Life is only the first time, but it still can't escape the debt.

The bravery and hope that had just rushed out and ignited in Meng Ting's peace of mind were suddenly beaten back to their original form, making him fall into the bottomless abyss again, and from this moment, he understood that he would never see the light of day again for the rest of his life.

He clutched the letter paper, raised his eyes in a mutter, and asked word by word: "Gu Yingyue, in the Meng family, why?"

"Huh?" Cheng Yiheng was stunned for a while, and it took a while to react, and he stretched out his head to look at the shaken letterhead.

is still in small italics: "Third Young Master, now the Meng family has Mrs. Meng, Second Young Master and Siqing, as well as that little concubine, as well as the third young grandmother Gu Yingyue, plus the adopted young master, don't worry, I won't be as concise as Shen Wei, I will write to you in the future, I will tell you about the current situation with each of them, this time it's like this." ”

Cheng Yiheng's movements stiffened, and he said: " Yes, yes, don't you say that I have forgotten this stubble, this Miss Gu refuses to go, I heard that she got off the sedan chair that day and lifted her head and stepped into the gate of the Meng family, the Meng family persuaded her, but she just didn't leave, her Gu family was also very interesting, saying that her daughter's move was a model of loyalty, since her daughter is willing to guard your third young master's tablet, they must be fulfilled, heh, they are very fulfilled, Miss Gu used her life to change the name of chastity, and she delayed herself for all these years, and I don't know who lost. ”

After he finished speaking, he smiled a little unnaturally: "Why, it turns out that Shen Wei never told you, I thought ...... You know what. ”

Shen Wei must have condemned this kind of behavior, it was normal for her not to say it, or perhaps, she also thought that Meng Tingan knew.

Meng Tingan shook his head and asked again, "Why doesn't she want to go?"

What is the name of loyalty, it is all empty words, and it traps her whole life with a name, even if the Gu family is willing, his Meng family may not accept it, at least, it is impossible in the Meng family that is now in charge of Huai'an.

Cheng Yiheng heard him ask, and said with a self-deceptive smile: "Most of them have taken a fancy to you, and I can't forget you." ”

Then, holding his breath: "You haven't answered me yet, are you back?"

There was a long silence across the table, and in this silence he felt himself sinking into the depths of the water, and there was an endless darkness in his eyes.

After a long time, the person on the other side finally spoke: "It's just a one-sided relationship, why can't you forget it?"

"There are many people who fall in love with you at first sight. He replied.

Meng Ting'an smiled: "That's different. ”

"How?" he asked.

Meng Ting'an smiled: "What she can't forget is just the me she molded in her heart, what is the real me, how can she be clear, how can she guarantee that after getting acquainted with me, what she sees me is still what she thinks in her heart?"

The so-called affection is just an obsession, an obsession with self-touching, but it makes others draw the ground as a prison, Gu Yingyue buries her life, and others have to fall into her imagination, even if she doesn't get close, she can't be free.

However, who can say that it is her fault, what did the person who should have resisted done earlier?

Cheng Yiheng smiled: "That's right, it's indeed different. ”

Then ask again: "You...... Return?"

Meng Tingan folded the letter, put it back in the envelope, carefully sealed it, and handed it to him.

His joys and sorrows are not very visible, he never laughs, he never howls, all his joys, sorrows and sorrows, are hidden in those eyes.

At this time, his eyes were gloomy.

He whispered, "Excuse me, help me put it in the drawer." ”

Cheng Yiheng did so, absent-mindedly.

As soon as I put it away, I heard him say, "Look at this drawer, how many envelopes are enough?"

Cheng Yiheng's hand shook, stopped halfway, and after a moment, he said, "Well, there are a lot of more." ”

His voice was a little hoarse, and he sat back in his chair with this action, brushing his redundant thoughts, looking at this rather large drawer, those empty places, how many years of loneliness and helplessness in a foreign country for the rest of his life, it was breathless to look at.

He coughed lightly, showed his generous bravery, and said in a slightly joking tone, "You go back...... It just came to pass...... Miss Gu has been waiting for so many years...... Isn't it great?"

One sentence is said in a scattered manner, it is the forbearance of slashing the heart with a blunt knife.

"If I don't go back, it will be fulfilled, and I will be fulfilled in her heart, and my life will end in the impression after meeting her for the first time, and it will not change again. Meng Ting'an said, "If the real me appears in front of her now, it will definitely not be what she imagined, she will find that all the years she has kept are worthless, but what should I do if it is not worth it, so many years have passed, I can't go back, and no one can give her back the time." ”

So, let her have a good look in her heart and make her feel worthwhile.

Cheng Yiheng continued to joke: "Why are you so arrogant, why do you say that the real you are not what she thinks you are, she just thinks you are a fairy, I can afford it, how do you know that she will feel worthless when she sees you?"

He lowered his head and flipped through the things on the table as he spoke, and there were only a few documents and pens on the table, which he turned over and over, neatly and neatly.

Then I found that there was no follow-up on the other side.

Only then did he raise his head, just meeting Meng Ting'an's gaze.

Maybe the gaze had been looking at him.

But before he could catch anything from that gaze, he suddenly saw the other party take a step back and bowed to him: "Cheng Gongzi, thank you, I won't go back, he has a fate, I hope to see you again." ”

Meng Tingan didn't answer Fang Cai's words, but gave the answer to the previous question, so that he didn't have to speculate.

Cheng Yiheng's tense mind suddenly softened, but the anger in his heart could not be dissipated, he rotated a pen, his hands trembled, but his mouth was understated: "It's not easy for me to come here, and the devil knows if there will be a chance to come over in the future." ”

"Then ...... Say goodbye. "Bow again.

