Chapter 64: Leave a Little Hope
When the Meng family heard this, they realized that Siqing, who had always been silent, had already thought about things so thoroughly, and in their eyes, this "heartfelt words" should be enough to make He Chushu "retreat in the face of difficulties".
However, He Chushu knew in his heart that this remark was reasonable and well-founded, and there was no emotion.
But anything that can be explained clearly with reason is not a troublesome matter, but the most complicated and difficult thing for people to do is that there is emotional doping in the truth.
Siqing singled out her emotions and only reasoned, nothing more than two reasons, one is that she has no feelings for him, and avoiding it is to give him face and not make him sad, and second, take a step back and say that she has affection for him, but she is often restrained in her heart, so avoiding it is not to make herself sad.
He Chushu really wanted to put a gold paste on himself to think of the second possibility, but his reason told him that he should prefer the first option, not to mention, he would rather be sad himself than make her sad.
So he slowly walked in front of Siqing, looking at the timid woman who always lowered her head, and as soon as she frowned, he felt that he was very wrong.
He said, "Okay, I'll listen to you." ”
These words silenced the hall for a while.
Siqing guessed that he wouldn't force it, but she still didn't dare to look up, if it was a person opposite her who was messing around with her all day, she would still be at ease at the moment, thinking that she might be able to be a good friend in the future.
But in the face of him, there is an inexplicable sense of oppression.
"This is the end of today's business. He Chushu said again.
At this time, Meng Hongxian breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he should have let Siqing come by himself a long time ago, and he would have saved himself from so much trouble.
"But the porcelain art club has just started, and I still hope to do my best with my ability. He Chushu continued.
Siqing was stunned, this was unexpected, she thought that with such a temperament as He Chushu, she should leave immediately.
She didn't understand that although she said that she would let go, the person who was unwilling to leave must still have hope in her heart.
She didn't know how to face him in the future, and she felt nervous, but he paid the most for the establishment of the Porcelain Art Society, and she was not qualified to ask him to leave.
hesitated, but listened to Meng Hongxian: "Mr. is admired by his brother, and you are willing to stay, it is really an honor for the Meng family!"
A polite remark, allowing He Chushu not to leave.
Meng Hongxian obviously had the idea of asking He Chushu to leave a long time ago, but now he was moved for no reason, in his opinion, the Meng family did not give him face, and he was willing to stay and help, what a noble feeling, what a broad mind, even so, what reason to refuse?
Not only can you not refuse, but you also have to show more welcoming acceptance, so that He Chushu will not lose face.
After hearing this, He Chushu nodded to him: "It's also my honor!"
The next day, he was still in the Porcelain Society.
I did things as usual, and I also called a few people to a meeting in the middle, and I was calm and relaxed, and there was no difference in my behavior and speech.
As for this matter, several people tacitly did not mention a word, and they did not know anything.
But there are also tigers, such as Weng Rongrong.
She lay on the table and asked with a curious expression: "Mr. He, you actually agreed to join the family, do you really like Siqing, or do you just want to marry the Meng family?"
As soon as he finished saying this, he was knocked on the head by Shen Wei, Shen Wei smiled awkwardly at He Chushu, and then dragged Weng Rongrong away.
He Chushu was in the conference hall, and he could still hear Shen Wei's reprimanding voice in the back hall, and Weng Rongrong didn't seem to be convinced, and talked to her, and the two of them quarreled with each other.
He Chushu, who was sitting at the table, was in this "whispering" noise, recalling Fang Cai's question, and suddenly thought of a question.
Of course, it's not the question itself, I really like Siqing or I still fall in love with the Meng family's family background, this question doesn't need to be answered at all, but he thought about it, why should this marriage be bound to the Meng family from beginning to end?
Can they jump out of the Meng family and look at this matter with a completely free identity?
If she is free, there is no place to stay, there is no need to give up the art world, and she will not be infamy, in that case, will the problem be solved?
Still, he gave himself a hope, and sat quietly in the hall, waiting for the girl's arrival.
During the waiting period, the porcelain art society was full of people, and many people looked outside the door, but did not come in.
Shen Wei walked out of the door curiously, looking at their clothes, they were not the women and children in the neighborhood, they should be literati and bachelors in the city, but it didn't seem like they were coming to talk about business.
She wondered, "What are you doing?"
"Let's take a look at Miss Meng Si's face. The little brother standing at the front replied, "If you can make Mr. He condescend, this Miss Meng must be a national beauty!"
Shen Wei glanced at them angrily, and said coldly: "What's the matter, in your eyes, Mr. He is a superficial person who only looks good?"
"This ...... Everyone has a love for beauty. The little brother smiled, "I don't believe it, if Miss Meng is not beautiful, Mr. He will be so fascinated, let go of his body to get into the house, and be willing to stay in such a small place all the time?"
"All the books you read have been read in the dog's belly, what does it matter if you are beautiful or not, does a person's ability and charm have anything to do with her appearance, do you men only see women's appearances in their eyes, what do you think of women?" Shen Wei was angered by these words, if she had a basin of water in her hand, she was afraid that she would immediately splash it on the top of the person who spoke.
