Li Shaohui's heart was filled with bitterness, who was the lively and lovely girl in his mind? Is she still there? Is this the one in front of him?

Maybe, no, it must not be, she must not be in this world, she only lives in her own heart.

Thinking about this, Li Shaohui withdrew his right arm without a trace but resolutely, Tang Fengling's pretty face, which was still smiling, was slightly suffocated, but it was not easy to say anything.

The two walked to the front of the shopping center, and the LED display on it read, "Eternal classic, immortal love, the 20th anniversary of its release, the love epic blockbuster "Titanic", which has attracted countless lovers to bend their waists, will be released again with affectionate and righteous people. ”

Tang Fengling looked at the sign, and suddenly became stupid, and Li Shaohui also remembered the sweet scene and the vow they made when they watched this movie together. I don't know how many times I have watched this romance film, every time I watch Tang Fengling, I can't help but shed tears, the fearless old couple, the band that is not disturbed by the outside world in the face of life and death, the woman who whistles for her lover, and so on, all of them are a kind of spiritual obsession.

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Whenever this sad melody sounds, Li Shaohui will inexplicably burst into tears.

Once, he also naively believed that there would be a great love in this world that would sacrifice himself for love at all costs, but the reality was cruel and the society was ruthless, in this world that believed in the law of the jungle, when he hit his head and was dying, he realized that the so-called supreme pure and beautiful love was just a dream to see the flowers, a gorgeous illusory dream.

It wasn't until later that he met Xiao Bei and met this disgraceful woman, who used her life to tell him what love is and what love is, but --- but...

I don't know when, Tang Fengling was already rippling with tears, sobbing, showing a begging look, and said, "Shaohui, why don't we go and see it again?"

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling expressionlessly, smiled coldly, didn't answer, suddenly turned around, and walked forward, Tang Fengling behind him had a sad face, and watched the movie theater reluctantly for a long time before leaving helplessly.

"Uncle, uncle, buy a flower, we have roses, lilies, carnations..."A little girl in shabby clothes timidly grabbed Li Shaohui, who was walking quickly, and said weakly.

Li Shaohui stopped and looked at the little girl, with a white goose egg face, a pair of watery eyes under the curved eyebrows, with a shy, simple and lovely tenderness, the little girl wore an indigo blue dress, although it was a little faded, but clean, like a little elf left in the world.

"Can you tell me what these flowers mean? You name one, and my uncle will buy you one. Okay?" Li Shaohui squatted down, touched the little girl's face, and tried to shake off the unhappiness just now, Wen Yan said to the little girl.

"Yes, yes. The little girl smiled happily.

"What does the red rose represent?"

"Red roses represent love. ”

"Where's the carnation?"

"Carnation is a mother. ”

"And what does the yellow rose in your hand represent?"

"Yellow --- yellow roses..."The little girl tilted her head, crossed her fingers and thought seriously, after thinking for a long time, the little girl couldn't think about it, her face turned slightly red, she stuck out her tongue, and ran to her mother for help.

Li Shaohui smiled, stood up, and simply bought all the remaining yellow roses from the little girl's mother, and handed them to Tang Fengling, Tang Fengling looked suffocated, hesitated for a moment, and reluctantly took it.

The little girl gave Li Shaohui a sweet hug when she left, Li Shaohui looked at the backs of their mother and daughter who were far away, and suddenly thought of giving people flowers, and there was a lingering fragrance in his hands.

Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling stayed in the bustling square for a while, and then walked towards the quiet moat outside the city.

The river is quiet and profound, without the noisy and prosperous city of the city, and it seems extraordinarily clear. Li Shaohui looked at the quiet lake, full of thoughts, he took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but found that he didn't bring a lighter, and he couldn't help but be a little discouraged.

At this time, Tang Fengling put down the flowers, took a lighter from her bag and lit it for him.

"Smoking is not good for your health, you better smoke less!" Tang Fengling tried her best to say plainly, but the deep care in her words was still silently revealed.

Li Shaohui looked at her, sneered, his eyes were full of sarcasm, Tang Fengling screamed, knowing that she had said the wrong thing, she lowered her head in shame.

Li Shaohui took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it, and the smoke was full of shadows, drifting into the distance, and gradually disappearing completely.

