautious in what she says and does.

Another 'woman' leaned over her fluffy head and smacked her tongue: "In order to sell an insurance policy, even a young man will not let go, not with her big order, when will she be able to stand on the stage." ”

Another 'female' came over and said to the "fluffy head" just now: "Oh, Xiangu, you are jealous, people have capital, do you have it?"

Suddenly, several 'female' people laughed, seemingly ignoring Zhou Ziwei's existence. Zhou Ziwei hurriedly got into the crowd and fled from the land of right and wrong. At the end of Gao Caiyun's speech in just a few minutes, sparse applause rang out, and Zhou Ziwei didn't hear what Gao Caiyun said, just waiting for the meeting to end early, so that he could go back to the office and rest for a while.

After the meeting, everyone present gave out a mooncake gift box, the people in the venue dispersed in a hurry, and Zhou Ziwei also returned to his office.

……

Lin Feng was busy with things, so he arrived at the hospital at more than three o'clock. He didn't blame Yuan Lili, but Yuan Lily didn't feel good in his heart.

"Blame me, she said sleepy in the morning, I didn't pay attention. "Lily's face was languishing, as if she was seriously ill.

"It's okay, I don't blame you. Lin Feng comforted Yuan Lili, and then said, "Are you sick?"

"Ah...... What are you talking about?" Yuan Lili's eyes were blank and she didn't listen carefully to what Lin Feng said.

Lin Feng stared at Yuan Lily for a while, and Yuan Lili became low again. Lin Feng said: "I happen to be in the hospital today, I'll go and register for you and take a look by the way." ”

After Lin Feng queued up to register, Lin Yuhan had already completed the infusion. Lin Feng walked over to Yuan Lili and sat down, and said, "I just hung up the psychology department for you, you can take a look at it later." ”

Yuan Lily laughed mockingly, "I knew that you also thought I had a brain disease." ”

Yuan Lili has been in a trance for a while, she can't speak in a way, and she does things in a mess, and many times, she has to talk to her several times before she can hear it, Lin Feng originally guessed that she might be suffering from mental illness. Now that he had just spoken, he was rejected by Yuan Lili, Lin Feng wanted to say a few more words, but he endured it and didn't say more.

Yuan Lili couldn't resist Lin Feng in the end, and was forcibly pulled into the psychology department. She sat across from the doctor, like a prisoner waiting to be executed, so depressed that she kept rubbing her fingers. The nail polish was a bit fragmented, apparently the result of her frequent rubbing.

The doctor, who was in his forties, wore his eyes and asked, "Are you a patient?"

Lin Feng stood aside with Lin Yuhan in his arms, and hurriedly said, "Yes, she is." ”

"Please let me speak to her directly. The doctor glanced at Lin Feng and asked Yuan Lili again, "Do you think you're sick?"

Yuan Lily looked at the doctor for a moment and said, "He said that I was sick, I should be sick." ”

"Is there anything you feel uncomfortable with? The doctor asked Lily Hara as he took notes.

Yuan Lili thought for a while and said: "I don't have a 'spirit' spirit, I don't sleep well, I have nightmares when I fall asleep, and I wake up groggy and groggy like I'm drunk, and I'm tired of everything. ”

"Do you have anxiety, panic, pessimism and misanthropy, and feel that life is meaningless?"

"Yes, she's killed herself, doctor. Lin Feng said.

The doctor looked into Lily Yuan's eyes, "Committed suicide?"

"Hmm. Yuan Lily avoided her eyes in fear and said, "But that was a month ago." ”

"Now, what's the idea?"

"Now, now......" Lily Yuan shook her head and muttered, "I don't have any ideas right now." ”

"How old are you?"

"I'm not afraid, I'm afraid of something. Lily pretended to be calm.

The doctor put down the pen, looked directly at Yuan Lily and said, "I'm asking you, how old are you now." ”

Yuan Lily tried to think about it for a moment and replied, "Thirty-two years old, I am a year older than him. She pointed at Lin Feng, lowered her head, and continued to 'rub' her fingers.

