Chapter 980: The First Step 380

It's the whole, and there is no distinction at all.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was rotting, the whole world seemed to have turned black and white, and the person in his head seemed to have become dummies, and he couldn't see the slightest sign of existence.

What is everyone doing?

Is there really everyone?

The children who ran, the smiling ladies, the men who accompanied the shopping with some distress, the beautiful girls who drank milk tea, why did they present these contents? Everyone was dangling in front of my eyes like 2D paper figures.

Everyone has a lot to say, and everyone is occupying the highest point of the role. Through different ways and means, make the character the best existence. The sweetness between lovers, the joy between friends, the laughter and scolding of a family of three, it seems that everyone is living in happiness.

From here to there, everyone was walking. Some seem to be in a hurry, while others are very laid-back. Older people will take it slowly, maybe walk the dog, maybe bask in the sun. The whole picture element presents a series of landscapes, as if such a beautiful world is calling for my return.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was moving away from this world, and he seemed to be rejecting himself. If there really is ascension, then what is the use of being rejected by the world, entering another world from this world?

Except that the spell is more powerful, what is the difference? Those thousand-year-old monsters have no difference in their perception of life from the protagonist in his twenties, what are these?

The characters still exist, I am still in a false position, no matter how powerful the spell is? Cultivators look down on worldly achievements, what is the difference between the so-called immortality, powerful spells, and natural treasures and the world?

It's all shit.

It seems that if any circle wants to exist, it must prove that it is superior, and it must make the people in the circle think that it is great. People who despise other circles in all respects will give rise to a sense of so-called honor.

Yuan Changwen felt that if he could return to the empire, he might not teach any disciples at all. What is there to teach? What should happen will happen, no one will miss it, no one will not be unable to get it.

Of course, no one at all. What do you teach? What do you get? Is it really related to my teaching? Perhaps, my first sentence was to let everyone go.

I'm going to kill it all, maybe for a lifetime, maybe for a year, I don't know. Can fear make me stop? Thinking about years of unsuccessful life, thinking about ten years of miserable life, should I find a more cost-effective way?

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Am I trying to live a better life? Am I trying to be a better person? Am I trying to be a better person? Am I trying to be a so-called spiritual person?

Yuan Changwen didn't know why, he seemed to be a little happy suddenly, and that faint joy gradually spread. The previous anger has disappeared, as if he has been in an inexplicable state, maybe inspirational or hot blood or sadness and so on.

Now this faint joy seems to be the state that I should be.

I don't know, any affirmation on the road to slashing is just speculation. Perhaps, when you finish slashing, you will know something, or you can be sure of something. But now, any so-called knowing is a hindrance.

Especially, when you use your emotions to protect these knowings.

Those so-called masters will not allow others to accuse him of his views at all, and strong emotions protect the distortions in his mind. Even if what he said sounded good, it was still just wishful thinking.

Especially those so-called necessities of life, kindness, love, compassion, kindness, lightness, and peace, seem to be what everyone yearns for. But is it really "necessary in life"? Is this really the only way to live?

If life is compared to a playground, everyone should come in and play freely and play the rides they want. That is to say, live the life you want, you don't need to be pulled by fear, you don't need to scare yourself, life is just a playground.

Then talk about what today's society, everyone is crowded in front of an amusement facility called "success" and "the pinnacle of life", and ignores many other amusement facilities. Everyone thinks that you have to sit on a particular attraction to be happy, but on the contrary, it is because you are happy that you go to the ride.

Obviously, my heart was pounding, but I didn't dare to sit on other amusement facilities because I was afraid, because everyone was crowded here. People who have already gone to other rides come back to persuade them, but because of the small number of people and the fact that there is no need to persuade them all the time, those people are already having fun in the new rides.

This is the true way to live life...... Bah!

Obviously, this is just the way of life that everyone yearns for, and this is just the way of living that is easy to make people comfortable. Can't I destroy the playground, can't I just spit in the playground and smash the kiosk, or destroy all the vegetation in the playground?

If we talk about the real way of living, it is not a specific word or deed, or a specific idea. If there really is a way to live, it is to recognize what you are now.

The so-called surrender, the so-called resignation, does not depend at all on whether I am a good person or a bad person, whether I am merciful or irritable. Perhaps, the real way to live is not to resist yourself. I don't think there's anything wrong with being irritable, I don't think there's anything wrong with killing people, even if the whole world denies me, it has nothing to do with me.

Unfortunately, these things are still just fakes, and they are still just a ploy to get me to stop killing.

The elements of the picture are a whole, and any distinction is only to acknowledge the existence of the characters. Previously, I made a mistake by dividing the picture elements into "scenery", "thinking", "memory", and so on, although it was easy to understand.

This distinction seems to indicate that there is a character in it, and then something belongs to the character's mind, something belongs to the character's memory, and something belongs to the scenery outside the character.

However, there is no such distinction at all. Whether it is the scenery, the thoughts, or the memory, it is only the presentation of the elements of the current picture. Just present, where does this distinction come from?

It's all perceived visual elements, and the moment I put the label, I've been deceived.

I've always liked labeling, and it seems like it's how I make sense of the world. In fact, it's because I can't understand the world at all that I cover it up with these labeled things. It's as if I know the label, I know the content of the label, and I know the world.

No one wants to admit that they don't know anything.

Yuan Changwen not only had to admit this, but also tried to prevent himself from falling into the whirlpool of knowing. The adoration from friends and family, the vengeful victory in the head, all want to know something.

And I can't afford not to know anything. Aside from the label of the table, the purpose of the table, the color, shape, etc., what is the table?

And what is the role of Yuan Changwen?