When Lin Feng heard the news of Xiao Nian's death, he couldn't help but be a little surprised. At this time, the car had already arrived at the drug rehabilitation center, he parked the car, put down his mobile phone and said to Luo Xiuzhi: "Aunt Luo, you go in and handle it, I'll answer a friend's call here first." ”

When Luo Xiuzhi and Yu Manli got out of the car with Xia Yu, Lin Feng put his mobile phone to his ear and asked, "Xiao Nian, how did you die?" ”

"Committed suicide. Tang Qi's voice was a little lonely.

"How long has this been?" Lin Feng was a little shocked, although there was not much 'intersection' between him and Xiao Nian, it was finally a life, and it was unbelievable to say that death would be death in this way. In the 'exchange' with Tang Qi, Lin Feng knew the outline of some things.

A month ago, that is, after the Lantern Festival, Tang Qi contacted Xiao Nian, only to know that Xiao Nian had gone to another city and became a 'girl' on the street.

The joy is thin, and the casino is widowed. Xiao Nian's home, she can never go back, for her, it's like her life can't be repeated. Since she can't do it all over again, she can only keep going on the path she once chose.

It's just that in the new environment, she has to choose a backer again, but she will never love again, because she will never meet someone like Xia Qiu again.

She trampled on her body and desecrated her soul until she felt that she had no soul to speak of, and that all she had left was a shell.

Although she has low self-esteem, she does not feel pitiful when others sympathize with her and pity her. As far as she is concerned, there must be pathos for the poor person, and she has many paths to choose from, but she has chosen such a path, and she can't complain to anyone.

A few days ago, Xiao Nian suddenly caught a cold, accompanied by a high fever, she went to the clinic for infusion for a few days and still did not get better, until last week, she went to the hospital for examination. When Xiao Nian got the examination report, she cried without tears, because the result shown on the physical examination report was HIV positive 'sex'.

That day, Xiao Nian called Tang Qi for a long time, she asked Tang Qi to contact Lin Feng, and asked Lin Feng to tell Xia Qiu that he must go for a physical examination.

At the end, Xiao Nian kept crying on the phone, crying all the time, she said, there is no hope in this life, it is better to live than to die.

Tang Qi nervous her and persuaded her, Xiao Nian, I am not much better than you, I can do it all over again, your life is still long, you can't think about it. You tell me your address, you wait for me, I'll go tomorrow, we're sisters, I'll be with you.

That night, Xiao Nian and Tang Qi said too many words, and there were too many feelings in the words. Xiao Nian said, if I die, guess I'll go to hell, or heaven?

Xiao Nian said, I'm afraid I can't go to heaven, I will fall into hell, I can't be reincarnated, it's okay if I can't be reincarnated, life is too long, and being a man is too hard.

Xiao Nian said, Qiqi, you have to live well, the butterfly with broken wings is also a butterfly, and with the wind, it can also fly across the sea.

Xiao Nian said, if life can be repeated, maybe I will not be the way I am now, but life can never be repeated, so I can only be like this.

Xiao Nian said, I don't know Xia Qiu, he left me, how is he doing......

Later, Xiao Nian still kept crying, crying and crying until he was tired, Xiao Nian said, Kiki, dear, I'm tired, goodbye.

When he said this, Xiao Nian was still crying, in addition to crying, there was also the sound of the wind.

After Xiao Nian hung up the phone, Tang Qi felt that the situation was not good, and kept dialing her mobile phone, but no one answered.

More than an hour later, Tang Qi's mobile phone called, showing Xiao Nian's name. Tang Qi answered the phone, but it was a man's voice.

The man said that he was from the police station, and because Xiao Nian had only called Tang Qi an hour ago, he asked her to cooperate with the investigation.

Tang Qi asked, Xiao Nian, how is she?

She had a sense of foreboding, and sure enough, the man said that she was dead, jumping from a forty-story building and falling onto the tempered glass balcony on the second floor, her head separated from her body, and her flesh and blood blurred......

After Lin Feng hung up the phone, he leaned weakly on the seat of the car. He thought, perhaps, this is the best ending for Xiao Nian, for her, there is no hope of living, and ending her life is only her best interpretation of her life.

"Zhuang Shengxiao dreams of 'fascinating' butterflies, and Wangdi 'spring' trusts cuckoos. It's just that she can no longer transform into a butterfly and fly across the sea.

Xia Qiu knocked on the car window with the child in his arms, his eyes were full of vitality, and when Lin Feng opened the car window, he said, "Hi, buddy, don't come unharmed!"

Lin Feng smiled, stretched out his left hand and punched Xia Qiu's heart, and said, "Don't come to harm!"

At noon, several people found a restaurant to wash the dust for Xia Qiu, Xia Qiu was no longer sad, and he smiled brightly the whole time, Lin Feng knew that this time, maybe Xia Qiu was able to achieve nirvana and be reborn from the fire.

