Zhang Zhi choked up as he spoke, this brother who was once so strong as I was familiar with, but now his face was full of tears, so fragile, crying like a child, unable to withstand a little wind and rain.

I remembered what kind of wounded and grieving heart was hidden under Zhang Zhi's strong appearance for so long.

But I know that after enduring so many years of grief, maybe only by speaking out can I feel better in my heart, and I can only rely on myself to overcome that hurdle.

I patted my shoulder and looked at Zhang Zhi with encouragement.

Zhang Zhi raised his head and looked at me, perhaps my encouragement played a role, Zhang Zhi began to talk about the past.

"As you know, just after I confessed, Ning Meixuan decisively rejected me. But I didn't lose heart, I have been silently pursuing her. At that time, I had a good buddy, what I didn't know was that he also liked Ning Meixuan, and this buddy also knew my girlfriend, so he told my girlfriend about me, so she ran over and made a fuss. At that time, I confessed to her, saying that I didn't like her and wanted to break up with her, but she didn't agree. Zhang Zhi said.

Brother Long and I listened silently, and the more we drank, the more we drank.

Later, I learned that my girlfriend's family is very rich and powerful, and she has been looking for trouble with Ning Meixuan. I made a lot of noise with her, and finally one day, I don't know what's wrong, it was also my former girlfriend who lost her conscience, she didn't know where to find a group of people, and beat Ning Meixuan, at that time I knew that my heart was broken, and Ning Meixuan was beaten to pieces, Ning Meixuan was living in the hospital, I went to see her, she cried and shouted for me to let her go, I looked at her so beautiful with bandages all over her body, and my heart was also dripping blood at that time. Zhang Zhi's face was full of tears, beating himself in pain, and he kept shaking his head.

"It's not your fault. I pulled Zhang Zhi and persuaded him. My eyes couldn't help but feel sour.

"No, it's my fault. I just want to repent well, I hope she can forgive me, but I didn't expect things to get so out of control to this point, if it weren't for my liking Ning Meixuan, then she wouldn't have been beaten. Do you know how much my heart hurts when I see a girl being beaten and still the person I like? How I wish I was the one who was beaten! It's because I like her that she is like this. It's not over yet, as long as every time I go to find Ning Meixuan, my girlfriend always tries her best to find Ning Meixuan's trouble. Zhang Zhi said, wiping his eyes, his face full of resentment.

I silently listened to Zhang Zhi say, if that person was me, what would I do.

And how much Ning Meixuan was wronged at that time, it can be imagined that my heart couldn't help but hurt.

"It's all my fault for being too cowardly, even so, I still didn't give up, I thought my own efforts could move Ning Meixuan, but she told me to get out! I'm not afraid of being sad, I'm just afraid of breaking her heart. Zhang Zhisheng shouted hoarsely: "I don't want to give up on her, I didn't get out!" However, until one day, I found out that she was gone, I searched the whole school, asked all the people, but I couldn't find her again. I realized that she hated me so much. Later, I found out that it was my best buddy who had been making trouble behind my back, and in order to prevent Ning Meixuan from liking me, he really did everything he could! Do you know? At that time, I wanted to die, and I treated him as my own brother, but he betrayed me and treated me like this! Later, I still wanted to see Ning Meixuan, so I survived, and I inquired about her whereabouts every day, but there was no news of her. Since then, I have bought a lot of alcohol every day and drank a lot of alcohol every day. You know, you can't drink alcohol at school, my buddy denounced me, how did I leave drinking?"

"There is no need to be angry with such people!" I said resentfully.

"What happened?" Brother Long looked at Zhang Zhi.

"Later, I was fired. I came here, there was wine, I thought I could anesthetize myself, I thought I could meet her in this vast sea of people, but I didn't. I thought I would never see her again, but after waiting for three years, I didn't expect to see her again!Thank you, brother, because of you I can see her again!" Zhang Zhi said, holding my hand tightly.

I nodded, didn't speak, just squeezed Zhang Zhi's hand tightly.

"It's so strange? However, Ning Meixuan didn't seem to know you when she saw you today!" I remembered the situation when Ning Meixuan saw Zhang Zhi today, and it was very strange, so I asked.

"Because of this, I thought that Ning Meixuan didn't blame me, would forgive me, and shook hands with me, I thought I still had a chance, I thought that we still had a chance. I just mustered up the courage to confess, I don't want to lose Ning Meixuan again this time!" Zhang Zhi shook his head: "However, today, I know that it is no longer possible." ”

"No, as long as you work hard, you still have a chance, Zhang Zhi! cheer up, the days to come will be long, and the brotherhood will always support you!" I comforted Zhang Zhi, remembering that Zhang Zhi was so stunned when he held Ning Meixuan's hand, it turned out to be excusable.

