Chapter 132 Heart-to-heart
"I'll go, you're not done. After Xiao Zheng saw this scene, he hurriedly dodged!
"You bastard, you actually attacked me!" Song Xiyue's eyes glared at Xiao Zheng angrily: "Say, how did you untie the rope just now!"
"I'll do magic. Xiao Zheng said lazily while standing behind the sofa.
"Can you do magic?" Song Xiyue was stunned, and then laughed, as if she had heard the most ridiculous joke in the world: "Why don't you say that you are Liu Qian?"
Xiao Zheng sighed softly and shook his head and said, "Women, superficial. In order to prove to you how great and versatile your husband is, now, you look at it. ”
When the words fell, Xiao Zheng actually had an extra rope in his hand, and it was tied to his hand!
Song Xiyue looked at Xiao Zheng with a surprised expression: "You really know magic?"
"Nonsense, otherwise how do you think I can untie the rope!" Xiao Zheng glanced at Song Xiyue.
"Then you teach me, if you teach me, I can not blame you and Ye Tianchan for the past, otherwise ......"
Before Song Xiyue could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Xiao Zheng and said, "Yueyue, it's not that I don't teach you, but we have a rule in this industry." ”
"What rules?" Song Xiyue said as she looked at him in a daze.
"Passing on men but not women, and not accepting apprentices!" Xiao Zheng smiled: "If you want to learn, you can do it, now let's go and create a villain, and when my son grows up, I will teach him, and then let him teach you again." ”
"Die, you big bastard!" Song Xiyue snorted coldly, grabbed the apple on the coffee table and threw it towards Xiao Zheng.
"Whoosh!"
Xiao Zheng smiled, stretched out his right hand with lightning speed, and grabbed the flying apple.
After grabbing the apple, Xiao Zheng took a bite and said, "Wife, you are still good to me, knowing that I drank wine, and prepared fruit and good horn wine for me." ”
"You ......" Song Xiyue felt that her lungs were about to be blown up at the moment, she had never seen such a shameless person!
"Yueyue, in fact, nothing happened to me and Ye Tianchan, we just had a meal, and then chatted a little casually!" Xiao Zheng suddenly said: "By the way, we also met Du Yan, if you don't believe it, you can ask Du Yan." ”
"Really?" After hearing Du Yan, Song Xiyue believed Xiao Zheng's words a little, after all, Du Yan was sent by her, since Du Yan was present, it was estimated that nothing could happen to Xiao Zheng and Ye Tianchan.
"It's more real than real gold, if you don't believe it, you can call and ask Du Yan. Xiao Zheng said as he ate an apple.
"Did Ye Tianchan agree?" Song Xiyue immediately asked,
After all, Guoguo's life is more important.
She said yes, and she said she would go to the hospital in the next two days. Xiao Zheng said softly: "But you have to go over when the time comes!"
"What did I do in the past?" said Song Xiyue as she walked over to the sofa and sat down.
Xiao Zheng said with a straight face: "If you don't go, Su Che will be suspicious, so many patients don't look for it, why did you find Su Che!"
Song Xiyue immediately reacted: "You mean to let me say to Su Che that Ye Tianchan is the great benevolent person I contacted?"
"That's right, my wife has a pretty good IQ. Xiao Zheng snapped his fingers and looked at Song Xiyue with appreciation.
"Can you tell me the story of you and Su Che?" Song Xiyue suddenly looked at Xiao Zheng curiously and asked.
Looking at Song Xiyue's expectant eyes, Xiao Zheng thought for a while and said, "You really want to know?"
"Hmm. Song Xiyue nodded heavily.
She could see that Xiao Zheng still had Su Che in his heart, and every time he saw Su Che, Xiao Zheng's eyes were full of guilt.
For a long time, Song Xiyuedou wanted to ask him and Su Che's story, but she never found a chance, and now that she has found an opportunity, how can she let it go!
The corners of Xiao Zheng's mouth showed a trace of bitterness: "We met in junior high school, at that time I was a little kid, I didn't understand anything, I just felt that Su Che was good-looking, and I wanted to protect her, as time went by, we went to high school together, and then I found out that I liked Su Che!"
Song Xiyue sat on the sofa like this, quietly listening to Xiao Zheng tell the story of him and Su Che.
"Su Che has always given people the feeling of weakness, she belongs to the kind of woman who wants to protect her as long as a man looks at her, and Su Che is also beautiful, has a good temper, is very gentle to anyone, and her popularity is also very good, and her grades are also very good, in the eyes of the teacher, she is the kind of proud woman in the sky, she is the first in the school in every exam, and I am also the number one person in school!"
