The next day, Li Shaohui got up an hour earlier than usual, he was suddenly a little scared to face Tang Fengling, and he didn't dare to bother her to prepare breakfast for him again, so after getting up, he dressed and washed softly, for fear of alarming Tang Fengling. But after he finished tidying up, Tang Fengling still walked out of the bedroom, her face was not very good, a little haggard, her eyes were red, and her face seemed to have a few tears from yesterday, Li Shaohui couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, and said softly: "Why did you get up so early, go back and have a good rest!"

Tang Fengling smiled and said, "Didn't you get up earlier than me?" Why didn't you call me in advance, you see that I don't have time to prepare breakfast for you." ”

Li Shaohui smiled: "It's okay, I didn't eat much breakfast before, and it's okay." ”

The speaker had no intention, but listened to the heart, Tang Fengling suddenly had tears in her eyes again, and Li Shaohui could only smile helplessly, and no longer spoke and chose to be silent,

After a while, Tang Fengling wiped her eyes and said, "You wait for me, I'll do it right away, soon." After that, she was about to enter the kitchen, Li Shaohui hurriedly stopped her, and said with a wry smile: "Ling'er, I had a whole day off yesterday, and I have to go to the company early today to deal with things, so don't bother anymore." ”

"Then you should bring some food!" Although Tang Fengling is not very stubborn with Li Shaohui in normal times, she is stubborn in this regard, Li Shaohui was forced to be helpless, so he had to hurriedly take a carton of milk and bread from the freezer to settle the matter.

After leaving the room, Li Shaohui looked at the breakfast in his hand, and thought of those simple and happy days a long time ago, when Tang Fengling liked to care for him like this domineering, so many years have passed, and she still hasn't changed.

Thinking of these future events, Li Shaohui sighed in his heart, speaking of which she is also a woman who is a woman in the show, but she was tricked by fate, so she had to leave herself, and she still loves herself deeply, why can't she completely let go of everything and accept her?

The Buddha said that when he picked it up and put it down, it was a matter of a moment, so why couldn't he do it? He obviously still had affection for her, and he obviously couldn't let go of her, but he liked to hold on to her past and let it go, which not only hurt her, but also tortured himself.

Looking back on the past, Li Shaohui's mood became heavier and heavier, falling in love with a kind woman at an ageless and powerless, but he couldn't save her, watching her fall into the quagmire...

Li Shaohui was sad in the car for a long time before he shook his head, reluctantly packed up his emotions and drove to the company, and put all his thoughts on work to escape the entanglement of emotions.

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, Li Shaohui received a call from Song Dafu when he was correcting the documents, he said that he had gone back to his hometown and brought a lot of special products, and wanted Li Shaohui to taste them. Li Shaohui didn't think much about it, so he asked him to send it to his home, saying that there was someone at home.

In the meantime, Song Dafu blamed Li Shaohui for not going to Lin Yue'er, as soon as Lin Yue'er was mentioned, Li Shaohui was full of guilt, he didn't want to hold back his grievances for days, so he confided in Song Dafu, Song Dafu also helplessly said: "Creation makes people, everything can't help himself." ”

Later, when Li Shaohui came back from work, he found that Tang Fengling was not there, and he was shocked, for fear that she would do something out of the ordinary, so he hurriedly called her, but Tang Fengling's phone was turned off. Li Shaohui became more and more anxious in his heart, rummaging through the boxes and cabinets to find the traces left by Tang Fengling, and not long after, he saw the message on the coffee table, which was roughly as follows:

Shaohui:

When I pick up the pen, I have a lot of thoughts, and although I have thousands of words in my heart, I don't know where to start.

Shaohui, I'm leaving, don't come looking for me again, and don't ask me where I went.

It was only at this time that I realized that I was just a passer-by in your life, and I never brought you anything except pain, helplessness and regret, so for your happiness, I was willing to quit, willingly quit, but my love for you will not quit, never.

In fact, on the day I saw you at Yaoyao's wedding, I made up my mind that no matter how you treat me in the future, I will be with you, so I have been begging Yaoyao to help me find opportunities, so don't blame Yaoyao for being troublesome, she was also forced to be helpless.

The few times I saw you later, although you have always been cold to me, I can see the anger and pain hidden under your cold face, so whenever you are angry with me, although I am sad on the surface, but my heart is happy, because you only care about me, you will do this.

Just like when we used to be good, whenever I did something that made you unhappy, you were like this, pretending to be cold on the surface and didn't care, but in your heart you wanted to bully me hard and make me bow my head and admit my mistakes to you. At that time, I often laughed at you for being a child who didn't grow up, and you did this kind of angry thing, but I didn't expect that after all these years, you still maintained this true color and never changed.

In the days I have spent with you, I have been really happy, and I am as happy as a flower in the dust, although it is not very delicate and bright, but it is also trying to bloom.

These days, I just want to be desperately good to you, desperately make up for my debt to you, and you are also very tolerant, do not care about my past, never say anything heavy to me, lose your temper once, and still love me as before, let me feel like soaking in a honey pot, my body and mind are sweet and greasy, and it also makes me feel like stepping on the clouds, lazy, fluttering, and indescribably comfortable.

