Chapter 6: Missing
Sioux Town, Yamato Village.
Su Jiu and Tang Tang took care of Xiaobao together, feeding her milk powder and coaxing her to sleep. "Now I realize that raising children is really tiring. Tang Tang went on strike after coaxing for a long time, and after experiencing the process of raising a child, he realized how hard his mother was. In the past, my mother always said that she was very noisy when she was a child, and she had to feed in the middle of the night, and she didn't sleep for a long time.
"Yes, so every bit is love, you are so happy. Su Jiu was really envious of Tang Tang.
"I used to think my parents were nagging, either that I couldn't cook or that I didn't have a boyfriend, but now I think it's pretty good. ”
"Yes, it's not like you can hear it if you want to hear it in the future, you have to understand each other. Su Jiu's eyes were moist.
Tang Tang hurriedly found a tissue to help her wipe her tears, and the more she wiped Su Jiu's tears, the more it was like a sudden downpour.
"Tang Tang, I just miss her too much, I miss her too much. The teardrops were like broken threads, completely uncontrollable, "I can only feel that my mother has not left me here." Su Jiu seemed to vent all his emotions recently, crying so much that he couldn't control himself, "I miss my mother so much, how can I live without her." ”
Tang Tang was frightened by such a Su Jiu, and hugged her distressedly. Tang Tang and Su Jiu are roommates in college, Su Jiu has always lived like a warrior, earning money to support his family, attending classes seriously, busy like a spinning top every day, and never complaining about being tired. Even when her aunt came, her stomach hurt so much that she couldn't walk, she gritted her teeth and endured it, never crying out in pain.
She had never seen Su Jiu cry so sadly, as if she had taken off her armor and revealed her soft side.
"Auntie will always be by your side, always love you, you think, and Xiaobao, she is your daughter, you are also a mother, you will be a good mother, as good as your mother. ”
Su Jiu leaned on Tang Tang's shoulder, still sobbing and sobbing, "But I really miss my mother so much, why don't I say more when she is here, I love my mother, why don't I hug her a few more times, why I work so hard, I still can't keep her." ”
The more Su Jiu cried, the more he couldn't hold back, he missed the ** that seemed to be hidden in the body, like a poison that pierced the intestines and attached to the bones, which was usually hidden and not released, but it exploded at a certain node, which made people feel painful.
"Cry, cry, we will always be with you, and we are also your relatives. Tang Tang patted Su Jiu's back distressedly, and his voice was a little choked. Su Jiu's father died when she was very young, she has been dependent on her mother since she was a child, her mother is her god, and now that the sky has fallen, Tang Tang really feels sorry for Su Jiu.
"Do people have to wait until they lose to know how to cherish it, but I have always cherished it. Su Jiu was puzzled.
Obviously, Su Jiudu is about to come to the end of hardship, and after reading the book, she can let her mother support her well, and fate played a joke on her again. Su Jiu's mother was suddenly diagnosed with cancer, and she kept it from Su Jiu until she was terminally ill and Su Jiu didn't know about it.
The cry woke Xiaobao up, Su Jiu's thoughts were pulled back, and Xiaobao's attention was diverted. Su Jiu thought, Tang Tang is right, my mother is always here, in my heart.
Late at night, Su Jiu saw that Tang Tang and Xiaobao were asleep, and they got dressed again. She often couldn't sleep at night, keeping her eyes open all night until dawn.
At night, the temperature reached below freezing, and the river was frozen. Su Jiu was very cold, walked to the yard, looked at the frost on the trees, and looked at the moon in the sky. Dahe Village is different from Z City, and you can see the sky full of stars when you look up.
It is said that when a person dies, he becomes a star in the sky. One less man on the earth will have one more star in the sky. Su Jiu, who had received a socialist education in the past, did not believe in these things, she believed that everything was scientific. But now she felt that the legend was true, and her mother became a star in the sky, watching her from above, watching her get better little by little.
Mom is in the sky, but also in Su Jiu's heart. Su Jiu thought, she just changed places to live, but now she can't go to see her.
When I returned to my room, a black umbrella lay quietly on the desk under the moonlight. Su Jiu picked up the umbrella and remembered the person on the snowy day.
"Miss, Xueda, send you. ”
In this world, there are still many well-wishers.
Su Jiu laughed, and one thing was figured out, that is, the willows and flowers were bright. She looked into the distance, and the night covered the land in the hazy moonlight. But after a long night, the sun will always come.
Although she still walks in the dark, because of love, Su Jiu is willing to continue walking.
Late at night, Su Jiu, who had been insomnia for many days, had a dream, in which her mother smiled at her, and Su Jiu ran to her and hugged her deeply. Su Jiu and his mother are like all mothers and daughters in the world, Su Jiu will quarrel and fight coldly when he is not sensible, and Su Jiu will understand each other when he matures, take care of each other, and restrain his feelings, never say that he loves his mother, let alone hug. But when Su Jiu really lost his mother, he realized how powerful words and actions are to express love.
Dahe Village platform.
Su Jiu held the child and waited for the car with Tang Tang.
"You see, I originally brought you food, and now you have given me so much food, I am really embarrassed to eat and take it. Su Jiu made a lot of pastries for Tang Tang to take home, but Tang Tang was very happy, Tang Tang used to like the pastries made by his aunt.
"I'm glad you like it. ”
"If you open a dim sum shop in the future, I will definitely come to the market every day. ”
"That's good, pay attention to safety on the road, take the high-speed train from Suzhen Railway Station to H City, don't talk to strangers, do you hear?" Su Jiu still didn't feel at ease Tang Tang, this girl was very arrogant, did she have many eyes.
"Well, I've bought all my tickets, don't worry. Tang Tang pinched Xiaobao's face, "Little baby, godmother is gone, you obediently listen to your mother." ”
Xiaobao grabbed Tang Tang's hand, "Look at you, she can't bear me," Tang Tang was very excited.
"She's at her age and wants to catch everything she sees. Su Jiu was very calm, so she was not jealous.
"Hmph, you must be jealous of me. Hey, I'll leave first when the car comes, remember to look for me if you have something in the future, don't always hold it alone, you still have us. Tang Tang gave Su Jiu a big hug through Xiaobao, and hurriedly got into the car with his luggage.
"Stay safe on the road. Su Jiu instructed again uneasily.
Tang Tang waved his hand from the car window, "Hurry back, it's cold, I know." ”
Xiaobao saw her get into the car, as if she knew that Tang Tang was leaving, she pouted and cried, and Su Jiu hurriedly coaxed her. "It seems that she really can't bear you. ”
When the car engine started, Tang Tang waved his hand, and sure enough, he didn't hurt this girl in vain, and he was a little proud. "Then for sure, come back, come back, I'll be waiting for you in H City." ”
"Hmm"
Su Jiu watched the car go away, and when the car was gone, Su Jiu turned around and went back.