Only then did Zhou Ziwei understand that Lu Jianye had hesitated in his heart, but because of some unexpected things, he did not take a wrong step, but it bothered him for many years. It turns out that even a man who looks perfect, or a 'woman', will have a strange feeling for someone other than his husband or wife, just like Zhou Ziwei is now.

Lu Jianye smiled and said: "This is the most unspeakable secret in my life, I haven't even said it to your master, you have to keep this secret for me." ”

Zhou Ziwei looked at the mature and steady man in front of him in a daze, who could hide a secret for so many years, and for a moment, Zhou Ziwei plucked up his courage and said to Lu Jianye: "Old Lu, I also want to tell you a secret, and you also keep this secret for me, so that you have my handle." ”

Lu Jianye smiled softly and said, "Okay, it seems that I have to have two secrets, you say come and hear them." ”

"I like you!" Zhou Ziwei spat out the words in his heart.

"Ah?!" Lu Jianye was frightened and glanced at Zhou Ziwei.

Zhou Ziwei lowered her head and repeated again: "I said, I like you." ”

Lu Jianye shook his head, sighed, and said: "Xiao Zhou, this joke can't be made, I was young at the time, and I couldn't resist those 'temptations' and 'confusion', but now I am very clear about what I want, hold the hand of my son, grow old with my son, I have a good relationship with your master, and I hope that the relationship between you and your husband is getting better and better." ”

Zhou Ziwei smiled, laughed and cried again: "I didn't plan to do anything, this is just a secret in my heart, you can save the secret and help me keep it." My husband and I, maybe, maybe, will get divorced. ”

"Just because of what they said about this nightclub, it's not enough, go back to criticize and criticize, educate and educate, and life still has to live. ”

"He lied to me three times and twice, you can keep your secret for decades, but I can't do it, if it goes on like this, I guess I'll really collapse. In the past, I also thought that my husband was a good man, although he didn't have much talent, but he loved me, loved me, and was willing to 'give' everything he had to me, and I had no regrets with him. But what I can't stand is that he lied to me!"

Lu Jianye asked, "Could it be that he has something else to hide from you?"

"He was 'privately' involved with his college classmates, and I couldn't believe it when I found out. I once chatted with Fan Kele about his mobile phone, and I went home that night and had the idea of checking his mobile phone, but I didn't check it that day. Not long after, he shouted in the middle of the night in his sleep, 'Xiao Qian Xiaoqian, I love you', I thought he was talking about 'girl', because my 'girl' is called Qianqian, but then I felt that something was wrong, so I checked his mobile phone. He has a software installed on his phone, and in that software, it is simply a small world. ”

Zhou Ziwei 'pulled out' a piece of paper, wiped her tears, and continued: "After I opened the software, I was stupid at the time, there was a person in his software, named Ye Xiaoqian, who was his college classmate, he hid a WeChat in it, and talked to the 'woman' every day about 'meat' numbness, and also saved a lot of photos. The two of them stayed together again and again. At that time, I wanted to slap him in the face, and my heart was broken all at once, I didn't expect that the man who had lived with me for more than seven years would be a two-faced man. ”

Zhou Ziwei said, tears flooding again. After wiping away her tears, she continued: "I wanted to kill him that day, I felt stupid, I cried all night, I just thought that after dawn, I would go back and divorce him, but when it came to divorce, I only thought about the two children in my heart, they were innocent, I didn't want them to have no mother." As she spoke, Zhou Ziwei's tears could no longer be controlled.

Lu Jianye said: "Since the matter has happened, if it can be reversed, you should talk to him honestly, instead of holding it in your heart like this." Do you think that if you endure it like this, the marriage will last long, this is a sick marriage, and it must be treated in time. ”

Zhou Ziwei cried bitterly, and couldn't listen to Lu Jianye's words, she endured it for three months, and finally told others the secret in her heart, she didn't want to tell her friends, didn't want to tell her family, didn't want others to see jokes, not like worrying about her parents. She can only bury herself in her work and grit her teeth to insist on living. She also knows that this is a sick marriage, even if she struggles to survive, I am afraid that there will still be a day when it will be clear.

Zhou Ziwei cried for a long time, and suddenly said to Lu Jianye: "Old Lu, can you lend me a shoulder to lean on?"

Lu Jianye was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Xiao Zhou, you drank too much. It's not too early, let's go back quickly, your family will be worried, and my family will be worried. ”

Lu Jianye made his position clear, which was equivalent to rejecting Zhou Ziwei's request. Lu Jianye knew that he had to do this. If he gave Zhou Ziwei a shoulder, then next time Zhou Ziwei asked him for a hug, for himself and for Zhou Ziwei, he had to resolutely refuse.

He is a mature man, he is responsible for all his actions, although Zhou Ziwei is like a grass growing crazy in his heart, but after all, Lu Jianye has gone through more than 40 years and knows how to control himself, he only wants to lock such a relationship in his heart, and treat Zhou Ziwei only as a 'protégé' or an ordinary friend. In the future, I am afraid that I will have to keep my distance from Zhou Ziwei, gossip, it is a knife that kills people without seeing blood, but it can kill people at any time.