After she finished yelling, she closed the door with a "pop", and walked back angrily and shouted: "Don't do business today." ”
walked back to the hall, but seeing that He Chushu didn't say a word, she was upset and irritable, and didn't want to avoid it anymore, so she sighed and said, "Mr. He, I'll tell you the truth, you're a little impulsive." ”
He Chushu looked up: "What do you think...... It's wrong for me to do that, am I?"
"Affection is your freedom, and there's nothing wrong with anyone you like, but ...... Who knew it would have such a big impact, not only do I think you are impulsive, but several people in the society actually have this kind of thought, and ...... Si Gu Xuan has already exploded over there, they are all questioning you, I believe you have also seen it, and, if you look at it again, those who are known as cultural people outside are crowded at the door waiting to see the excitement. ”
She thought about it, and then said, "The Meng family is also against it, right?"
mentioned the Meng family, and touched on the point that He Chushu had just thought about, and he immediately became firm: "As long as there is one person to support me, I am not alone, and I don't care how outsiders oppose it." ”
"Oh well. Shen Wei sighed deeply, this matter has nothing to do with her, she got up and looked out the window, it was almost noon, Siqing hadn't come yet, and she didn't know what she was doing.
In the backyard of Meng's house, Siqing didn't do anything.
She hadn't figured out how to face He Chushu yet, so she hid first.
Huai'an came to look for her before going to the yamen, she hesitated for a while, but decided not to go out today.
Huai'an saw her embarrassment, moved a chair and sat opposite her, and said slowly: "If you have no intention of the teacher and have already refused, it stands to reason that you should be upright and upright without distraction, how to dodge and dodge as if you are a thief, and if you are intentional, then you shouldn't refuse?"
Siqing wanted to listen to some of his opinions, but knew that she would be disappointed if she listened to him.
She thought, why didn't he ask what kind of feelings she had for Mr. He, and whether she had anyone else in mind?
But he only speaks from an objective point of view.
This is where he is, and there is nothing wrong with it.
After a moment of silence, Huai An said again: "Since you refused, why didn't you dare to see him, could it be that you actually intended it for him?"
Still asked her what she wanted to hear, and she took the opportunity to half-jokingly ask back: "What do you think?"
"I ...... I don't know what kind of emotions you have, but the teacher is already the best person I have ever met, but it's a pity that ......"
Her smile faded, and she stared at him in a daze.
But I heard him continue: "It's a pity, if you really become it, do I have to call you a master, this ...... Didn't you take advantage of me, huh!"
Siqing's heart was light, and she was amused by these words.
Huai'an saw her smile, and said: "It's not a matter for you to hide like this, you have to see it sooner or later, and no matter what kind of feelings you have, since you have already refused, don't take those worries and worries to heart, just treat it as if nothing happened!"
This made Siqing suddenly realize, yes, her dare not face it, all because of the concerns caused by this matter, such as the embarrassing atmosphere when they met, such as the pointing and pointing of others at Mr. He, but as long as she completely let him go from her heart and didn't think about anything, wouldn't it be good?
I heard that Mr. He went to the porcelain art club early, presumably he has no worries, he is frank and open, why is it difficult for her to let go?
After Huai'an's words, Siqing finally mustered up the courage to come to the porcelain art club.
The crowd outside the company finally dispersed, and the remaining people talked to each other about her, probably thinking that she was a fairy, and the expectations were too high.
So they talked in a whisper, which didn't get into Siqing's ears, so as to save her from another distraction.
He was ready to greet the person sitting in the conference hall with a smile as usual, but when the person looked back, he suddenly said, "If you weren't born in the Meng family, would you accept me?"
These words made Siqing's courage dissipate in an instant.
Didn't he say that it didn't happen, why is he still mentioning it?
She was stunned, and after a while, she said, "But...... There is no such if. ”
"You are an independent person, if you don't want to have anything to do with the Meng family, you can do without. ”
Just like the fifth lady Meng Siyi, no longer restrained, the love she wants, the reputation she wants, there is no hindrance.
Ke Siqing didn't think about it, but still shook his head: "The person I care about is in the Meng family." ”
"You care about the Meng family, how can the Meng family care about you?" He Chushu didn't understand the true meaning of her words, he was angry for a while, blurted out and reprimanded back.
And after finishing speaking, she realized that she had become a sinner, and sin was forcing her to turn her back on the house.
He calmed down, took a deep breath, and finally said slowly, "I'm sorry, you just let me ...... I didn't say anything, and the previous events were all treated as if they hadn't happened. ”
He apologized, saying exactly what she had thought.
At this point, the matter is truly over.
But he still said: "I want to stay in the porcelain art society." ”
still left a hope for himself, after all, where can the feelings in his heart be crossed so easily?
Siqing said: "Okay." ”
After this "good", I really dared to face him, just like before.
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