16. Sleepless nights
Lin Feng didn't look for Tang Qi for two days in a row, which made Tang Qi a little flustered. For Tang Qi, in addition to Lin Feng being her backer and cash cow, Lin Feng is also very gentle and considerate to her. Therefore, she developed a deep dependence on Lin Feng.
Tang Qi understands his status, and he is nothing more than a junior who is spurned in the eyes of others. But what about Xiao San, she doesn't care, what she cares about is not eternity, nor is it an eternal amphibious, but possession and acquisition that can be seen and touched.
The boring life every day gave Tang Qi too much time to think. She is not thinking about the philosophy of human nature, nor about her own future. What she was thinking about was how to make Lin Feng feel fresh to her every day, which was the most important thing at the moment. If you are a junior who doesn't work hard, such an excellent man will slip away from him. It wasn't what she wanted.
The night was dark. Tang Qi stood on the balcony of the rented serviced apartment, watching the lights of thousands of homes go out one by one through the narrow balcony, and she felt as pitiful as a canary who wanted to be locked in a cage and waiting for the owner to amuse.
However, Lin Feng ignored her for two days, and every message she sent out was just waiting for Lin Feng's perfunctory words. She will not and dare not pester Lin Feng, this is the most basic quality as a junior. Tang Qi looked at his mobile phone and hesitated whether he should send another message to Lin Feng and tell Lin Feng that the baby missed him!
She was unwilling to endure such loneliness, but she didn't know who to talk to. In the huge city, she didn't have many familiar people. The previous guests had already cut off contact at Lin Feng's request, and changed their mobile phone numbers, so her guests naturally couldn't contact her, and they couldn't find someone to drink a glass of wine to relieve their boredom. She flipped through the phone address book and dialed Xiao Nian's number.
Xiao Nian's phone call went unanswered. At this time, Xiao Nian should be drinking wine in the private room, twisting her body and dancing an unknown dance, or lying in the arms of a certain guest pretending to be a sexy, gentle, amorous and bold woman. This is also Tang Qi's nightly life before, familiar and strange.
Tang Qi lit a cigarette, inhaled it deeply into her lungs, and endured it until she had a feeling of suffocation, she slowly exhaled the smoke, and then gently waved the smoke with the thin green hand holding the cigarette to disrupt the diffuse smoke. And so it was done a few more times.
Tang Qi looked at his phone, it was already eleven o'clock. She knew that Lin Feng wouldn't come back tonight. Lin Feng would call her every time he came, as if to tell her, "I have been placed in the palace of the concubine, and the concubine will be pampered alone tonight, waiting to take over". Tang Qi will clean up himself beautifully and cleanly, waiting for Lin Feng to arrive. However, Lin Feng didn't call her tonight, nor did he send a message. Tang Qi finished smoking, threw the cigarette butt down the window, and a starry fireworks fell like a meteor at night and fell into the lawn.
Lin Feng just accompanied Yuan Lily and her daughter to watch a movie "Jurassic Park". He himself felt that he was still a good husband and father. If other people's wives have, he wants Yuan Lili to have them, and if other children have them, he wants Lin Yuhan to have them all, including a movie.
The daughter fell asleep on Lin Feng's shoulder, like a sleeping kitten. Lin Feng walked on the road with his daughter in his arms, and his daughter's pigtails rubbed against his face, making his father's love spray like water. He asked Lily Yuan to pick up the car in the underground garage, and he waited on the deck chair on the side of the road with his daughter in his arms.
Yuan Lili is in a good mood, she is like a kite pulled by Lin Feng's nerves, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes hopeless, sometimes sweet as yesterday.
Lily started the car, turned on the interior lights, adjusted the seat with her left hand, and put the bag on the passenger seat with her right hand. As she adjusted her seat position and was about to turn off the lights, she accidentally glanced over the back of the passenger seat and saw a few strands of maroon hair wrapped around it. She concluded that it was not her own hair, because her hair was a freshly dyed black, and it was a little thinner than her own, and it was not as good as her own.
Yuan Lili wanted to rush out immediately, pulling these hairs to ask Lin Feng which goblin's hair was this.
She can't stand it anymore, she's going to explode!
But she couldn't hold back, she couldn't break out!
She can't spoil such a harmonious atmosphere, and she doesn't want to be a resentful woman who spills in front of her husband.
Yuan Lily took out a piece of paper, pinched her hair and threw it out of the window, turned off the inner light, started the car and left the garage.
Lin Feng sat in the back seat and hugged Yuhan, Yuan Lili drove the car, and the two did not communicate with each other along the way, until they returned home.
Lily Yuan sat on the sofa, took out an ESSE cigarette, lit it, and smoked slowly.
Lin Feng walked out of his daughter's bedroom, saw Yuan Lily sitting on the sofa with her legs propped up, her knees on her chin and smoking, and she also walked over and lit a Marlboro cigarette.
Yuan Lili looked at Lin Feng, and the corners of her mouth faintly revealed a mocking smile. For many years, Yuan Lily only smoked ESSE, but Lin Feng smoked everything. It's like she only has one man in front of her, and the man in front of her will have multiple women at the same time.
How ironic this is!
Lin Feng saw Yuan Lily looking at him in a daze, and stroked her hair. Lin Feng knew that if Yuan Lili didn't have something on her mind, she would rarely smoke in front of her. But if she doesn't say it, he won't ask, otherwise he will be unhappy.
