"I can't get her, I just want her to be well. But she didn't have a good time, and the man she loved didn't take her to heart at all. ”

"As much as she suffers, I suffer as much. She yes the day my world collapsed, and I felt that there was no point in living. ”

"So, we can't leave her alone over there, I'm going to accompany her, and you can't run away. ”

Chi Wan raised his hand and pressed his eyebrows, and smiled faintly, "Miss Wang still has this kind of habit." ”

Wang Ruyu hehe, "Even if you laugh, I don't care." ”

Chi Wan sighed, "Where am I laughing, I just think that no matter if she is stupid, there is another person who is more stupid than her." ”

"Chi Wan, I brought you here today, but I didn't think about letting you go. ”

"I know. ”

The strength of the black plum wine came up, and although Chi Wan didn't drink much, he was also a little dizzy.

She leaned there with her eyes closed in a daze, and she had no strength, "Miss Wang, before I die, I ask you for one thing." ”

Wang Ruyu's eyes were cold, "You say." ”

……

The evening news at nine o'clock is interspersed with a current affairs message.

An old-fashioned western-style building in the center of City A is on fire, and the fire has been going on for a long time, and the city firefighters are on their way to rush over.

At this time, Gu Linan and his subordinates were about to go back to the company for dinner to continue the next meeting, standing on the side of the road opposite the Jingshi Building waiting for the traffic light, and when they looked up, they saw the news broadcast on the giant screen of the building.

The place where the fire caught fire was Wang Ruyu's house, Gu Linan's heart was stagnant at that time, and he subconsciously took out his mobile phone to see Chi Wan's location - she was still there.

Almost without thinking, he couldn't wait for the red light to turn green, and ran across the road to the underground garage of Jingshi Group, the passing vehicles almost hit him, and he didn't care about his own safety at all.

The subordinates who were still waiting for the red light stood outside the zebra crossing and were dumbfounded, you look at me, I look at you, I don't know what happened to the mature and stable boss they want to come to.

Gu Linan took the car and went directly to Wang Ruyu's house, and made countless calls to Chi Wan along the way, but the other party didn't answer.

Radio news coverage of the fire.

The whole house was locked tightly, and the firefighters were still trying to get in, for fear that someone inside would not come out.

Gu Linan's heart was about to jump out, and when he saw the stitches and needles, he ran the red light all the way, and the traffic police followed him.

By the time he finally reached his destination, the house had burned to the ground.

The 120 car was parked outside, and soon a doctor came out from inside carrying a stretcher.

There was a person lying on the stretcher, a woman, Gu Linan recognized it at a glance, the woman with a dirty face was his wife.

At this time she was unconscious, the white sheet was on her body, she was so quiet, so quiet that it was frightening.

Gu Linan stepped over in a few steps, holding the stretcher in both hands, and almost couldn't speak normally because of his emotion, "Doctor, this is my wife, she is my wife, my wife's ......"

He got into an ambulance with paramedics and went to the hospital.

The doctor was busy saving people, and while pressing the oxygen mask on Chi Guan's face, he glanced at the handsome man, "Why did you come, people are going to die!"

"It's my fault, it's my fault......"

Holding the woman's cold hand, the man's voice trembled, however, what really suffocated him was what the doctor said later, "You have to be mentally prepared, the child may not be saved." ”

Gu Linan's whole body froze there, and it took a long time to raise his head, "Child?"

The doctor, who was paying attention to Chi Guan's vital signs, looked at him in surprise, "Don't you tell me that your wife is pregnant, you don't know?"

She frowned and lifted the white sheet on Chi Wan's body, "It's bleeding, I don't know if it's stable or not, you have to be mentally prepared." ”

At that moment, Gu Linan's eyes were scarlet, and he could almost drip blood.

I thought she was pregnant a little more than a month ago, but a few days later she had her period, and after that, she didn't pay attention to this aspect again.

The two of them have not taken measures, but she has never been pregnant, at first Gu Linan felt that Chi Wan's body was weak and it was not easy to have children, and he thought that if he didn't, he would not have it, he could see this, and it didn't matter if he had children or not.

But if he has a child with the woman he likes, he knows that he must be very happy.

Now, he and Chi Wan finally have a child, but they learned in this way. He had mixed feelings, and for the first time he had the fear of gaining and losing.

When he arrived at the hospital, Chi Wan was quickly sent to the emergency room.

That night, Gu Linan sat quietly in the hospital corridor for more than an hour, he had only one thought, the child was gone, as long as she was well, he would be content.

At nine o'clock in the night, Chi Wan was pushed out of the operating room on a drip.

When Gu Linan listened to what the doctor explained to him, he was calm and rational, and his eyes were red. He accepted the good news as well as the bad news.

He and Chi Wan's child, when he just learned that such a child existed, he was already gone.

……

Chi Wan had a long dream.

