13. Against the will

Fang Qi left for a long time before the child moved, stood up and looked at Fang Qi for a while, and walked slowly with his head down.

Fang Qi leaned his back against the trunk of the tree and breathed a sigh of relief, he wanted to change his strategy.

The male protagonist fights with him, and he can deal with it calmly. But the male protagonist had to retreat from this bitter plan. He came to give the male protagonist charcoal in the snow, but he didn't come to make matters worse. Fang Qi decided to do a silent effort without asking for anything in return, I waved my sleeves and did not take away a cloud of living Lei Feng.

In fact, I don't blame the male protagonist, Fang Qi thought, it was he who didn't prescribe the right medicine. People are afraid of breaking the routine and the unknown, empathy, if it is him, let alone a stranger, even if his father and mother suddenly care for him abnormally, he will wonder if the other party has ulterior motives, and it is normal to resist subconsciously.

He shouldn't be in too much of a hurry.

Thinking of this, Fang Qi was also a little drunk. For Mao, he has to always excuse the male protagonist == This kind of bear child should pounce on it and beat it! What can't you say well? What are you hiding? Who is sorry for you?!

Behind him came the sound of a congested voice, and then a small soft thing jumped into his arms, with its four paws facing the sky, which was its most comfortable position.

Fang Qi touched the big mouth of the duckling's beak.

After a while, in the middle of the moon, Fang Qi looked at the cave, couldn't sit still, put the little platypus on the ground, hunched his waist and sneaked towards the cave.

I just got angry and didn't have time to look at it.,The male protagonist wasn't injured today, right?

It's always a hot face that can't help but stick to a cold ass, and Fang Qi's sad self-contempt.

He hadn't been so careful with anyone before.

Walked to the door and listened, there was no movement, Fang Qi pushed open a crack in the door, grunted, still no movement, it seemed that he really slept before he walked in with confidence.

Fang Qi slipped in like a thief, and saw the dishes on the table move at a glance. Fang Qi touched the corner of the table, his lips raised. He walked to the side of the bed and saw the child lying upright on the bed, with a rigid posture and only half of the quilt. It just so happened that Fang Qi lowered his head and carefully examined it, Ah Yo is not bad, yesterday's burns have healed, and there is no major wound today, only a piece of skin on his elbow.

Looking at the child's immature weather-beaten face, Fang Qi quietly breathed a sigh of relief, gently covered the male protagonist with the quilt, and grabbed a handful of vegetables by the way before walking past the table.

Tiptoeing out of the cave, Fang Qi sat down against the wall outside, looking at the night sky.

But don't have ghosts...... Fang Qi's eyes rolled, and he distracted himself by eating to relieve his tension. Everyone has something to say, don't use your hands and mouth, he doesn't look good!

*****

The moment Fang Qi turned around, the person on the bed opened his eyes.

He could feel the man's warm breath and the soft warmth of his palm.

The child stretched out his index finger, which he had studied countless times today, and licked it.

No one ever cared about him, and no one looked for him, even if he didn't return home for a long time. In the past, no one was willing to look for him, who would care if he lived or died? Later, no one looked for him, after all, he was alone and had nothing.

I never thought that one day I would be so lucky and taste what it feels like someone cares.

The sour taste in my heart was strange and unfamiliar, unprecedented, and it came in waves. Make it difficult for him to deal with, and he should be overwhelmed.

But he really likes this feeling, likes it to the point of fear, and wants to run away from it, but he is uncontrollably attracted. He didn't dare to come back, and he was reluctant to come back. I want to see that person, but I'm afraid to see him. He hid behind the rock, and only felt a little reassured, that was where he had hugged him.

The man withdrew his hand from reaching out to him, and he panicked to hold him. Is he leaving?

Absolutely not!

Seeing the man stop not far away, his frantically beating heart calmed down, and his almost hideous and distorted expression returned to normal.

The man looked at him casually, got up, walked back to the cave sullenly, and secretly looked in the man's direction.

Does he hate him?

