84 Broken Dream 2nd Update

Fang Qi lowered his head and did not speak, drawing out his true qi, like teasing a small animal, he turned around in his body before leading back to the dantian, and then stared at the table in a daze.

Hongyuan knocked on the table on his side and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”

Fang Qi was silent for a while, and when he looked up at him, he seemed to be a little embarrassed, a little grateful, and mixed in some other things.

Fang Qi grabbed the back of his hand uncomfortably and said, "I miss you." ”

Hongyuan was stunned, as if he didn't hear clearly, subconsciously leaned forward and said in a dumb voice: "What?"

Fang Qi let out a deep sigh and said, "I'm thinking about you." ”

The man's lips were hooked, a very shallow smile bloomed, his tone paused slightly, and he coaxed: "What do you want me?"

Fang Qi looked at his hard and cold face, he looked really unkind, such a man who looked cold-blooded and cold-hearted, because of his words, the dark light under his eyes floated, and the whole person was full of life.

"I'm thinking about you, in fact, you are like this, sometimes it really makes me feel ......" Fang Qi looked into his eyes and looked at him silently for a long time before he said in a low and powerful voice: "I feel very annoying, very annoying." ”

Your irrational and bottomless accommodation bothers me a lot.

The two of them sat in the study, the birds chirping outside, but the world was as silent as death. Hongyuan was stunned for a moment, a gentle smile was fixed at the corner of his mouth, and the light in his eyes quickly retreated.

Fang Qi pretended not to see his expression, his eyes lowered and constantly mobilized the true qi in his body, feeling their smooth swimming, in his body, like a fish in the water, this breath had become a part of his body. Although he swept away these cultivation details when he read the book, he didn't leave much of a deep impression, but he also knew what was difficult at the beginning, and monks were no exception.

In just over a month, from a person who had never been in contact with cultivation, to open up his muscles and veins to collect his true qi for his own use, and use it freely, even if he was a genius, it was absolutely impossible for him to get to this point!

And who gave him these? Even if he deliberately avoided thinking about it, he knew that it was the man in front of him.

The medicine he poured was really hard to drink, but the effect was almost immediate. On the day he first received cultivation, he was still a rookie who didn't know anything and couldn't even tell the location of the dantian. As a result, I was poured that bowl of unpalatable medicine the next day, and when I tried to cultivate again, I could already feel the faint heat in my abdomen.

He hadn't believed that this would be the ultimate elixir before, but the facts were in front of him, and he had no reason to doubt it anymore.

So since then, Hongyuan has brought medicine again, although he is reluctant on his face, he is actually not resisting in his heart. And the rest of the few times of resistance and refusal are purely deliberate troublemaking.

He really hoped that Hongyuan could force him to fall and leave because he had nothing to do, or beat him up. Who is he, why is it worth Hongyuan to retreat again and again, and to be humble again and again?

He hoped that Hongyuan could shake his face and show him, and tell him that it was his duty to give you love, not to give it, as long as he wanted to, he could take back those good things at any time!

But Hongyuan didn't have a single time. He barely said a word of seriousness, even if he was forced to do nothing by his vexatious trouble, he would only detain him and kiss him and give him the medicine, every time it was this trick, every time it was the gentlest and most erotic punishment. There have been several times when the two of them have intertwined, and it is obvious that he has reacted, and the man is only after feeding the medicine, at most he hugs him for a while, and when the desire calms down, the gentleman leaves.

The more Fang Qi thought about it, the more irritable he became, and said with a full sense of evil: "Do you know why I annoy you? For example, you know that I am not a so-called Puyu, nor am I a genius, why do you ......?"

Hongyuan stood up suddenly, his index and middle fingers pressed against his lips, blocking half of what he had said.

"Don't say it. Hongyuan said in a low voice: "I don't want to know." ”

Fang Qi frowned and leaned back, Hongyuan withdrew his hand and looked down at him for a moment, a flash of struggle and pain flashing in his eyes. We've come to this point. What are you waiting for? What are you enduring?

Hongyuan took a wrong step back, his fingers digging into the crack of the table.

Wait for what?

The man stared at him fiercely, and a crazy thought kept shouting in his mind, why don't you take back the freedom of this corner of the circle, his mouth is so disobedient? Then seal it up, and only open it when he is lying on the bed, so that he doesn't have to say anything except sweet moans and shouting his name.

Fang Qi looked up at the man, Hongyuan's face became more and more ugly, and he couldn't help but feel a little weak, but his back was still straight. Come to make noise, come to make trouble, even if you are really angry and disappointed, it doesn't matter if you beat me!

Hongyuan met him in black and white, some wet eyes, the bottom of his eyes was implied to be provocative, his demeanor was vivid, the man took a wrong step back, and closed his eyes hard.

No way.

He wants not only that he can be by his side, but also that he is willing. Crying beside him, laughing beside him, asking for a square chess with joy and sorrow, not a locked wooden man.

Fang Qi was ready to fight back and scold him without returning the blow, so he waited for Hongyuan to slap him in anger because of his tenderness and sweetness.

Hongyuan retracted his gaze, and when he raised his eyes again, his expression had returned to his former calmness, and he glanced at him meaningfully, turned around and walked out.

Fang Qi: "...... Huh?"

Finished?

…… Why didn't you fight?

