Thirty summer and autumn thoughts
"Brother Feng, it's Xiao Nian's birthday in a few days!" Tang Qi, who was sitting in the passenger seat, thought for a long time and said.
"Yes, what day is Xiao Nian's birthday? Lin Feng asked.
On July 22, she pinched Cancer's tail. ”
"What about me, what did I say on July 23rd? ”
"Brother Feng is the first day of Leo, then Brother Feng is the head of a lion. Tang Qi smiled.
"Then you say that my lion head is steamed or braised in a braised position. Ha ha. Lin Feng couldn't help but laugh out loud when he was amused by Tang Qi.
Xiao Nian sat in the back seat and said, "You two, flirting and scolding no matter the occasion, I'm still behind you, you are abusing dogs." ”
Lin Feng pretended to be serious, "Xiao Nian, on your birthday, why don't you give you a big gift, it is guaranteed to be very big." ”
Xiao Nian became interested when he heard this, and stretched his head forward, "Brother Feng, you say, what gift do you want to give me?" ”
Tang Qi said snortingly: "Brother Feng, when I celebrate my birthday, the necklace you gave me is already very valuable, and the one who gives Xiao Nian is not allowed to exceed me, otherwise I will be jealous." ”
Lin Feng smiled mysteriously, "It's more practical for me to send Xiao Nian, but I don't know if Xiao Nian likes to have thorns or not, whether he likes to have vibrations or not, anyway, just pick them, one is not enough, and it doesn't hurt to send ten or eight." ”
Xiao Nian saw that Lin Feng was joking with himself, and he was not angry, and said with a smile: "Brother Feng, you are too rascal!
Tang Qi couldn't help but laugh, "Brother Feng is mine, don't even think about it, in my opinion, let my brother Feng find you a boyfriend, end your single days, if you don't give you a man to quench your thirst, you will have endocrine disorders." ”
Lin Feng followed Tang Qi's words and said: "Our family Qiqi is right, but my brother, you can say whatever you like, my brother is in charge of you." Hey, didn't you have a good time playing with shrimp balls some time ago, aren't you two in harmony and don't fool around together? ”
Xiao Nian sighed and did not answer.
Tang Qi said: "Don't you see that Xiao Nian has fallen into unrequited love, she likes Brother Qiu but doesn't dare to say that she is suffering alone." Brother Qiu doesn't seem to have much of a cold with her. ”
"Shrimpball is a man with a story. Lin Feng parked the car in front of a Japanese restaurant, "Let's eat Japanese food today." I'll tell you more about him later. ”
Lin Feng hung up the appetites of Xiao Nian and Tang Qi. A few people entered the Japanese restaurant, each ordered a dish, and asked for two pots of Japanese sake, and Lin Feng talked eloquently.
"Xia Qiu has a supervision company, he is the honorary chairman, but his father is the one behind it, Xia Qiu doesn't like to work in the office, and his favorite thing is to travel everywhere. He and I started out as a travel buddy, and then it turned into a partnership, and he was a good buddy who played quite well. ”
Lin Feng's career development, summer and autumn help also played a certain role, so Lin Feng's personal connections were relatively well handled.
Lin Feng continued: "Xia Qiu has no concept of money, he is also very enthusiastic about people, he is more emotional, but he is more reckless, he will do what he believes, whether it is right or wrong, it can be seen that his mind is immature." ”
Waiting for the waiter to serve the food, Xiao Nian and Tang Qi listened to Lin Feng continue while eating.
Lin Feng handed Xiao Nian a pot of sake, poured a glass himself, grabbed a prawn and said while peeling it: "Xia Qiu just divorced two months ago, his wife is a career-oriented woman, the divorce of the two is very strange, it stands to reason that Xia Qiu is a rich second generation, and he can make a lot of money by gnawing at the old, but his wife, who is his ex-wife, is not compromised, and feels that the two people are incompatible with each other, and insists on divorce." Xia Qiu was also impulsive, and his wife agreed to the divorce. After the divorce, he regretted it, and asked his ex-wife to get back together, but his ex-wife refused. ”
Lin Feng put the peeled shrimp into Tang Qi's bowl, wiped his hands with a towel, picked up a piece of tuna and ate it, and then continued slowly: "Xia Qiu's divorce feels that it is all his ex-wife's fault, but how can it be the fault of one person." He didn't find a problem in himself, he just complained and then fell. In the past, the shrimp ball was sunny and never entered the land of fireworks, but now looking at him, he is almost scrapped, singing every night, his life is decadent, there is no sunshine in his world, if anyone can save him from the sea of suffering now, then thank God. ”
Xiao Nian listened carefully and said seriously: "I know that he is a person who is strong on the outside and fragile on the inside, but he wraps himself up and is unwilling to share it with others, and it is really distressing to see his melancholy eyes." ”
"Either you come and save him. Lin Feng said.
