Chapter 186: In Love, We Are All Pathetic
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Xu Xingguang nodded and watched Han Yiwei leave the ward, Yu Jie'er saw Han Yiwei passing by her side and glanced at herself, there seemed to be some contempt in her eyes, Yu Jie'er clenched her fists slightly, took a deep breath, lowered her head and looked full of unwillingness, why did she and Xu Xingguang know each other first, now everyone is standing by Lin Ziyu's side, obviously she is the most suitable person for Xu Xingguang, why do all the people have to stop themselves.
Lin Ziyu didn't love Xu Xingguang at all, if she really loved Xu Xingguang a little, how could she leave Xu Xingguang at this time. Yu Jie'er clenched her fists tightly, raised her head when Han Yiwei was about to walk out of the ward, and said in a calm tone, "Mr. Han, go slowly." β
Han Yiwei smiled faintly, thinking that Yu Jie'er would not have any kind of response to her neglectful eyes, but she didn't expect Yu Jie'er to be a lot bolder after experiencing the car accident, she used to be by Xu Xingguang's side, she was not an outstanding person, and standing with their group of people seemed so out of place, Han Yiwei turned around and glanced at Yu Jie'er lightly, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, "Miss Yu is really courageous, and she doesn't give up at this time, and she can be regarded as infatuated with Xingguang." β
"If you want to go, you can go so much. Xu Xingguang glanced at Han Yiwei's indifferent tone, and there was a touch of disgust and impatience in his eyes, as if Yu Jie'er's infatuation was a very disgusting thing in his heart.
Yu Jie'er was deeply hit by Xu Xingguang's gaze, and clenched her teeth tightly to prevent her tears from falling, Xu Xingguang was tired of her now, and now no matter what she did in front of him, it was so insignificant to Xu Xingguang. Someone once said that a man who really loves you will not let you shed a single tear, Yu Jie'er thought that maybe Xingguang really didn't love herself, so she shed so many tears.
But the essence of human beings is so cheap, people who like themselves can't look down on them, but they will always be unwilling to get what they can't get.
"What are you doing here? Didn't I tell you not to come over?" Xu Xingguang took his eyes off Yu Jie'er's body with an indifferent expression.
Yu Jie'er knew that she was already an insignificant person in Xu Xingguang's heart now, no matter what she did, it was not enough to please Xu Xingguang like before, she thought that she could find something by virtue of Mrs. Xu's attitude towards Aunt Xu, but she didn't expect that she thought too much, Aunt Xu turned out to be Xu Xingguang's aunt, and now she didn't even have the last excuse to stay by Xu Xingguang's side, Yu Jie'er knew that if she didn't leave at this time, Xu Xingguang would only hate herself more in the future, and retreating to the second was her best choiceγ
"Xingguang, I came to the hospital to say goodbye to you this time, and I have already figured out that leaving Beicheng may be my best choice. In the past, I always relied on you, thinking that I might not be able to live without you in this world, but during this time I have only understood some things, and the relationship between you and Miss Lin has deeply touched me, if it weren't for me, maybe you and Miss Lin would not have come to this point at all. Yu Jie'er pursed her lips with a guilty look, lowering her head and not daring to look at Xu Xingguang's gaze.
Because of her words, Xu Xingguang finally retracted his gaze and fell on her, and now no one can understand Yu Jie'er's mood at the moment, how much she expects to hear his words to keep herself from Xu Xingguang's mouth, but without Xu Xingguang, there is no retention, and there is no reluctance.
"Well, leaving is indeed a good choice for you, I will ask the assistant to give you a sum of money, and your life will not be so embarrassing after you leave. Xu Xingguang's tone was very indifferent, as if all this should have been developed like this.
Yu Jie'er only felt that her heart hurt so much, and only now did she realize that she was so reluctant, how much she hoped to see a trace of reluctance in Xu Xingguang's eyes, and how much she hoped that Xu Xingguang could keep herself by her side for so many years.
"Then I'll thank you in advance, after all, I've been lying in the hospital bed all the time and I don't have any savings, I want to take your money to continue my studies that I didn't finish before, and I will definitely return this money to you when I earn money." She doesn't have a penny on her, she must accept the money given by Xu Xingguang, and she will use this money as her own start-up capital, and she will definitely stay by Xu Xingguang's side in a different way when she returns to Xu Xingguang's side in the future.
Not being able to be born in an excellent family is not something that Yu Jieer can choose, but in the future, she will definitely change her life and change her life.
"This is what you deserve, don't thank me. Xu Xingguang picked up the magazine on the table next to him and flipped through the pages expressionlessly.