"Hanhan is on vacation, and I want to take her on a trip. Lily broke the silence of the night.
"Have you figured out where to go, and when are you going?"
Lily put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray and gave a smile, "Do you want to come with us?" ”
"I've been busy lately, and I have a contract in my hand that has just been finalized, or you wait for about half a month......" Lin Feng said slowly, and gently rubbed the remaining half of the cigarette into the ashtray.
"You are busy, I will take Hanhan to Qingdao and go to the beach for a few days. I'll do it tomorrow and fly over the day after tomorrow. ”
"I've been to Qingdao a few times, and I still need to know something. Lin Feng felt funny and couldn't help but smile a little.
"In the past, you were with me, so I naturally didn't have to care about anything. If you don't accompany me this time, I'm afraid I'll get lost. ”
Lin Feng's smile froze on his face. The person in front of him seemed to be still a little girl.
Yuan Lily has a bad sense of direction, and I remember that in the past, Yuan Lily was often lost alone. After she got lost, she would call Lin Feng, and Lin Feng would ask her to report the obvious signs nearby and stand still.
She said, "If I'm standing in the middle of the road, I'm going to have to move."
He said, "Fool, stupid!" you can wait for me at the nearest café, and I'll find you.
She said, then I'll wait for you for half an hour.
He said, "No!" give me 10 minutes.
……
Lin Feng could always find her as quickly as possible, and a smile would spread on her face.
And now, Yuan Lily will never get lost in this city again, it's not that her sense of direction has improved, but that Lin Feng won't find her when she gets lost.
"If I get lost in Qingdao, can you find me? The sadness in Lily's eyes flashed.
Lin Feng didn't speak, he took Yuan Lily in his arms and kissed her hair. Fragrant, with the unique richness of a young woman.
Yuan Lili couldn't sleep, Lin Feng couldn't sleep, Tang Qi couldn't sleep, and Xia Qiu couldn't sleep in the same staggered time and space.
Xia Qiu lay on the bed and dialed Yu Manli's phone several times, but Yu Manli did not answer. Just as Xia Qiu was about to put the phone down, the bell sounded.
"Yu Manli, what are you doing, you don't answer the phone. ”
"It's your business whether you fight or not, it's my business whether you take it or not, what do you care about me. If you have something to say, don't look for something to do. Yu Manli's voice was very indifferent.
Xia Qiu breathed a sigh of relief, "Xiaoyu didn't sleep, and she didn't have a fever." ”
"I slept on, I was already fine, and I gave her another meal at night. Yu Manli's voice was also much soothed.
"That's good. Xia Qiu paused for a few seconds, then said, "Manli, is there anything going on here, if it's okay, let's go to Move for a drink." ”
"I'm going to be busy tomorrow. You're also weird, didn't you hear that the night was romantic, why did you stay at home tonight. ”
"Who the is talking nonsense, I, I'm honest. "Xia Qiu is a little impatient.
"You don't have to clarify with me, I don't need to know your situation, your private life has nothing to do with me, I'm just talking about it casually. Yu Manli's voice did not fluctuate in the slightest.
"Don't discuss this, I just want to have a drink with you, just as a friend's invitation, okay, I'll drive you up now. ”
After a while, Yu Manli said: "Okay, you don't need to pick me up, I don't drive, you are not allowed to drive, we will take a taxi." ”
"Okay, it's a word, I'll go to Move and wait for you now!" Xia Qiu sat up with a smile on her face.
Move is the name of a bar, with a wooden house structure and blue and purple lights, dark and cool. A few simple round tables are surrounded by a few tall wooden stools, and the music is not hurried.
Yu Manli had a glass of BlueHawaii on her face, and she liked the refreshing, sour taste. The blue wine was accompanied by a soft light, and Yu Manli gently bumped the glass with her fingertips.
"Manli, let's remarry. Xia Qiu picked up a glass of rum and took a sip, and under the cover of the night, he secretly glanced at Yu Manli.
Yu Manli still tapped the cup with her fingertips, her eyes looked at BlueHawaii, and said lightly: "When will you be able to live like a child again in summer and autumn." ”
"Yu Manli, I don't deserve you at any point, I know I'm not mature enough in your eyes, I'll change, okay, I still love you, understand!"
"But I don't love you anymore. Xia Qiu, the two of us are not suitable, you never know what I want. ”
"I know you think I'm vulgar and can't reach the heights you expected, but Manli, can you lower your requirements a little bit, and I'll slowly raise myself a little higher, okay?"
"Do you think you know everything, you know everything, but what do you know?" Yu Manli had a mocking smile on her face, not knowing if she was laughing at Xia Qiu or laughing at herself.
Xia Qiu mustered a lot of courage to decide to say these words to Yu Manli tonight, for so long, Xia Qiu has been tired of wandering in the place of dogs and horses, he is tired of the birds, he longs for a complete family. He thought that if he confessed his heart to Yu Manli again, Yu Manli might be able to forgive her, just like at the beginning, Yu Manli always treated him like a child, tolerant and caring. But Yu Manli rejected him mercilessly.
"Give me another chance, okay?"
Yu Manli shook her head.
Xia Qiu drank a glass of wine violently, and tears flowed down her eyes.
Yu Manli sneered, "Xia Qiu, don't let me look down on you!"
Yu Manli pushed the carton in front of Xia Qiu, picked up the cup, drank the rest of the BlueHawaii, picked up the bag, turned around and walked out.