Many people's marriage or love is like a choice question in the forest, they can only move forward and not turn back, to choose the tree of happiness that belongs to them. Some people have just walked into the forest, and they come across a big tree with lush foliage, which is tall and majestic compared to the surrounding trees, which can block the wind and rain, and from time to time can break the branches to make a fire for warmth, and it will continue to grow new branches to provide a continuous source of heat. Although this is an ordinary tree species with no noble origin, it can give people a sense of security and become a safe haven, therefore, many people do not want to continue the hard trek, maybe if they go further, one will not be as good as the other, so they are satisfied with the present and feel that they are lucky.

And some people are not satisfied with this, but yearn for the kind of tree that can make them pleasing to the eye from time to time, can awaken the breath of youth, and infinite vitality, and finally, in the hard work to find it, the tree with noble blood, beautiful in the forest. It is full of vitality, young and energetic, the trunk is gentle like jade, people will indulge in it when they hold it, and the leaves will fall in the palm of the palm with small surprises from time to time, inspiring people's infinite yearning for love. Obviously, encountering it proves that the previous choice was very wise, and finally found a spiritual support.

And maybe there will be some people who feel that "Mu Xiu will be destroyed by the forest wind", and they are afraid that they will not be able to last long, so they continue to move forward with reluctance. Finally, this person is very lucky, a hundred years rare towering ancient tree appeared in front of him, it has a charming appearance and calm temperament, wind, frost, snow and rain make it appear more mature and stable, and, fruitful ancient trees, can also meet people's infinite material needs. Those who can find this ancient tree feel extremely lucky, and they have become the king and queen of the forest by owning it.

If a person encounters one of them, he may be satisfied and happy for a lifetime, however, Fang Tingting has encountered all three such trees along the way. A down-to-earth and dedicated social elite, a cute and sunny turtle prince, and a gentle and amorous single earl. However, there is no real perfection in the world of love, and after experiencing hurt and being hurt again and again, love and being loved seem to drift apart. Fang Tingting was confused and didn't know where she would end up......

May 31st, Fethiye, Turkey, the weather was sunny and breezy.

Tingting flies over Oludeniz Beach in Fethiye. On this trip to Turkey, experiencing paragliding in Fethiye is the main event. On the cliff near the beach, the paragliding experience is about to begin, and the handsome and tall instructor, looking at this beauty tenderly, obviously feeling her nervousness, "ready?" After getting a nod in reply, he began this journey in the air.

In the blue sky, Fang Tingting is like a light bird, constantly changing direction with the air current, hovering over Oludeniz Beach. At this time, under the rays of the sun, Oludeniz Beach is like a deep blue jewel eye, looking down, surrounded by green mountain forests, releasing a variety of layers of blue, extremely mysterious and beautiful, as if affectionately telling an old fairy tale.

Fang Tingting floated above Oludeniz Beach, sometimes stranded in the air, sometimes circling and circling, the paraglider slowly descended in the air, looking around, everything in the sky and on the ground was so beautiful, the beauty made people feel suffocated......

Before the trip, she was full of fantasies about paragliding in Fethiye. Fang Tingting originally thought that the moment she jumped off the cliff, she would have a sense of weightlessness like parachuting, and a feeling of being on the verge of death, so that she could feel the impact of death up close, however, everything did not happen as she expected, at the moment when the coach took her to rush down the cliff, under the action of the air current, the paraglider was quickly rushed into the air and took off, she truly experienced the feeling of flying.

The air rushed across her cheeks, and her long hair blew in the air, wisps and threads of fragrance fluttering, drawing beautiful arcs. She closed her eyes and felt the baptism of the air. For a moment, Fang Tingting really hoped that her life could be frozen here, and an accident would happen, fall on this beautiful and mysterious sea, and sleep here forever......

Before this trip, she had been plagued by a trace of fear, with such fear, Fang Tingting tried to immerse herself in this beautiful trip, the phrase "live in the moment" describes her life at this time is so apt. Fang Tingting is nostalgic for the beauty of this moment, and wants to embrace the beauty of this moment.

In other words, Fang Tingting, as a professional travel experience engineer of a travel website, the purpose of this job is to write an in-depth travelogue in Turkey. She experienced the difference of the country that the public did not know about Turkey, rich and beautiful, magical and mysterious, which was an incomparable and wonderful experience.