"You ......" he clenched his pen, filled with anger, "Can't you let go of your heart and restrain yourself a little less, you just go back and treat Miss Gu as if she didn't exist, or if you are ruthless and divorce her, what can you do...... What?"

He was originally aggressive, but when it came to the end, his tone slowly weakened, and he had no confidence at the end.

Even he couldn't convince himself.

He sighed and stared down at the drawer, remembering the first letter he was not allowed to read.

He suddenly became a little angry, raised his eyebrows at the person in front of him, and ignored the other party's obstruction, he had to open it to take a look.

Sure enough, Shen Wei must have nothing good to say when he mentioned him.

"Cheng dog thief?" he laughed angrily as he glanced at the letter, "That's what she calls me?"

If it weren't for the fact that the person was no longer there, he would scold again.

The words in the letter were like blood, and some deliberately sealed memories were helplessly reappeared, and Shen Wei asked like a bayonet next to that smiling face: "Third Young Master, you must hate him to the core, right?"

He didn't want to look at it anymore, so he took the letter back, and after a little silence, his anger was helplessly dispersed with the letter.

"In fact, it is indeed much better here than going back, at least it is fair and decent. He rubbed his nose and got up, "Okay, I still have business to do, and I can't stay long." ”

"Goodbye. Meng Tingan lowered his eyebrows and nodded pleasantly.

"See you again, I don't know if I can see it again, I want to see you when I look back, I will also go to Meng's house to worship the tablet." He muttered, feeling that the other party's tone was flat and made him want to punch someone.

But what could he say, didn't he send people here?

When he first sent it, he returned all the memories that belonged to him, didn't he already make up his mind never to see him again?

So this time we met, it was already a favor.

When he came, he was uneasy, and he always remembered a farewell many years ago, this man had said that death and life would never see each other again,

A few years later, he crossed thousands of mountains and rivers, just to come and see, and all the way he thought that if this person still held a grudge, he would secretly look at it and not let him know.

However, when they met and smiled, he got carried away, and he actually tried every possible way to bring people back, so that he almost forgot that they should have "hated each other".

Even if there is no such "hatred to the bone", there is still a person in between.

His throat was a little choked, he wanted to laugh, but he was afraid that he would regret this life, so he stopped, turned around and asked, "Do you have anything else to say to me besides goodbye?"

Meng Tingan shook his head: "No." ”

"Oh, then let me ask you something. The answer was expected, and he didn't expect much from it, so he wasn't disappointed.

"What?"

"Do you know that your "Smoke and Rain Map" has been collected in the garden of the imperial court. ”

"Well, now I know. ”

"What are the last two words?" he asked.

Meng Ting'an's gaze wandered and passed over him: "I forgot." ”

"Forgot?"

He wasn't convinced, but he didn't have to ask.

He walked out and began to say polite words: "You don't have to worry about the family, am I not in front of you, your second brother is actually very reliable now, and he has made the Meng family's porcelain painting to the top, and it is different when he gets married, your fourth sister has always been safe, don't worry about it, your mother was not in good spirits before, and then she quarreled with Jiang Yarong, but it was good, and now that there is Cheng'er at home, she is even more energetic." ”

He spoke around and didn't realize that he had missed someone.

The person behind him made up for him: "If you have the opportunity, please ask Miss Gu to find another good match, this matter is bothering Cheng Gongzi." ”

He frowned, and looked back: "You don't want to entrust her to me, do you?"

"That's not necessary, she has the right to choose. ”

"Huh. He relaxed, "Startle me." ”

At the same time, she sighed in her heart: If she is willing to find another good match, where will there be so many difficulties today?

He didn't say this, the other person had already walked out of the office, but he stood by the window again, took a deep breath, tried his best, and asked, "Are you really not going back?"

The people inside were surprised for a moment and shook their heads firmly.

But he didn't leave.

Meng Ting'an looked at him and suddenly asked, "Is Cheng'er's full name Meng Juncheng?"

"yes, how do you know?" he replied, standing by the window. Cheng'er's full name Meng Jia has not been announced to the public, and as far as he, a person who often walks around, knows that Shen Wei or Weng Rongrong should not know.

Meng Ting'an said to him through the window: "Zhanhuan thinks for a lifetime, and you inherit a hundred generations." He lowered his eyes, "the words left by my father." ”

"Okay, got it. Cheng Yiheng finally reluctantly compromised, smiled inward, and spit out three words with difficulty, "I'm leaving." ”

He walked past the window lattice, did not dare to look at the last gaze of the person in the window, he passed by and missed the scene in his eyes one by one, and once again helplessly walked away.

Who knows if this time away will be forever.

The true heir of the Meng family is in a foreign country, and his dreaming homeland is separated by mountains and rivers, love and hatred, which makes him feel powerless.

The sunken boat in the twilight rain is also self-controlled, and the wish of the ten thousand people is followed.

Now, he can only be discouraged.

Cheng Yiheng returned to Xuncheng and went straight to Liu's house to find Weng Rongrong, and almost scared Weng Rongrong out of illness, but he didn't have any reason to trouble others, he turned around in front of everyone in the Liu family, and finally pulled Weng Rongrong alone, and said to her: "You can do it, okay, don't tell him bad things, can you give me a look at the future letters?"

Weng Rongrong was puzzled: "It turns out that you also know about the third young master, so why don't you ...... You're going to write to him in the future?"

"I ...... I don't write, you write, but write as I want. ”

Weng Rongrong glanced at him.

Seeing that he set up his official authority, she pouted and compromised: "I know." ”

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