Chapter 161: Centering

Although Li Jin was tired, she also wanted to take a nap first according to her mother's arrangement, but for some reason, she was obviously very sleepy, but she didn't feel sleepy at all, and her eyes were a little dry. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Mother, do you know, I saw in the terroir you prepared that the northerners would set up a tent-like semicircular felt fence behind their yard, and I began to think it was incredible, and it felt even more amazing to see that thing today. ”

"Oh, yes, it's the kind of windproof curtain?" Mrs. Li said without any novelty, breaking the effect of the thing, and her hand caressed Li Jin's back.

"Hey, my mother is so smart. Li Jin responded grogily.

"Hehe, although my mother has never been to Saibei, but I have seen a little bit of the market. But when I first saw it, I was surprised. The semi-circular earthen bag and the finely woven bamboo strips amazed everyone else who went to the banquet together. ”

Li Jin didn't take this matter to heart, although there were not many people who came back from the north, Su Jing's father was definitely not the only one. It is not surprising that even if there is such a person in that rich family, for the sake of the chic of the feast, he came up with some customs unique to the north.

At this time, Chunlan brought back the hot food in the small kitchen, all of which were porridge, soup and various side dishes, although they were all liked by Li Jin and emitted an attractive fragrance, but Li Jin had no appetite at all.

But even if he didn't have much appetite, in order not to worry his mother too much, Li Jin forced himself to drink half a bowl.

After Mrs. Li watched Li Jin eat, she seemed to finally put her mind at ease. The gloomy color between his eyebrows and eyes finally eased a little, and he got up and took a letter on the desk and handed it to Li Jin.

"This is the letter that your father asked the little servant to bring back today. Let's go back and go to bed early. After instructing Li Jin, Mrs. Li didn't even ask about Li Jin's itinerary today, so she asked Chunlan to take her own big coat and drape it for Li Jin before sending Li Jin back to Jinyue Pavilion. For her mother's understanding, although Li Jin was grateful in her heart, she also inexplicably felt a sense of emptiness and helplessness that seemed to be suddenly thrown into the air with nowhere to land. This idea had just popped up, and it was immediately dispelled by Li Jin, who was probably too tired today.

Chunlan was sent to hold the lamp for Li Jin, and the two walked on the path back to Jinyue Pavilion, the smell of her mother surrounded Li Jin, which made her feel a lot more at ease, and the envelope in her hand still had residual warmth.

My father's visit to the suburban altar to supervise the work was only a few days. According to the usual practice, in previous years, a letter from home would only be sent back in a small half month, and the little girl was never asked to come back to send it back. Then the purpose of this letter should be just to pass this letter to yourself. So what could it be that made my father so anxious?'

Li Jin silently analyzed various possible situations in his heart.

Unconsciously, Jinyue Pavilion was already in front of him, and at the gate of the courtyard, Li Jin sent Chunlan back to her mother, who needed her care more at this time, and then entered the courtyard alone. After Li Jin decided to use Su Jing, he reduced the number of people in his yard to the limit, and at this moment Li Jin was only left with the little girl, Su Jing, and a servant woman who was responsible for daily sprinkling.

Therefore, after entering the half-hidden courtyard gate, Li Jin could only complete the work of closing the courtyard gate by himself.

It was a long time ago to walk alone in this pond in his courtyard under the clear light of the moonlit night, Li Jin chose a long way to his bedroom, wandered in the corridor, and looked at the pond specially made of living water, at this time, because it was not yet the middle of winter, so although the water in the pond was already cold to the bone, there was still no sign of freezing.

At this time, probably because of the heat absorbed during the day, the water surface of the pond is emitting wisps of moisture, so the verandahs that surround the water surface are colder than at night.

Li Jin didn't realize it, and only halfway through the road, he stopped by the railing and looked at the full moon reflected on the water.

The feeling of unsettled in his heart tormented Li Jin, part of it was the letter in his arms that he didn't know the content, and the other part was that he was going to face Su Jing in a while. letter, at this time, Li Jin did not want to know the contents of the letter, but at this time, Li Jin, who had already been shaken in his heart, knew that it was more important to strengthen his heart than more information. Li Jin was afraid that there would be anything that would shake his message back, so he could only put the letter on hold for the time being.

At this moment, Li Jin was at a loss in his heart, he didn't know how to persuade Su Jing's anxiety, and he didn't know how to face the helplessness of the gap between himself and Su Jing. Even though Li Jin had clearly known from the search materials that Su Jing was using himself on the premise of concealing some things about himself, his talent really impressed Li Jin. Although he didn't know much about Su Jing's essence at this moment, he could roughly judge that this person had his own insistence.

Therefore, Li Jin has not yet determined the essence of Su Jing, but intuitively Li Jin believes that his cunning and changeable outside is a heart with his own principles, although this belief is unfounded. She really hopes to reach a consensus with Su Jing on the fundamental point of view, and through this long talk, let him become her right-hand man.

Li Jin hated her unproductive posture at the moment, and her worries here did not contribute to the situation at all, but she controlled herself in the house. At this moment, she couldn't even think about what kind of words she should use for a while to persuade Su Jing to give up his original point of view; if after a long conversation, Li Jin confirmed that Su Jing's essence was consistent with her expectations, then how could she get Su Jing's approval?

These questions lingered in his mind, and he knew that this moment should not only be filled with these chaotic questions, but Li Jin couldn't stop thinking about them. Because of his too confused thoughts, the reflections on the water surface that Li Jin saw seemed to be about to deform and began to spin at a rapid speed. Li Jin instantly felt dizzy that the heavens and the earth were upside down, if he hadn't held the railing under his hand tightly, Li Jin would have fallen into the water at this moment.

After relieving, Li Jin held the railing beside him and crouched on the ground, relieving the feeling of weakness in his body, and trying to calm his mind.

After exhaling deeply, Li Jin slowly stood up, his mind was still blank at the moment, and the corners of Li Jin's mouth showed a self-deprecating smile. The scene from her childhood just now appeared again, which made her regain her usual calm. After that, Li Jin took a steady step and walked towards the coldly lit study in the distance.

It was the forbidden place in Li Jin's Jinyue Pavilion, except for Xiangxue who left the Li Mansion, so far no outsiders could go deep into it, looking at the bright lights in it, he didn't have to think about it to know that Su Jing must be waiting for him there at this moment.