Chapter 192: Credit Bankruptcy
"And then you met Lin Yue, and she soothed your lonely teenage years?" Qianyi couldn't help but sneer.
"No, I met Lin Ruguang, ready to say, I didn't understand until many years later that I was kidnapped by him. Xu Disheng actually laughed: "One day, I sneaked out of school to play, and then met Lin Ruguang, who said that he was a friend of his grandmother, told a lot about the Xu family, and invited me to get into his car. β
Qian Yi looked back at Xu Disheng in a little surprise, but he didn't expect that he would also be deceived in a daze.
"He took me to his house, graciously invited me to play with his children, and then went in to cook with his wife. Xu Disheng's eyes drifted a little, as if he was looking at something: "Later, I thought clearly, at that time, Lin Ruguang had already thought about dying with his family, but he accidentally met me outside, so he wanted to take me with him to show revenge on his grandmother." β
"The first time I saw Lin Yue and her two younger brothers, it was also the first time I knew what a happy family should look like, the three of them ran between the living room and the kitchen, smiling happily, which made people really envious. Xu Disheng came back to his senses and said with a smile: "My parents passed away very early, and in my impression, the home is an old house, which can only accommodate our grandparents and grandchildren, and sure enough, there is no harm if there is no comparison, I admit that I was very jealous at that time." β
Qianyi once again set her eyes out the window, who doesn't want to have a happy childhood, Xu Disheng didn't, and neither did she.
"When it was time for dinner, Lin Ruguang invited me to dinner, and then the family sat happily together, I remember that Lin Yue didn't talk to me at that time, but kept secretly looking at me. Xu Disheng seemed to think hard again: "It's really not like being kidnapped, I was warmly welcomed by the family, and I didn't even realize that the danger was approaching." β
Qian Yi was finally attracted by this story and turned to look at Xu Disheng.
The smile on Xu Disheng's face began to fade at this moment: "That night, Lin Ruguang said that his car broke down and would send me back to school tomorrow morning, and I was arranged to sleep in the room of Lin Yue's two younger brothers. β
"I don't know why, I slept soundly that night until someone rushed in and pushed me. Xu Disheng slowly recalled: " After I woke up, I smelled the pungent smell in the room, although I didn't know it was gas at the time, but I instinctively understood that something must have happened, when Lin Yue stood at the head of the bed, with a frightened face and patted her two younger brothers, I stopped her, almost dragged one of the boys out of the door, and then helped Lin Yue carry her other brother out, at that time we were all children, I didn't know how to deal with this matter, and then a security guard passed by here and found that something was wrong, so I helped me call the police, and then the police broke down the door and carried out two bodies from Lin Ruguang's room, Lin Ruguang and his wife first turned on the gas, and then swallowed sleeping pillsγ β
Hearing this, Qian Yi unconsciously trembled, although many years have passed, the scene described by Xu Disheng is still terrifying.
"In addition to the police, the fastest to come is Wang Quan, I have always disliked this person, and I am worried that he will see me sneak out of the school, will complain to my grandmother, so when I took advantage of the chaos, I ran first, I don't remember how long I ran, anyway, I finally touched back to the school, and at that time, someone just found out that I was missing, and was about to call my grandmother, but this matter was finally concealed because the school was worried about being held accountable by my grandmother. β
Xu Disheng sighed: " This incident left a deep impression on my heart, many years later, when Lin Yue appeared next to me again, I recognized her at a glance, and naturally also talked about the situation at the time, I knew that Lin Yue had a toothache that night, so she got up and was about to find her mother to get medicine, but inadvertently saw that Lin Ruguang and his wife closed all the windows in the house with strange expressions, and at that time, the gas had been turned on by them, Lin Yue was frightened, and when her parents sat in the living room for a long time before entering the room, she went to her younger brothers to find a way, but it was too late, the two boys were not rescued because of gas poisoning, and Lin Yue became a helpless orphan from then onγ β
"This is the reason why you have always been considerate and concerned about Lin Yue, because she saved your life?" Qianyi also wanted to ridicule Xu Disheng and say that he and Lin Yue lived and died together, but he felt that talking like this seemed a little too mean, and finally swallowed it.
