Lin Wan said, if I don't ask, then she won't say.

But I asked, and she didn't want to lie to me.

This was a story from a few years ago.

Lin Wan had just agreed to Qi Shanhai's conditions at that time, and Qi Shanhai helped her get out of prison, but she had to bear the pain of training after being released from prison, and Qi Shanhai also described how painful that torture would be, but Lin Wan still agreed to him without hesitation!

As long as he can get out of prison, as long as he can become strong, Lin Wan is willing.

Later, she learned that a person's physique and strength cannot change greatly after reaching an age, which is why martial arts and kung fu must be practiced from an early age!

If you can't do it by nature, then you will learn it the day after tomorrow!

Qi Shanhai and Guan Cangyue's idea was to train Lin Wan into a sharp knife, capable of piercing the enemy's heart and wandering between various high-risk missions!

And these tasks, Lin Wan may have to face other people's drug temptations, spring and mystery medicines, etc., these are all things that Lin Wan needs to prevent the epidemic, so in the early stage of training, her body has to go through crazy drug injections, medicinal baths, and constantly bleeding and healing experiments in training.

This is one of the most top-secret special training methods of the security department, a crash squad!

Because Lin Wan is neither from the military nor has the foundation to practice kung fu, this is the only special training method that can be chosen!

Lin Wan said that there are very few women in the special training camp, and there are not many people who can survive, and sometimes you will see people who were still alive the day before being carried out, and the corpses are directly incinerated in the special training base to prevent leakage!

For almost two or three months, Lin Wan felt that life was better than death, but after surviving these two or three months, even Lin Wan herself was surprised by her will and resilience!

Guan Cangyue told her that there were a total of seventeen people at the same time as her, and she was the only one who had survived all the anti-drug training, and she was the best one among the seventeen people in the same batch.

And then there's the real combat and assassination and other mission training!

Lin Wan found that her sensitivity and resistance to poisons and insects had indeed improved, but in fact, she herself had never understood what kind of experiment her body had undergone.

So about two years ago, after completing a mission in London, when she passed by the Royal Hospital, she suddenly had the idea of testing her body, because she was an impostor and disguised as a female college student from Imperial College London to carry out a mission, even after the examination, the results of the test could be placed on the female college student's body!

"Therefore, the final result of the test is that many of my physical functions have functional disorders, and the foreign conclusion is that the sensitivity of neurons is sluggish, especially the pain nerves, but the resistance is two or three times that of ordinary people, and the resistance to drugs is very strong————" Lin Wan said this, and couldn't help but shrug his shoulders and said, "So many times, I am not afraid of pain and seize the momentary opportunity to kill the target!"

I was in a bad mood when I heard this, and frowned: "Did you have the original results? If not, I will take you to Sister Qianming's laboratory to re-test it, if the original drug training damaged your body's nerves or meridians, we can slowly find a way to cure it!"

Lin Wan shook her head, stared at me with complicated eyes and said with a wry smile: "No need, not only did I not keep the original test results, but also killed the doctor who was shocked and wanted to invite an expert to help me recheck, I don't really care about physical problems, life can live for decades, some people are longer, some people are shorter, I don't care if I can live a long life, as long as I live to be forty or fifty years old, I don't care about short-lived ghosts!"

"Sister......" I stared at her slightly angrily.

"Really, I just don't want to lie to you!" Lin Wan asked me to look at some scars on her belly, pointed to her abdomen and said, "The doctor said that my purple palace is atrophied because of a lot of drugs and toxin fibroids, and I can't have my own children in this life...... The egg function is lost!"

My eyes widened and I was speechless!

Lin Wan smiled and said: "But it doesn't matter, I don't care if I will have children in my life, I can not care about everything before and in the future, as long as I have your younger brother, we used to depend on each other, I hope you don't dislike me as a weird person in the future!"

My heart was sour, I felt an astringent feeling in my nose, and I wanted to cry.

"Sister. I hugged Lin Wan, gritted my teeth and said, "It's because I didn't fight for you before, if it weren't for the fact that I broke my heart for this waste, you wouldn't be ......."

