Sixty-one broken
Lin Feng got off work, sat in the office, closed his eyes and rested for a while, and left the company with his bag.
He drove the car and waited for the red light at the intersection of going home or turning to Tang Qi's house. After the red light, he turned right and drove towards where Tang Qi lived.
Tang Qi didn't feel anything at the beginning because he caused trouble during the day, anyway, he vented his anger in his heart, but then he thought about it carefully and was afraid at the beginning, so he lay on the bed from the afternoon, playing with his mobile phone without saying a word.
Lin Feng walked in and was silent. He casually threw his bag on the sofa and lay down beside Tang Qi.
Tang Qi observed the expression on Lin Feng's face and tentatively put his arm around Lin Feng's neck. Lin Feng didn't resist, obviously didn't know what happened during the day, and finally became relieved and bold.
"Brother Feng, what's wrong with you, aren't you unhappy? ”
"I'm not unhappy, I've been a little tired from work lately. Lin Feng closed his eyes.
"Then I'll rub your legs. Tang Qi sat up obediently, rubbed Lin Feng's legs, and then said, "Where are we going to eat?" ”
"If you don't want to go out, you can order food online. Lin Feng said tiredly.
"Oh well. Tang Qi picked up his phone, "What do you want to eat?" ”
"Whatever!"
"Hmm. ”
When Tang Qi ordered, his heart was not settled, Lin Feng's attitude had obviously changed in the past few days, and he had lost his previous warmth, if he hadn't been angry because of the events of the past few days, he must have found a new prey, so he would be so indifferent to her.
However, she can't show her dissatisfaction, she knows that sooner or later it will be like this, she can only take one step at a time, if Lin Feng really wants to abandon her one day, she will also try to recover some compensation, this body is not sold in vain, she sells her art and sells her body, and she has to exhaust her energy to please the person in front of her, and it is also very hard to be a junior.
Yuan Lili packed up Lin Yuhan and put him to sleep, walked out of Lin Yuhan's room, looked at the empty living room, and was stunned. Lin Feng didn't come back so late, he must have gone to the junior that Zhou Ziwei said today.
If it weren't for Zhou Ziwei speaking out when she was angry today, even if she knew in her heart that Lin Feng had a junior outside, as long as she didn't appear in front of her, she could pretend not to know, but now, she couldn't pretend to be able to disguise. Zhou Ziwei ripped off Lin Feng's last fig leaf for her, so that she could only think of the scene of Lin Feng holding Xiao San and letting loose the skeleton in her mind.
She picked up a bottle of red wine and turned it on. Picking up the goblet on the wine cabinet, the glass fell to the ground and shattered. She looked at the debris on the ground, didn't pick it up, carried the bottle, and sat down on the sofa. She put the bottle directly to her mouth and took a sip. The red wine is full of acid, and it doesn't taste as good as it tastes after pouring it in a goblet.
By the time she had drunk most of the bottle, the hour hand had pointed to ten o'clock in the evening. The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, Lin Feng hadn't come back yet, and she had become a madman.
Hara Lily looked at the cigarette scar on her left elbow, which had been burned on her elbow every time she was sad and desperate in the past years. She lit a cigarette and took a few puffs, and the fireworks were like the devil's eyes.
"Whew!" she pressed the smoke to her elbow, and there was a smell of burnt roasted meat. Only sadness, no pain. She picked up her cigarette and continued to take a puff, her eyes looking at the place that had just been burned by the fireworks, and there was another scar from then on.
Yuan Lili had tears in her eyes, gritted her teeth, and tore her hair hard, "Ah", after a tear slid down, she never let the second tear fall.
She looked at her phone blankly, and after a long time, she dialed Lin Feng's number.
"Where are you. ”
"I'm busy, I probably won't be back tonight. Is there something wrong?" Lin Feng's voice was not different from the past.
"Come back, okay?" Lily Hara's voice was almost begging.
"I don't have to go back. ”
"You're back, you're back, you're back, you're not good, you're not good!" said Lily Yuan over and over again.
"Can I do my best?"
"Come back, okay, come back, okay......"
"Okay, okay, I'll go back, don't do this. ”
"Come back, come back, come back......"
"Go back, go back, I'll hang up the phone, I'll be home in a while, you wait for me." ”
Lin Feng hung up the phone, quickly got dressed, and got up.
Tang Qi looked unhappy and muttered, "She asked you to go back." ”
"Yes, the baby is not angry, she doesn't know what nerves she has at home, I have to go back and see, and I will come to see you tomorrow." After Lin Feng finished speaking, he kissed Tang Qi on the forehead.
Tang Qi said sullenly: "Anyway, you only have your wife in your heart, and there is no place for me at all, what right do I have to be angry." ”
"Don't be jealous, baby, I'm happy that you're jealous, prove that you care about me, however, you can eat anyone's vinegar......"
"I know, I'm not old yet, I'm verbose, hum, menopause!"
