Chapter 54 (I)

I opened the graduation thesis, which was only the end, but I couldn't write a word. This situation has been going on for more than two hours. From getting up in the morning to now, my whole body is in a state of emptiness, as if all of a sudden, my soul has been drained. In a few days, I should have a graduation defense, why can't I keep up?

"What's wrong with me?" Yang Tingyao snapped the cover in frustration and threw her graduation project aside.

The roommates looked at her strangely, Yaoyao, what's wrong? Since the morning, she seems to have changed as a different person, with a gloomy face and no words. When I asked her what was wrong, she just said lightly that it was fine. I've never seen her like this before.

For a woman, there are no more than two reasons for this, one is that she is in a certain period of the month, and her mood is easy to become irritable, and the other is that her relationship has twists and turns. But she and Zhang Shaoyu are so good, nothing happened, besides, Zhang Shaoyu was selected for the Xiaoqiang Cup this time, and the momentum is strong, what a happy achievement, why is Yaoyao still unhappy?

"If it weren't for loving you, how could I not be sleepy in the middle of the night. Every thought is about you, I think you miss you so much I miss you. …… , Love is a torturous thing but I am reluctant to give up like this, keep speculating that you can have my name in your heart......" In the roommate's computer speaker, there were bursts of sad singing, which was Karen Mok's "Love".

originally liked the song very much, but now it sounds so harsh, Yang Tingyao was inexplicably flustered, stood up, hurriedly walked out of the door, and closed the bedroom door with a "bang". The roommates looked at each other, and no one knew why Yang Tingyao was like this.

The sky, a gray patch, looked up, and everything seemed to have lost its life. The breeze was blowing slowly, but it was so cold. Yang Tingyao tightened her clothes and walked to the wide playground. Here, it can be said that she and Zhang Shaoyu fell in love, that night, it was here that Zhang Shaoyu was drunk and lying on her shoulder.

Now, the verdant lawn has withered and yellowed, and it rustles when stepped on it. Even though it was once verdant, there will still be a day of decay. Yang Tingyao was touched by emotion, and couldn't help but feel a little melancholy.

At present, everything that has happened is so gratifying, Zhang Shaoyu is in full swing in the competition, and this morning, his "Indifferent Smile" has already won the third place, leaving the singers behind him far away. Perhaps, as he himself said, the first place in the southwest division is already beckoning to him.

Zhang Shaoyu loves music, and he should have been happy for him when he achieved such impressive results in this competition. I don't know why, since he went to the press conference of the Xiaoqiang Cup the day before yesterday, he suddenly had a feeling of fear. Like, it's about to lose him.

It is conceivable that he will achieve more impressive results in the following competitions, and perhaps, he will win the championship, become a signed singer, and become an instant hit. Things that I couldn't think of before, now are possible. As his girlfriend, her boyfriend has a bright future and should be happy for him.

can deceive others, but can't deceive yourself, Yang Tingyao understands very well that she doesn't want him to enter the entertainment industry, and she doesn't want him to be a star. Although she is not a person in the entertainment industry, she also knows that it is a very complicated place. Decadence, despair, drug addiction, and rampant desires, in recent years, it can be seen from the things that have been exposed by the news media that the entertainment industry is a dirty place.

If Zhang Shaoyu steps into the entertainment industry, there are only two ways waiting for him. Either put away your temper and behave obediently, or you will be bleeding from your head, and there is no third way. No matter which one he wanted, he didn't want to, so he hoped he wouldn't go in.

"Am I too selfish?" Yang Tingyao once asked herself. In front of Zhang Shaoyu is a broad road that others dream of, but he doesn't want him to go up, is there anyone like this who is a girlfriend?

With a deep sigh, Yang Tingyao stroked her hair that was blown by the wind. Graduation is just around the corner, and there are some things that should already be considered. work, feelings, but Zhang Shaoyu seems to be preoccupied with the game of the Xiaoqiang Cup, and he has not thought about this. In the past, Yang Tingyao always used "he knows it in his heart" to explain, but now, she herself doesn't believe it.

And Zhao Jing, who is almost certain that she likes Shaoyu. I saw her a few times, and she was intimate with Shaoyu, which was beyond the scope of a good friend. There is a good saying, eyes can't deceive people, Zhao Jing looked at Zhang Shaoyu's gaze, full of strong love, although Zhang Shaoyu may not be aware of it, but a woman's intuition is the most sensitive, Zhao Jing can hide it from Zhang Shaoyu, but can't hide it from herself.

Feelings are the most selfish thing, and no one wants their boyfriend to share it with others. But so what, did he tell Shaoyu not to meet Zhao Jing again in the future? Zhang Shaoyu would not do that, and he would not open this mouth.

Oh my God, why did this happen all of a sudden? Xiaoqiang Cup, Zhao Jing, as if a sudden accident, completely broke his life. Before graduation, he was still thinking about it, after graduation, he and Zhang Shaoyu went out to find a job, everyone worked hard for the future, and when the time came, they would take him to meet his parents. But now, it all seems a little distant.

