66. Lost
It's been a long time, and it feels like a century has passed.
Yuan Lili was dressed in white, and her fairy robe was fluttering. She floated in the sky, watching the morning sun rise, the sun was not dazzling, and the warmth wrapped every inch of her skin.
In the place where the sun rises, a glow slowly appears, colorful and colorful. She stretched out her hand, and the glow was projected on her hand, piercing the back of her hand from the palm of her hand, without pain or itching, with indescribable comfort.
In the distance, a group of people stood above a cloud, getting closer and closer. It's all her dead relatives. Grandma waved her hand, her face was wrinkled, comfortable and kind.
Yuan Lily walked over slowly, and her grandmother stroked her face with her hand, and her smile bloomed. All the people around Grandma disappeared, and she was the only one left.
"Grandma, didn't you die a long time ago? She just had a question in her mind and didn't open her lips.
Grandma seemed to have received the voice in her heart, "Yes, you are also dead...... Grandma's mouth did not move, but Yuan Lily understood the voice in Grandma's heart.
"I'm dead...... Why is there no pain when you die?"
"To die is to be liberated, and all the pain of being alive will be gone. ”
"My relatives, my parents, my daughter, and, Lin Feng, what about them, will they suffer?"
"It's good if you're happy, why don't you care if they're in pain or not, they live because of karma, and when you die, your karma is gone. ”
"I want to go back and see them again. ”
"Don't go back. Grandma's gaze became sharp.
"Grandma, I'm not at ease. ”
"There's nothing to worry about, you're afraid of death?"
"No, I'm not afraid of death! I just want to see them one last time. ”
Grandma instantly turned into a demon, with a hideous face, "Yuan Lily, you are cowardly, you are just afraid of death, you are not allowed to go back." ”
Lily instinctively fled, but not as fast as the demon, the demon stretched out its claws and grabbed the corner of her clothes, and she leaped forward with all her might, falling from the clouds, and kept falling, and falling......
The demon is gone. She fell into an empty room with a bed in which lay a woman, with her eyes closed, pale and bloodless. What a familiar face, it turned out to be herself.
Lin Feng stayed by the bedside, beating his hands and feet, crying silently.
"Lin Feng, Lin Feng, don't cry. Her tears flowed, and she saw her own tears on the bed.
"You will be sad......" She looked at the decadent Lin Feng and said, "It turns out that you will also be sad, are you sad for me......?"
Lin Feng ignored her and still cried.
She felt distressed.
"Lin Feng, Lin Feng, Lin Feng......"
……
"I'm here, Lily, Lily, wake up......" Lin Feng shook her body.
"Lin Feng, Lin Feng ......"
"Wife, wake up, I will never leave you again......" Lin Feng's tears fell on the face of the lying Yuan Lily, she could hear the sound of splashing, like a drop of mountain spring water hitting the stone, the sound "dong dong" echoed.
Lily's body was no longer under her control, soft and fluttering, and was blown into her body lying on the bed by a gentle breeze.
"Lin Feng, Lin Feng ......" Yuan Lili, who was lying on the bed, finally spoke, her lips moved slightly, and she shouted Lin Feng's name indistinctly.
"I'm here, doctor, my wife she's awake. Lin Feng shouted excitedly.
Yuan Lili felt very tired, her eyes couldn't be opened, and she opened them a few times before she opened her eyes slightly, and at first glance, she saw Lin Feng's haggard face with tears on her cheeks.
"I'm dead?" she said.
"You're okay, you're alive. Wife, I'm sorry......" Lin Feng shook his body, sobbed, and reached out to wipe the tears from his face for her.
The doctor walked in, opened Lily's eyelids, shone a flashlight on her pupils, and said, "She's fine." ”
"Thank you, doctor. Lin Feng said excitedly.
The doctor did not respond to Lin Feng, and said to Yuan Lili: "When you commit suicide in the future, don't cut your wrists, who told you that you will die if you cut your wrists, unless you have lost too much blood, stupid or not, die for a man who doesn't love you, and don't want to think about whether your parents will be sad." Okay, you're alright, rest and rest. ”
The doctor turned around, looked at Lin Feng and said expressionlessly, "Congratulations, you have a wife who will commit suicide for you!"
Lin Feng lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong, and did not dare to see a doctor, waiting until the doctor walked out of the room.
Yuan Lili raised her left hand, wrapped gauze around her elbow, and said, "Don't let my parents know...... Hanhan, where is she? ”
Aunt Wang, a neighbor, looked at it, she was scared, a little feverish, and Aunt Wang had already fed her antipyretics...... How are you feeling now, where is not comfortable, you tell me. ”
"It's not comfortable here!" Lily Hara picked up her right hand and poked her heart.
"I'm sorry, I promise you that I will break off my relationship with her, and it will never be like this again. Lin Feng's tears raged again.
"Ah......" Yuan Lily finally cried, "Lin Feng, you're a bastard, bastard!"