"Don't be discouraged, Brother Long will support you to the end!" Brother Long also encouraged Zhang Zhi and said. I know that Brother Long, who values love and righteousness, will definitely not sit idly by.

"Do you know what kind of look she looks at me? It was a very flat look, without any waves. If she still hates me, it means that she still has me in her heart, but she can't remember me at all, and completely treats me as a passerby. Zhang Zhi took a glass of wine and drank it violently, shaking his head in confusion.

At the moment, I was speechless, I didn't notice this, if that's the case, I thought, then how much courage it takes to forget a person? If it is to forget a person you hate, and a person you love deeply, maybe it really takes a lifetime.

I thought of Ning Meixuan's miserable family again, the burden on her shoulders, her hard-working figure, her worried expression, after listening to Zhang Zhi's words, all this deeply stimulated my soul, and I suddenly had a feeling of wanting to protect Ning Meixuan.

Zhang Zhi drank a glass of wine, lay on his arm in a daze, and muttered: "It's impossible anymore, it's impossible anymore." ”

"Leave it to me! good brother's business is my business!" Brother Long patted Zhang Zhi's shoulder, then looked at me and nodded.

I also nodded knowingly, now my brother is in trouble, I can't help it.

"Brother, don't be discouraged, I will persuade her well in the future, even then, you can start from scratch, I believe that there is nothing in the world that cannot be done, as long as we brothers are of the same heart. "I suddenly sighed, thinking of my brother, and my heart was full of excitement and motivation.

"Thank you, brother. Zhang Zhi heard me say this, looked at me, laughed, and then picked up the wine bottle and drank it with a grunt. Then he lay directly on the table, unconscious.

I understand Zhang Zhi's laughter, it is a sad laughter, in order to cover up his sadness, it may also be that the pain in his heart is shared by someone, and he can feel a trace of relief that he has never felt before.

There are fewer people in the restaurant, but this warm and romantic place has become a sad place for Zhang Zhi and me.

This place records the love between me and Zhang Zhi, but it is a failed love.

I thought back to the past, my first love, and the person I can't forget.

I shook my head and came to my senses.

Although I also drank, I was still relatively sober, looked at the time, it was not early, thinking that the time was not early, and I had to hurry up and send Zhang Zhi back.

Zhang Zhi has to go to work tomorrow, so he can't be so decadent. Maybe work can make him forget the pain for a while, so hurry away from this sad place.

Brother Long said that he wanted to find someone to send us, but I couldn't resist him, so I agreed, and it's not easy to take a taxi now.

Zhang Zhi drank too much, and as soon as he got in the car, he vomited, and he vomited all over my body, not even Brother Long's car.

Fortunately, it's a good brother, and Brother Long is very generous, he shouldn't blame us, if you go to apologize one day, Brother Long may invite us to dinner.

Soon sent Zhang Zhi home, saw Zhang Zhi covered with vomit, I couldn't bear it, so I helped Zhang Zhi change clothes, stuffed the dirty clothes into the washing machine and washed them before leaving. And Zhang Zhi slept like a dead pig.

I shook my head, looking at the sleeping expression, maybe it would be better to be asleep. But Zhang Zhi kept frowning.

I silently prayed that Zhang Zhi would survive this difficult time, and then left Zhang Zhi's house.

took a taxi, and after a while, I returned to the home in the Xianglin community.

I found out that I didn't have a key, the door downstairs was closed, I pressed the room number, someone opened, and finally went upstairs, I stood at the door, knocked on the door for a long time, but no one opened the door.

I thought, what's wrong with these two people?

I didn't answer the phone, I looked at the room number, I didn't make a mistake, I wondered, what's going on?

If it weren't for someone opening the door downstairs just now, I would have thought there was no one in the room.

Then why didn't Hu Jing and Ning Meixuan open the door for me, they wouldn't kick me out of the house, right? You don't treat me like that, do you?

I thought, I didn't do anything to be sorry for the two of them, and I didn't do anything to hurt nature.

I knocked on the door again, I didn't believe that the two of them would forgive me here, and they were friends anyway.

However, no matter how much I knocked, no one opened the door.

I took out my mobile phone and called Hu Jing, but no one answered, and I called Ning Meixuan again, but no one answered.

I had a vague feeling that something was wrong, so I knocked the door and kicked it with my foot.