I don't like this kind of scenery, the emptiness gives people a sense of helplessness, the long streets, and the only thing you can see is far away.

I held the bank card in my hand, I felt like it was the culprit, and I couldn't understand why I did so much and didn't get anything in return.

Could it be that no matter how much she has the heart to give, even if it is love, as long as she doesn't explain it to her, she won't cherish her own efforts?

But what am I going to say? I can't even find a proper opportunity.

This time she quietly walked away from me again.

I suddenly remembered a girl named Lin Yao in Dongde Zhou, Lin Yao wants to be very beautiful, Lin Yao wants to be able to take out all his belongings for plastic surgery for his beloved, and it doesn't matter if he would rather be ugly.

Whatever he cared about, she cared about. This is a kind of enlightenment, and it is a kind of love that looks at death as home, and ordinary people can't do it, so we always deceive ourselves and say that it's very hypocritical.

I think that Lin wants this woman to be very great, and if I have such a woman by my side, I will love her without scruples. If I can do the kind of ghost that Lin Yao wants, I guess I will be very hopeful.

Even if I don't succeed, it doesn't matter, at least I go to pay, and they all say that love is crazy, so how can I do it if I'm not crazy? But I think I want to change the method, He Yulu is a quiet girl, I want to think of a gentle way.

Yes, there is only one way now, and only by doing that, my hope is the greatest.

I made up my mind that I couldn't delay any longer, so I decided to do it right away.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Suddenly, someone slapped me hard in the back, startling me.

I quickly turned around and noticed that it was Lu Hai smiling behind me, and Zhang Zhi was standing beside me.

I didn't pay attention to him, but I remembered Brother Long's words today, and knew that Zhang Zhi would come, but it should also be with Xue Wenwen, why is it only Lu Hai himself?

But I didn't think about it that much, anyway, every time we were together, it wasn't important to do anything, so I decided to hurry up and plan my affairs.

So I said straight to the point: "I have something to do, now I want to go over, you and Brother Long talk about it, have fun." ”

I waved at them.

Zhang Zhi jumped over directly and grabbed me who was about to act: "Hey, what's the matter, why didn't I find out that you had so many things to do before? Now I'm so busy that I don't even accompany my brother, and I said, is there something to hide from my brother?"

"I knew it was because your brain wasn't normal. I do have something, and you guys have something to do. ”

"Forget it, let him be, by the way, is there anything you need help with?" Lu Hai said.

"Nope. Go ahead. ”

"Hey, by the way, where do you live now?" asked Zhang Zhi.

"Hostel, what's the matter, I didn't mess with you. "I didn't have the heart to say.

"I just want to say, you live in Ning Meixuan's house, and the impact is very bad, you know?"

******

It was Sunday, and the weather was still clear, even brighter than yesterday's sun.

It's just that I'm not in a very good mood, Zhang Zhi told me that he was already on the way.

In fact, I didn't forget, but I asked Zhang Zhi to come and tell me that today is Chen Ya's wedding.

Although I think about these questions inadvertently every day, comparing those sweet and beautiful memories with the present, I suddenly feel that all this is so long, even longer than the years I used to be in love.

The day will come eventually, in the restaurant, downstairs in her company, and it's all for illustration, maybe it's impossible for us to even think about it.

Even if everything will pass away with the wind, the residual feeling will still be there.

The only consolation is that I now have other hopes.

This bank card, I checked it yesterday, there are 300,000 in it, that is what I owe Lu Hai, and He Yulu did not accept the card, I have a feeling that He Yulu does not know how much money is in it.

300,000 is not only a lot for me.

Even for an honorary elder like Lu Hai, who doesn't have any real power, it's no less than an astronomical amount.

Fortunately, to my thanks, this did not affect the lives of Lu Hai and Xue Wenwen.

Before leaving, I glanced across the hospital and remembered that I had slipped in yesterday when He Yulu's father was the only one in the ward.

Before leaving, when I looked at the hospital, I felt a little abnormal, because I found that there was no shadow of He Yulu's father in the room on that floor in the hospital.

The street between the hospital and the street is very narrow, so I stood at the same height as the hotel and the hospital, and I could see everything about the hospital on the other side.

Although I saw that He Yulu's father's illness was no longer serious, it was not yet time to be discharged from the hospital, and the supplies in the house were still there. However, the hospital gown hung at the head of the bed.

I guessed that He Yulu's father must have left the hospital, and it was not discharged, what did he do.

