When I got home, I lay down in bed and lit a cigarette.

I think back to what happened recently, and I don't know if it's a coincidence, fate, or a conspiracy.

Anyway, I'm in a mess right now, and I don't have a clue.

The people I've known lately have always had inexplicable relationships, and I can't guess what they really do.

What puzzles me the most now is who is Lin Zhenhai?

He Yong, He Yulu, Ning Hao, Ning Meixuan... It's all related to him, is there anything I don't know? I can't think of it.

I was lying on the bed thinking about what happened today, remembering everything that happened in the hospital, thinking of He Yulu, thinking of Ning Meixuan, and I can't figure out why Lin Zhenhai gave Ning Hao a mobile phone? Lin Zhenhai wants to use Ning Hao for sure, but I don't know what to do.

And Ning Meixuan seems to know Lin Zhenhai too, so what is their relationship?

What happened to He Yulu and Lin Zhenhai? Why did He Yulu believe in Lin Zhenhai so much?

......

I was confused, but I couldn't figure it out.

There is no clock in my room, and there is little furniture, so there is only loneliness in the house.

It's still early, and I can't sleep early. I took out my phone to check the time, only to find that my phone was out of battery.

So, I hurriedly found the charger, charged it, and turned it on.

I saw that it was Saturday on my phone, it was past seven o'clock, and it wasn't too late.

I thought that the day after tomorrow would be Monday, and on Monday, I would be able to report to my new company and start my new journey.

As it happens, tomorrow is also the deadline for me to live here, and I haven't found a place to live yet, do I really want to live on the streets?

Even so, I'm going to have to find a way to scrape together some money.

A wave of excitement and tangled emotions filled my heart.

At this moment, the phone reacted after turning it on. Seven missed calls, two text messages are displayed on the phone.

I looked at the text messages, and one of them was from Hu Jing, saying, "Are you free? Let's have a meal." ”

The other one was sent by my friend Zhang Zhi: "Boy, why don't you answer the phone, and call back immediately when you see it!"

I called Hu Jing first, and the phone was connected, but the person who answered the phone was a man, and I only heard the man say: "I'm Hao Zhou, Hu Jing is drunk at my place, and I've been shouting Yun Zhe, so I'll call you, you hurry up and pick her up." ”

I was relieved to know that it was Hao Zhou, but I was very puzzled that Hu Jing was drunk so early, something must be wrong!

Listening to Hao Zhou, Hu Jing kept calling my name, and I didn't know what it meant.

But I didn't think much of it, I quickly hung up the phone and rushed downstairs.

I only remembered when I went downstairs, I didn't call Zhang Zhi back, and I thought about it again, forget it, this kid must be nothing good, let's go to Hu Jing's place first, and then say, it's easy to meet gangsters when a girl's house is drunk.

I hurriedly took a taxi and came to the Xinyue restaurant after a while.

When I entered the Xin Yue Restaurant, there were still a few customers eating in the restaurant.

And Hu Jing was already drunk and lying on the bar.

Hao Zhou was busy on the side, saw me coming over, and said, "If I don't have someone here, I can't go away, I'll send her back." I'm sorry to bother you. ”

"It's okay, we're all friends, what's the trouble to talk about! I looked at Hu Jing and said, "Why is Hu Jing drunk again?"

"Hey... In fact, Hu Jing is a very fragile person, but she has to pretend to be strong, since Hu Jing broke up with her boyfriend, she has been like this, and she doesn't listen to anyone's advice. Drinking all day is really distressing. ”

"I can understand that. "I remembered my time with Chen Ya again, just imagine that I thought I was very infatuated, but compared to Hu Jing's infatuation, I am really a big radish.

Hao Zhou handed me a bottle of wine and touched it with me, but I couldn't refuse, so we started drinking.

Looking at Hu Jing's sweet face, after meeting Hu Jing again, facing Hu Jing, I have not only sympathy, but also an inexplicable sense of wanting to care, and a feeling of wanting to protect Hu Jing involuntarily.

Hao Zhou kept staring at Hu Jing after drinking, and I asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Suddenly, Hao Zhou covered his head and cried bitterly: "I saw Hu Jing so sad, my heart was like a knife, every time I wanted to persuade her, but she didn't listen to me... I feel like I'm really useless..."

I drank a few glasses, the alcohol was a little high, and I spoke boldly, but my ability to think was not affected at all, and I smiled bitterly: "You like her... I can see that..."

"I like her, and she doesn't like me..."Hao Zhou drank a glass of wine and covered his face.

"You confessed that she refused to take you?..." I asked, sipping my wine.

Hao Zhou shook his head: "I didn't confess..."

I laughed: "How do you know she doesn't like you if you haven't confessed!"

"I can see that if she likes me, she will always feel it after five years together. But she chose someone else. Hao Zhou looked at the drunk Hu Jing.

"Five years, you don't say you like her, of course she has the right to choose! Do you hate her?" I asked Hao Zhou.

"To love someone is to want her to be happy, and since she has chosen to be happy, I should bless her! But I see that she is not happy, so I hate myself. Hao Zhou picked up another glass of wine and drank it all.

"Yes, to love someone is to see her happy... Is she happy?" I thought of Chen Ya again, the one who abandoned me.

If I am not happy with me, and abandon the life I have chosen, if I am happy, shouldn't I bless her?

I'm struggling and conflicted.

"Do you know...," Hao Zhou said with a flushed face.

"Huh?" I was also a little dizzy, looking at Hao Zhou.

"When Hu Jing chose him, I once thought about dying, but I held back, and then I also wanted to open it. Because I thought that as long as Hu Jing was happy, I could often see her, and I was very satisfied. Hao Zhou said: "When I heard that Hu Jing broke up with that brute later, I felt both happy and sad. I'm happy that I have the opportunity to pursue Hu Jing again, but it's sad that Hu Jing is very sad. ”

"Drink," I said, holding my glass.

"After a long time, I think when Hu Jing has slowly forgotten about him, I thought I would have a chance. However, I found out that Hu Jing will never fall in love with me..."Hao Zhou's eyes were blurred.

"How come? She's still single now, you just keep chasing, and you'll definitely be able to catch up. I patted Hao Zhou on the shoulder and said.

"No, it won't... I knew I didn't have a chance. Hao Zhou shook his head and asked me, "Do you know why?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, why?"