When Lu Jianye sent Zhou Ziwei to the 'door' of his home, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning, and after saying goodbye, Zhou Ziwei watched Lu Jianye's car leave like a meteor in the night sky, and his heart was empty. The cold wind has blown Zhou Ziwei awake, looking at the high-rise buildings, the lights of a few households, such a cold season, I am afraid that cats and dogs are reluctant to go out.

Zhou Ziwei quietly opened the 'door' and went into the room, and the room was not very hot. She hurriedly washed up, entered the bedroom, lay down in the cold quilt, and turned on the air conditioner. Charging the mobile phone, and when he was about to turn off the light, Qin Sihao sat up and asked, "Where have you been, I'm worried that you haven't fallen asleep, and your mobile phone is also turned off." ”

Zhou Ziwei shrunk in the quilt, only thinking it was funny, how good the man next to him was at acting, and he cared about her being able to pretend to be so real, he really should be awarded a Best Actor Award to him. Zhou Ziwei said: "When I went to Shanghai, it was snowing heavily outside, and the car was driving slowly. ”

Qin Sihao said sourly: "It's Manager Lu who followed you again, it's good now, I didn't even say hello when I came back, can you learn to respect others." The one surnamed Lu is not a good person, and he makes you drink so much wine every time he does business. You smell your mouth full of wine, and those who don't know think you're a 'girl' who accompanies wine. ”

Zhou Ziwei was in a very bad mood, and when she heard Qin Sihao count her like this, the more she talked, the more she didn't like it, and reprimanded: "I don't want to quarrel with you in the middle of the night, don't spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, be dirty yourself, don't think everyone is as dirty as you!"

Qin Sihao has no confidence, after all, he is contacting Zhou Ziwei and Ye Xiaoqian behind his back every day, Zhou Ziwei refuted this, although he wanted to argue, after all, because of his weak heart, he didn't dare to make a mistake, and he muttered in his mouth and lay down, saying: "Whoever is dirty knows in his heart, forget it." ”

Zhou Ziwei said: "Qin Sihao, if you want to go on, shut up, let's be like this in the future, I'm too lazy to quarrel with you, and there's no need to mess with you, it's ridiculous to think about it, hehe." ”

Qin Sihao didn't understand what Zhou Ziwei was sighing, and he was also 'Mao' and 'Mao' in his heart. He turned off the light and said in a loud voice: "Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleepy, I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

After a while, Qin Sihao snored evenly, Zhou Ziwei opened her eyes, and in such a dark night, she kept her eyes open more than once. She thinks about her parents, if one day, her parents know that they have been wronged like this, and they don't know how they will feel in their hearts.

Thinking about it, Zhou Ziwei's tears flowed, and she silently shed tears until she fell asleep in her tears.

The next morning, Zhou Ziwei slept until more than nine o'clock and was woken up by Qin Qianqian's crying, and the two children were arguing non-stop. In the past, Qin Doudou still knew to let Qin Qianqian, but now, relying on Qin's mother's momentum, Qin Doudou no longer tolerates Qin Qianqian at all. I only heard Qin's mother say loudly outside: "Qianqian, your brother was on winter vacation last night, you always made some 'mess' next to you, come and play next to you for a while." ”

Zhou Ziwei couldn't hear Qin's mother's reprimand for Qin Qianqian, so she sat up and shouted, "Qianqian, you come to my room." Doudou, if you bully your sister again in the future, I will beat your ass to pieces!"

Qin's mother was silent, Zhou Ziwei shouted angrily, she didn't want to be an angry daughter-in-law at all, she had endured too much, and she couldn't let her 'daughter' endure Qin's mother's eccentric eyes, this shouting was just a shouting at Qin's mother.

Qin Qianqian cried into the room, Zhou Ziwei carried her to the 'bed', stuffed her into the quilt, and wiped away her tears with a tissue. After coaxing the 'girl', Zhou Ziwei got up to 'bed' and saw that Qin Doudou was the only one in the living room, and Qin's mother returned to the bedroom and closed the 'door'. Zhou Ziwei was unhappy, but finally let out a sigh of relief, and after washing, Zhou Ziwei left home and went to the insurance company.

……

Lin Feng has completely become an idler, but at the same time he is also a busy person, the account has been unfrozen, after Lin Feng was summoned to the court several times, the individual was also pulled into the industrial and commercial blacklist, not to mention the restrictions on entry and exit, and he could not take the plane and high-speed rail, etc., and at the same time he had to prepare to accept the summons of the court. He basically repaid all the money in his account, sold the gold into cash and paid off part of the arrears, and the money left on his body was less than 10,000 yuan.

In the morning, he had nothing to do, and he was going to go to Lily's 'flower' shop to have a look. went downstairs to start the car, and Lin Feng received a call from Tang Qi.

Tang Qi's voice on the phone was very weak: "Brother Feng...... You...... Come here, I, I may ...... I'm dying......"