But there is something to do today, and I don't have time to think about the trivial things of sesame mung beans here.

In fact, before this, I also thought for a long time about whether to attend Chen Ya's wedding.

There are a million voices in my head.

However, it is clear that the idea of going completely prevails.

I thought about it again yesterday for half the night, too, if I really let go of Chen Ya, then there is nothing wrong with me bless her. Unless there's a ghost in my heart, I know I don't.

When I thought that I couldn't let go of Chen Ya, I couldn't wait to slap my two big mouths.

If I really can't let go of Chen Ya, then I don't even know if the other party is happy, so what qualifications do I have to talk about others?

When my mind became a mess, I began to feel that my going to Chen Ya's wedding seemed to be the truth.

But I was so melancholy that I didn't even eat breakfast, even though it was already past the time for breakfast.

The address was told to me by Zhang Zhi, I think Zhang Zhi has nothing to do not tell me, and even a little used to his style, but fortunately, Zhang Zhi is a man. Zhang Zhi said that he couldn't come to me, let me go directly. I know where the address is, where I used to work, and now where Zhang Zhi and Chen Ya work. I'm going to go to the opposite side of the company now, and there is only a path in the middle, and it's a hotel, not only H City, even if it's the entire Celestial Empire, the most important thing is the hotel.

Of course, the wedding is not held here, the wedding is in the church.

Zhang Zhi just told me that Chen Ya was going to marry from here.

Chen Ya is a foreigner, so there is no maiden home here, and choosing a hotel should be a custom.

Look, the big boss's wedding is really magnificent.

Although the wedding is not held here, it is far away in a place where the eight poles can't be hit, and the lanterns and gongs and drums are tossed and turned.

In the distance, I heard the sound of colorful cannons, and then outside the hotel and under the opposite company building, there were piles of expensive luxury cars, like millions of cars abounding.

Before I even walked in, I was already overwhelmed by all this.

Despite my own reluctance, the truth was that Chen Ya abandoned me and lived a happier life.

Although in my impression, the former boss, that is, Chen Ya's fiancé, is not very good, but no matter how bad a person is, he will give the same love to his relatives as others.

In the distance, in the midst of a commotion, I heard someone shouting at me.

I followed the prestige and saw Zhang Zhida jumping and running over.

When I met Zhang Zhi, I couldn't help but smile, and I also squeezed through the crowd and walked towards Zhang Zhi.

When I got closer, I realized that behind Zhang Zhi, followed by Ning Meixuan.

And I don't know when, Zhang Zhi's hand and Ning Meixuan's hand have been tightly clasped together.

Before I had time to think about why Ning Meixuan came, my heart thumped violently, and the already happy mood suddenly became unhappy.

Zhang Zhi said: "Brother, I want to tell you something. ”

On the surface, I was still smiling: "I know, congratulations to you two, happy forever." ”

I knew in my heart that every word I uttered made my heart hurt even more.

I asked myself, didn't I want to be with Zhang Zhi and Ning Meixuan many times, but when Zhang Zhi pursued Ning Meixuan with his true feelings, why couldn't I be happy at all?

Is it jealousy, hatred, sadness, melancholy? None of them......

I can't remember why all this is.

I couldn't help but glance at Ning Meixuan a few times, she was still dressed in that elegant and gorgeous outfit.

Time passed slowly, and there were more and more people, but I basically didn't know them, and I thought they should all be selling the face of our boss.

Suddenly, I spotted a familiar figure in the crowd.

In front is He Yulu's father, and next to him is He Yulu's mother.

I was a little surprised, what are they doing here?

If they come, will He Yulu come? I hurriedly leaned aside, and sure enough, in the crowd, I saw He Yulu's shadow.

However, I was not happy at all, because I saw Lin Zhenhai next to He Yulu.

I'm getting more and more confused, even if He Yulu's father had a relationship with our former boss when he opened the company before, then no matter what, Lin Zhenhai shouldn't have come.

I frowned, as if I didn't notice that Zhang Zhi pushed me a few times.

Even though Zhang Zhi pulled me a few times, I was still absentmindedly thinking about what had just happened.

And my eyes have been staring at the direction of He Yulu.

At that moment, I saw Lin Zhenhai leave, leaving in a car.

I decided to go over and see He Yulu.

I ignored Zhang Zhi, who was still talking to me behind me, squeezed through the crowd and ran towards He Yulu's location.