Song Xiyue didn't interrupt Xiao Zheng, she still listened carefully, but when she heard Xiao Zheng praise Su Che, her heart unconsciously ached.
Xiao Zheng's thoughts seemed to be pulled back to that distant era, with a contemplative face!
"At that time, I was on the school football team, and I was the main force, and although my academic performance was not as good as Su Che, it was not much worse!"
When Xiao Zheng said this, it can be said that he was already extremely modest, and he was in the limelight at school at that time, and he was able to overshadow everyone, including Su Che!
At that time, Xiao Zheng played football well, played blue ball well, and had good academic performance, such a person was chased by girls no matter what era he was placed in.
But Xiao Zheng only likes Su Che!
"Although love at that time is not as young as before, it is not so difficult to speak, but Su Che is a shy girl, and her thinking is extremely conservative, and falling in love in high school will affect her studies, so I buried the love in my heart in the bottom of my heart, and silently paid attention to Su Che's every move every day!"
"Whenever she is in trouble, I always stand up, and fighting with gangsters can be said to be commonplace!" said this, the corners of Xiao Zheng's mouth showed a trace of bitterness.
He didn't know how many fights he had fought for Su Che, and he didn't know how many times he had been scolded by his parents. But Xiao Zheng didn't care at all.
"Although I didn't tell Su Che that I liked her, she could feel it, I wanted to be with her! I remember when I wanted to tell Su Che to let her be my girlfriend, but I couldn't open my mouth, so I grabbed her hand that day. Saying this, a sweet smile appeared on the corner of Xiao Zheng's mouth.
Looking at the smile on Xiao Zheng's face, Song Xiyue's face also became a little pale, she only felt as if her heart had been poked hard by a sharp dagger!
Xiao Zheng seemed to be completely immersed in the memories, and he didn't notice that Song Xiyue's face had become a little unnatural.
"I clearly remember that Su Che's hand trembled slightly at that time, but he didn't refuse, that is, from that time on, we became lovers!"
Xiao Zheng continued: "Although neither of us said that I like you and I love you, love is enough in my heart. ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Zheng lit another one, took a few puffs hard, and the expression on his face became a little unnatural!
"A lot of things happened later, there were joys and sadness, in the third year of high school, I chose to drop out of school to become a soldier, in my heart Brother Bing is the most handsome, the most charming, and being a soldier is also my childhood dream. It was this dream that made me and Su Che completely separate!"
"I remember telling you that I was in the cooking class just now, specializing in raising pigs, in fact, I didn't lie to you, I did raise pigs, but I raised wild boars!" At this time, Xiao Zheng's eyes suddenly became sharp.
Speaking of this, Xiao Zheng didn't seem to be willing to mention that paragraph, and then changed his words and said: "I have been in the army for the past few years, and I have never been able to come back. When I came back, Su Che was already in college, and I clearly remember that when Su Che saw me come back, she was very happy and danced, knowing that she was usually very quiet. Xiao Zheng's face showed a gentle smile that he had never seen before.
"But I didn't stay for a few days, and then I returned to the army......" Xiao Zheng didn't seem to want to talk about the army, every time he talked about the army, Xiao Zheng would avoid it.
"And then when I came back, it was when my father died......" At this moment, a trace of remorse appeared on Xiao Zheng's face: "It can be said that I am not a competent son, nor a competent boyfriend!"
"I didn't see my father for the last time before he died, and I didn't give Su Che the warmth that a boyfriend should give his girlfriend, all I brought to her was separation!"
"After my father's death, I stayed at home with my mom for a few days before I was called back to the army again. Saying this, Xiao Zheng's eyes became a little red, and sadness began to spread.
"When I came back, it was my mother's death. After a while, Xiao Zheng's fists didn't know when they had clenched together, and even his nails had pierced deep into the flesh, and a trace of blood overflowed from his hands.
Song Xiyue wanted to step forward, but after seeing Xiao Zheng's face, Song Xiyue hesitated and still didn't move.
"I didn't even see my mother's last face, and even Su Che did it for me to guard the mausoleum!"
A picture flashed in Song Xiyue's mind instantly, because she had seen Xiao Zheng's mother and had taken care of her for a few days, she clearly remembered that there was a girl there at that time who took care of Xiao Zheng's mother!
At that time, Song Xiyue was also puzzled, who was that girl, but now that she heard Xiao Zheng say this, the figure in Song Xiyue's mind slowly reunited with the current Su Che!
That girl is Su Che?
Song Xiyue was also stunned, that was four years ago, she had almost forgotten it, and now when she heard Xiao Zheng say this, Song Xiyue immediately determined in her heart that the girl who took care of Xiao's mother was Su Che!