"I saw the collapse of a happy family with my own eyes, and in such a tragic way, and all of this has an inseparable relationship with the Xu family," Xu Disheng said regretfully, and then shook his head: "I don't deny it, because of this experience, I have an indescribable feeling about Lin Yue, like ...... One more responsibility. β
Qianyi pondered for a long time, and turned her back again: "I understand your feelings, but I can't forgive you, you killed my child for Lin Yue, maybe in your opinion, you didn't do anything wrong, but you didn't arrive at the scene of the accident in time, it's just that the baby is innocent, as a mother, I am willing to do everything I can to protect her, and as a father, shouldn't I put her first, however, the first place in your mind was given to other women." β
A pair of warm arms hugged Qianyi from behind, and Xu Disheng muttered: "Yes, I didn't take into account your feelings, and I was also reflecting during this time, only to realize how stupid I was, for the sake of psychological guilt, I actually missed the most precious thing in my life, Qianyi, can you really forgive me anymore?"
"Don't be like this, you do it every time, I'm almost desperate. Qianyi wanted to get rid of Xu Disheng, but he didn't want him to hug Qianyi tightly from behind, and a warm breath fell on the top of Qianyi's head, and then sprinkled lightly on his earlobe.
"If you just leave me like that, I'll despair. Xu Disheng whispered in her ear.
Qianyi felt so uncomfortable in her heart: "Then what are you going to do, coax me now, and then continue your left and right?" Do you want to look at your mobile phone, maybe Lin Yue's phone will come soon, and then you will run to see her without hesitation, not once or twice, I really don't dare to believe you again, let me go?"
"Lin Yue will leave, we have never had in our marriage, and there will be no other woman in the future. Xu Disheng pleaded: "Give me a chance, if you don't always take Lin Yue to heart, we didn't have any problems before." β
"Did I take Lin Yue to heart?" Qianyi couldn't control her anger: "It's you who keep reminding me that there is a shadow by your side that is always inseparable." β
Xu Disheng turned Qianyi's body around at this time, and said to himself: "I have already talked to Lin Yue, I love my wife, so I will arrange for her to leave, and I will not let her come back halfway this time, so don't give up on me easily because of others, do you understand, I love you." β
"Xu Disheng, your credit has long been bankrupt!" Qian Yi looked at Xu Disheng for a long time, held back the sourness in her heart, and pretended to be cold: "You can really go, I don't believe you, there have been many disputes between us because of Lin Yue, you are not tired, I am also tired, you can go!"
Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi blankly for a long time, but he didn't let go of the hand on her shoulder, until Qianyi was about to break away, Xu Disheng asked: "In your mind, I am really unforgivable?"
For some reason, Qianyi felt that her eyes were a little hot, but in front of Xu Disheng, she didn't want to be too weak, so she simply nodded solemnly, and then turned away.
After all, it was the man he loved, and this time he finally had to say goodbye for the last time, and Qianyi couldn't be calm in her heart...... Not a single wave.
"You go, I really can't bear it anymore, don't test my strength anymore, let alone probe my bottom line again, I can't turn a blind eye to another woman, I lost, admit defeat!" Qian Yiqiang choked up and said, "But tell Lin Yue, I will never forgive you." β
Xu Disheng's voice came at this time: "Qianyi, no one has tested your strength, but if you really want to misinterpret it like this, there is nothing I can do...... As you wish, I won't pester you anymore. β
After a long time, there were footsteps slowly pacing out the door, and Qianyi kept her back to the door, she didn't dare to look back, at this moment when she decided to let go of each other.
It's just that the door didn't open immediately, and Xu Disheng seemed to stop again.
"I'm letting you go, not because you lost in this marriage, but because I myself lost. Xu Disheng's tone was full of sadness: "But I still have to apologize to you, it's true that I don't care about your feelings." β
Qianyi grabbed his neckline with his hand, what did Xu Disheng want to do, did he think that he could impress himself again with just a few words?
"However, Qianyi, I still want to thank you, during the time we were together, I knew how happy it was to love someone, and I also realized that from beginning to end I was just sympathetic to Lin Yue, my love was only given to one woman, although I didn't have the luck to live with you, but ......" Xu Disheng paused, and there seemed to be a trace of sadness in his voice: "Before I came, I was still very confident, and I thought that I would definitely be able to take you back to see grandma, it seems that I can't help myself." β
At this time, Qianyi wanted to take a step and walk back to her room, she felt that she couldn't listen to it anymore, especially Xu Disheng, who had always been self-respecting, and saying such frustrating words made her feel a pain in her heart.
"Well, for your words, I'll try to forget my hatred for you. Chie snorted.
"Hate, hate, at least you can still think of me because of this. Xu Disheng smiled bitterly: "But there is one thing I must affirm, I agree to the divorce because this is my wife's will, I must respect it, not to be with another woman, I ...... I won't get married again in the future, and if I fail once, it's enough. β