Subsequently, a 5,000-word travel diary was published on the website, with passionate and poetic travel insights and professional photos to record the classic journey of Turkey all the way. Not long after the publication of "Tingting Takes You to Travel", Turkey, which was previously unknown, became popular, just like the lyrics say, "I want to take you to romantic Turkey, and then go to Tokyo and Paris together", Turkey has become synonymous with the most romantic holy places.

In just half a year, Fang Tingting has become the most famous and senior travel experiencer of this travel website. Her companion Li Xiaoran is her junior brother and the leader who introduced her to this industry. As the owner and largest shareholder of the website, Li Xiaoran occasionally plays the role of a travel experiencer, but what to say is that the destinations he participates in the experience are all partnered with Fang Tingting. The cooperation between the two people is very tacit, and every time Fang Tingting is captured by his camera, it will bring a wonderful feeling to the audience or the target travelers, which greatly enhances the popularity and popularity of the website. It should be said that every time Li Xiaoran participates in a travelogue, it can become a hot spot of attention in the current period.

In Fang Tingting's heart, Li Xiaoran should be said to be a big boy full of strong youthful atmosphere, who can infect the emotions of the people around him. He is young and energetic, has a wealth of knowledge of human geography, and has his own insights in various experiences in life, and is a superb boy who is full of poetry and books, lively waves, enthusiasm and modesty. In the past six months, in the company of Li Xiaoran, Fang Tingting felt that she had more desire and confidence in the fear of fighting the darkness of death.

In everyone's eyes, they looked at the optimistic and cheerful Fang Tingting, but they didn't know that she was a person who was struggling on the death line......

The story goes back a year ago.

It was a late autumn afternoon, and the sky was pouring annoying autumn rain. Fang Tingting, who came out of the hospital, was in an extremely heavy mood, just like this rainy weather, extremely gray, it seemed that she could no longer see the hope of sunshine, and seemed to have come to the end of her life. She took the hospital's diagnosis report and walked down the road blankly.

Pedestrians on the road seem to be in such a hurry, because they still have a lot of expectations for the next moment of life, and they can have a lot of time to feel and create the future. Only Fang Tingting was careless, not caring at all about the rain falling on the corners of her skirt and soaking her high heels...... She walked to the central square in a daze, which was originally bustling with all kinds of people walking, playing, and frolicking in good weather, but at this moment it was inaccessible.

In a corner of the square, Fang Tingting couldn't take care of it anymore and found a rest chair. The wooden chairs were soaked with rain, dripping onto the ground. She sat on it as if she had no soul. Finally, the grief and tears that had been suppressed for a long time were released with a heart-rending cry of "Ah......hh All the way out of the hospital and here, she tried her best to restrain her crying.

Although she was still trying to squeeze out a smile in front of the doctor and show her strength, at this moment, she could no longer hide her inner collapse and cried loudly. "Whoa...... Crackling ....." The rain hits the umbrella, on the surrounding ground, and on the leaves of the big trees behind you, making a crisp sound.

It may be that God also felt Fang Tingting's grief, and I don't know why, the drizzle became pouring, covering her crying with a loud sound, or it can be said that she cried with her, releasing the sadness of heartbreak.

"Why did you do this to me? God, why did you do this to me? Why, I got this disease. I don't want to die! I don't want to die! I'm scared to die like this. I still have a lot of things to do, a lot of life to experience, and a lot of relatives to take care of, why me, why me, why me?" After crying loudly, Fang Tingting removed the umbrella from the top of her head, muttered to herself with her back to the sky, letting the rain wet herself, and letting the rain flow down with tears.

In this way, she sat on the park bench in a daze, and sat for more than an hour. Looking at the vibrant city scene in the distance, Fang Tingting's eyes were full of nostalgia and sadness, maybe all this will say goodbye to herself from now on. Maybe the next thing that will accompany her in her short life is only illness and countless potions, and the lingering smell of disinfectant.

The makeup on Fang Tingting's face has been spent. After a long time, she stopped crying and let out a long exhale, the expression on her face becoming firm. At this moment, she had already made a decision in her heart. Then, she took out a tissue from her purse to wipe the tears from her face, took out a small mirror, and briefly touched up her makeup, she wanted to make herself beautiful to make this decision.

