Chapter 441: The Difference Between Sister Shu
After Liu Xuan returned home, he asked the housekeeper about Xu Xian. He has been very busy lately, and he has no time to care about Xu Xian, but he thinks that he should be able to find something to do for himself as a big person.
He knew that Xu Xian was unrelated and unjustified in the emperor, and if he really needed to contact anyone, it would probably only be the Shangguan family. Therefore, if the other party does not return all night, he only needs to contact the Shangguan family to know if he is there now.
Due to Xu Xian's sudden appearance, many of Liu Xuan's plans were also disrupted. He knew that the other party was his good friend and brother, and the two of them had no opposition at the moment, but he somewhat felt that the other party was hiding some secrets from him.
If it was someone else's secret, Liu Xuan would naturally not be interested, but there was a secret, this person was Xu Xian, and he was a close person to him. So he was a little selfish and always wanted to know about that white moonlight.
Liu Xuan doesn't want to be a second father, he doesn't want to be hurt by the people around him, and he doesn't want to be designed by the people around him, there are only a few people close to him, and the total is simply a handful, so he needs to understand everyone's movements.
He knew that his father was kind, but because he was too kind, he mistakenly believed that the villain was jealous of the villain, so he framed some things, and he thought that if he could avoid it, he avoided that he could not make the same mistake as his father again.
This does not mean that Liu Xuan does not believe in Xu Xian, on the contrary, he still believes in the other party, probably because of the friendship that he grew up with, or maybe because there are not too many conflicting interests between the two parties, and the life experiences of the two people are also very bumpy, which makes him feel a little empathy.
Although he knew that Bai Yueguang would not be Shangguan Jinyue in any likelihood, because judging from various analyses, Shangguan Jinyue was probably just a friend in his eyes, and he was not an ideal type at all.
The next day, Liu Xuan took Ah Meng to see Ah Lu again. Who knows, but they saw two people crying and tearing each other, as if the fifth sister was begging Ah Lu, but Ah Lu was very hesitant, Liu Xuan and they looked confused, and they didn't know what was going on.
Ah Lu dragged Liu Xuan out, but was turned back by Liu Xuan, "The two of you are lovers and lovers, if you have any problems, just face to face and say don't do this." You don't need to hide it, what are you pulling me out for, what are you trying to tell me? I don't know about the problems between the two of you. ”
"Engong, I know that this matter shouldn't involve you, but I don't know what I should do now, I always thought she was my fifth sister, no, I never suspected her, she turned out to be a fake. ”
"What is fake? I don't understand what you're talking about, you didn't see this person on the first day, you two escaped from the fire together, and left Miaojiang together to come here, and now you tell me that she is fake, do you think I will believe it?"
"I didn't want to doubt her, but I found out that she wasn't the fifth sister I knew at all. I have known the fifth sister for a long time, and when I was in Miaojiang, I saw a scratch on her arm, because the scratch was ugly, and then she found someone to make a similar flesh-colored tattoo to block the scratch. I've also seen that tattoo, and it probably looks like a lotus flower. But she didn't. ”
"Are you sure? Could it be that you are mistaken, maybe not this arm, but the other arm, have you seen both arms? Or maybe she was injured and then she didn't even have that pattern. ”
"Impossible, my fifth sister and I have been together since we escaped from the fire, the two of us are basically inseparable, if it wasn't for being chased and killed this time, she was taken away, I was abandoned in the alley, the two of us would not be separated, it is impossible to be mistaken, and I looked at both arms. ”
Liu Xuan shook his head, looked at the fifth sister and asked, "He said that you were fake, why didn't you justify it?" I think the two of you are already very familiar with each other, how can you do it fakely? If it is an intimate relationship like yours in the past, how can it be concealed for so long?"
"I didn't want to hide it, but the fifth sister is dead, she is dead, I know you must not be able to accept such a thing, so I can only hide it from you, in fact, I am not the fifth sister, my name is Wushu.
"So, you're the sister of the fifth sister, right? In your story, you said that two girls in your family can drop blood and merge into the night pearl, and the fifth sister and you are those two girls?"
"Yes, you guessed it. I'm not fake, and I didn't think about pretending to be the fifth sister from beginning to end. But I don't want to see her sad, when the fifth sister and Ah Lu are in love, I often look at them, and unconsciously, I also like Ah Lu, but I don't have any further action. ”
"So you are jealous of the relationship between us because you are jealous, you envy the fifth sister so you pretend to be the fifth sister, you made me miss the opportunity to rescue the fifth sister, all because of you. ”
"No, you misunderstood, how could I do that? Even if I like you, but the fifth sister is also my own sister, I won't save him for you, when I escaped, the fifth sister had already been burned to death, and I was sure that my family had no life at that time. ”
"Then why didn't you tell me? Why did you deceive me? And in my memory, the three of you look a little similar, but don't you have exactly the same face, so you disguised yourself and deceived me all the way?"