The door of the cave was not closed, and he worriedly withdrew his gaze from Fang Qi, turned his head, and saw the house.

His eyesight is much better than that of ordinary people, and he can see normally in the middle of the night, and can see many subtleties that others can't.

What appeared in front of him was obviously the place where he had lived for two years, but it was unfamiliar, as if it was the first time he had seen it.

He suddenly took a step forward, as if he were stepping on clouds, and he was neither real nor solid.

Dried bedding, changed straw mats, swept floors, wiped tables, clean tables full of washed food.

The door closed behind him.

The child stiffened to his feet.

The world only gives him ugliness and disgust, he has been like this since he was a child, how to deal with other people's disgust and scolding is what he is best at, but this person is ...... This person......

The temperature felt by the index finger is still so hot, and the mood is so happy that it is frightened like a dream. This moment was always more flattering than the last, and he resisted and wanted to get closer. Before he could get used to such strangeness, a new wave came at him and swallowed him.

He felt like he was stuck in a quagmire, and he could be wiped out at any moment.

But I don't want to escape.

He had met the light, and he was willing to die.

The mood at this moment, no matter how far away he thinks about it later, can still make him smile. Sometimes the mountains are roaring and the tsunami, sometimes the clouds are steaming, and sometimes the spring flowers are blooming, so that he must do something to vent his happiness. He looked up, the roof was singing, he was down, the ground was dancing, he was looking sideways, the table was waving at him.

As far as the eye can see, all of them are cute and friendly.

When he saw the food on the table, and thought that it was for him, he stuffed it into his mouth in a big gulp, and swallowed it without even chewing, choking him to tears, but his whole body was sweet.

The man closed the door and left, and the child jumped out of bed and lay behind the broken door. The man leaned back against the wall, not knowing what he was thinking, and ate without a bite.

He looked out the door and then at the wall inside. Taking the same food from the table as the man in his hand, holding it in the same position in his hand, he pinpointed the position of the wall the man was leaning on, and sat on the ground, back to back with him.

It took a long time for the restless mood to subside.

*****

Yesterday was unhappy, and the next day Fang Qi really thought of doing it == very consciously no longer brushing his face in front of the male protagonist, and determined to be a late and early return, selfless dedication of the air.

He got up before dawn. But the male protagonist seems to be earlier than him...... When he peeked into the house with the door frame, it was empty, and the male protagonist had already left.

Fang Qi sighed, it seems that his decision yesterday was still very wise, and the male protagonist was really avoiding him.

Let him poop! Fang Qi took a deep breath, his heart was a qualified ball of air, and he had to do the following.

Late out - he will never appear until the male protagonist leaves in the morning.

Returning early - before the male protagonist comes back, he wants to stay where he is cool, and it is definitely not an eyesore.

That's fine, Fang Qi is playing a small abacus. You can sleep lazily in the morning, get off work early in the evening, don't need to look at people's eyes, move freely, and do whatever you want. Pleasant and self-friendly, everyone is happy.

It's a pity that there is no mobile phone, mobile phone!

I have mobile phone games in hand, thinking about the games that I didn't finish, Fang Qi couldn't help but sigh.

Although Fang Qi made ample plans.

But!

Plans can't keep up with the changes......

The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, not only does it have to move in more than an inch, and the hula is blowing wildly, trying to blow him away?

Because...... Except for the first day, the male protagonist didn't see anyone.,The next day is very late and comes back early!

Fang Qi washed his face, took the little platypus to the cave to clean up leisurely, and halfway through the walk, the little platypus squatted on the ground, wagging his tail and not moving. Fang Qi was not reluctant, after two days of testing, he found that the little platypus was not afraid of the cave, and the real object was mostly the male protagonist.

The reason why he refuses to approach the cave is because the male protagonist has lived there for a long time, and it is full of his breath. As for seeing the male protagonist - no, it hasn't seen it at all, every time the male protagonist's footsteps haven't sounded yet, it will be sensitive to find it, and turn around and disappear.