The long-suppressed pain of Yuan Lily broke out like a torrent in an instant, out of control, and the grievances that had been suppressed for so long were unscrupulously vented at this moment. She is a person who has died once, don't endure it anymore, don't be aggrieved, she wants to distill the pain in her heart little by little, but how to clean up the broken heart.
After crying, Yuan Lili stared blankly at the ceiling of the hospital and said, "Don't tell anyone, and don't tell Qin Sihao and Zhou Ziwei, I'm afraid of being laughed at by others." ”
Lin Feng nodded solemnly and said, "Don't worry, I won't say it." You rest for a while, close your eyes, good!"
Yuan Lily stopped talking and slowly closed her eyes.
Lin Feng sat on the stairs of the safe passage of the hospital, holding his mobile phone all the time, and there was a line of words in the mobile phone that had not been sent. After hesitating for a long time, he finally pressed the send button: Let's break up.
Soon, Lin Feng received Tang Qi's reply: Why, is it because your wife committed suicide for you......?
Lin Feng did not reply again. After a while, the phone vibrate, and Tang Qi sent a message: I will too, you wait for me!
Lin Feng: What do you want to do?
Tang Qi: Guess? Hahahahaha......
A few minutes later, the phone vibrated again, and Tang Qi sent a photo of a blood on one elbow. She sent a message incidentally: Are you satisfied?
Lin Feng was surprisingly angry in his heart, he replied to Tang Qi with a message: The first one to threaten me with suicide is a genius, and the second one to threaten me with suicide is a fool, I hate being forced the most! After sending the message, he did not hesitate to pull Tang Qi into the blacklist.
A minute later, Tang Qi called him, and after he refused, he also pulled Tang Qi's mobile phone number into the mobile phone blacklist at the same time.
It's finally coming to an end, he wanted to break up with Tang Qi peacefully, but Tang Qi used this radical way to disgust him, and finally ended the absurd relationship between them in a way he didn't expect.
Lin Feng returned to the ward, quietly looked at Yuan Lili, who was already asleep, and thought to himself: Don't you just want me to change my mind and change my face, and only be good to you from now on, I have already broken it, you should be satisfied, you finally used death to redeem me, why are you not forcing me!
Qin Sihao and Zhou Ziwei finally knew that Yuan Lili had committed suicide. Tang Qi couldn't get through Lin Feng's phone, so he told Xiao Nian about it. Tang Qi's wound was not deep, so Xiao Nian hurriedly took Tang Qi to a nearby hospital for a simple bandage. The news was told to Xia Qiu from Xiao Nian's mouth, Xia Qiu was already an anxious child, and after hanging up Xiao Nian's phone, he told Qin Sihao, and Qin Sihao would naturally tell Zhou Ziwei about it.
At about six o'clock in the afternoon, Qin Sihao took Zhou Ziwei to the ward of Yuan Lili in the hospital.
Zhou Ziwei looked at Yuan Lili, who was lying on the hospital bed, and said, "It's all my fault, I'm talking a lot." ”
"How can I blame you, I already knew!" said Yuan Lily weakly.
"How can you be so stupid. Zhou Ziwei looked at Yuan Lili with pity, shook her head, and sighed helplessly.
"I won't be so stupid again. ”
Qin Sihao and Lin Feng sat on the stairs.
"Madman, a woman who is willing to sacrifice for you, cherish it. Wei Wei and I also had a big fight some time ago and almost parted ways. ”
"Mouse, you don't understand me, no one understands me, alas!"
"Why do you need to sleep together if you like a person, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai are because they haven't slept together, so they have become a swan song for the ages. ”
Lin Feng asked, "Then you and your college classmates, didn't you sleep together?"
"Nope. So when I swore to Wei Wei, even my father and mother got in. In fact, many times, I am quite annoyed with her, and I feel that the two of them have no feelings at all, but for the sake of a complete home, I can only make do with it for a lifetime. ”
"It's a long life, and that's how you make do with it. ”
Qin Sihao sneered and said, "Life is also very short, and it will be over in a daze." ”
Lin Feng asked, "Why don't you love her anymore?"
"It's not that I don't love, it's just that I feel very weak and tired. Why don't you love Lily Hara?"
"Love, why don't you love, I've always loved her, I just feel very lonely, my heart is empty. ”
……
When night fell, Qin Sihao and Zhou Ziwei pulled over on the way home and ate a bowl of Lanzhou ramen each.
Since that day, Zhou Ziwei has been much colder to Qin Sihao. At first, Qin Sihao was still deliberately flattering, but after a long time, Qin Sihao was tired and no longer deliberately flattered, the two of them had cold faces every day, and there was not much communication in life, and the most common words they said every day were polite words such as "I went to work, goodbye", "How to eat at night", "I slept first", and behind the respect for each other gradually became passers-by.
Night. Zhou Ziwei was already asleep, Qin Sihao had just laid down, and the mobile phone rang, it was his mother calling. Qin Sihao answered the phone, shouted "Mom", and heard his mother's mournful voice.
"Hao Hao, come back quickly, your father is gone, ...... gone"