"Shaohui, do you say that the fate between us is vaguely tied by a red thread, when we didn't know each other before, we were all in different places, and we were all alone, but when we met and fell in love, we became partners who talked about everything, and we had an unforgettable love. And now we meet in a different place, and we are all alone, do you think this is God is taking care of us? Does God even hope that we can start a relationship again in a new place?"

Li Shaohui was a little confused, his heart was rippled by Tang Fengling's words, he turned his head to look at Tang Fengling, she was looking forward to it with anxiety on her face.

It's been five years, five years, since the last separation, it's the first time I've looked so carefully at the beautiful woman I can't forget in my dreams, exquisite facial features, amorous eyes, beautiful face, beautiful figure, mature temperament... She is more attractive and amorous than before, but why do she feel disgusted?

In his heart, that "she" is dead, no one can save her, "she" has been deeply hidden in the clean corner of his heart, only in a dusk full of spring flowers, he will pay tribute to her with sentimentality, pay tribute to that simple, beautiful and carefree ordinary years.

So Li Shaohui sneered: "Is it? This place is a strange place to me, but it shouldn't be for you Tang Fengling, right?" Li Shaohui smiled sarcastically, making Tang Fengling blush instantly, bit her lip lightly, and lowered her head in humiliation.

"It's over, it's over, it's all over!" Li Shaohui was ruthless, and threw the cigarette butt into the deep and bottomless river, which fell into the river and disappeared in an instant with a brilliant light. Just like the love between Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling, it dimmed before it had time to be gorgeous, fell into the deep river, and was washed away and didn't know where to go.

"Tang Fengling, I know what you mean, but you should understand that when you made that decision five years ago, the moment you left, our love had already come to an end and was over. What is lost has been lost forever and can never be recovered. In that case, let's end with a smile, and stop torturing each other and disturbing each other, okay?" After five years, Li Shaohui once again said to Tang Fengling and Yan Yuese, but these words were gentle knives, as if they had to stab the two of them in their hearts a few times all the time.

"Is it impossible? Why? Why? When you had a girlfriend before, I didn't dare to think about it, and I couldn't think about it, but now that you've broken up, why don't you give me a chance? This is also a chance for you, and it is also a chance for us to love and be happy?" Tang Fengling raised her head and looked at Li Shaohui stupidly, she cried heartbrokenly, and tears crossed her face.

Li Shaohui sighed, turned around, and said: "What you said is that I broke up with Lin Yue'er, but I still have her in my heart, in this life, except for her, I can't tolerate anyone in my heart anymore, if I can't be with her in this life, I'd rather be single, I'd rather have her smile and her shadow in my mind for the rest of my life, rather than someone else to take her place." After Li Shaohui finished speaking, he didn't have half a heart in front of Tang Fengling, who was already crying and couldn't help himself, and he squatted down, he strode away, and Tang Fengling's crying and sobbing sound came from behind him, intermittently, like the flow of an ancient river, telling the sad heart.

Li Shaohui's heart throbbed, and he suddenly remembered Xi Murong's poem: "When the lights are extinguished one by one, the singing stops, everything you have left behind on the dark river, finally, can only become, how many people are quietly reciting under the starry sky, your past, my last night." ”

"Tang Fengling, please forgive me, although time can sink and bury the past, but it can't bury the grief and humiliation in my heart, just because you don't say goodbye, I am lonely and lonely, wasted two years of time, and because of your empathy and don't love, I am willing to fall, indulge in the place of wind and moon, kill Xiao Bei, and make a promise; although your departure also indirectly makes me grow up and mature slowly, but I will never be able to give birth to a little gratitude to you, the life mentor who caused the tribulation. Li Shaohui remembered the past, and his heart was infinitely sad.

When he returned to the hotel, he suddenly worried that Tang Fengling was such a proud person, in such a sad and helpless moment, wouldn't it be very dangerous to leave her alone by the river, in case she couldn't think about it on the spur of the moment, what should she do if she jumped into the river to find a short sight? Thinking of this, Li Shaohui was excited and hurriedly ran outside, but on the way he thought about it, "I really TM will be amorous, if she Tang Fengling is really so affectionate, will she say goodbye without saying goodbye back then, will she empathize and say goodbye?" In the past five years, when she didn't have herself, didn't she still live a chic and moisturized life? Isn't she still beautiful?

At the end, Li Shaohui let out a heavy sigh, let me and her be like this!

The past, written off, the rest of the life, each is fine.

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui was in a mood, returned to the hotel sullenly, turned off his mobile phone, and fell asleep.