Since yesterday, there has been a power outage in the community, and then the night came, the water heater was burned, the refrigerator was also broken, and the computer power supply was also snapped and burned when it was on, and it was just replaced.

Turn on the computer and prepare to upload tomorrow's chapters, but what makes me confused is that there are chapters that have been reminded of violations, and even some have been blocked.

I took a closer look, and found that there was nothing wrong with it, and I didn't write a color please, just write a pick-up, and now I don't even dare to type.

If the chapters can't be lifted, the following 20 chapters will have to be overturned and rewritten, and I feel very uncomfortable.

Originally, I was going to die recently, my health has been bad, and my family also told me to stop writing books, go to business with them, and run away to be healthy, but I am cheap, and I have to stay in front of the computer every day to make a fuss.

As a result, my emotions became more and more unstable, and I shouldn't even write this article, but I just couldn't help but write it.

I don't mean anything else to say this, or I mentioned it to you before, I think my book may not last long, one is to write something in violation of the law, to be blocked, and the other is that I am in a bad mood myself, so I cut it directly.

Ever since I got sick, I found a very serious problem, and I'm not afraid of your jokes, I feel more and more unprincipled, sometimes it's really painful, I don't even have the courage to find someone to talk to, and I don't dare to tell my family.

Therefore, I advise you to take care of your body, money is really not as important as your body, I don't even want a penny now, I just want the same good body as before, the same sleep that falls asleep in a few minutes.

I'm only 23 years old, and I'm older than anyone in my 40s......

I don't say this to sympathize, don't sympathize with me, I'm a person in real life, I am more tenacious, I belong to the kind of person who starves to death and doesn't find someone to borrow money, to put it bluntly, he is a person who dies to save face.

I'm just talking about my state, I'm in a bad state right now, my emotions are a little out of control, really, I don't want to write, I want to take a good rest, I don't want to use my brain, I don't even want to write a book for a year or two.

But I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, I feel that there are still hundreds of people who support me, and many people in the group always cheer me up.

Immortal Yongzun was like this before, I still had more than 500,000 words in my computer for that book, but at that time, I was angry, so I cut it, and asked the editor to delete the book, but he refused, and then I deleted it myself, and as a result, I was blocked from the operation, and I almost lost the number.

Alas, I'm struggling right now and don't know what to do.

Forget it, don't make a decision now, let me calm down for a night.

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