In the dream, she was picking grapes with Gu Linan and their children on a farm in Louisiana. She stood on the ladder, cut the bunches of grapes one by one and handed them to the little boy under the vine, who smiled and caught them, put them in the basket, and then shouted to the man opposite, "Daddy, it's full again." ”

So the man with his sleeves on the other side ran over and carried a whole basket of grapes to the basement.

Chi Wan stayed in that dream for a long time, the dream was very real, and their family of three lived happily on the farm. The little boy looks very much like Gu Linan, and his every move is his shadow. That's their child.

When the firefighters broke through the obstacle and entered, Chi Wan almost lost her sense of survival in the thick smoke, but she reached out and touched a wet piece under her, and when she raised her hand, she saw that it was blood.

She hadn't had a period for a long time, she was depressed and didn't care, and when she saw the blood under her, her first reaction was that she might have miscarried.

The shouts of the firefighters outside for search and rescue became clearer and clearer, and she knocked on the door weakly, again and again, and a faint voice came from her mouth, "Help me, please, save me......"

She didn't want to die.

At least, if she was really pregnant with Gu Linan's child, she couldn't die.

When she woke up, she opened her eyes to the intensive care unit of the hospital lying there.

The strong smell of Laisu water filled her nostrils, making her resist it.

Turning his head, he saw the back of the man on the other side of the window, Xiao Suo, standing there, looking into the distance with his hands in his pockets, not knowing what he was thinking.

wanted to open his mouth to shout Gu Linan, but he found that he couldn't make a sound.

Choked on the smoke, her throat was damaged, and she couldn't speak for the time being.

So she just lay there, quietly, looking at the man's silent back.

I don't know how long it took for the man to finally turn around.

When he saw her open eyes, a face that had been expressionless for more than ten hours finally had a trace of warmth.

He took a few long steps over and sat on the edge of her bed, holding her hand with one hand and pressing the button on the wall with the other.

"You can't speak now, you have to be treated well before you can speak, bear with me, I will be with you all the time. Gu Linan lowered his head and kissed Chi Wan's forehead.

Chi Wan didn't show the slightest anxiety, if he couldn't speak, he wouldn't say it, as long as he was alive and could still see him, it would be a good thing.

She took Gu Linan's hand and pulled it to her abdomen, looking at him with a pair of clear and transparent eyes, what she wanted to say, Gu Linan understood it at a glance.

The two looked at each other like this, she couldn't speak, and he didn't say anything.

Then, there was a knock on the door, and it was the doctor.

The doctor examined Chi Guan's eyes, then his mouth, and then said to Gu Linan, "The patient is in stable condition now, and he can be discharged from the hospital if he is observed for a period of time without any major problems." But his throat was choked by the smoke and had to be slowly recovered at home. ”

After a few more words of explanation to Gu Linan, the doctor went out, Gu Linan went over and closed the door and walked back, Chi Wan still looked at him with the same action as before, and even his expression did not change.

He took a deep breath and held her hand again, "Aguan, nothing can't get by, you see, you're fine now, we're ......"

Chi Wan shook off his hand suddenly, there was annoyance in her eyes, what she wanted to hear now was not this nonsense!

What about her children!

Is she pregnant!

If you are pregnant, is the baby still there?

If you weren't pregnant, how could you bleed so much?

She glared at Gu Linan angrily, the man kept frowning, and finally, he couldn't hold his breath anymore and nodded in response to her, "Yes, the child is gone." ”

But in a second, hot tears came down the corners of Chi Wan's eyes, she didn't cry, but she didn't know why she shed tears.

Please close her eyes, tears continue to flow out like a.

She can't make a sound now, she doesn't even have the right to cry, but her child is gone, shouldn't she cry?

Chi Wan clenched the sheets tightly with both hands, and there was a hoarse cracking sound in his throat, where could she see her like this, Gu Linan pressed her head to her chest, "It's okay, it's okay, we will have another child, there will be, Ah Wan is fine, really, I just have you." ”

Chi Wan used all his strength to push him away, he wanted to hold her regardless of it, Chi Wan kept shaking his head with tears, pointing outside, you go, please go immediately!

"Awan ......"

Gu Linan was about to go crazy, looking at Chi Wan, who was sitting on the hospital bed with a pale face and crying into tears, he hated his dereliction of duty, if he had been by her side at that time, everything would not have turned out like this now!

Chi Wan kept pointing to the door, not letting him approach, and asking him to go.

She didn't want to see anyone now, she just wanted to be alone.

She hates Gu Linan very much now, if it weren't for his entangled relationship between men and women, how could anyone take revenge on her! If no one retaliated, her child would not have died!

She hated him to death and never wanted to see him again.

"You go—"

Chi Wan's hoarse voice held back two words.

Gu Linan took one last look at her and turned to leave.

If it weren't for extreme disgust, how could she have shouted such desperate two words. Gu Linan knew that the child was gone, and all the causal cycles were caused by him alone.