It's really uncomfortable.

I felt the urge to die.

This is not an adjective, but my real mood at the moment, there is a saying that goes, lick the dog until the last is nothing, yes, for more than a year, I have confirmed this sentence with practical actions, and because of it, I am in debt of more than 100,000 yuan.

The old book should know that Lao Qi has been divorced for many years.

A few years ago, I had a girlfriend after the divorce, but I only spent more than a month with her before ending the relationship with her empathy.

More than five years later, in February of '18, I heard that she was divorced, and then I was back together with the woman who had betrayed me.

Although she had betrayed her, I didn't care about my past suspicions and tried my best to be good to her, how good was it? I was afraid of melting in my mouth, and I was afraid of falling away when I held it in my hand.

During this period, we had quarrels and unpleasantness.

But I always believed that she and I could keep going.

Until June or July last year, one night, I didn't tell her to pick her up from work, I wanted to surprise her.

What I didn't expect was that before I could surprise her, she gave me a head start.

When she got off work, she left in another man's car, and I didn't know who this man was at the time, but I later found out that it was her ex-husband.

Yes, she kept telling me that she was her ex-husband, and she also showed me the divorce certificate, and said that for some reason, she was still in contact with her ex-husband, and I won't say much about the specific reasons related to other people's private affairs.

That's okay, I'm not an unreasonable person, it's no problem for you to contact him for a reason, I told her very clearly, you can contact me in front of me, no need to be sneaky, and she did promise me so at the time.

Originally, even if I felt a little uncomfortable, I could continue.

Then, around July 10 last year, she borrowed 100,000 yuan from me, saying that she would sell the house to fill in the loan, and she would pay it back to me in September.

It's nothing, if you go for the purpose of getting married, she has something, I really have to help, after all, I have to live for the rest of my life.

But what?

Next, I often find that her ex-husband often comes to pick her up from work, if she gets off work at four or five o'clock in the afternoon, I don't have anything to say when I talk about something, but the time she gets off work is nine o'clock in the evening, just imagine, in the middle of the night, her ex-husband picks her up from work, I, as her current boyfriend, can I bear it?

Immediately, I had a big argument with her, but in the end, I compromised because I believed that she really had nothing to do with her ex-husband.

Until the end of October last year, close to November, everyone should have the impression that two days after my book was about to be put on the shelves, I told everyone that she was hospitalized, and what was the specific reason?

I took care of her in the hospital, boyfriend's, and rightfully so.

However, one night, I actually found that her ex-husband came to look for her in the hospital room, when my book had just been put on the shelves, and I went back to code the words like crazy, and she and her ex-husband didn't know how to talk about something together.

It was also that night that my ex-husband and I finally had a face-to-face conversation, because I went to the hospital after the code word was finished early, and she didn't expect it.

I learned from her ex-husband that her ex-husband didn't know about my existence at first, and her ex-husband had been living in the same room with her, I don't know if anything happened to me, and I don't guess, she has been trying to deny what she had with her ex-husband, saying that after the divorce, they didn't sleep together again.

Okay, I can believe it.

I have to say one thing here, she has a daughter with her ex-husband, and before, she kept telling me that she lived with her mother, and her mother was taking care of her children, and the house she was going to sell was also bought for her by her parents.

In the end, I communicated with her ex-husband and found that this was not the case at all, she and her ex-husband had been living together, this was said, and then the house she was going to sell was her and her ex-husband's, that is, to borrow my 100,000 yuan, she said to fill the house that she and her ex-husband sold, where did the money go, I don't know, anyway, I haven't recovered the money so far.

Talked a lot with her ex-husband that night.

I also knew from her ex-husband that she had embezzled 40,000 yuan from the unit, and it seemed that her boss had noticed it, because her ex-husband assured me that there would be no intersection with her in the future, okay, I didn't eat or drink by myself, and took 40,000 yuan to fill in the embezzled money for her, of course, it was the same as the 100,000 yuan I borrowed before, and I haven't paid it back until now.

During the period, there were all kinds of tens of thousands.

One after another, the money I gave her with my own hands added up to about 200,000 yuan, this is cash, not counting the other money I spent on her, I don't count the money spent on her, after all, I spent it with her.