I don't know if it's scared of a ball, but there's a good thing about it. As long as the little platypus straightens its neck and chirps, it is the male protagonist back!

Fang Qi kicked the little platypus in the ass, "I'll be back in a while." ”

Walking to the cave, Fang Qi looked at the broken door of the cave first, I don't know where the male protagonist moved such a broken thing, the wind and rain are blowing, and the decay is not what it looks like. I have time to make up for it.

Pushing the door open, I was about to enter, and then through the holes, I saw a pair of dark eyes.

Fang Qi was completely unprepared, he jumped back in fright, he patted his heart, what was it just now?

Male lead?

Fang Qi wiped his sweat, leaned over to look again, and sure enough, the black briquettes sitting with his head down on the edge of the bed were not the male protagonists?

Come early, come early, Fang Qi made a mistake in the dark and left quickly.

Soon, Fang Qi found out that the fault was not him, every day the little radar-little platypus squeaked and he knew that the male protagonist was back, no matter what he did, he hurried to withdraw, and tried not to take a picture. But it's the little ancestor who doesn't cooperate!

Since the last time he bumped into a child in the cave, Fang Qi learned a lesson and had a good heart, and he would not go to the cave until noon every day, so that he would not bump into it. As a result, the child didn't know what nerves to have, so he didn't go early, so he came early.

There is a big meaning that if the mountain does not come, I will come to the mountain.

In addition to this, the child is especially keen to stare at him, of course, only in the morning and evening. I don't look at it openly, I look sneaky, holding a big leaf to block my face.

As soon as I woke up in the morning, I met a pair of focused and deep eyes, and watched him sit up, rub his eyes, stretch his waist, dress and put on shoes, wash his hands and face...... Anyone who is stared at will not be comfortable, Fang Qi was looked at by his direct and undisguised gaze, it was simply creepy. What does the male protagonist think of him?

At first, I thought that his current location was too close to the cave, which made the male protagonist feel unsafe, so Fang Qi was very considerate and moved to the side with his quilt. However, the next day, I still saw the male protagonist holding the big leaf, and his eyes were even more complaining.

Fang Qi kept talking to himself while wondering. As soon as the male protagonist comes, he will change from lazy and lazy in the sun to a hundred times more energetic, washing and scrubbing work!

After two days, Fang Qi had a flash of inspiration and was pleasantly surprised to think of a possibility. The male protagonist won't be eager to welcome or refuse, right?! Look at his face!

The more you think about it, the more likely it is, otherwise what does he think of him? He is handsome? Of course, this is also a very important reason...... Fang Qi is not a person who can calm down, thinking of this possibility, he couldn't help but immediately confirm with the male protagonist that he is such a decisive man!

scratched his heart and waited for a day, and the male protagonist lay on the tree to watch him that evening. Fang Qi lifted his pants, thought of the wording, and walked over calmly, the child hugged the trunk of the tree and saw him coming, his face changed slightly, and he jumped down from the three-meter-high tree under Fang Qi's gaze, and disappeared in the grass.

Fang Qi: "......"

Fang Qi gasped, what if such a tall tree jumped when he said it, what if it was broken? How much did he hate him?

Looking at the direction in which the child left, Fang Qi shook his head with a wry smile, it seemed that he still misunderstood.

Fang Qi walked backwards step by step, no longer looking for it. The body is not afraid of the shadow, and the WHO is afraid of the WHO.

In Fang Qi's opinion, he has retreated again and again, keeping to himself, and the male protagonist is still dissatisfied.

The child's gaze at him became more bitter and hateful day by day, and more yin and yang. Fang Qi is no longer naïve with illusions, no longer twisting and pinching and pretending, and reverts to his normal style of acting. It's just that he looks calm on the surface, but his heart is turbulent.

How brain-dead he is, he thinks that the male protagonist is trying to welcome and refuse! Look at the child's expression, a more reasonable explanation is to spy on him!

What a villain's heart! Fang Qi grinds stones.

Why Grind Stones......

He wants to grind out a pot ==