"Okay, good, come, baby, laugh. ”
"Hey, hey, hey!" Tang Qi deliberately pretended to laugh very reluctantly, separating each "hey" syllable, "Okay, okay, hurry up and go back to see your baby wife!"
Lin Feng no longer chatted with Tang Qi, picked up the bag, strode out of the door, entered the elevator, arrived at the underground garage, opened the door, entered, started the car, and drove out, almost in one go, without a second of delay. Yuan Lily rarely has such a state, obviously there must be something big, he must go back quickly.
When he returned home, the light in the living room was on, and Lily was lying crookedly on the sofa with an empty wine bottle in front of her. He changed his slippers, entered the house, and saw the broken red wine glass on the ground not far from the door, he took out the broom from the utility room, cleaned the floor, and then returned to Yuan Lily's side.
"Lily, why are you sleeping here, be careful, you were sick last time, don't get sick again. ”
Yuan Lili opened her eyes, slowly stretched out her hands, and said weakly, "Lin Feng, hug me." "She is like a child who has no one to feel sorry for, and she longs for a warm embrace that belongs only to her.
Lin Feng lay on the sofa, hugged Yuan Lily, and patted her back carefully, "Lily, what's wrong, I've drunk so much wine." ”
"Do you still love me, Lin Feng. ”
"Love, of course love, you will always be my favorite wife. ”
"Then can you break off with someone else for me?"
Lin Feng was silent for a long time, sat up, and looked at Yuan Lili's eyes, which were full of sadness.
"Alas!" Lin Feng lit a cigarette, took a puff, and said calmly, "You know everything." ”
"Got it. Actually, I already knew, but I kept pretending not to know, today Zhou Ziwei came over and made a fuss with me, saying that you lent the car to Qin Sihao, I told you a long time ago that she would know about this kind of thing sooner or later. She told you the same thing, and it was the woman who told her. ”
"Now that you know, what will happen?" Lin Feng said indifferently.
Yuan Lily was stunned for a moment, and said with a wry smile: "What can I do, as long as you break off with that person, I can forget all this and live well with you." ”
"Yuan Lili, can you have the backbone once, what will happen if you mess with me once!" Lin Feng looked at Yuan Lili, as if he wanted to find the answer from her eyes.
Yuan Lili took out a Ninety-Five Supreme from Lin Feng's cigarette case, lit it, took a puff of cigarette, inhaled it into her lungs, slowly spit it out, and said slowly: "Although your cigarettes are good, I still like the taste of ESSE." With that, she rubbed the cigarette into the ashtray.
"Yuan Lily, do you love me?" Lin Feng asked.
"How can you not love, how can you love?, but the more you love, the more it hurts, the more it hurts, the more sad it is, I don't know if I still love it, but I can't do without it, and I'm used to having you. ”
"That's still not love. ”
"How can I prove that I love you?" Yuan Lili opened her eyes wide and looked at Lin Feng fixedly.
"Does love need proof?"
"Do you love her, then?"
"I don't love it, and I don't want to leave. As for why, I can't say. Lin Feng pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray full of cigarette butts.
"Let's have some more drinks, I'll get them. After Yuan Lily finished speaking, she staggered to her feet.
Lin Feng pressed Yuan Lili, "Don't move, I'll get it." ”
Lin Feng stood up, took out two bottles of red wine from the wine cabinet and opened them, holding two bottles of wine in one hand and two glasses in the other, walked to the sofa and sat down, filled two glasses respectively, and gave a glass to Yuan Lili, and the two of them drank the wine in the wine glasses at the same time.
After putting down the cups, Lin Feng filled the two cups again.
"Wine can always accompany loneliness, and only after being drunk can you know that it cannot heal, only temporarily paralyze the nerves. Lily muttered. A frustrated woman should have tears on her cheeks when she was drunk, but after she got drunk, she wanted to cry without tears.
Lily Yuan picked up the wine again and drank it all. When the wine enters the throat, a shattering sound, from the mouth to the stomach, and then into every inch of skin and a little blood, transforms into a swan song.
Lin Feng also picked up the wine, drank it all, and filled the two wine glasses again. He heard the voice of Lily Yuan's heartbreak, which was distressing. He took Lily in his arms and whispered, "Lily, I promise you......"
Yuan Lily raised her head and smiled bitterly and desolately, like lonely smoke in the desert, and like cold frost in the long river.
"Rest, okay. Lin Feng moved his chin slightly, rubbing against Yuan Lily's forehead.
"Well, you hug me, I can't walk!" Yuan Lily Baba looked at Lin Feng.
Lin Feng didn't speak, and hugged Yuan Lili horizontally. Yuan Lily put her arms around Lin Feng's neck and rubbed her hair on his chest.
Lin Feng put Yuan Lily on the bed. He was going to strip and lie down, but after hesitating, he still felt that he would rinse himself in the bathroom, because he might still have the smell of Tang Qi on his body.
Yuan Lily took his hand, "Let's not go, okay." ”
Yuan Lili's voice was very poignant, and for a moment, he seemed to feel her liver and intestines broken, Lin Feng sat down and said gently, "Well, don't go." ”