But although such days are good and sweet, for some reason, I always want to go back to the past, to the time when we were not separated.

At that time, you would often lose your temper with me because of some trivial things, but whenever I was angry and couldn't help crying, no matter how angry you were at that time, how angry you were, you would immediately turn around and hug me with a wicked smile and begged, when I saw you like this, my heart was very hateful, but my heart was like cotton, soft and dizzy, and I couldn't have a little hatred for you.

Shaohui, Yaoyao told me that love is selfish, if one day you really meet your beloved, you should give up everything and fight for it by any means, so since I came to Shanghai, I always want to get back together with you, and I always want to make up for the debts I once owed, so I think you have guessed my not very bright practices, but I still ask you to forgive me, because it is just a woman who loves you deeply and wants to get you to change her mind.

Now that I think about it, if we could turn back time, if we could go back to the night before we parted, I would not have abandoned you, an innocent poor person, and my own happiness for the sake of my brother who did not study well, and for the sake of my mother's unreasonable trouble.

If God has mercy and can make me choose between you and my family again, then I can only choose to be unfilial, because later I realized that without you, my life has come to an end, and there is no more color, only gray and white.

It was I who abandoned you all these years, and it was I who left you alone in this huge world. But, Shaohui, I ask you to believe me, I've had a hard time all these years, I'm just banishing myself and wandering myself in the empty prosperity.

A few years after separation, the moment I see you again, I just want to be with you forever, even if it is unscrupulous, even if it is infamous, is cuteness really selfish?

Today, Brother Song came to our house, and he told me about you and Lin Yue'er, and also about the fact that you had to break up with Lin Yue'er in order to fulfill me.

I always thought that I loved you more than you loved me, and it was my duty to do anything for you, but it wasn't until today that I realized that I was wrong, I was just a selfish villain, and I always wanted to use my weakness and unbearability to tie you up as a soft-hearted fool, and I never thought about you, so now I have regretted it, for your happiness, in order not to embarrass you, I also want to be generous once and withdraw from this competition.

Shaohui, I remember I once asked you what true love is, and you told me that true love is possession, complete possession from the body to the mind, so whenever I get close to other boys, you will get angry and find fault, and at that time I often blame you for being careful. But whenever I see you talking and laughing with other girls, I will also be secretly angry, so you often laugh at me for only allowing the governor to set fires, and not to allow the people to light lamps.

Now I am so unbearable, how can I have any qualifications to occupy all of you? But I still want me to have a corner of my own in your heart, and I have nothing to do with others. And at this moment, I have understood, understand that you will not forget me, because you have put me deep in your heart.

So I'm very happy and satisfied, I left with a smile on my face, don't be sad, don't blame yourself.

Shaohui, you once told me that your life was saved by you, and my people are also yours, without your permission, I can't be willing to fall, let alone kill myself. Then I promise you that I will live well for the rest of my life, and I will never make you sad for me and work for me like last time. But you have to promise me that you also have to live happily, because I am in your heart, and if you are unhappy, I will also be heartbroken.

Shaohui, I'm gone, but my heart won't go, and my heart will always guard you. You must know that no matter where you go, no matter what you are doing, there will be a wounded woman, in a corner of the sky, quietly and devoutly praying for you and burning incense.

Shaohui, I'm leaving, don't be sad, and don't miss it. You see, that white cloud on the edge of the sky is my face smiling at you.

Li Shaohui finished reading Tang Fengling's parting letter in one go, and stood there in a daze, a sadness raging his heart, his face seemed to have something flowing, he touched a drop with his hand, put it in his mouth, and a trace of salty bitter taste flowed down the tip of his tongue to his heart. He tore up the entire letter and shouted angrily: "Slut, since you know that your life was saved by Lao Tzu, since you know that you are Lao Tzu's person, without Lao Tzu's consent, why do you not say goodbye again?"

After a long time, Li Shaohui called and told Lu Yao, Lu Yao was shocked when she heard this, and hurriedly rushed to Li Shaohui's house and pulled Li Shaohui to look for it in the streets and alleys of Shanghai.

Li Shaohui and Lu Yao wandered on the street until the early hours of the night and didn't see Tang Fengling, Lu Yao squatted on the ground in a hurry and cried, Li Shaohui was also anxious and painful, standing under the dim street lamp, at a loss, letting the cold wind of the night ravage him.

After a long time, Lu Yao raised her tear-stained face and choked up: "Shaohui, it seems that Ling'er has figured it out and understands that you are impossible, so if you really like your girlfriend, you can go and find her with peace of mind, because your happiness is Ling'er's happiness, and she must hope that you and your girlfriend will be reconciled as before, and they will be together with affection and love." ”

"Is that really the case?" Li Shaohui smiled bitterly when he heard this, and looked up at the oblique moon in the sky, which was curved and sprinkled with a soft light, and a trace of light seemed to shine into his long-closed heart.