She also assured me that she would not contact me again except for the child and the reason why she had to contact her ex-husband, and that even if she took the child out with her ex-husband, she would tell me nothing from me.

Well, it's still a broken promise.

She still secretly contacted her ex-husband and sneaked out, and I couldn't even count how many times, and I don't know what she did.

Just after the New Year this year, because she was entangled with her ex-husband, I made up my mind to break up with her, so I didn't contact her, and I didn't ask for the money she borrowed from me, so I did it to this point, it's very generous, right?

But she still didn't want to let me go, chased me to my house, swore that nothing like this would happen again in the future, and begged me to give her one last chance.

Okay, after all, we have been together for more than a year, and I promised to give her another chance, but the funny thing is that the next day, I took her and my son to the movies, because I didn't pay for the manuscript in the morning that day, and I couldn't pay her to pay off the car loan, and I saw her clearly again.

She actually hid in the toilet and contacted her ex-husband, I saw that she couldn't eat in the toilet, and I called WeChat to ask what was wrong, and found that she was on the phone.

Not long after this voice, she quickly came out of the toilet and made up another reason, I believe it, I believe it, I believe it, after all, I didn't see it with my own eyes, but what stunned me was that I finally learned that she sent such a message to her ex-husband for the day: He didn't pay his salary, you help me pay off the car loan first.

I was really stunned, so stunned that I wanted to break with her completely, and she used the trick of begging my forgiveness again, promising that something like this would never happen again.

I relented and forgave her.

It didn't take long for me to find out that she was in contact with her ex-husband again, you can contact her, and I didn't say anything, but she still chose to cheat on me, and I found out, and I ignored her for almost a month, and once again made up my mind to break up with her.

Just half a month ago, she said that she was sick and couldn't get up in the house I rented alone, yes, she and her ex-husband sold the house, and then lived in the rented house, the contract expired, she told me that there was no place to live, I was in a state of breakup with her at that time, at first I didn't agree with her to move in, and then I couldn't bear it and promised her to move in.

That's why she got sick and lay in my rented house.

I went, and the two reconciled again, and she swore that this time she would break off with her ex-husband, but I knew she didn't have it at all.

Okay, I don't have evidence, you hide it well, I can admit it.

In the past fifteen days or so, she didn't feel distressed at all about spending my money, and I admit that I still admit it until I have no money in my pocket.

But today, when I was stunned, I found out that she booked a train ticket for her ex-husband, I asked what was going on, she once again prevaricated with a lie that insulted people's IQ, I was really green at the time, I was for her, I was reluctant to eat and wear, and I was in debt of hundreds of thousands.

What's the most ridiculous?

In order not to let me know that she was in contact with her ex-husband, she used another mobile phone to contact her, and at this point, I am sure that her ex-husband does know that I am with her, and maybe how to cheat me out of my money.

What's even more ridiculous is that the mobile phone she used was still given to her by me, and then, she is still very cautious, even if the mobile phone is always left in the car and not brought up, after contacting her ex-husband, she will still clean up all kinds of records.

It's a pity that I don't know if it was her unconscious screenshot or some reason that betrayed her, she used my mobile phone to call her ex-husband, and after the call, she also put > I said to her, I said that you have done your job carefully enough, and you will contact your ex-husband once and download it again; For her, I am in debt of more than 100,000 yuan.

For her sake, I have to hesitate to eat anything, and I am reluctant to spend money.

In exchange for deception and hurt again and again.

I really don't know what to say, she is still living in my rented house for the time being, but I have made it clear to her that I have asked her to move out immediately, and within a week, to pack up all her belongings.

I'm panicked, I'm coding words full-time, and I don't have any friends around me, I don't know who to talk to, I can only tell you, I really think I'm a fool, I've been deceived so many times, and I've forgiven again and again, it's really stupid and pitiful.

Then, I want to ask if there are any friends who know the law, what I said just now, can I be sure that she belongs to fraud, yes, I hate her now, if it is a fraud, then it involves more than 100,000 or 200,000 yuan, how much the sentence can be, please tell me brothers and sisters who know the law.

Finally, let me know, I'm really not in the mood to code words today, I need to adjust my mentality, please forgive me, I have to encounter such a thing, no one will feel good, I'm sorry.