Chapter 26: My Struggles

I ran over in distress and helped Zhou Zhenan up. He didn't have much strength left, and leaned weakly against me with his stomach clutched. His chest rose and fell, and he was still unwilling. If there really is a so-called God who writes the script for our lives and keeps watching from the sidelines, I really want to yell at him with all my might, telling him that all this is miserable enough.

But there is no God, or God does not listen to the cries of our ants. There was a mess in front of me, and I was in the middle of it, and I had to rely on myself. I struggled to help Zhou Zhenan up and softly persuaded him to go back to bed. To be honest, I really didn't know what to do, and I didn't even dare to breathe heavily, because I didn't know what would irritate Zhou Zhenan.

Freezing three feet is not a day's cold, and if you want to cure Zhou Zhenan, you still have to go to a professional medical place. But I urgently need a way to calm him down now. Hou Yong is so slow this time, I'm in a hurry, but it's late at night now, and this is also a helpless thing. I forced my flustered brain to get back running.

In the end, I thought about it for a long time, and what popped into my mind was the old-fashioned way of reading stories. Zhou Zhenan likes to read, maybe the article can calm him down. I didn't dare to let him out of my sight, and I was even more afraid that he wouldn't see me in a hurry. He could only look in his bedroom. There were a few books on his bedside, like he had been reading them recently. Among them is a book "We", he has always liked this Mr. Yang Jiang, and the story has some educational effect on the current situation.

I sat down on the edge of his bed with the book, and he had been covered in the quilt, revealing only his two wet eyes. Seeing that I was near, he held out a hand and asked me to take it. His hands were still cold and wet. Being held by me brings some warmth, which is always a joy change for me.

He closed his eyes reassuringly as I held him, and his eyelashes fluttered as soon as I moved. Then he opened his eyes in horror.

I opened the book and softened my voice as softly as I could: "One night, I had a dream. I walked with Zhong Shu, talking and laughing, and walked to an unknown place. The sun had already set, and the dusk was thin, and in the vastness, the book suddenly disappeared. I looked around, but there was no sign of him. I called him, and no one answered ......"

After reading two pages, I looked up at him. He had fallen asleep with even breathing. I breathed a sigh of relief. But it is really not possible to go on like this, which will bring a lot of inconvenience to Zhou Zhenan's normal work and life.

This matter must be kept secret, although I think this is a normal thing, but as an artist, Zhou Zhenan must not have weaknesses. If you are not careful, you will be caught by the opponent. And I don't want Zhou Zhenan to face those possible gossip. It's not just gossip, behind the overwhelming web of the Internet, there is a beast called cyber violence, ready to go.

That's the price celebrities have to pay, they can't blame their fame and they can't change the existing system. can only be cautious, hiding the true crippled self. Everyone envies the glamorous beauty of the artist, and you can know how cruel it is to press a living person in the window to make a delicate and one-sided doll.

Zhou Zhenan, he is still so young, but he has already endured so many things.

I let go of his hand, his eyebrows immediately furrowed, and I tiptoed to collect his vomit, and sat on the edge of the bed close to exhaustion. He didn't sleep well, his eyelashes fluttering, and I almost thought he was pretending to be asleep. There was sweat on his forehead, and his expression was like a nightmare. Suddenly woke up, blindfolded and looking for someone: "Six-six, six-six." ”

I endured the sourness in my heart and gently held his scratching hand: "Hey, Anan, I'm here." The tone was light, and I deliberately imitated my old self. He took my hand and calmed down.

Anan, I looked at his face that was safe again, do you know that the innocent girl from before can't come back. In order to embrace you with confidence, I gave up myself with my own hands. But Anan, if I love you as always and never interrupt for a moment, will you also be willing to hug this not pure Jiang Ji? Can you allow me to kiss your lips again, caress your cheeks again, and hold hands with you again?

I thought so, and my heart felt a burst of sweetness and a sense of sorrow. Gently stroked his forehead. These days, I'm very sure that he still loves me, but whether it's the current me, I can't say. But he waited alone for six years in order to say goodbye to me. Isn't it worth my bravery?

I was so sleepy that I didn't dare to leave, so I lay down at the head of his bed and wanted to squint for a while. As a result, when I woke up, it was already the next day, and the sun was shining. After lying on my stomach for a night, I really had back pain and leg cramps. Zhou Zhenan was still asleep, very heavy. Calm down, he lay there like a quiet poem, waiting for his princess to kiss him awake.

It's a pity that Princess Ben can't wait for him to sleep a little longer now, so as not to get up and hurt others and herself.

After a brief wash, I was dazed in the mirror. The people in the mirror are haggard, with sadness, worry and fear written in their eyes, and they are dying of vicissitudes. Not to mention the princess, she is the type that may be recognized by the prince as a witch and beaten to death. I don't know if Zhou Zhenan will feel disillusioned when he sees the six-six cutie he dreamed of becoming what he is now. I tugged at the corners of my mouth in bitter amusement.

Suddenly remembered that Zhou Zhenan hadn't eaten since last night, and he had a stomach problem, he suddenly jumped up in a panic, and scolded himself for how he made such a low-level mistake, while giving Gu Liang a series of life-threatening calls.

"Gu Liang, Gu Liang, Gu Liang, you immediately go and buy two breakfasts and send them to Zhou Zhenan's house. Light. Today you have a bunch of legs to run. The brain clears me up a little. Move fast. "I finally have a little confidence in treating Gu Liang, and I have regained half of my usual capable appearance.

After instructing Gu Liang, I called Hou Yong, who had just arrived at the hospital: "Old Hou, what's the matter, did you ask for me?"

"I asked," he didn't bring any effective information, "It's really hard to say about this, each person has their own symptoms of psychological problems, there may be minor problems, or major problems, so you still have to come to the clinic to see." ”

"I can't spare time at this time, you tell me how to stabilize him first. I will definitely go when I have time. "It would be nice if I could really pack Zhou Zhenan and send him to the hospital immediately, but the nature of his work and special status really don't allow it. And he wasn't necessarily happy for me to take him to the doctor, we still had to talk about that.

"This, we also understand that the people around you are either celebrities or big names, and there are many taboos. I can only tell you, don't act rashly, don't stimulate him, stabilize his emotions is the first thing, try to follow him and make him happy. You ask him about the dosage of those medicines, you can't eat them indiscriminately, maybe he will have a headache recently, but you can't increase the dosage of the medicine privately. ”

"I see. "I don't want to say much about him still having a job, so I hung up the phone.