At half past one in the morning, the banquet was nearing its end, and everyone was drunk and hazy. Yu Qiangzhai suggested that everyone go back to rest early and play in Shanghai for a day the next day.

Li Shaohui agreed, and everyone readily agreed, so everyone took the wine glass and drank it all, cleaned it up, and walked out of the hotel in disguise.

Li Shaohui was afraid that everyone would be negligent after drinking and leave their items, so he asked Yu Qiangzhai to leave with everyone first, check it out by himself and leave.

When Li Shaohui finished checking the room and walked to the elevator, he found a "missing soldier" --- Chen Chun, who had become a complete drunk at this time, holding the trash can next to him in a daze and vomiting.

Li Shaohui couldn't cry or laugh, hurriedly walked over, patted him on the back, and waited until he was much more comfortable before helping him out of the hotel.

It is now the early morning of late autumn, with a slight chill in the slightly cool weather, Chen Chun was blown by the damp cold wind and sobered up a lot.

He pushed Li Shaohui away, looked at the towering buildings and endless streets, and suddenly smiled bitterly: "This is really a bustling metropolis, but I don't know how many of our young people's wordless bitterness and tears of grief are hidden behind this glamorous beauty?"

"In this world, everyone's pursuit is different, and the choices made are different, some people yearn for a free, carefree pastoral life, and some people like the busy and drunk world, there is no right or wrong, some are just dependent on the origin and extinction. Li Shaohui knew Chen Chun's past, and of course he understood his mood at this time.

In the second semester of her sophomore year, Chen Chun met a girl named Wang Li from the School of Fashion of our school, Wang Li was tall and thin, quite temperamental, and part-time student of fashion design, very good at dressing up, so although she was not as good as Lu Yao and Tang Fengling at that time, she was also a hot item.

It's just that this Wang Li's conduct is not very good, she is a well-known courtesan in the school, stepping on N boats, but she can move forward safely and steadily, and Chen Chun is naturally one of the spare tires of others.

At that time, Chen Chun seemed to have fallen into evil, did not listen to the advice of everyone, and used endless tricks to pass all the way in the layers of competition, slammed forward, fought a bloody way, and won the heart of Wang Li.

However, this did not usher in the expected sweetness, but opened the road of Chen Chun's doom. In order to maintain this hard-won love, Chen Chun is even more groveling to take care of it.

In the middle of the night in the cold winter, Wang Li's brows furrowed, Chen Chun had to jump out of the bed, jump from the window on the second floor, and go non-stop to please others;

Chen Chun's college life was spent like this, he walked on thin ice, serving Wang Li like an ancestor for two years, at that time Chen Chun was still stupidly thinking that the stone would eventually be heated one day, and when that time, he would be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon, but he never thought that the stone he covered was a latrine, smelly and hard.

When they graduated from college, Chen Chun and Wang Li's so-called love couldn't escape the curse that the graduation season was the breakup season, and it came to an end.

After graduating, Chen Chun bought a car in their hometown, and with the relationship of his parents, he became a department assistant in a large company with good prospects, and the department head was old and frail, or he would retire in a few years.

When she was about to graduate, Wang Li saw a bottle of mineral water, a bottle of iced tea and a bottle of Wang Laoji in front of a BMW car at the school gate, and took someone else's Wang Laoji into the BMW car.

So when it was time to graduate, Wang Li was instigated by the old man in the BMW car, and did not consider the actual situation, thinking that Shanghai was full of gold, so she blindly followed others to the magic capital.

And Chen Chun was hit by this, and he could only reluctantly return to his hometown, and the two have since parted ways.

"Lao Li, I saw Wang Li on a business trip a few days ago, she was doing very badly, the whole person lost weight, the day I saw her, she was accompanying the old man to set up a small stall, selling some cheap clothes. ”

Li Shaohui was silent, lit a cigarette, and sneered in his heart: "It's okay, she is still selling clothes, and it's not an insult to her fashion design profession, but I don't know where that BMW car went? It can't be rented by that old man, right? Human nature is sometimes so cheap, and you don't want happiness at your fingertips, you have to follow others to experience the pain of living away from home." ”

"Sometimes I wonder, why is this the case? You said that if I had agreed to Lili and come to Shanghai with her in the year of graduation, would there not have been such an ending? Lili would not have suffered with that kind of old man who was out of tune?" Chen Chun looked at Li Shaohui with a confused and painful expression.