No wonder Xiao's mother was full of guilt when she looked at Su Che!
It turned out that everything was because of Xiao Zheng.
didn't have any reputation, and even Xiao Zheng didn't give her anything, but Su Che took care of Xiao's mother before and after the saddle.
In this era of money supremacy, how many people can do this? Is there a girl who can take care of her ex-boyfriend almost as much as her ex-boyfriend's mother when she has no name and no job?!
Moreover, the Xiao family is not a rich family, and it is simply unprofitable for Su Che to do it.
If it were me, would I be able to do this?
Song Xiyue asked herself, I guess she can't do it.
In the past, Song Xiyue still felt that she was very right about Xiao Zheng, because when he was away, she also helped him take care of his mother for a few days.
Now Song Xiyue has to be glad that she never said it.
Because compared with Su Che, Song Xiyue felt that what she did was not worth mentioning at all!
At the same time, Song Xiyue also understood why Xiao Zheng loved Su Che so much.
Such a woman deserves any man's life to protect her.
Song Xiyue also understood why Xiao Zheng was so guilty of Su Che.
But who is to blame?
It can only be said that it is a creation that makes people.
And until now, Song Xiyue didn't know why Song Daolin let him take care of Xiao's mother, and he spent so much money for Xiao's mother, until now, this is a mystery.
Song Xiyue had asked Song Daolin many times, but Song Daolin didn't say anything.
At this time, two lines of tears slowly flowed out of Xiao Zheng's face, one was his biological mother, and the other was his first love!
Xiao Zheng took a deep breath, gently wiped away the tears on his face, and continued: "The death of my mother and father has made me disheartened, it can be said that I have lost hope in this world, but Su Che has given me enough hope to face this world again!"
Xiao Zheng wiped his eyes and continued: "I remember she told me at the time that there is no obstacle in this world that I can't get over, and my parents don't want to see me decadent! It can be said that Su Che gave me a second light and let me know that even if my parents leave, I still have a woman who is willing to follow me, and I still have a group of brothers waiting for me to go back and lead them to create a miracle!"
At this time, two lines of tears also hung on Song Xiyue's cheeks, spreading on her beautiful cheeks and sliding down silently.
At this moment, she didn't know whether she should be jealous of Su Che or sympathize with her!
paid so much for Xiao Zheng, but in the end they couldn't come together.
"When I was leaving, I said to Su Che, let her wait for me for a year, and I will come back to marry her in a year, give her the most luxurious wedding in the world, and let her be the happiest bride in the world!" Xiao Zheng's face showed a trace of hideousness: "But I didn't expect that this promise was so powerless......"
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Zheng said: "After I returned to the army, I received an order to take my brother to carry out a mission, but it was this mission that caused three of my brothers to die and I myself was seriously injured......
Xiao Zheng's voice slowly became hoarse: "My best brother died in front of me in order to block the bullet for me, my heart was completely messed up at that time, and my heart only had to kill and take revenge!"
Song Xiyue's whole body trembled, she could hear from Xiao Zheng's heart, Xiao Zheng's angry heart, the flame of revenge that had already burned!
"At that time, in order to take revenge, I forgot everything, forgot my promise to Su Che, and made me myself die!" Xiao Zheng's fists clenched even tighter, and the pain on his face became more intense, with guilt and remorse......
"You also saw that the wound on my snow wolf tattoo was left by my revenge, and it was this wound that made me lie on the bed for half a year!" Xiao Zheng smiled bitterly and continued: "I thought I was going to die, but my life is hard, God won't accept it!"
"Because I missed my appointment with Su Che, I didn't dare to go to her, I was afraid to see her resentful eyes, I was afraid that she was married, I was afraid of ......" Xiao Zheng's voice slowly trembled!
After a long time, Xiao Zheng spoke again: "I want to forget Su Che, so I led a group of brothers to start their own business abroad, and the career was successful, but my heart was empty, I seemed to have lost my goal, I didn't know what I was going to do in the future, and what else could I do!
Song Xiyue's cheeks were already full of tears.
Although Xiao Zheng didn't say what he had experienced or done abroad, Song Xiyue could feel that it was those things that made Xiao Zheng's heart a little old.
Song Xiyue, who has been living in a greenhouse, really can't imagine what Xiao Zheng will become after going through so much.
He is really as Jiang Wanying said, behind his smile is an unknown bitterness!
"Later, I went back to China to find Uncle Song, that is, your father, and you basically know what happened later. After finishing speaking, Xiao Zheng breathed a long sigh of relief.
Xiao Zheng didn't hide any of these things, if you want to say that the only thing he hid was Song Meng's death, he did it, and he basically said everything else.
