139 She was looking back at night

"But there is no instrumental accompaniment here, so I have to sing a cappella. ”

Bai Xiaosheng stood up, and her tall figure stood out from the crowd in this group of junior high school girls. She didn't want to sing because the group of little girls around her was so annoying.

But since Lin Youluo wanted to hear it, it was difficult for her to refuse anymore. After the day's events, the other party who has always regarded himself as a girlfriend will naturally have a slight estrangement.

I had been worried that Lin Youluo would ignore her for a long time, but now that she heard the other party's scream, Bai Xiaosheng was a little relieved.

After all, the Huaguo of this era is different from later generations, at least in Bai Xiaosheng's cognition of the people around him, there is no example of falling in love between the same sex.

In the year 2000, later generations would rarely imagine what era it was. This is an era of contradictions between conservative and radical, a new era in which giants are truly revived and striding into the new century, and a golden age of various cultural exchanges.

Same-sex romance is undoubtedly dead in this era, and it is even unpleasant to say that it is forcibly classified into the ranks of mental illness.

There must be such a small group in the whole of China, but there are not many, and most of them are 100% afraid to expose to others.

Not to mention China in 2000, let's just say that in the world in 2000, no country agrees with this forbidden love in the legal sense.

If Bai Xiaosheng remembers correctly, the first country in the world where homosexuality was legal was the Netherlands, and the legislation was passed in December of this year, that is, 200, and then officially implemented in April next year.

In the following years, a number of European countries passed legislation, and the United States did not pass formal legislation until 2004, when Massachusetts passed formal legislation to ensure its legitimacy in the state.

Before that, even in open Europe and the United States, although those people were able to have romances under the sun without fear of criticism from conservatives, in fact, this kind of relationship was not guaranteed by law.

As a large country in the East with suddenly different values, even after many years in later generations, people's way of thinking has changed, and they still do not agree that this orientation is above board.

Bai Xiaosheng also understands a simple truth, don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself, everyone has different values, so there is no need to force it.

But she wanted to think so, but in fact, she didn't regard her relationship with Lin Youluo as a kind of love between girls and girls.

She was originally a man in her last life, and she has been a man for thirty years.

If it weren't for the fact that after going back to the past, she somehow became a girl, and even received most of the memories of this girl's body, otherwise why would she be so embarrassed now?

Bai Xiaosheng really couldn't control the surging emotions before, so he suddenly kissed each other. But in fact, after the kiss, she didn't regret it, but she was more worried, she was worried that Lin Youluo would have other thoughts or estrangements about herself, and even the worst thing was to treat herself as a pervert and then cut off contact or something.

However, at this time, it seems that she still underestimated her status as a best friend in Lin Youluo's heart, and the other party did not become a stranger to her because of this, but now she looks a little like a little girl who is awkward with her best friend.

Are pursuits and forced kisses considered conflicts?

Bai Xiaosheng didn't know, and Lin Youluo didn't know what the current situation was.

"This is a song called "Those Flowers", first of all, I would like to thank my best friend Lin Youluo, for her companionship and never abandoning her since she was a child..."

When Bai Xiaosheng stood up and spoke, there seemed to be a special magic that made the girls in the entire box quiet, and then her charming and delicate eyes swept slightly towards Lin Youluo's position.

The surrounding girls also looked at Lin Youluo with some envy, and admired the love between these two and sisters. In the past three years, the class leader of Lin University has done her duty to the class, and her intimate attitude towards Bai Xiaosheng naturally fell in the eyes of everyone.

They used to wonder why Lin Youluo, who always looked beautiful and noble, would be friends with the little sister who skipped class everywhere with poor grades, but now it seems that some feelings cannot be measured by general logic, after all, the other party has been a good friend and sister since childhood.

When Lin Youluo heard the other party's thanks, her expression was stunned at first, and then when she saw Bai Xiaosheng's gentle gaze, she glared back at the other party with some shame.

"And thank you for your friendship in the past three years, this is a song dedicated to her, and it is also a song dedicated to everyone. ”

Bai Xiaosheng then continued.

As soon as the words fell, her red lips opened and closed, and the singing voice with a touch of sadness began to burst out from between her lips and teeth, echoing throughout the room.

"That laughter reminds me of my flowers

Quietly open for me in every corner of my life

I thought I would always be by her side

Today we are gone, in the sea of people

They're all old, aren't they? Where are they?

Luckily, I was able to accompany them to open up

Laa...... Miss her

Laa...... Is she still driving

Laa...... Go for it

They have been blown away by the wind and scattered to the ends of the earth

Some of the stories haven't been told yet, so forget it..."

This is Pu Shu's song "Those Flowers", which is a very popular song in the previous Chinese country. But in the time and space of this life, it did not appear.

At this time, this song was sung by Bai Xiaosheng, although there was no accompaniment of musical instruments, and there was no amplification of the microphone, but it was such a soft and soft voice without impurities, but it immediately made these girls present instantly fall into the whirlpool created by the music.

Music is one of the things that can stimulate human emotions the most, and it can also bring human beings all kinds of emotions like real events, experiencing joy, anger and sorrow.

This is a type of brain imaging caused by music entering the human ear.

Studies have shown that musical emotions regulate the activity of almost all limbic and paralimbic structures in the brain. In addition to the hypothalamus, the insula and anterior cingulate cortex, which are responsible for the arousal of the autonomic nervous system, the hippocampus that forms memories, and the prefrontal cortex, which is involved in complex cognitive activities, and even a variety of neurotransmitters, including dopamine, are also involved in and contribute to the birth and processing of this musical emotion.

The so-called magic of Bai Xiaosheng's songs is that they can resonate with the singing through this shocking and penetrating singing, so as to trigger their own awakening and emotional sense of music cognition.

An excellent work of art can easily arouse people's nerves, even a tragic movie can affect the perception of the brain through vision, making people cry again and again.

And Bai Xiaosheng's way of containing emotions in her singing can make people who have the same experience as her feel an immeasurable sense of resonance.

In the eyes of everyone, Bai Xiaosheng, who was singing at this time, was like a beautiful flower that opened quietly at night, gradually being blown away to the ends of the earth.

Looking back, it was so unattainable and unusually elusive. (To be continued.) )