XVIII. Confession

Qin Sihao was looking forward to Ye Xiaoqian's connection to the video, at this time he was both nervous and scared, but also very much looking forward to it, he hadn't seen the goddess in his heart for many years, and he didn't know what she had become now. He touched his freshly shaved chin and waited anxiously, his hands trembling a little, and the air felt so thin that he couldn't breathe.

His hopes were eventually dashed in Ye Xiaoqian's rejection video. Qin Sihao was like a balloon punctured by a needle, with a "bang", all the good moods disappeared in an instant.

Ye Xiaoqian replied: Can't video, the child is at home. I'll send you a picture.

Qin Sihao's eyes lit up, and the mood of falling to the bottom of the valley soared like a hydrogen balloon, and took off again.

After a few minutes, Ye Xiaoqian sent a photo of herself.

Qin Sihao looked at it seriously, as if he could read something from this photo. The photo has been photoshopped, Qin Sihao believes that the photo sent by Ye Xiaoqian has been carefully selected, and she must want to present the best side in front of him.

In the photo, Ye Xiaoqian is lying on the bed, wearing pink short-sleeved clothes, and her underwear and cleavage are faintly exposed.

A silver-white necklace hangs from her neck, and the pendant of the necklace is a black four-leaf clover with silver-white trim.

She wears an "S" pattern earring on her exposed left ear, with an emerald glass and light tassel on one side.

Her lilac hair was coiled around the back of her head, and it was specially knotted, and strands of messy hair extended on one side.

Her eyebrows are embroidered semi-permanently, which is the most popular now, like a beautiful landscape.

Her eyelashes are long, her eyes are smart, her nose is high, her lips and teeth are sloppy, and her chin is rounded.

Qin Sihao couldn't help but be stupid.

"Why don't you speak, it scares you, doesn't it?" Ye Xiaoqian sent a message, with an aggrieved expression at the end.

"No, no, no, it's really amazing, I haven't seen it for so many years, it has indeed changed, it has become more feminine, it's so beautiful, it's beautiful, it's beautiful!"

"Cut! You will boast that she is already old, a thirty-year-old woman, where is it beautiful. Ye Xiaoqian quickly replied with a message.

Qin Sihao seemed to have stepped into a pool of clear water, revealing a trace of coolness in this flowing fire July. His heart rippled, as if accompanied by the strings lightly, the mountains and rivers flowed, soft and long.

Qin Sihao was uncontrollable, he had an impulse to tell Ye Xiaoqian what he had been thinking for so many years, if nothing else, he just wanted her to know that there was another person who had been concerned about Ye Xiaoqian for so many years.

"Xiaoqian, you know that there is a person who has had a crush on you for many years and has never dared to say it, he thought he would never dare to say it again in his life, but ......"

After Qin Sihao sent these words, he began to become cramped and uneasy, he didn't pick out his words too clearly, because he was worried that if he was too straightforward, Ye Xiaoqian would be angry, and he would no longer pay attention to him from now on, so it would be too late to regret it.

Ye Xiaoqian's message quickly replied: "Sihao, who is the person you are talking about, why don't I know, let me guess, it won't be you, right?"

"What would you do if it were me?"

"It's normal if it's you, let's talk about it, it's not you. ”

"Okay, then I said you shouldn't be angry, that person is me, I've liked you since the day I met you, but I never dared to say it. ”

"Fool, what do you want me to say about you, if you say it at the beginning, I may not accept you, what are you inferior? ”

"At that time, I was just a poor student, and I had no money, and I was worried that I would not be able to give you happiness. ”

"Alas, do you think I'm happy now? Okay, okay, don't say it, you make me feel beautiful! Don't think about it, my sister-in-law is very good, cherish the life in front of me. At the same time as Ye Xiaoqian sent this message, she also sent a flying kiss expression.