"Hey, Yang Tingyao!" a voice suddenly sounded, pulling Yang Tingyao back from her contemplation. When I looked up, it turned out to be Vice Principal Wang of the school, who was walking from the direction of the teaching building.

Squeezing out a smile, Yang Tingyao greeted her: "Hello Principal Wang." ”

"Okay, hehe, what's the matter?" Vice President Wang looked very happy, walking very briskly, with a smile on his face. Almost the whole school knows about Zhang Shaoyu and Yang Tingyao, just kidding, Vice Chairman Yang of the student union is in love, which can be regarded as news. In addition, now Zhang Shaoyu is a big celebrity in the school, and there are more people who pay attention to them.

Yang Tingyao smiled reluctantly and said to Vice Principal Wang: "He may be in the dormitory, what, do you have something to look for him?"

"Oh, then I'll go find him, I'm afraid you can't make decisions for him at the moment. Vice President Wang even ignored the identity of the principal and made a joke about Yang Tingyao. After speaking, he hurriedly walked towards the dormitory building.

Yang Tingyao turned her head to look at him, and a strange feeling rose in her heart. What is Vice President Wang's finding for Zhang Shaoyu?

In the bedroom, Zhang Shaoyu was holding his guitar and playing it gently. Things are developing according to expectations, today, "Indifferent Smile" is already in third place, and there may not be any need to wait until the end of the month, and the first place in the southwest division is your own. Although he has never been very interested in rankings, seeing his works and getting the affirmation of so many people, the sense of accomplishment in his heart is enough to make his heart bloom.

"Shaoyu, give your buddy the first general order to help the fun!" Li Dan was staring at the PK list, refreshing it every few minutes to see how many votes had risen. Zhang Shaoyu was a little suspicious, whether it was me participating in the competition or you? However, this brotherly love still moved Zhang Shaoyu very much. In the end, he is a brother for many years, no matter whose business, no matter how big or small, he treats it as his own.

"Li Dan, don't look at it, eat the buns, it's been a long time since you got old, and you haven't moved. Zhang Shaoyu reminded. A bag of xiaolongbao was placed next to Li Dan's computer, and there was no heat.

"It's okay, I don't want to eat it now. Li Dan's gaze still never left the computer. Zhang Shaoyu frowned, put down his guitar, walked to Li Dan's side, and closed his web page. Climbed on his shoulders and sat down.

"What are you doing?" Li Dan looked at him and asked strangely.

"I said you kid, too, if you don't look at that ticket, it's indispensable, right? Why do you have to keep an eye on it, hurry, give me the bun to eat, or Lao Tzu will beat you!" Zhang Shaoyu raised his fist and said to Li Dan.

"Gotta get it, I'm afraid of you. Li Dan said as he picked up the bag of steamed buns that had been cold and gnawed on them. It can be seen that he is really hungry, and the appearance of eating is really ugly.

Looking at him like this, Zhang Shaoyu really had an impulse in his heart to hug him. This guy has been talking to himself since he was in high school. I think that at the beginning, when school first started, Li Dan was called an indispensable person in the class, and he didn't like anyone, and later he had a fight with himself and became brothers. Over the years, everyone has shared blessings and difficulties, and has never shared each other. Seeing that graduation was imminent, he said that he would go to the edge for a run.

It's a bit difficult to meet again. There is no banquet in the world that will not be dissolved, I hope that the separation will not dilute the feelings between brothers.

"Damn, Shaoyu, you are so true, why do you keep staring at me, you want to make a broken back mountain?" Li Dan was nibbling on a bun, and when he looked up, Zhang Shaoyu was staring at himself intently.

"Let me ask you, after graduation, do you really plan to go to the coast to run?" Zhang Shaoyu asked.

As soon as he heard Zhang Shaoyu mention this, Li Dan was not in the mood to eat, so he put the rest of the buns away, took out his cigarettes, threw two of them, lit them himself, and smoked them.

"What can I do if I don't go? After two days, as soon as the graduation defense is over, it's time to leave. Shaoyu, let me be honest, I've been following the Internet for so long, he really doesn't have a job suitable for our junior college students, really, I don't lie to you. Besides, we all know in our hearts that we haven't learned anything at all in the past three years, and Chengdu may not be able to stay, so I have already decided to go to Guangdong. There may be more opportunities over there. Li Dan said a little discouraged, smoking a cigarette while shaking his head.

Liang Jin also leaned over, sat next to him and smoked, without saying a word.

"Brother Liang, what do you think?" Zhang Shaoyu turned around and asked Liang Jin.

Liang Jin lowered his head, the spark on the cigarette butt had never dimmed, and after a long time, he raised his head and said: "I don't have any ideas, I hope to stay in Chengdu, I don't want to go back to that small county." ”

Seeing that these two brothers were so discouraged, Zhang Shaoyu really didn't feel good in his heart. Words of comfort and encouragement have been said a lot before, and there is no point in talking about them anymore. Everyone is an adult in their twenties, and they have their own ideas, which cannot be easily swayed by others.