"He doesn't look down on me, I am very different from his identity, I am not a person of the same world at all, not my own circle, not the same kind of person, why squeeze into it. ”
"Sister, you think too much, and I don't want you to marry him, just make up a couple, you be his confidant, when you have nothing to do, you can solve your worries, take what you need in life, when Kiki and I are fine, you can also partner with you to fight the landlord. ”
The reason why Lin Feng wanted to promote Xiao Nian and Xia Qiu was because it was too lonely for a person to cheat, and he wanted to go together, so that everyone would have a common word, and there was a sentence that said: Those who have not wiped their guns together are not called friends, and those who have not prostituted together are not brothers.
On the one hand, Xiao Nian also wanted to find someone who really loved her to live this life well, but once she made a mistake, she was like an angel who fell into the red dust, and she could no longer fly to heaven, and the next stop might be hell.
Xiao Nian watched Lin Feng and Tang Qi feed each other and tease each other, stinging her heart deeply, sometimes when she was idle, she recalled the past few years, and she also regretted it, if she started to clean herself, she might not live so empty today. She ate the food in silence and didn't want to say any more.
After dinner, Lin Feng wanted to send Xiao Nian home, Xiao Nian said, "You guys go back first, I want to walk by myself and see the night." ”
Lin Feng drove away with Tang Qi. Xiao Nian leaned on the viaduct and watched the traffic coming and going, the lights of the city were bright, and the flow of people in the city was in a hurry, like ants, where did they come from and where did they go?
Everyone is not born a bad person, naturally such a woman is not born a bad woman, and Xiao Nian naturally feels that she is not either. She was afraid of poverty, of days without food, and even more of abandonment. Her father left her to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river, her mother left her in prison and died in hatred, her grandparents and uncles left her alone, and when she first came to the city, the people in the village who came out to work at the same time left her and left her lost in the night sky of the city.
She was humble, pitiful, helpless and confused, and she was no better than an ant.
She ordered a Liqun. She likes this kind of inferior cigarette, which is not only cheap, but also full of smoke and can overshadow the loneliness in her heart.
She took out her phone, flipped through the address book, and hesitated for a long time with her finger on Xia Qiu's name, and finally pressed it.
"Brother Qiu, where are you? Xiao Nian regained her bewitching voice.
"Phoebe's bar, what's wrong? didn't go to work, do you want to come along?" ”
Xiao Nian agreed, asked Xia Qiu for the box number, and went straight to the bar.
The lights are flickering and the dance music is surging in the bar. The buddies on the stage shouted loudly: "Come on, I say Fuck, you say You!"
"You!You!" shouted the crowd with arms outstretched.
"I said fuck, you said Me!"
"Me!Me!" continued to cheer from the audience.
What a group of lonely people this should be, they are trying their best to relieve their unhappiness and vent their emotions.
Most of the people who go in and out of the bar are unhappy. Xiao Nian is, and so is Xia Qiu sitting in the box.
Xia Qiu sat in the box, hugging a night girl on the left and right, and next to two boys in their early twenties with weird hair and weird tattoos.
"Yo, this is Sister-in-law Xiaoqiu! The two ruffians stood up and looked respectful to Xiao Nian.
Xia Qiu let go of the two women beside her and said loudly: "You two don't call your sister-in-law nonsense, she is a little sister in a nightclub." ”
Xiao Nian's heart was pricked by a needle, and he suddenly felt that he had come here, didn't he bring shame on himself. She didn't say anything, and sat down on the couch. The waitress poured her a soft drink. She took it up and drank it all, and said: "I came here today to accompany Brother Qiu to drink, Xiao Nian, I usually go to work to make money, come here today, don't charge for fucking free, Brother Qiu, as long as you are happy, you can say whatever you want, I can say that I am a bitch." ”
Xiao Nian is stubborn, and many times, she doesn't dare to show it, because she is also humble.
Xia Qiu looked at Xiao Nian, pushed away the two scantily clad women beside her, reached out and took Xiao Nian into her arms, and her voice became gentle, "What's the matter, it's like taking the wrong medicine, I just joked with you, I'm sorry." ”
Since Xia Qiu was sensible, he rarely said the words "I'm sorry" to others. It is precisely because of his arrogance that he lacks close friends. In addition, Xia Qiu is a little withdrawn, which makes him unwilling to share his heart and lungs with others. Regarding the frustration of marriage, he is the same, he is reluctant to mention it too much, and puts all his unhappiness on drinking and venting. He feels that only by truly "passing through a hundred flowers and not sticking to a leaf" can he be truly brave. When all feelings are taken lightly, it doesn't matter.
Xiao Nian poured his cup full of wine, picked up the wine and said to Xia Qiu: "Brother Qiu, don't say anything today, let's just drink, okay." ”
Xia Qiu picked up the cup, touched the cup with Xiao Nian, and drank it all.
The noisy dance floor, the crowds of people, and the lights are sometimes brilliant and sometimes gloomy, showing the loneliness of not returning at night, and also reflecting the prosperity and depression of the city.
In the staggering, Xiao Nian fell drunk in Xia Qiu's arms, and the city had nothing to do with her anymore.