"Silly Axiu...... Lin Wan hugged my head and sighed softly, "If it weren't for you, my sister is actually not strong, it makes sense for us to live together, and in those days, maybe after my father dies, I will also commit suicide!"

I don't think I know much about Lin Wan!

Because from childhood to adulthood, her image in my mind has been gentle and strong, she has always protected and tolerated me, but my memories of childhood are only cowardice and pain, and I never thought about what Lin Wan's spiritual world was like at that time!

It wasn't until she now said that she had thought about suicide that I felt guilty: "Why?"

"It's too depressing!" Lin Wan gritted her teeth and said, "It's too desperate!"

It's so depressing!

It's so desperate!

Is this Lin Wan's memories of when she was a child?

I can't help but think of the unbearable years in the past, my 'stepfather', that is, Lin Wan's biological father, the drunkard and gambler, never cared about the life and life of the family, either smashed the things in the house or beat my mother and me.

Perhaps, before my mother and that rotten person, he had been imposing these desperate emotions in his life on Lin Wan, right?

"Did he beat you too?" I asked with a wry smile in a complicated tone, I had not dared to ask her these questions before, and I had not had the opportunity to ask her these questions later.

"Fight, keep fighting!" Lin Wan sighed faintly, "When your mother didn't take you to live at my house, as long as he saw that the family was not going well, he blamed me for not doing anything, and after beating me hard, he would lock me out of the dark door and not allow me to come in, unless I knelt outside the door and begged for mercy and said that I was wrong, and I would never do it again next time, and he would let me in............"

Such pictures and memories actually coincide with the image of the rotten person in my memory!

I said bitterly, "So he treats his own daughter like this?"

"Who knows!" Lin Wan took a deep breath and sighed, "I don't have a deep memory of my mother, since I can remember, he can only gamble except for drinking, during the time you came, he pretended to be a good person for a while, and after your mother moved in with you, he changed back to that rotten person, hehe......"

"I suddenly feel that our lives are really miserable!"

"Yes, I was so miserable at that time that I wanted to commit suicide!" Lin Wan said quietly, "A few times, I was locked out of the dark door after being beaten by him, I was going to run away from home, but I walked far, far away, and I didn't know where I should go............

"Sister......

Lin Wan actually cried as she spoke.

Some things should have been buried in her heart for a long, long time, and even these things in this world only she knows how desperate and painful they are, and she has never told me about her painful experiences, but has always embraced me and guarded me with a gentle and powerful image!

"It's fine. Lin Wan wiped her tears, gently pushed me away, smiled and said, "But it's all over, seeing that you have become a powerful man now, I am very happy, very good!"

"Sister, I swear! I will never let people bully you again, I will never let you suffer such pain again, and I will absolutely help you heal all the pain you have endured!" I raised my hand, gritted my teeth and swore an oath!

Even I felt stupid to swear like this, but at this moment, I couldn't find any other way to express the emotion and determination in my heart for Lin Wan!

I can't help her bear the pain she suffered, but from now on, I hope to help her resolve those scars on her heart, because I have a new life, which Lin Wan exchanged for all the pain she herself had!

Lin Wan stared at me and smiled, pulled my hand down and said, "Silly or not, what swear do you swear to me? Didn't I say it, I saw you getting better, and I was very happy in my heart, as long as you are not like that rotten father, as long as you can bring a sense of stability to the people around you............ Actually, seriously, I still don't want blood on your hands, if there is such a thing, let me do it in the future!"

I want to cry again!

My life is not very bitter, but good!

Lin Wan took a long breath, then patted my head with a smile and said that I have grown taller and finally become a man in her mind, so I must be a good man...... Then wipe your red eyes and say go take a bath!

I looked at the scars all over her white back, my heart tingled for a while, and from time to time I felt a warm current surging, my emotions were complicated, and I endured it sour and astringent to not shed tears!

It is the luck of my life that I met Lin Wan!

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