Chapter Ninety-Five: The So-Called Past

Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi in a daze for a long time, obviously shocked by the accusation in her tone.

"Xu Disheng, I don't understand, why do you have to cling to this marriage that shouldn't exist from the beginning, do you know how painful I am, is it if it hurts, you will get pleasure?" Qianyi felt that her face was a little wet, and after touching it, she found that she didn't know when, she actually cried.

"No......" Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi tangledly: "Perhaps, in the future...... I'll try to ......."

In front of Xu Disheng, Qianyi didn't want to be weak anymore, turned his head to wipe away his tears, looked at his eyes and said very seriously: "If you are willing to give me a little respect, or that sentence, please let me go, I am still young, I don't want to live in your shadow from now on." ”

Xu Disheng was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have beaten you that day, when I saw Yin Zi lying downstairs, I thought of Shi Man, and I was dizzy all of a sudden, plus everyone was a little unscrupulous, I couldn't control myself." ”

Qianyi laughed violently, Xu Disheng's "can't control himself" is not a day or two, she wonders if this person is forgetful, don't you remember, once he even almost drowned himself in the hotel bathtub, this past, with only the words "can't control yourself", can it be written off?

"Xu Disheng, I'm afraid of you, I'm really afraid of you, so please let me go, okay?" Qianyi looked at the floor-to-ceiling window behind Xu Disheng.

Xu Disheng was stunned and stared at Qianyi with regret.

"You might as well ask yourself, do you really see me as your wife?" Qianyi looked at Xu Disheng again: "Not a day, right? I understand, you didn't think about marrying me at all, just like before I became Mrs. Xu, I didn't know where Xu Disheng was, and it wasn't your will to go together in such a hurry, but you put the responsibility on my head." ”

"It's all in the past, you're my wife now. Xu Disheng was a little stumbling.

"From the moment I stepped into the door of the Xu family, I have been living in your suspicion and disgust, suspecting that I am calculating you, disgusted with everything about me, and then when Shi Man had an accident, your gaze on me has completely turned into hatred. Qianyi muttered, "Thanks to you, there was a time when I was almost on the verge of collapse. ”

Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi in disbelief, his lips moved, but he didn't know what to say.

"Although I didn't have much hope for my marriage because of my parents, I never imagined that it would be like this...... Pain, Xu Disheng, so many things have happened before, you can easily say the so-called let go, and others can treat it as if nothing happened?"

"Let go is let go, we understand each other......" Xu Disheng began to become agitated, but he didn't dare to look directly at Qianyi.

Qian Yi couldn't help but sneer: "I have long decided in your heart, I have been trying my best to catch you in my hands, in order not to lose the position of Mrs. Xu, and even did not hesitate to kill Shi Man, do you remember how you humiliated me? You may be able to let go, but have you ever asked, am I willing to let go? Your understanding is just a self-righteous charity, or in your opinion, it is a gift to me, is it that I really don't know how to lift, why don't you even know how to be grateful?"

"Not really. Xu Disheng looked at Qianyi: "The past is no longer important. ”

"Doesn't it really matter? Your prejudice against me has long been rooted, and one day it will be your weapon against me, and I don't want to live in fear all day. Qianyi let out a long sigh, and finally said all the things she had been trying to say these days.

Xu Disheng stood up suddenly, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, stared at the scenery outside, and asked without looking back, "What do you want me to do?"

"I don't expect anything from you. Qianyi suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in her heart, and then stood up from the chair and said: "To be more precise, I never expected it, so let's divorce, I hope you will learn a lesson, and have more trust and respect for your future wife, we have nothing to say." ”

Ignoring his reaction, he turned around directly, and what he thought was no longer what Qianyi cared about, and when he left the company, he received a call from Shen Hai inviting her to meet, and an hour later, she sat in this restaurant, waiting for Shen Hai to come over after the meeting, and told Xiaoyu the whole thing by the way.

"You just said Xu Disheng speechless?" In the mobile phone video, Xiaoyu laughed and trembled, and after taking a bite of the apple in his hand, he asked gossipily: "Has Xu Disheng been angry with you?" At least he has to blush and have a thick neck!"

"I don't know the reaction, I'll leave after that. Qianyi said with a smile at Xiaoyu in her phone at the moment.

Xiaoyu was right, Xu Disheng could really be said to be speechless at the end, and only watched Qianyi walk out of his office.

After laughing for a long time, he finally held back his smile and stretched out his thumb to Qianyi: "Dear, I really admire you, you finally took the first step, Qianyi is the best!"

Qianyi smiled bitterly: "But Xu Disheng bit it to death and refused to divorce, and now he is starting to say something to let go of the past, this person is getting more and more weird, I really don't know what he has in his head, I think there is still a long way to go behind, to be honest, I am so confused now!"