Yu Jie'er looked at Xu Xingguang in a daze, pursed her lips and looked at Xu Xingguang with an unwilling face, does Xu Xingguang mean to use this money in exchange for their friendship over the years? Does he want to use this money to write off with himself? Yu Jie'er felt very uncomfortable, but she knew that if she was still messing around, she would be even more disgusted by Xu Xingguang, just because of a Lin Ziyu, Xu Xingguang would cut off contact with herself, it was really ridiculous, isn't the grace of saving her life not as good as that woman?
Xu Xingguang looked up and saw that Yu Jie'er was still standing in his ward, frowned slightly and said, "What else do you have to do?"
Yu Jie'er pursed her lips and hesitated for a moment and said, "I asked Miss Lin for something before she left, and I promised Miss Lin that I would definitely do it, but because of these things that have happened recently, I have never had a chance to do it, and I don't know which prison Miss Lin's father is in, so I want to ask you to come with me." β
Xu Xingguang put down the magazine in his hand and his expression was very indifferent, Yu Jie'er only felt that Xu Xingguang's eyes were looking at him as if he was looking at the enemy, he was very uncomfortable in his heart, he squeezed his palm tightly and refused to let go, his eyes looked directly at Xu Xingguang's gaze and said, "I know that you may be unhappy to mention this matter in front of you now, but I am leaving, so I still don't want to deceive you, this matter is something I did wrong, even if you will hate me in the future, I have to say it now." I've woken up now, and I hope you can bail Miss Lin's father for me. β
Xu Xingguang squinted his eyes slightly, looked at Yu Jie'er and said lightly, "Did Lin Ziyu reach some kind of deal with you, why didn't you tell me before and now after Lin Ziyu left?"
His tone was stern and full of anger, Yu Jie'er couldn't help but take a few steps back, and looked at Xu Xingguang with some fear, " Xingguang, don't be angry, I didn't mean to hide from you, I was obsessed with thinking that Miss Lin would stay by my side if she left you, but I didn't expect that you had fallen in love with Miss Lin, and I didn't bring it up, it was Miss Lin who took the initiative to find me, she said that if I was willing to help testify and rescue her father, then she would leave you, and she would divorce you, I was also very hesitant at that time, but Miss Lin said that the person she loved was not you at all, and she was very painful to be with you, she said that the person she loved was separated because of you, and neither was the child in her bellyβ¦β¦β
Before Yu Jie'er could speak, Xu Xingguang, who came up in a rage, grabbed her neck, his face was blue and full of anger, "If you dare to say that the child in her belly is not mine, I will strangle you!" After speaking, Xu Xingguang pushed Yu Jie'er away.
Yu Jie'er was pushed back by Xu Xingguang and fell to the ground, touching her neck with both hands and coughing violently, with a touch of horror and unwillingness in her eyes, Xu Xingguang's eyes just now did not have a trace of emotion, as if Xu Xingguang would strangle herself to death if she said those words.
"Xingguang, I know you don't like to hear these words, but I feel very uncomfortable when I see you in such pain, I don't know why you just can't see my existence, the person Miss Lin loves is not you at all! Look at your current appearance, where do you still look like Xu Xingguang!" Yu Jie'er said with a smile on the corner of her mouth, but the tears in her eyes slipped down," I thought that among the three of us, as long as I loved a little humble, but I didn't expect that on this road, you were as pathetic as me, Xingguang, you said that this is not retribution, you can't see my existence, so Miss Lin has no shadow of you in her heart. She doesn't love you, why don't you still refuse to admit it, you have lived together for three years, do you think you know Miss Lin? It's because she doesn't love you, so every day by your side is a kind of torture, because she doesn't love you, that's why she suffers from such a serious mental illness, who do you want to stay with the person who is ruining her own family? β
"Get out. Xu Xingguang's hand clenched tightly into a fist and the green tendons jumped up, the expression on his face was rendered by anger, looking very terrifying, Yu Jie'er had never seen Xu Xingguang like this, since Lin Ziyu left, Xu Xingguang, who was originally gentle and unspeakable in front of him, suddenly seemed to be a different person. Yu Jie'er took a deep breath, her eyes full of unwillingness.
Before she could speak, a water cup was thrown over beside her, and the glass glass smashed on the ground near her, making a terrifying sound, Yu Jie'er bit her lip and got up from the ground and stumbled to the door, turned around and reluctantly glanced at the angry Xu Xingguang, and said in a choked tone, "We weren't like this before, why did we become like this between us?" Even if you don't love me, I still want you to be your old self, maybe now Miss Lin is laughing out loud when she sees you like this in the arms of the person she loves. β
Xu Xingguang looked at Yu Jie'er angrily, and the hand he was holding trembled slightly, "I'll let you go!"