Things are getting weirder and weirder, and I'm getting less concerned about the world

I don't think of people as real people anymore, and everything in front of me is just what I realize.

The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, and those events related to the characters related to the role of Yuan Changwen have become dispensable.

If you want praise from others, it's just to admit the real existence of the character, and it doesn't matter what the specific praise content is.

Even if the praise content is completely contradictory, the character will not care.

For example, the righteous killing of relatives and the protection of shortcomings are just character attributes, just to enrich the role.

Treat others as real people, treat the world as real, and then you can experience all kinds of things, even fears, in the name of the character.

I'm not interested, I know I'm crazy, I remember the meaning of a lot of words and the so-called human sophistication, but these things are disappearing.

Because it's just a twist in my head, it's all a piece of shit, and I'm not interested in this shit.

Admittedly, it was I who was grasping the twist, it was I who didn't dare to let go, afraid that if I let go, I would die.

will definitely die, and the character of Yuan Changwen will collapse directly.

I can't go back, I and my former self are already two people, and we have to work hard to continue to grasp the twist, and we have to think hard to remember the we once had.

For example, objective materialism, I remember thinking this way from my previous self, but now I don't see things that way.

For example, the so-called scientific theories have become completely, and I don't understand how such a simple thing can brainwash so many people.

It is impossible to determine those scientific theories, it is impossible to determine those scientific laws, except for the scientific spirit of constant doubt, all scientific theories are just pseudoscience.

Once you have lifted your brainwashing, it doesn't seem so easy to go back to what you used to be.

It's like on a train, when you first start, you don't seem to know if your own train is moving, or if the train on the other side is moving.

It's also like the one who sees the well rope as a snake, but as long as you recognize it, it's not easy to continue to see it wrong.

I haven't done it yet, but I know I can do it because the truth is there.

Infinite existence, limitations do not exist, there is nothing to say at all.

There is no need for any connection, no need for assumptions, and the truth of that awareness has been proven all the time.

It's all about being aware of, what's not.

While the character of Yuan Changwen is unreal, there is also the inevitability of the whole world.

Anything that happens is a presentation of the elements of the picture, without the slightest accident, without the slightest free will.

Will, mind, etc., these are just elements of the picture, they are only part of the presentation, although it seems to be free, after all, I have no idea what will happen in the next moment.

But this is just an illusion, and the characters feel that they have free will, to move around or do what they want.

It can only happen like this, because that's how it happens, there's nothing to say at all.

It's not caused by me, it's not caused by others, it's just the appearance that is happening at the moment, and it's directly presented.

There's always a reason, but that's just to make the moment seem more real.

Acknowledging the linear passage of time makes life very easy, after all, the whole picture element has always wanted to be misleading.

Removing time will only cause trouble in life, and it will only make dreams fragmented, and you will either have to grasp another twist, or you will have to break and die.

I'm just going to die, to die completely, to have nothing left, nothing to want.

My family is nothing, and if I'm not real, my family is a fart.

I used to look at those mentally ill people and think how it needed to believe these things, but now, I used to be mentally ill, and it's all.

It's not that it's bad to talk nonsense, there is no difference between mentally ill people and normal people, they all use what they see and feel as the truth, but the content is different, but the number of people is different.

I'm not real, this body and this mind are still just picture elements, and even these limitations are forcibly distorted by me.

A painting with trees and sky on it was all forcibly set by me, demarcating an area and giving it a name, and this is how it is distorted into everything in the world.

With this distortion, the world can be made beautiful.

I marvel at the world more than I once was, and my admiration for the world will never stop, even though I am killing the world.

It's weird to think about, when I'm not killing, it's hard to see the subtlety of the world, and I'm always stuck in the twists of my head, those fears of what to do in the future.

And when I start to kill, when I see the unreality of the world, I am completely amazed by the subtlety and beauty of the world.

Isn't it worth admiring how wonderful and amazing it is to be able to present such a picture element when there is nothing.

Die, let me die.

The whole world takes a step back so that I can take my time and appreciate it without paying attention to the distortions in my head.

It's not enough, praise for the world doesn't mean anything, I haven't done the killing, then any so-called supernatural state can't mean anything.

Whether I see a fairy or a ruby, it's just an element of the picture, it's just something I realize.

To think that these contents represent something, and to think that these contents can infer something, is wishful thinking, and it is just brainwashing.

The state of the characters is, and no matter how powerful the characters are, they are still just screen elements, even if they can travel through time and space or blow up the planet with one punch.

In fact, there is nothing to marvel at about those so-called superpowers, and only when I think that the world has certain laws and that there are no supernatural powers, those superpowers become shocking.

When I don't think the world has gravity, what's so strange about you being able to fly?

It's like I can eat apples, what a superpower is this, and what's there to marvel at.

You can fly, you can travel, you can teleport, you can telepathize, these things can be presented in their own right, and I have no problem with that.

It's just what you're aware of, so what's not to do.

Showing that a group of people can't fly, and only one person can fly, what's wrong with that?

There are no physical laws, so there are no superpowers that violate the laws of physics, and even the word "superpower" can be thrown away.

Since it is not a violation, what is there to marvel at.

The character is dying, and I'm helping to get myself dead.

The teacher's words are nothing, and even though I say the same things as the teacher, they are still not true.

It's all about being aware of what's going on, ending the discussion.

It's a pity that I just ended the discussion intellectually, and the distortion in my mind is still there, and I am still grasping these.

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