"It's okay, as long as you make up your mind, let's take it step by step, don't forget that I'm still here, by the way, isn't it lawyer Shen who also supports you?" Xiaoyu encouraged.

"Fortunately, you still have my support," Qian Yi took a sip of the white water on the table, "I will definitely not give up." ”

Xiaoyu suddenly inquired curiously: "You said that Xu Disheng has become so weird now, what kind of weird method, can you talk about it?"

Qianyi pondered vigorously: "For example, today, he came to the welfare home early in the morning, and actually picked me up to see Yin Zi, and in the ward, Xu Disheng's attitude towards Yin Zi was very tough, and he spoke outside of his words, as if he wanted to clarify his relationship with Yin Zi with me." ”

As she spoke, Qianyi inadvertently remembered that after she was hit by Yin Zi with her mobile phone, Xu Disheng looked at her with a trace of distress in her eyes, thinking of this, she shuddered, Xu Disheng suddenly came like this, she couldn't figure out whether she was shocked or frightened, anyway, she couldn't tell the feeling.

"Could it be that Xu Disheng is in love with you, that's why he is so desperate and doesn't let go, our family Qianyi is so charming. Xiaoyu threw a flying eye at Qianyi.

Qianyi laughed out loud, Xiaoyu's joke sounded really funny, she consciously admitted that she was immoral and incompetent, how could she get the blue eyes of Boss Xu, who was always high and looked down on all beings, probably in Xu Disheng's heart, she was just a plaything at best.

"Then how do you explain it, he made Yin Zi so ugly in front of you, if it were me, I would definitely be cranky, this man is so good

Oh, you're actually helping me beat the junior!" Xiaoyu laughed again.

Qianyi sighed: "I just think, while Xu Disheng taught Yin Zi, he was also warning me not to talk about Xiao San, in fact, Qian Jing once mentioned to me that Xu Disheng is not clean outside, even if he really has nothing with Yin Zi, it does not mean that he is a white lotus." ”

"Yes, yes, I've heard people say in China that Xu Disheng has a lot of women, well, you must know it in your heart, don't be deceived by his rhetoric. Xiaoyu nodded vigorously.

"Who are you talking to?" Shin Hae entered the dining room, walked over to Qianyi, and sat down across from her.

Qianyi said to the phone: "Dear, Shenhai has arrived, let's say hello!"

Shen Hai leaned over and took the mobile phone from Qianyili and joked with the other side: "I'm still wondering, where did we Xiaoyu go, it turned out that Qianyi was put in a small box, when will it be released?"

"Lawyer Shen took advantage of my absence to secretly invite Qianyi to dinner," Xiaoyu yelled at Shen Hai: "No, let Qianyi recite a spell, let me out quickly, I also have a big meal, this hellish place in Manchester is full of bread and butter, and the smell is killing me!"

Shen Hai laughed: "I'm going there in a few days, and I'll definitely treat Miss Yu to a good meal then." ”

Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly lit up, and she shouted suddenly: "Don't, Lawyer Shen, delicious food is naturally indispensable, but help me bring instant noodles, mustard and old godmother, I want a lot, I'm hungry!"

Qianyi took the phone back into her hand and said with a smile: "You said it earlier, I will go to buy it for you in the next two days, send it all the flavors you want, you have everything." ”

As Xiaoyu reluctantly said goodbye, when Qianyi raised her head again, she found that Shen Hai was looking at her with a smile.

"What's wrong. Qianyi touched her face and asked suspiciously, "Is there something on my face?"

Shen Hai nodded and said solemnly: "There really is, I see courage and happiness." ”

Qianyi was stunned for a moment, and then laughed out loud: "Lawyer Shen is in the wrong business, you are so good at rhetoric, you should become a writer." ”

"I heard Sister Ying, you went to the court yesterday?" Shen Hai took the menu handed by the waiter and asked casually.

"I filed a case yesterday. Qianyi turned around and rummaged through the bag beside her, took out a receipt from the court, and showed it to Shen Hai: "Look, I finally took the first step. ”

"Congratulations!" Shin Hae handed the menu back to the waiter, then held out his hand to Qianyi.

Qianyi generously shook his hand: "Shenhai, I can take this step, and thank you for your help." ”

"Happy to serve Miss Qian, if you still need it, just come to me. Shen Hai smiled half-teasingly.

"Hmm. Qianyi nodded, there was no doubt that she was happy and confident at this moment.

The waiter quickly came over to serve the food, and Shen Hai personally poured a drink for Qianyi: "You can't drink, I also have to drive, let's replace wine with drinks, a little meaning, and the right to celebrate for you." ”

Qianyi raised her glass: "Thank you!"

Shen Hai took a sip of his drink and asked with concern, "I called Sister Ying in the morning, and I just heard that you came here again today, what is the matter this time?"