"Self-deception, you have to know that this is Shanghai, a place where there are more college students than migrant workers, there are more people drifting here, you say that you are a recent college graduate, no work experience, no interpersonal resources, only a flashy university diploma, why can you make a name for yourself in just one or two years?

If you can't be famous, and you can't give Wang Li the life she wants, won't people kick you?

At that time, you wasted time and energy, wasted the precious resources of your hometown, but only got an ending that was even more embarrassing than a college breakup, do you regret it later?

Besides, a person's depravity is inseparable from the corrosion of the environment, but the most important thing is to look at the person's character, what kind of person is your girlfriend, don't you count it in your heart?" Li Shaohui didn't know why he said so much, and the more he talked, the more excited he became, and the more he talked, the more irritable he became.

Although Li Shaohui was persuading Chen Chun, he also thought of himself and Tang Fengchi, what caused her to say goodbye without saying goodbye? Was she mistakenly involved in a pyramid scheme and was brainwashed by others and was unwilling to extricate herself? Or was she abducted and deceived into the deep mountains and old forests by human traffickers and couldn't get out to save herself? Or...

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui's heart was a mess, and then he shook his head and secretly blamed himself, with Tang Fengling's cleverness, it would be good if she didn't deceive people, could anyone else deceive her in this world?

So where did she go, why did she leave without saying goodbye? Did she do something wrong that made her angry and left her in a rage?

But even if she wants to break up, she should make it clear, if she is really dissatisfied with herself, if she really doesn't love herself anymore, if her existence makes her feel embarrassed, as long as she says it, she will never be reluctant, she will definitely turn around and leave, and will not become a stumbling block on her way to pursue happiness.

Speculating like this, there seems to be only one ending, that is, she also loves vanity, and follows...

Li Shaohui looked at Chen Chun, the obscene thought in his mind flashed, his heart also tightened, he couldn't breathe in pain, and muttered: "No, no, Ling'er is definitely not that kind of person?

Li Shaohui desperately tried to suppress the evil thought in his heart, but this thought was like a person who had been in the dark for a long time seeing a flash of light, although it was short-lived, it awakened the primitive infinite desire in people's hearts. This desire is like a volcano before the eruption, the more suppressed it is, the more restless it becomes, until finally the heavens and the earth fall apart, like the end of the world.

At this time, the thoughts in Li Shaohui's mind collided violently as if they were about to explode at any time, and he felt that the world was spinning, and he slowly squatted down in pain.

This kind of dirty idea, if it was shelved two years ago and put in college, Li Shaohui would never believe it, but in the past two years of being born in society, he looked at the surrounding dogs and horses, male thieves and prostitutes, and he really didn't dare to believe in that kind of pure and beautiful love anymore, even Tang Fengling, he couldn't help but doubt it.

"Are you okay?" Chen Chun looked at Li Shaohui's suddenly uncomfortable appearance and said with concern, Li Shaohui shook his hand and was silent.

Chen Chun asked again: "In the past two years, how are you doing?"

"There's nothing good or bad, no disease, no disaster, no pain or itching. Li Shaohui wanted to say a few words of the scene indifferently, but when the words came to his mouth, the taste still changed.

"It seems that you and I are both fallen people at the end of the world, and we all have the same disease!" Chen Chun sighed, a little sad.

"What do you mean by that?" Li Shaohui was shocked in his heart, and there was a faint sense of foreboding, as if there was about to be a huge secret to be revealed, this guy was just at the banquet with a spitting appearance, could it be that he really had some amazing news, or about himself.

Chen Chun looked at Li Shaohui and was silent for a long time before he said: "A few days ago, I was looking in Shenzhen --- saw Tang --- Feng --- Ling, she was --- with one by one..."

Chen Chun lowered his voice, and before he could finish speaking, Li Shaohui interrupted him eagerly and panickedly, and asked, "Who? Who are you talking about? Old Chen, you really saw her, are you sure you didn't lie to me?"

"It's her, it's Tang Fengling, it's your girlfriend from college, I'm sure of this. Chen Chun looked at Li Shaohui and said word by word.

"It's really her, where is she?How is she?Has she ever told you about me?" Li Shaohui was ecstatic in his heart, his face turned red from excitement, he grabbed Chen Chun's arm tightly, and asked a series of questions incoherently.