"I didn't dare to contact you for so many years, but I never forgot you, if we don't contact you anymore, maybe I really won't bother you for the rest of my life, but now, my heart is messed up, I don't think about you all the time, Xiaoqian, what should I do." ”

After Qin Sihao finished saying this, he suddenly sighed heartily, thinking about it carefully, since he started frequent contact with Ye Xiaoqian, he was really distraught, and he didn't even think about tea and dinner.

Looking out the window, it was already dark, however, he didn't feel hungry at all after lunch, he was immersed in a sweet chat, unable to extricate himself. When I closed my eyes, I had a photo of Ye Xiaoqian in my mind. Why is a photo so tempting? Qin Sihao is completely messy.

Ye Xiaoqian sent a sad expression and a paragraph, "Okay, you mean that I disturbed your life by contacting you, I'm sorry, I won't contact you anymore in the future, sad, woo woo." ”

"No, I don't really think so, I really don't mean that. Qin Sihao hurriedly explained.

An hour passed, Qin Sihao sent several messages one after another, but Ye Xiaoqian ignored him anymore. He was so sad that he felt like he was suffering from a serious illness, his mind was dizzy, and his heart felt like it had been hollowed out, and he was suffocating.

In a drowsy state, Qin Sihao fell asleep. Until the phone rings and wakes him up.

"Hey. Qin Sihao answered the phone weakly.

"What are you doing, don't answer the phone, I'm already at your house, don't worry. Zhou Ziwei said in a hurry, obviously dialing the phone for a long time.

"Oh, I was about to call you just now, and I accidentally fell asleep. Qin Sihao slowly spit out a sentence.

"What's wrong with you, husband, how do you feel that you don't have any energy at all, are you sick? Zhou Ziwei's voice softened.

"Wife, come back early, when you leave, I don't think about the tea you want to eat. ”

"Husband, be good, I'll be home in a week at most, take care of myself. I'm going to help my mom cook, hang up. ”

Qin Sihao hung up the phone and looked at the missed calls, the three were all from Zhou Ziwei, no wonder he had such a big temper after connecting. He looked again to see if there was any reply from Ye Xiaoqian in WeChat, but to his disappointment, there was no at all.

Qin Sihao felt deep pain, staring at the bed and not moving, after a long time, he sat up and sent a long message to Ye Xiaoqian with his mobile phone:

"Actually, every day, when I think of you, I don't have anything to do, I just want to see the words you have sent, listen to your pleasant voice, go through your circle of friends, and think about what you look like.

There are 24 hours in a day, but it makes me think about 25 hours, and the extra hour is in a dream.

I want to please you all the time, so seriously, raging, stupid to please you, watching your happiness, obsessed with your appearance, guessing your heart, fantasizing about your smile.

I've been to many cities, I've met many women, but I've only met you at the right age. It turns out that your smile is my luxury, and your word is my expectation.

There are no ifs in life, looking at you from afar is the best, and sincerely looking forward to your happiness is the greatest satisfaction. I never thought that I would open and close my eyes, close them and open them again, and when I open my eyes, I can see your head, and when I close my eyes, I can see your shadow. So I kept blinking, just to see you one more time.

We have long passed the age of listening to love, and we have lost the colorful beauty of the tongue, but there are many love words, I want to tell you, that is a little bit of life, even if it is not easy to meet, but it is still a topic around you.

You are happy, I am happy, loving someone does not have to get, loving someone does not have to be seen every day, love is really wonderful, like the gentleness of the March breeze. Like, sleeping is a dream, waking up is a mystery.

If I meet you again one day, I hope the first thing I see is your smile, I look forward to it all the time, but with a little sadness. So what, time, place, space, can't change I love you, how long the road is, how long the thoughts will be, until the mountains and rivers are exhausted, until the earth is barren ......"

After Qin Sihao finished sending this long message, he felt a lot more relieved, he thought, anyway, Ye Xiaoqian has already ignored him at the moment, it doesn't matter if he says more, he can simply break the jar and break it.

The text message prompt of the mobile phone sounded, and Qin Sihao hurriedly grabbed the mobile phone.

Ye Xiaoqian sent a four-leaf clover expression and a sentence, "Do you know the flower language of four-leaf clover?"