Lin Feng thought of Xiao Nian again. He decided to tell Xia Qiu about Xiao Nian's death forever. What is the point of telling him Xiao Nian's things, it will only increase the sadness, and over time, in Xia Qiu's life, Xiao Nian will become his glimpse with the long river of years, become his dusty memory, become light smoke, and disappear with the wind.

Perhaps, Xiao Nian has also been reborn in the flames of the phoenix.

Perhaps, Xiao Nian has also flown across the sea and turned into a butterfly.

In the afternoon, Lin Feng sent away Luo Xiuzhi, Yu Manli and Xia Yu, and took Xia Qiu to the sauna club to take a bath.

Lin Feng lay down and said: "The first days were very difficult, now that I think about it, it doesn't matter if I find Wang Jiantao or not, the road ahead, I will finish with a smile, life is not so sad, I am born to be useful, and my daughter will come back when she is gone." ”

Xia Qiu said: "No matter what your future holds, you remember, from now on, you will be my best brother." ”

Lin Feng smiled and said, "Wasn't it before. ”

Xia Qiu replied with a smile: "Before, it used to be!"

Tribulation sees the truth, which makes Lin Feng and Xia Qiu have a new experience. In the past, Lin Feng had countless friends, and if he lined up to eat, it was estimated that he would have to get drunk on the wine table for 365 days a year. At the wine table, they all patted their chests and said that if anyone has any accidents with each other in the future, they will pull each other out.

Lin Feng knew that the words on the wine table could not be calculated. Human affection is as thin as paper, and when he is in trouble, he really becomes a 'door' but a bird, and those former wine and 'meat' friends respect him like a plague god. Fortunately, there are still real brothers who will not leave them.

Brother can accompany you to ride the horse and whip, live arbitrarily, and smile proudly. And what about couples?

Yuan Lily and Li Lili sat on the sofa at home, Yuan Lili looked sad, and Li Lili also looked sad.

Li Lili went back to her husband on Sunday, and when she returned, she was injured, her eyes were swollen, and there were some bruises. Her husband is a gambler, and if he loses the bet, he will make trouble, and when he makes trouble, he will beat Li Lili upset. It stands to reason that Li Lili earns money to support her family, and she is very well-behaved and beautiful, but her man doesn't know how to cherish it, and when Li Lili told Yuan Lili about these things, Yuan Lili was also very angry.

"She treats you like this, why don't you divorce him?" asked Lily Yuan.

Li Lili sighed and said, "Sister, I am from the countryside, and in our place, divorce is a shameful thing, unless it is really unbearable, we will divorce." But after the divorce, can you find a better person, maybe it's not as good as the first one, so this day can only be passed. ”

"Then how can you bear it if he beats you like this often. ”

"Actually, he was 'very' good to me on weekdays, but after drinking, he became a different look, and when he sobered up, he knelt in front of me again, apologized to me in the face, begged me to forgive him, and he wrote as many copies of the guarantee, but after drinking, it was still the same. ”

"You let him quit drinking, that's fine. ”

Li Lili shook her head and said helplessly: "Wine is like his life, every time he says quit drinking, he still drinks it secretly after that." Alas, anyway, let's make do with it. ”

The sentence "make do" made Yuan Lili think of how many people are making do with marriage. Many couples walk and walk into strangers, when the distance between two people is getting farther and farther away, and it is difficult to get close to each other, can they still have indestructible love, however, what is love?

When it was time to pick up the child, Li Lili went out to pick up Lin Yuhan, leaving Yuan Lili alone to 'smoke'. Smoke wafted from the empty room, and after 'smoking' a cigarette, Lily put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray. She took a sip of water and suddenly felt a wave of nausea pantothenic acid, she took the trash can, spit out some acid, and took a tissue to wipe the stain from the corner of her mouth, still gasping for air.

Yuan Lili held her head, only to feel that the headache was 'desired', she stood up and went to the cupboard to take the 'medicine' she usually took, and after taking the 'medicine', the headache was relieved somewhat. When she sat down again, she suddenly remembered that her period seemed to have been absent for a long time.

Yuan Lily counted the days with her fingers, and if she didn't count it, this menstrual period had been postponed for almost a month. Could it be that she is pregnant? Yuan Lili quickly picked up her mobile phone and made a call to Li Lili, asking her to buy a pregnancy test 'stick' when she came back, put down the phone, and only felt that her brain was like a piece of paste.

This night, Yuan Lili spent the night in trepidation, several times she wanted to tell Lin Feng her doubts, but she didn't dare to tell him, she could only bear the pain of insomnia.

On the second day, Lily Yuan got up early and took the morning 'urine' test with a pregnancy test, and the result was really as she expected, she was pregnant.

Yuan Lily sat on the toilet as soon as she fell, and she couldn't slow down for a long time. She knew that Lin Feng especially wanted to have another child, but she was afraid of having another child. The two are not contradictory, because Lin Feng wants a healthy child, and he has not given birth to a second child all these years, just because Lin Feng is afraid of having another child, and he still thinks that Lin Yuhan is as unhealthy.

Yuan Lili pinched the pregnancy test stick, thought about it for a long time, and finally wrapped the pregnancy test stick in paper and threw it in the trash.