When I heard Yanzi ask, I didn't think that Yanzi came here for a purpose, but simply thought that Yanzi was just curious and wanted to join in the fun.

I casually said, "I like a lot of people, like my father, mother, relatives and friends....... I can't count ......."

"Oh, I'm not asking this, I'm asking, love? Who do you like? You know?"

In fact, how could I not know that Yanzi asked me this question?

How could I not know that I was just running away from the problem?

It is often said that the first person that comes to your mind is the person you like.

The first person in my mind is, of course, He Yulu, including the situation when I met He Yulu today, all of which appeared in my mind one by one.

If you are any person, you will be very proud to say who you like, but not with me......

I couldn't help but feel melancholy, and I couldn't figure out why I suddenly felt so much sadness when I thought I liked He Yulu?

It is often said that love is sweet, and you will laugh even when you think about it while sleeping.

I, on the other hand, endured it and endured it to keep myself from crying.

There are thousands of kinds of love, and I really can't tell which kind of love I belong to.

I just know that after I found out that I fell in love with He Yulu, I really didn't smile very happily, and He Yulu too.

It was so confusing that I would spend more time thinking about it.

Yanzi shook me before I came back to my senses.

"Why are you always distracted? Don't you think about that big beauty..... Yes..... I know...... Don't be embarrassed, there's no outsider here, tell me about it, I won't tell anyone."

Yanzi grinned and looked at me.

I have to say that women's feelings are very accurate.

When I was pulled back to reality by Yanzi, I realized that I was distracted again, and I realized that for such a long time, I would often lose my spirit, and I would be inexplicably distracted and in a daze because of a move or a sentence from others.

"Why don't you speak? I know ...... if you don't say it."

What Yanzi said, I just listened quietly, did not refute, let alone answer.

Just listened quietly, thinking silently.

When I remembered that I met He Yulu and Na Lin Zhenhai intimately together in the afternoon, I was angry, but I had nowhere to vent, so I could only bury it in my heart and suffer silently.

I don't understand, why did the two of them suddenly have such a close relationship after so many entanglements and hatreds between Lin Zhenhai and He Yulu???

I saw that He Yulu and Lin Zhenhai had several quarrels, and the conflict had become so intense for the sake of the house, why did the situation take such a sharp turn and become like this???

Could it be that I have always misinterpreted Lin Zhenhai's personality, or is he a good person himself???

Otherwise, He Yulu knew that such a bad person would still be so close to him.

I don't know, it's just that I have a feeling of unwillingness in my heart, I have worked so hard, even if it is not for love, don't I even have the opportunity to get close?

I don't know, will He Yulu and I finally be able to be together, or can we only maintain the status quo?

I don't know, I really don't know, so much so that I'm annoyed right now.

I want to laugh at Yanzi's ridicule, I want to deal with it, but I can't, because I'm not a hypocritical person, I think I've always been a person who dares to love and hate, so much so that I can't even be hypocritical now.

I was suddenly a little glad that I would soon no longer face all this torture, and soon I would no longer have to worry about such false faces, and soon, I would not even have the opportunity to love.

I will soon find out that I will not even have this unfortunate opportunity again, and that I will have nothing at that time.

Yanzi talked to me for a long time and asked several questions, but I didn't listen, just sat there in a daze, and didn't know how the time passed, I just felt confused, and when Yanzi waved her hand and said that I was going back to sleep, I got up and closed the door.

When Yanzi had just taken two steps, she suddenly turned around and said to me with a smile.

"Don't be discouraged, I can see that she likes your ...... too"

After Yanzi finished speaking, she jumped out happily.

I was still thinking about the meaning of Yanzi's words, and before I could ask Yanzi, who was that "she" referring to? And why did Yanzi say that??? in the blink of an eye, the person disappeared.

The night is not yet deep, and the shining lights and sparks in the distance still indicate that someone will be as sleepless as me.

As I opened the window to get some fresh air, I shook my hand and tossed into my pocket a box of cigarettes that I had almost forgotten when I had bought them.

Look at the lights in the distance and look at the starry sky.

The bustling world and countless sorrows are all staged in the night.

Involuntarily, I lit a cigarette, and the fireworks shone against the glass background, igniting those limited lives, in order to give me a little comfort.

I smoke, not because it alleviates loneliness.

Rather, every smoker can't find the right reason to convince himself and others. Then, in the smoke and fireworks, you can hide your truest self, so as to slowly anesthetize.

I want a false surface, I want to anesthetize myself.

Because I am sad, or I am sad who has been abandoned by fate.

When I am sad, I will think of He Yulu and the bits and pieces of the past.

The more I thought of He Yulu, the more I missed it, the more I couldn't stop my thoughts, I couldn't control myself, I picked up the phone, and wanted to call He Yulu.

When I took out my phone, I saw that the phone was turned off, and I looked at it and realized that the phone was out of battery.

So, I hurriedly found the mobile phone charger and hurriedly turned it on.

Actually, it's not that I'm in a hurry to call, but I'm worried that if He Yulu will contact me, I will miss the opportunity to talk to He Yulu.

Now it seems that this chance is equivalent to the probability of winning the lottery.

Actually, I didn't ask for anything.

I know that I have always been a person who has no sense of existence, both for myself and for others.

If He Yulu revolves around me every day, I will be even more uncomfortable.

When the phone is turned on, the signal is restored.

The bombardment of messages and missed calls on my phone really scared me.

The first thing I saw was sixty-two missed calls and a few text messages prompted on the screen.

Sixty of the missed calls were from Hu Jing, one from Zhang Zhi, and one from Lu Hai.

And the text messages were all sent by Hu Jing.