From now on, she had to live hard for herself, even if it was short.

Fang Tingting took out her mobile phone and made a call. After the call, she ignored her rain-soaked skirt and stood up and walked into the distance. She was going to meet someone, to meet her husband. Because of this decision, it has a lot to do with him.

It takes about half an hour to walk from her husband's company, Fang Tingting is not in a hurry to arrive soon, she wants to review her past experience again in this half an hour, imagine the scene that will appear after meeting, and the life she will face in the future for the rest of her life.

At half past two in the afternoon, Fang Tingting came to the downstairs of a building in the city's financial center and walked into the coffee house on the first floor. Here has been a record of the good memories between her and her husband Qian Haiping.

Many years ago, they used to date here, envisioning their married life, talking about life and ideals, and many times, watching him work here, Fang Tingting was also full of happiness in her heart. As long as she was quietly by his side, she felt very satisfied, but the days changed later, the once small dates and small moods disappeared without a trace, and the figures of the two of them never appeared here again......

Fang Tingting found a quiet corner and sat down, staring at the ashtray on the table with a distraction, as if she was quietly thinking, she was quietly waiting for her husband's arrival.

After a while, Qian Haiping, who was in a hurry, walked into the coffee house, and after quickly looking around, he saw Fang Tingting, so he hurried to her and sat down.

"If there is something you can't talk about when you go home, you have to meet me in a hurry, I have an important big project at hand, I deliberately asked the leader for leave, and I ran out, what's wrong with you? It seems that you have cried, why is your skirt soaked? Qian Haiping, who was originally a little reproachful, saw Fang Tingting's eyes red and looked embarrassed, and knew that something must have happened. With a concerned gaze, Qian Haiping tried to make himself patient and asked his wife what happened.

Fang Tingting smiled shallowly. "Yes, there are some important things that need to be told to you right away, but you promise me first, after hearing what I said, don't get excited, and listen patiently to what I have to say. ”

Hearing Fang Tingting say this, Qian Haiping was even more calm, he faintly felt something wrong in his heart, a feeling that he couldn't control the situation, which made him very uncomfortable.

Fang Tingting didn't want to make this atmosphere too dignified, so she went straight to the point and said her thoughts, "Let's get a divorce!"

As soon as he said this, Qian Haiping was taken aback, his face immediately turned pale, and the water cup he had just picked up in his hand shook unconsciously, and the water spilled on the table. However, he couldn't take care of so much, although he felt that his wife was very abnormal just now, but he never expected that they, who had always been in love, would discuss the topic of divorce.

However, he knows that he has always neglected his wife because of too much pressure and too busy work, but despite this, he still believes that his wife can feel that his love has never changed, and can forgive him because he has to work hard to earn money to support his family so that his wife can live a rich and carefree life.

Looking at Qian Haiping's gaffe, Fang Tingting calmed down her emotions and continued, "Don't worry, the reason why I am asking you for a divorce now is also a decision I made after thinking about it for a long time. Because in the past 10 years of life, I feel that I have lost myself, waiting for you every day, like a beggar, I want you to accompany me more and care for me more, but the result is that this begging, this kind of expectation, always ends in disappointment. Over the years, all the quarrels and unpleasantness we have had may have something to do with your busy work. Yes, I should understand you, after all, you have done so much for me and this family, so hard, but, for some reason, I can't convince my heart to accept this reality. I've been struggling to tell myself to be considerate of you, but my heart still keeps longing for you to have time to spend with me like ordinary people, to buy groceries and cook together, to do housework together, to go shopping occasionally, and to live an ordinary, long-looking life. Such a contradictory heart has tormented me for a long, long time, maybe I am too dissatisfied with the status quo, too greedy, but I have also tried to change, but I can't change my mentality. I've told you occasionally before that I've always been very depressed, yes, especially in the past few years, I feel very depressed with you, I can't feel happy, and all my thoughts revolve around you, hoping that you will come home early, that you don't go on a business trip, that you will watch a movie with me...... I don't have a self anymore, I'm always praying for companionship, I'm not happy, so I want to change the way I live. ”

Speaking of this, Fang Tingting was already in tears, and Qian Haiping on the other side listened, his expression was constantly changing, and it was very ugly.