"I also have my own difficulties, I don't want to give up on you, I love you, I don't want you to be sad, we are both survivors of the disaster, why can't we live together well? ”
"You definitely can't replace her, I only have the fifth sister in my heart. In my eyes, I only have her in my heart, even if you are sisters, so what? If you are not him, you cannot be him. ”
"I said I never wanted to hurt you, and I didn't want to pretend to her. It's just that I don't want you to be too sad, do you think I came out of the fire and I wasn't hurt? Do you remember when you first found me, I was wearing a veil all the time?"
"So at that time, you were still your original face, and it is very likely that your face was just injured, but after seeing me again, you changed to the face of the fifth sister, right?"
"Yes, I didn't care about it originally, because how could people who even passed through life and death care if their appearance was complete. But I saw you, you were still alive, and you thought I was the fifth sister. You rushed up and hugged me, you said it's okay, I'm alive, and for a while I couldn't tell if you were talking to the fifth sister or telling me. ”
"I've been groggy since I came out of the fire, you're similar in size, you're wearing a veil, I can't be sure, but you can explain it, you don't have to lie to me all the time. ”
"I can explain, I can even tell you directly, the fifth sister is dead, died in that fire. She's by my mother's side, and she hasn't been able to escape, but what about you after you tell you. You don't have my family, you think the only thing you have is the fifth sister, if even the fifth sister dies, how are you going to live?"
"You're still boasting, aren't you? You think you're kind, if it weren't for the fact that you were cheating on me and giving me hope for life, I wouldn't be able to live if I couldn't say it, wouldn't I?"
"No, it's all your misunderstanding, how could I think that? I like you, I hope you're good, but at that time we had just escaped from death, I couldn't have thought too much, I just hoped that the two of us could survive well, that's all. ”
"What you said seems to me to be very weak, you keep emphasizing that you have no ambition and no desire to snatch the love of your fifth sister. In that case, why do you want to change the face of the fifth sister? Even if you are the fifth sister and you escape from the fire, it is impossible for me to ignore you. ”
"But that's not what I want. I finally survived, and the first person I saw after I survived was you, do you know what kind of thinking I have? My face hurts, my body becomes weak, but I suddenly have you. ”
"What did you think of me as a surprise, a surprise for the rest of my life. In the past, I thought you were a kind person, even if we didn't have much contact, but I thought we would become a family in the future, but I never thought it would be like this. ”
"You never doubted me before, did you? If it weren't for the fact that you didn't see that pattern last night, you probably wouldn't have doubted me for the rest of your life, because our sisters know each other's personalities very well, and my fifth sister has always known everything about you. ”
"Fifth sister probably can't imagine that she told you our story, just to share our love, who knew that you would actually use it to steal our love. ”
"What the two of you have been struggling with here is this matter, if it's a matter of feelings, I can't give you too much advice, after all, love is a matter of two people, once someone inserts it's obviously inappropriate, I just want you to calm down and think about it carefully. ”
"Engong, how do you think I should be calm, I have always felt that I and the fifth sister are lucky, because we both survived. After we left Miao Jiang, we can be together forever, we have experienced some twists and turns in the middle, and now we are finally reunited, but it turned out that I found out that she is not my fifth sister, do you think I can accept it?"
"So, what do you want now, you want to get out of here, you two want to separate, right? I want to remind you that it's been a long time since you left Miao Jiang, and the two of you have shared weal and woe along the way, isn't it true that for you, she is not the fifth sister, and he doesn't feel anything for you?"
"It doesn't matter, there won't be any affection between the two of us, there will only be five in my heart. Sister, in my opinion, no matter how beautiful and kind anyone is, it is useless, and now I only see her deception of me. ”
Liu Xuan felt that Ah Lu was too uncalm now, it was obvious that his mind had been carried away by the atmosphere, what he was saying and thinking now was not his true thoughts, if he waited for him to sober up, he would definitely regret it. ”
Liu Xuan could feel that Ah Lu did not have no feelings for the fake fifth sister around him. The two of them have probably experienced several months along the way, and they have almost run in with each other, and it is impossible for him not to have the slightest doubt, but he doesn't dare to doubt it.
Some believe that Ah Lu or many have been tempted, but he is brainwashing himself, this person is the fifth sister, the fifth sister she misses, so the two of them will not be separated, and there will be no problem with each other.
It's just some self-deception, and if you hadn't experienced yesterday's accident, maybe this little deception will continue forever. Although deception is a very bad behavior, in Liu Xuan's view, emotional matters can never be explained by reason.
I have experienced life and death, so I shouldn't still be entangled here. It's clear that they love each other, but because they met at the wrong time, everything was wrong from the beginning.