Of course, Xiao Zheng would not say anything about the underground world, and he would never allow anyone to tell Song Xiyue.
"Xiao Zheng, were you particularly painful at that time?" Song Xiyue let tears slide down her cheeks, and her voice trembled slightly!
Looking at Song Xiyue's pretty face, which had already been wet with tears, Xiao Zheng nodded gently.
He didn't want to deceive Song Xiyue, because Song Xiyue was his wife and had the right to know about his past with Su Che.
First love is always unforgettable, although many years have passed, but when Xiao is talking about it, he still feels a dull pain in his chest!
After a long time, Xiao Zheng opened his eyes and lit a cigarette for himself again. In a short period of time, Xiao Zheng had already smoked four or five cigarettes, and he wanted to numb himself with nicotine, even though he knew that it would not help at all.
Song Xiyue could clearly feel the pain in Xiao Zheng's eyes, and her heart trembled fiercely!
From hating Xiao Zheng at the beginning, slowly turning into curiosity, and then slowly sinking, Song Xiyue didn't want to see Xiao Zheng's appearance at the moment.
At this moment, she felt that her heart was very painful, and at the same time, she regretted asking Xiao Zheng and Su Che about the past.
Because if I didn't know this, I wouldn't be so heartbroken.
But she also knew that it was impossible for Xiao Zheng to forget Su Che, Su Che had slowly taken root in his heart, and he couldn't pull it out at all!
Taking a deep breath, Song Xiyue looked at Xiao Zheng and said, "Xiao Zheng, I don't expect you to forget the past, but people can't always live in the past, and the future life is beautiful......"
Song Xiyue's voice carried infinite tenderness, at this moment she no longer had the courage to be jealous of Su Che, she was so pitiful, she had paid so much, but in the end she got separation!
Xiao Zheng smiled bitterly and said: "I used to allow Su Che to be picturesque and accompany her to ride the world, but when I came back, it was already a change of hands, and then I looked back on the vicissitudes of life!"
Listening to Xiao Zheng's hoarse voice and the already pale and powerless promise, Song Xiyue's heart suddenly trembled again, her face was as pale as paper, without the slightest blood!
Why is he not Su Che, why didn't he meet Xiao Zheng earlier?
Song Xiyue smiled bitterly, who could she blame, herself, Xiao Zheng or Su Che?
I'm afraid no one can blame it, if you want to blame it, fate makes people, Su Che and Xiao Zheng separated, Song Xiyue and Xiao Zheng got married, all of this seems to have a fixed number in the dark.
Song Xiyue's pink fists had been clenched together unconsciously, but a smile was forced out of her face, a smile that was more ugly than crying.
"So do you want to do your best to make up for what you owe her?" Song Xiyue asked.
Xiao Zheng took a hard puff of his cigarette before he spoke: "Not only do I owe Su Che, but the entire Xiao family owes her!"
After a pause, Xiao Zheng exhaled a deep breath and said again: "The things owed will have to be repaid sooner or later, since it can't be compensated on Su Che's body, then it will be compensated on Guoguo's body!"
When he said this, Xiao Zheng's face showed a deep sense of powerlessness.
"Yueyue, I'm telling you this, just because you are my wife, you have the right to know these things, maybe these words will make you very sad, but I can't lie to you. Xiao Zheng walked to Song Xiyue's side, stretched out his right hand and gently wiped away the tears on Song Xiyue's cheeks: "Even if I don't say it now, you will know it in the future, and I don't want you to know this from other people's mouths, so I always feel that I deliberately concealed you, and I am a little sorry for you!"
Taking a deep breath, Xiao Zheng stared into Song Xiyue's eyes and said again: "When I tell you this, I have come to an end to Su Che......"
After Song Xiyue heard this, the corners of her mouth suddenly showed a trace of bitterness, can she really draw an end?
I'm afraid it's difficult, if I could draw a sentence, it would have been marked a long time ago, so why wait until now.
"Xiao Zheng, I don't mean anything else, I'm just sad for Su Che!" At this moment, Song Xiyue's heart was full of flavors, was she really sad for Su Che?
If it really is, why is it so painful to hear Xiao Zheng's already pale and powerless promise to Su Che.
"To be honest, I am indeed jealous of Su Che. Song Xiyue looked at Xiao Zheng and said, "Because you and I are husband and wife, although we are only husband and wife in name, I am afraid it will also make me jealous, and I am afraid that it will be the same if you change other women to be your wives, right?"
Xiao Zheng nodded heavily, he could understand Song Xiyue, no matter whether it was a man or a woman, no one wanted their partner to always think of another person. Even if you know that person is a good person.