"I don't know if I'll be happy without you, but I want to try, no longer waiting for you every day, looking forward to you. And waiting for you is drunk, or I am already asleep, and I don't know if you are coming back or leaving. Fang Tingting's tears began to roll in her eyes, she knew that what she was talking about was unsatisfactory with him, if it weren't for the fact that she was terminally ill and didn't want to distract her husband who was devoted to her career, how could she ever want to say these hurtful words.

"I know, it's all my fault. I didn't really understand how you feel, and it was my remiss to be a husband. However, you can give me some time and let's work together to change the status quo, and I think we will move in the direction of your ideal step by step. Tingting, I think you just stay at home for too long, out of touch with society, you always like to think cranky every day, otherwise, you should do something you want to do now, travel, get a job, I support you, why do you have to make the choice of divorce? Why make it so serious?" Qian Haiping felt that the matter was not so serious, some of Fang Tingting's absurd thoughts were because of the emptiness in her heart, and it was not only herself who had problems, but her psychology and state also needed to change. If she makes any decisions, he will support them, but he is now in the most important stage of his career climbing, and he really can't spare more time to spend with her.

Looking at his appearance, Fang Tingting stopped crying, because she knew that it was impossible for Qian Haiping to give up her career for herself, even if it affected her at all. She knows him too well, and she is desperately motivated, maybe it is forced by life, or the deeper reason is that Qian Haiping feels that work and career are more important to men, it should be said that for a man like him, career is all his dignity and self-confidence.

"Why do I have to divorce you? What will happen after the divorce? I don't know, but what I want you to know is that only by getting divorce can I completely ignore your feelings, and I can really let go of my dependence on you, so that I can live my true self. So, please give me some time to live freely, okay? After all, the best years of my life have been completely controlled by you since I met you. I want to have a life without you again, to feel the world again, please, just promise me this time, maybe this is an unreasonable request for you. As she spoke, Fang Tingting was a little anxious, and tears fell again.

"Do you think this is good, I will not give you and me three days to think about it, if you still have to make such a decision, then, I will agree to separate from you according to your wishes. I hope that in these three days, you can think about the happiness we have experienced together, I think, you just can't think about it for a while, in fact, our relationship can stand the test of time. In the past three days, I will also reflect on myself, maybe it really brought you too much distress, too neglected your feelings, I also try to think about whether there is any way to make up for your emotional shortcomings. Tingting, I'm really sorry, I still have a very, very important meeting, why don't we discuss this matter in the evening, okay?" Qian Haiping was a little dazed, but his mind was still very clear, he knew that his big project was about to start and enter the high-level decision-making stage, and he had to rush back to the company immediately.

Qian Haiping walked around the table, walked in front of Fang Tingting, gently stroked her hair, wiped the tears on her face, and said gently, "I'm leaving now, we still have three days to think about these things." I'm sorry I couldn't be with you for a while when you're so sad and sad, it's all my fault. You wait for me, when I finish the matter at hand, then I will accompany you seriously, and let's work together to analyze and understand whether to divorce or not. ”

Fang Tingting nodded hard and told him with a sweet smile, "Go get busy", this kind of smile is the smile that Fang Tingting is used to. Because, every time Qian Haiping worked overtime on a business trip and looked at his imminent departure, she suppressed the crazy idea of keeping in her heart, and tried to pretend to be very caring and sensible, and then gave Qian Haiping a smile that worked hard. This smile looked so sweet and warm, but it made her heart extremely tormented.

Looking at the back of Qian Haiping leaving in a hurry, Fang Tingting knew that in the future, she would really have to stay away from this man who loved her deeply and could not accompany this beloved man for a long time. And now that I leave him, I don't want to take him into hell with him on the brink of death.

Sometimes, life is like a bowl of spicy soup, when you are proud, when the wind is smooth, try it occasionally, the sour and spicy taste will stimulate your taste buds, make you excited and satisfied. However, in the years of time, many roads will not always be smooth, when Hu spicy soup suddenly becomes commonplace one day, for many people, the familiar taste is no longer joy and satisfaction, but more helplessness and want to stay away.

The changes in experience and mood have made things that were once normal seem to change their flavor as they walk, and they can no longer find the feeling they used to have......