Hongyuan had already opened the door and strode out, and his pace was still steady. Fang Qi was stunned in his seat for a while before he remembered to catch up, Hongyuan walked to the left, took out a clay basin from the kitchen, which was full of flour, put a bowl of water in a bowl on the dining table, poured it into the flour, and began to mix noodles.

Fang Qi looked at him from a distance, he didn't react for a long time, the little duckbill pulled his trouser leg under his feet to play the swing, Fang Qi bent down and slapped it aside, and then slowly walked over, with a complicated expression: "What are you doing here?"

Didn't you hear what I just said?

Hongyuan grinned toothy and said, "Is it okay to eat steamed buns at night?"

Bun......

Fang Qi was dumbfounded, watching the man's momentum and killing, like a knife and a sword, kneading the dough with the hand that was in power to kill, how to look at it...... Fang Qi said dryly: "Do you know how to make buns?"

"Yes," Hongyuan mixed flour and water, and no emotion could be heard in his voice, "I will do whatever you like." ”

Fang Qi seemed to have been punched in the air, his figure shook almost invisibly, and he walked to the table step by step, his eyes fixed on the thick palm that had been kneaded out of the dough.

Fang Qi's legs couldn't stand, so he pulled a stool and sat down. Obviously, Hongyuan didn't say a few words from beginning to end, but he always felt that Hongyuan was really tight, he tried his best to force him back step by step, he was already standing on the cliff and had no way out, but the man was not slow, getting closer and closer.

"We have no relatives and no reason," Fang Qi said, "Why are you so good to me?"

Hongyuan paused, looked down at him, and said softly: "You are my person, I am not good to you, who is good to me?"

"But ......" delving into this problem made Fang Qi very anxious, this sense of anxiety and powerlessness even dispelled the joy of completely dredged the tendons, Hongyuan compromised with him every time, took care of him thoughtfully, and saw that he liked it openly and secretly, he was more irritable than moved.

Fang Qi said: "Don't you think it's too much?"

"Too much?" Hongyuan stopped what he was doing and said with a smile: "I'm not enough, you're too much?"

Fang Qi looked at him dumbfounded, what does it mean that it is not enough? The love and love that has exceeded his load is not enough for Hongyuan? How can it be called enough? He has not responded to his feelings at all, what kind of mentality is he holding and wishful thinking?

Why force him?

He has no way to retreat, what do you want him to do?

The world is chaotic and strange, there are so many irrationalities, he is like a lost traveler. He is in such a world, in such a land, in a book! Because he knows that one day he will be separated, he knows that the more he pays, the more he will hurt, he knows that he has to be afraid every day, and he knows that once he is trapped, he will not be able to get out, and nothing will end well. He needs to be careful not to dodge all the time, but he is greedy for more.

Faced with a fake character in the book, he needs to be alert to himself all the time that Hongyuan is not real. But he retreated again and again, and the man pressed forward step by step, stirring his heart, making him untenable, stirring him not wanting to leave, and making all his psychological construction and rejection become ridiculous. The front is obviously an abyss, and one step further is a catastrophe, and his bones are shattered, but he still pokes his feet from time to time and wants to give it a try.

Obviously not together yet, he has already begun to fear separation, what should he do?

For a long time, the man seemed to be gentle and kind, but in fact, everything he did and everything he said was like a rumbling alarm bell, forcing him to make a choice!

He didn't know anything, Fang Qi thought, this man only knew how to be good to him...... There are so many identities in the world, brothers, friends, and close friends, why not choose a simple one, why not choose one that is easy to let go, why does it have to involve love?

Why can't the friendship between gentlemen be as light as water, and leave a way for yourself and the other party to retreat, why do you have to ...... So much, such a violent emotion pressed over in one go, not giving him a breathing time.

He was really flustered and sweet, impetuous and anxious, as if there was an unbridgeable chasm between the two, and the boundless darkness would bury him heavily sooner or later. There will be a day when one is in the book and the other is outside the book, how will he get out of this relationship? Hongyuan will become the shadow of his life!

"I've been looking for your fault all this time. Fang Qi said heartily: "I never help you do things, you cook and wash dishes, sweep the floor and wash clothes, you use elixir to help me warm my muscles and veins, I don't appreciate it, I show you a stinky face every once in a while, and I shout at you to drink and drink, today I have a smooth muscle, and I didn't say thank you." Sometimes I can't stand my shameless self, why don't you hate me? Hongyuan, what are you thinking?"

Hongyuan didn't seem to expect him to say such a long talk, so he was silent for a moment, and then said in amazement: "You did it on purpose?"

Fang Qi: "......"

These days, in addition to the dirty pants, he washed it himself at first, and later saw that Hongyuan really adhered to his duty, no longer messed around, and never washed it again, let alone other clothes. When you sit down and eat, you can eat when you eat, you will leave when you lift your buttocks, you don't help when you cook, you don't help clean up the table when you wash the dishes, you don't sweep the quilt and don't fold it, you want it when you drink water, it's almost a meal to open your mouth and clothes to reach out, and you inherit the cultivation in the Valley of a Thousand Corpses, and Hongyuan should be a good person to cultivate.

Such an obvious bully, you didn't even see it?

How can this be reasonable, he can concentrate on doing things to the death during this time, thinking about some evil ways and foreign ways, what is the plan? No matter what Hongyuan says, I know you did it on purpose, but I put up with you. Instead of thinking that this is his nature, he still stays behind him.