"Brothers, I don't want to say anything else, anyway, brothers for a lifetime, in the future, don't dare anyone to have something, say it, buddy can do it, you must do it, if you can't do it, you can do it. ”

Li Dan and Liang Jin raised their heads at the same time, looked at Zhang Shaoyu, and smiled. In the past few years, the brothers have only looked forward to him, Zhang Shaoyu, why? It is this righteousness that makes him admire in his heart. It's easy to say this, but it's hard to do, but Zhang Shaoyu is valuable, and he must practice what he says, as long as he says it, it will definitely not be perfunctory, nor will it be polite.

"Alas, Shaoyu, seriously, buddy is happy for you from the bottom of my heart. Look at you now, how good you are, how much face. You and I stare at the Xiaoqiang Cup every day, I have nothing to do when I'm full? Doesn't buddy just want to watch my eldest brother win the first place in the southwest division before leaving? In this way, buddy can walk with peace of mind, right?" Li Dan said, his eyes turned red, and he hurriedly turned his head, not wanting his brothers to see the joke.

Zhang Shaoyu didn't say anything for a long time, in his eyes, Li Dan has always been a big guy who doesn't care about anything. But I didn't expect that after graduating, I actually let myself have another view of him. Why do we Chinese for thousands of years always hold high terms of righteousness between brothers, but for love, it is called the private love of children.

The reason is that the relationship between men and men sometimes comes at the cost of their lives. You can be unkind to me, but I can't be unjust to you, true brothers, don't care what you do to him, but he treats him consistently, with all sincerity.

"Hey, what's the matter, a few big men are doing the same as women here, twisting and pinching, and it's not too annoying and embarrassing. Zhang Shaoyu saw that there was something wrong with the atmosphere, so he said this deliberately.

Li Dan also laughed self-deprecatingly: "That's it, damn, I haven't slept well in the past two days, and my eyes are always uncomfortable." ”

There was a noise outside, and someone pushed the door in, but none of the three brothers looked back. Everyone is uncomfortable.

"Zhang Shaoyu is ...... in this bedroom" The visitor asked loudly, as if he had seen Zhang Shaoyu, and did not ask any more. When the brothers heard that the voice was not quite right, they looked back and were startled, why did Vice Principal Wang come to our dormitory.

Liang Jin stood up and gave up his place to Vice Principal Wang, and the guy was not polite and sat down. The fat body made the stool creak.

"Vice President Wang, are you looking for me?" asked Zhang Shaoyu expressionlessly. He has never been accustomed to this Vice President Wang. On the surface, he looks sanctimonious, but he is actually a bastard. I heard that this grandson is going to be the principal recently, damn, it's really blind.

Vice Principal Wang smiled, looked around the dormitory, and frowned slightly. The boys' dormitories are all like this, dirty and messy. It is estimated that this Deputy Chief Wang is also the first time to "observe the people's feelings", and it is inevitable that he will not be able to stand it.

"Principal Wang, our dormitory is like this, don't mind. Li Dan said lukewarmly.

Vice President Wang shook his head hypocritically, and laughed repeatedly: "If you want to be like this, when the principal was studying, he was like this, hehe, it's not much better than you." ”

"Headmaster, what are you looking for from me, tell me. As soon as the guy walked into the bedroom, Zhang Shaoyu felt uncomfortable.

"Oh, yes. Regarding your disciplinary issues......" Vice Principal Wang said, pausing in the middle of his sentence, wanting to see how the boys reacted. Zhang Shaoyu is as steady as Mount Tai, Li Dan raised his head and glanced at it and lowered it, but it was Liang Jin, who kept staring at him, waiting for the following.

"Ahem, that's right, in view of your good performance in the past few months, after the school has decided to revoke your punishment. I thought that as soon as these words came out, these boys had to jump up with joy. But I didn't expect that there was no reaction at all. Especially Li Dan's kid, he actually snorted.

If Vice President Wang had to be angry in the past, this would be simply disrespectful! But today is different, he came for a special matter. He coughed lightly twice to hide his embarrassment.

"Well, this, Zhang Shaoyu, did you participate in a music competition recently?" asked Vice Principal Wang.

Zhang Shaoyu nodded, looking at him without speaking. I'm afraid this guy didn't have anything good to do today, why did he ask me to participate in the competition? Could it be that I participated in the Xiaoqiang Cup, and I also violated the school rules?

"Seems to be a good grade?" Vice President Wang then asked.

Zhang Shaoyu said casually: "It's okay, it's all up to my friends to support." ”

"Hehe, ghost boy, I still want to lie to the principal. I've been to the Internet to read it, the Southwest Division, you're the third place! It's not in vain that the school has cultivated you for several years, and you have finally achieved results. Okay, good, hehe......" Vice President Wang smiled and didn't smile, Zhang Shaoyu felt disgusted when he looked at it. , my music has something to do with school. I knew that we were asked for tuition, and we didn't care about anything else, and we dared to pack tickets, as soon as we graduated, we would definitely kick us out of school.