Chapter 892: The First Step 292
I don't!
Before, I thought that this kind of mentality was not resigned to fate, and it was like going crazy for a certain goal. And this kind of goal is essentially a drag show brought about by fear.
And a person who is filled with the emotion of "I don't" and earnestly pursues that goal becomes a monk in itself. A cultivator is a positive quality, and no matter what path he is cultivating, he can always make people feel a vigorous and unyielding spirit.
This spirit is in line with the propaganda of the Empire. It seems that a strong and unwilling person will be worthy of praise no matter what aspect he is. Provided, of course, that the rule of the empire cannot be destroyed.
If there is a person who has been inspired to be a terrorist since he was a child and insists on creating mass killings for decades, who will sing the praises?
That's why slashing also falls into this category.
Anger at the falsehood, wanting to kill them all, desperately killing regardless of the emotion of fear.
The same is true of the struggle for money, or the yearning for freedom. Unwilling to fate, the pursuit of money or freedom, and the force to shatter everything else.
There is no difference, there is no difference between killing and working hard to make money, or breaking the so-called shackles of life.
I've always wanted to find a reason to prove that the anger of killing is not the same as the anger of not accepting one's fate. Trying to prove that slashing is advanced, that it is a war that pursues authenticity, is different.
But in fact, I couldn't find any difference at all. It's all the character's behavior, it's all fake.
The only difference was that the teacher told me that slashing can lead to touching reality. But how do I know for sure?
There's no way, I'm just a slashing person with a twisted mind. There is no difference at all from other self-definitions, what puts money first, what thinks that life is about not abandoning dreams, and what is the presumptuous youth to be the person you want to be.
I've always believed that slashing shouldn't be a self-definition, but unfortunately, slashing is always just a self-definition. I can't be sure that the slash will touch the real thing, I don't know.
Yuan Changwen was very uncomfortable, and he felt that his so-called killing was to keep seeing those things that I shouldn't have been able to see. Or, in other words, kill "I know" and see with your own eyes that you don't really know anything.
I don't know, slashing is just slashing, I don't know what is true and what is done.
The act of beheading comes from the character and is destined to be unreal. No matter how much I whitewash, I can't think that killing is more advanced than eating.
That anger, that hatred of falsehood, there's nothing remarkable.
Being scolded by the boss, being cheated on, and having your own plans blocked can lead to incredible anger. However, this anger does not last long, and only a very small number of people will retain this anger, like a madman or a paranoid.
This is the cultivator, who can destroy everything for the sake of the Dao mind.
Killing is just one of them. I didn't know that you could touch the real after the kill, and if you couldn't touch the truth, then the slash was not a big deal at all. And the reason why I think that the killing is extraordinary is because the teacher said that after the killing, only the truth remains.
Perhaps, after the slaughter is completed, it is indeed different. Or, it can be grudgingly explained what slashing is slashing self-definition, while other efforts are made to preserve a lot of self-definition.
I should have seen this contradiction from the beginning, but at that time, anger burned all over my body, and I only cared about killing. Now it seems that slashing is also an act of the character, and no matter how whitewashed, it will not be more advanced than eating and.
Deep down I would think I was superior, and even though I never said it, I knew I always thought so. I also said before, don't make killing a self-definition, how is this possible!
Everything about the characters is false, and there is no reason to think that pursuing dreams is false and slashing is real. It's all fake, it's all the character's behavior, it's all something that doesn't know what the hell it is.
That awareness is everything, and these are just the elements of the picture that are perceived at the moment. The key point is to recognize that slashing is just an act of the character.
Holding that "after killing, you can touch the truth" is just wishful thinking. There is no difference from believing that he is the role of Yuan Changwen. So, why do you think that slashing is different?
is still in the mode of watching the drama, seeing the role of Yuan Changwen killing, and seeing the role of Yuan Changwen thinking. Keep reminding yourself that these are just the elements of the picture that you perceive at the moment, and there is no high or low, and there is no right or wrong.
Even, this distinction between high and low, right and wrong, is itself just a picture element that is perceived at this moment. Nothing but that awareness is real. Even if it is a killing, it is just the words and deeds of the character.
Whether the character accepts his fate or not, whether the character kills or not, whether the character is happy or sad, are just the picture elements that are perceived at the moment. Is there any difference? Red is more advanced than green? Black is the bad guy?
Is it just because "the killing can touch the truth" that the act of killing is judged to be more advanced, more real, and more powerful than other words and deeds?
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Touching the real is indeed unusual, after all, it is real, and it is not at all a level compared to the achievements of any dualistic world. However, I was originally real, but I was shrouded in a strong hallucination, so much so that I mistakenly thought that I was the character of Yuan Changwen.
So, what is the achievement of touching the truth?
It's like everybody is trying to play their role well, and I'm throwing it aside, what's the point?
Can I really do it? I don't know.
After the killing, can you really touch the real thing? I don't know.
It's just a kill, nothing spectacular, nothing to show off. No matter how state the character is, it's just fake. Even if the character becomes unseen, even if the character becomes able to blow up the planet with one punch, it is all false.
Every time he thought of this, Yuan Changwen couldn't help but ask himself, "Then what should I do?"
It doesn't matter what you do, it doesn't matter how you do it, as long as it's something related to the character, it doesn't matter. Because it's all false, what's the importance?
So many chapters of slashing have become a joke. I'm not sure that "the real thing will be touched after the kill is done", and there is nothing special about the act of killing. In fact, there is nothing special in the first place.
To do something for the sake of a certain result is all a trick of fear of that bewitching woman, and it is also a twisted way of working in the mind.
So, what exactly am I doing?
Yuan Changwen slowly closed his eyes, there was nothing worth seeing.