The doctor shook his head, took out two A4 paper forms from the file basket, pushed them in front of Lily Yuan, put the pen on the table again, and said, "Do these test questions." ”

Yuan Lili picked up the test sheet and looked at the dense questions, and after doing a few questions, beads of sweat appeared on her forehead. She pushed the test questions to the table, put down the pen and said, "I won't do it, I'm tired." ”

The doctor said to Lin Feng: "You have to take her to do a brain CT to determine if there is a possibility of brain lesions." I'm going to get off work in a while, so now hurry up and pay to do it. After I finish it, I'll come back tomorrow to get a diagnosis. ”

If Yuan Lili received amnesty, she quickly stood up, took Lin Yuhan from Lin Feng's hand, and went out without looking back. Lin Feng asked the doctor, "Doctor, is she depressed?"

"If there is no brain lesion, it is a possibility of depression, don't prick her when you go home, she has already had a serious self-harm behavior, and it is by no means just now. ”

After Lin Feng said "thank you", he hurriedly chased out of the 'door'.

After getting the CT image, Lin Feng took Yuan Lili and Lin Yuhan home. Yuan Lili hugged Lin Yuhan and sat in the back seat, Lin Feng saw from the rearview mirror that Yuan Lili's face did not have a trace of blood, and she seemed to have been thinking about something. After a while, Yuan Lily said, "Lin Feng, do you think I have a neuropathy?"

"Don't be cranky, good. Lin Feng replied softly.

Yuan Lily sneered, "It seems that I am really sick, and you will never say such gentle words to me for a long time." Lin Feng, if you don't love me anymore, just tell me directly, and I won't drag you down. Saying this, Yuan Lily's tears instantly slipped down.

"Well, dear, I won't leave you. Lin Feng's tone was still as gentle as ever, as if, at this moment, they had returned to when they were in love.

That year, they met in a bar, and both of them had drunk too much.

That night, he kissed and kissed each other in the hotel, and they warmed each other.

Afterwards, he told her that his career was "ruined".

Afterwards, she told him that she had just fallen out of love.

He joked and said, I'll be your boyfriend, I don't have a 'girlfriend' anyway.

She smiled and replied, Okay, as long as you want, I will be your 'woman' for the rest of your life.

"If you live and die, I will be poor for the rest of my life, be good to you, from now on, your crying, your laughter, your every day and night, are only related to me, I am your sky. ”

"You are the sky, I am the bird flying in the sky, from now on, I can see you anywhere, as long as I look up, if you love me, I will never leave. ”

This was the most beautiful oath between Lin Feng and Yuan Lili. She has always regarded Lin Feng as her sky, and after many years, she realized that the sky is indeed vast and boundless, but, under the sky, in addition to birds, there are also birds and beasts, as well as ghosts and ghosts.

Although, she knew, Lin Feng gave her the greatest tolerance.

When I first met him, she was found out by Lin Feng for taking drugs, and at that time, she told him, let it go, I don't deserve your love, I am a bad 'woman', a bad 'woman' who gives up on herself.

He hugged her tightly and said, if I, Lin Feng, have not given up on you, you will always be the best, even if the world abandons you, at least you are still in my heart, if you live and die together, I will never give up.

She cried, lying on Lin Feng's shoulder tightly, her teeth biting on Lin Feng's shoulder, biting out deep blood marks......

Soon after she came out of the drug rehabilitation center, they got married in a flash. Love each other until the 'girl' grows up. The 'girl' was born with a respiratory disease, and since then, she has begun a trembling life, every time the 'girl' has an illness, Lin Feng will have some feelings for her, and over time, the feelings will become weaker and weaker.

She endured because she confessed her guilt and could not be punished.

"Get out of the car. Lin Feng shouted a few times before waking Yuan Lily from her memories. Yuan Lili raised her eyes to look at Lin Feng, and his smile still made her look forward to it.

He is the devil in heaven, plucked in the wind, her bouquet of roses in the cold rain......